but it might take me some time (around 1-2 weeks)
[ rest of the intro under keep reading ]
okay intro time fr this time!
my name is teaser and i am 18
i may not be active much since i spend most of my time playing games (it may or may not be chronic...) but i am always willing to talk to new people and make new mutuals!
i have diagnosed adhd and i tend to hyperfixate on things so i may write about different things and it will change
my current hyperfixation is RDR2
i also love : mortal kombat, apex legends, bioshock, faith:the unholy trinity, call of duty, fear and hunger, league of legends, witcher 3, studio ghibli movies, AND MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!!!!!!!!
my DNI list is pretty simple
dni if you: basic dni cryteria (p3do,n4zi etc.), support yansim and yandev, enjoy copypastas (especially the unfunny, weird ones eww), will make fun of me, below 16 (age), do 'kys/kms' "jokes",
[this list may change]
[a list of all of my works] - will probably not update it often. i need to learn how linking tumblr posts work first!!!
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I feel you about rdr2, I feel like I'm walking through a desert with no water😭
But if you don't mind me requesting something...
Maybe Sean or Kieran (or whoever you want, I'm fine with anybody) with a crush on s/o who's just an absolute ray of sunshine and they're too nervous to ask s/o out because of this
hii! i'm so glad to be able to do my first request ever! hope you like it! I'm sorry for any grammar mistakes - english is not my first language!
requests are open. Sorry it took so long to write - it is like...my second time writing an actual thing with plot in english!
[not proofread i'm sorry i cringed too hard when i tried to read it]
CW: none? i think? mentions of alcohol if you squint
in javier's part the spanish petnames he uses are feminine(?) but i think there is no other use of any gender comfirming things so i guess it's gender neutral reader fic?
ALSO THEY ARE PROBABLY OOC IM SO SORRY :(((
05.06.2024. signed TEASER 📺
[ BANNERS ARE MADE BY ME! ]
SEAN MACGUIRE
You were ethereal in his eyes. Always shining, blooming, filling every space you were in with joy and feeling of safety. Soft hair sparkling in the sun, pupils always wandering around, looking for a sad soul to cheer up. Hands in the air, moving around uncontrollably when you tried to tell a story, gesturing the things that you were imagining.
Truly mesmerising, he felt like he just had to have you, but his every attempt at flirting with you was just taken as a joke, rewarded by a small smile from you, a little giggle, and it broke his heart, making it rush at the same time.
But Sean MacGuire was an impatient man. Impatient and so obvious with his emotions. Expressive, always made it known when he felt good or bad, when he was falling apart (which was a really rare sigh anyways) or his heart was full of passion. But you made it easy to feel euphoric and then send him to the lowest mental state he could ever be.
He couldn't wait to tell you how he wanted you to be his and only his, but for some reason - you were always busy, someone always wanted to talk with you, stealing your attencion. And when you were free, he was too stunned to speak. That never happened in his entire life! His never ending monologue, his mouth that was always talking, everything stopped.
Sean MacGuire smiled, excused himself for bothering you and left, leaving you confused but a smile didn't leave your soft lips.
He was sitting alone, planning a new way to confess to you. Never in his life would he admit that he was, simply but truly, scared. Of rejection? Maybe. Or of the fact that you might take it as a joke. That would be even worse in his eyes.
Sean suddenly remembered the fact that Arthur one day came up to him and asked about his relationship with you, he said that it was so horrendously obvious that he likes you, that he's sweet on you, but he also told him that he might be too simple for you. Too straightforward but at the same time - not cultured enough.
Bascially telling him that he might be too dumb for you, straight into his poor face, into his lost puppy eyes.
The truth was that, in fact, Sean was just lost without you. With you around, he felt like a better version of himself. That's why he wanted you so badly.
He asked Lenny to teach him to read, so he could become a well-read person for you.
But Sean MacGuire was an impatient man.
Abandoning his mission after only few pages. His impulsitivity took over, he decided that if he's not the one for you, it's better to know as soon as it's possible. In case he had to move on, in case you decide to break his young, so obsessed with you heart.
Stealing Dutch's cologne, Lenny's good shirt and wearing his only pants that were clean and somehow not holey - he got ready for you. He even washed his hair in the river, using actual soap that one of the girls from the camp once gave him. What a sweetheart.
His plans were suprisingly really detailed. Sean wanted to pick some flowers for you and ask you to go to the town with him, he wanted to mount his horse, see you mount yours and go.
But his dreams and distant goals got interrupted by hearing your voice coming near his tent.
— Sean! Javier was just asking if you... — you didn't finish your sentence. Halfway in his tent, you laid your eyes on him, clearly preparing for some event. A date? Maybe? How could you know?
— Oh! Sean, you look really good! What happened? — you looked up, his soft hair, freshly washed, much more shinier, looking healthy for once.
— you washed your hair, so it must be something big. — you added, smiling.
It was semi-dark in his tent, light being casted only by a little lamp with a candle inside of it. So you couldn't see how his cheeks got redder when he heard your compliment.
— well, I actually...You know... — he started, nervously, but who wouldn't be nervous in that kind of a situation? Being caught preparing for a date, that wasn't even accepted by the other side in the first place.
— It is something big. — Sean's voice still had his iconic cheerfulness, but you could hear the little shakes in it as well.
But you didn't interrupt, you listened.
He took a deep breath and said quickly, his accent almost making it incomprehensible
— I was wondering if you'd like to go to the town with me and maybe you know have a drink or two? Like a party, just the two of us, you know? Ay, yeah! Actually I also wanted to say that I really like you! Maybe love...Yeah, that might be a better word for that. I love ya. So? Would you like to go with me? — he looked up at you, his heart beating so fast, he could almost hear it.
It's now up to you. Do you agree or not?
JAVIER ESCUELLA
Absolutely smitten with you. Sitting by the fireside on a warm night, you were situated at the opposite side of the fire, watching people that were finishing their chores around the camp. Your delicate presence, hair moved by wind, shining eyes. His mind was in a different place. Holding his guitar, trying to play and sing, but you were distracting. It was almost impossible to get him to the state that he forgot how to play, but with you around, he literally seemed like he just bought this intrument, constantly making little mistakes. Blood rushing to his cheeks every time he got out of rhythm or the sound his guitar made was closer to a scratch than to any melody.
But you seemed to not mind, accepting him the way he was, quietly giggling, but not laughing at him, you were just so full of happiness, your gaze only encouraged him to keep playing and he loved it. Loved you. Badly.
But he felt like loving you was never enough, since you seemed to never actually acknowledge his feelings, the deep desire that made his dreams full of you. Everything reminded him of you.
You joined the gang a few months ago, how could you fuck him up so badly in such a short period of time? Wrapped around your finger, willing to give you the entire world if you asked him to.
He just knew that you'd never ask him to, you were just too...good. You never asked for help yourself, but always wanted to help others. Putting everyone above yourself, taking care of everyone, even Micah, who said so much bad things about you, spitting poison at you every time you walked by, but when he felt ill, you still was a first person to give him health cure.
Javier could only watch from afar. Fascinated, hypnotised by your moves, your energy, how your voice could put everyone in a good mood. When you were telling stories, you'd tell them with so much passion, but when someone else needed to be listened - you were all ears, asking questions, made everyone feel welcomed and safe.
He sometimes really thought that you are not real, that you are an angel sent to the camp in those hard times.
Lost in his thoughts again, he missed a string while playing and his guitar made another weird sound. Immediately grounded by that, he looked in the direction you were sitting, only to realise - you were not there anymore. He started looking for you, and he saw that you were sitting next to him. How could he not notice? God, were his reflexes that poor? If it was a life threatening situation, he'd probably be dead by now.
— I noticed that you are a bit lonely here, Javier, — the way his name slipped of your lips so softly, how he'd kill to hear his name coming from that sweet mouth again and again, until he lost his senses. — Mind if I keep you company? You seem stressed, is something bothering you? — when he heard your voice, and your body getting a bit closer to him, his muscles tensed.
He put his guitar away, gently, laying it on a ground, leaned it against the barrel that was near.
— what can I say, hermosa. — he sometimes called you Spanish pet names, because he was sure you didn't understand them (if you could, well, he was not aware...) — There is that one girl that completely took over my mind and I can't focus on anything else because of her. She's not even mine, but I'm jealous of everyone that makes her laugh. It's probably wrong, but it's the truth. She's like a milagro walking on this sad country, healing everyone with her presence, so I'm almost certain I don't deserve her, but oh...I can always dream, can't I? — he could swear you put a spell on him. He never meant to open up about his feelings, especially not around you, especially talking about you.
What a fool he was.
He couldn't even manage to raise his eyes up to meet your gaze, so he was not able to see the sadness flicker in your face, soft sigh escaping your lips, which was a sign of your heart getting a bit broken, he taken it as a sign of stress and fatigue.
— do you want me to help you with asking her out? I'm a woman myself so I know what most of us like to do... — you said, and oh, he knew that it would happen. Your first thought when someone has a problem is to help them out, any way you can, no matter your own feelings and struggles.
— tell me...how your perfect date would look like? I think she's really similar to you, she might enjoy the same things. — he said, still nervous, his eyes locked on the ground.
So you started to talk about your perfect date. How you'd spend it, and his head was full of ideas by now. He knew exactly where to take you, what to do, so when you finished your monologue, he offered, finally looking up, making eye contact:
— are you free tonight, angelita? Your wish is my command. — his cheeks a bit red, the orange light from nearby fire slightly shining on his skin.
Not it was up to you if you'd like to go with him.
What do you say?
KIERAN DUFFY
Oh, that poor boy. His heart couldn't take it. The only person that showed him any kind of affection in this camp, the only one that cared, listened to him, believed him. When he was still tied to the tree, he used to spend all day looking at you with fascination, trying to understand who you were to other gang members, his gaze was subtle, always looking away just in time before anyone would notice.
But he was sure you would never look at him the way he looks at you, and his heart ached every time he reminded himself of the fact that he was just a stranger in this camp, he was considered a spy, traitor, enemy. Yet you still treated him with such kindness and care, always asking if he needs anything, if you can do something to ease his pain and stress.
Sometimes you sat near him and talked with him, not caring about what others might think, saying that as long as there is no proof of him doing anything wrong, you will not act like he is a criminal.
And he was honestly so thankful for that. He was not sure what he deserved to have you as some sort of ally, but since you were the only one he trusted (even if it was only a little bit) he started to actually feel something deeper than friendship towards you.
He didn't want to admit that it was love. But if not love, then what was it? Unreasonable high blood pressure when he saw you, his eyes sparkly, heart beating faster, his body always felt so full of life, shattering when he saw that someone disrespected you or treated you badly. He couldn't do anything, so he just watched when Micah, because he was literally the only one that ever mistreated you, decided to yell at you.
He could only sigh, waiting for you to come to him and moan about how you hate this blonde, egocentric guy.
His most common way of showing his affection to you was by taking care of your horse while listening to you, always remembering everything you said, whether it was a mention of your favourite food, people that you like, your dream future or what beautiful clothes you saw at the shop when you travelled to town the other day. Your complaints that you couldn't afford them though...
How Kieran wished he could be rich, so he could buy you those clothes, so he could see you happy. But he knew he could never be able to do that.
He dreamed of asking you out. You were on his mind all day and night, but, god, how was he supposed to do that? He couldn't leave the camp, and if he could, it was supposed to be a fishing trip or something, no going to town, no having too much fun, no buying things (he had no money anyways).
So the day you came to him and said that Micah once again told you that you are an useless addition to the camp, instead of passive listening and nodding his head, he actually asked:
— how about we go fishing? I will teach you how to do that so next time he says something like that, you can prove him wrong by bringing bunch of fishes to the camp! — his voice started to shake at the end of his sentence, when he understood that he is basically asking you out on an almost date. He looked at you with hope in his eyes.
— fishing? I don't know if Micah would consider fishing as an useful skill...I don't think if anything that is done by a woman is useful in his eyes. I actually believe he might be jealous of Dutch, he wants him all to himself... — you said, giggling a bit.
And Kieran had to agree with you. The way Micah was always complimenting Dutch was actually a bit concerning, but as long as he could stay in this camp, he didn't want to ask. He guessed that "that's how the things are in this gang".
— well, you're probably right. He will treat everyone badly regardless of their hard work. But hey, fishing is a nice thing to do anyways, right? I promise you, it's really relaxing! — Kieran was nervous, of course, but you could also see an honest, bright smile on his face, he showed signs of happiness, and that was something really nice to see.
So? Do you agree to go with him? It's your choice.
pls give me any feedback, even as anons <3 much love,
teaser
not gonna lie, the fact I get notifications from this post to this day is INSANE work to me, wdym 330 likes????? I swear my writing was not that good 💔💔🌝 (I'm thankful tho)
I'm in deep need of some fic recs with either of the personalities when they're submissive, I personally am more dominant leaning so I'd really appreciate if someone could reccomend me something that could fit a scenario when reader is not a petite little girl that is fucked ruthlessly by a Steven Grant? 🌝 he probably whimpers and likes being called a good boy what are we on about??? (not being rude!)
I love smut fics written by asexual people (I've read few on ao3 with tags like "author is asexual" etc.)
I don't know why but they HAVE something in them. They always speak to me on a higher level. Most of the time they have the EXACT things I'm looking for in fics.
The reason of this interesting phenomenon is not clear for me but I'm EATING THESE FICS UP LIKE A FIVE COURSE MEAL.
Hello!! I hope you are having a nice day / night!! I saw that your request was open so I wanted to request an octane x Fem!reader HC — what if octane is dating someone who is the opposite of him, like, reserved and calm, nice and friendly, plus a support legend if you want to make her a legend! In open view they look weird together but in closed doors they match each other energies! Reader laughs loud at his jokes, does weird stunts with him and heals him when he gets hurt doing them. Etc etc
I hope it’s not too weird and take as long as you want!! Thank youuu
"take as long as you want" so i came and took longer than a month...
I'm so sorry for that! But I hope you will enjoy that :)
I changed the idea a bit...But I hope that's not a bad thing haha.......
I will include few headcanons and a short fic :) Not proofread, sorry for any mistakes!
warnings: slight mentions of drugs :)
OCTANE X FEM!READER , HEADCANONS + SHORT FIC :)
🛸 HEADCANON LIST:
1. Octane would always make sure that you feel happy. Always trying to think of the best ideas when he's around you. He might not care about safety tho! So make sure that before going out on a date with him you will check if it won't kill you.
Once he actually wanted to go and do DIY bungee jumping off of one of the high bridges and you stopped him last second before disaster. He was actually convinced that his hand-made harness was safe enough to hold his wholy body weight.
He also forgot about what would happen after you both jump...Because...Who would pull you up back on the bridge?
2. First person to know about his feelings towards you was suprisingly not Lifeline (he trusted her but he was 100% sure that she'd try to convince him that it was not a good idea to date you since he could ruin your life with his personality and addictions) so he told that to...Wattson. She was so happy to help him ask you out but it was a big disaster.
3. He barely sleeps but when he's cuddling with you - he always gets sleepy really fast! Give him two minutes of back rubs and he's sleeping like a baby. He also prefers to be a big spoon, he uses you like a big pillow he can hug and that makes him feel warm.
[He detaches his legs when he's laying on a couch, but sometimes he forgets about it and sleeps with them on, which leads to a cold metal touching your legs in the middle of the nights]
4. He lives in social media so your relationship would be shown to all of his fans. He'd also make sure that everyone knows that you're taken. Octane might not get jealous easily but he's also not a cheater, he is loyal and he wants you to be loyal as well.
5. Octavio is the best at making surprises. He'd give you lots of gifts no matter if there would be a special occasion or not, he'd love to give you small things like sweet treats, bottles of your favorite drinks, but sometimes he'd just come to you and give you a really expensive figurine of your favorite characters and he'd be like "whoops! I might've spent some money on it...But at least youre happy, right, chica?".
HOLD ME TIGHT, PLEASE
Octavio was known for always being in a rush, running around, stimming, he couldn't sit in one place for long. You were unique, quiet, and you had all the earmarks of being the specific inverse of him. Your first meeting might not have been perfect, well, it was, in fact, a mess because Octane, for the first time in his life, was speechless. Couldn't keep his eyes off of you, not uttering a word, simply seeming to be a weirdo. Ajay had to physically move him away because he started to get overly energetic, playing with his fingers, not being sure what to do. He was just stunned, and you were too embarrassed to even think about it.
Time passed, and with that you and Octane grew closer and closer. When he discovered the fact that you enjoy the same games and activities as him - he almost proposed to you on the spot, but back then you weren't even together yet. The only thing you shared were slight, delicate touches, soft glances and quality time. Hours you spent in his room, having fun, feeling happier than ever. And he felt like for the first time in his whole life - someone understood him. Oh, how could he not love you?
So, with the help from Wattson he was finally able to confess. It was a mess, as I mentioned before, because nothing went as planned, but that only made his heart race faster, and we all know that he loved that. His cheeks were flushed, he was not sure what his body was doing, but when you walked out of your room, all pretty and in best clothes you could find, all the plans, all the things he wanted to say to you were gone. You took over his mind so easily, it was almost scary. If only you knew how much power you had… He'd do anything you asked him to, and more.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ Oh, muñeca, you look…incredible!⎯⎯⎯⎯ He whispered after a moment of silence. He grabbed your hand and pulled harshly, almost making you fall, but you managed to stay on your feet. You didn't know where he was heading, and if he had to be honest - he was also unsure of your destination. The only thing he knew was that Natalie had found this place, and it was supposed to be great.
Well, everything was great when it was with you, at least that's what he thought.
Everything was beautiful. The streets he ran across, his laugh, the softness of his skin. Everything glowed on its own. And you smiled, surrounded by that beauty, even though you weren't surrounded by anything special. Everything was beautiful. Not that there was anyone to share it with except Octavio, anyone to tell. Just the beauty that was bright and worth remembering.
And Octavio couldn't wait, he was impatient, so to make sure you wouldn't run away from him, he hugged you tightly. He took off his mask when you didn't look, and then sighed when you wanted to ask what was going on.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ Shh, I just… I don't know how to tell you that, but… You make me the happiest man alive, and… I don't want to loose you if you don't feel the same. Can you please hold me tight so I can at least feel… Your warmth for the last time, if that is the last time we talk? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ That confession was rushed because Octane was not the one to wait and be elegant.
You didn't understand what he tried to say, you actually didn't understand anything because he was speaking so fast.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ So what you're trying to say is… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ you started, but got interrupted once again.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ Hold me. Please. ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he asked, his voice close to breaking.
And so you did, your arms around him felt so right, like they belonged there, and the cheap perfume he decided to wear on this special occasion seemed just enough to make you feel safe and good.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ What I tried to say is that… I love you. I can't get enough of you, and I don't know if I can even live without you. I cannot make any promises to you as the world may as well end tomorrow, however, this love is my drug. If I could, I'd spend whole days with you by my side, you know? I hope I don't sound like too much of a psycho, ha? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ He giggled, not letting you go, waiting for a response, and trying to mentally prepare himself for rejection.
You could feel that weird feeling in your stomach, and the heart that was bumping so fast that it was almost insane. Shallow breaths and sweat on your palms that you tried to ignore.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ Oh, shut up you stupid man and just kiss me… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ you replied, and then a moment of silence stepped in between you. Octane was ready for dismissal, yet nobody set him up for a cheerful closure, so he was simply remaining there like a robot whose program had quit working.
You looked up and met his eyes, which were shining, happily. And a kiss on the lips that he shared with you was the closest thing to heaven you ever experienced.
THE END. THANK YOU FOR READING :)
SIGNED TEASER 🛸🛸🛸
greetings and salutations, hope I don’t bother you too much by sending in such a random ask. may I please have a romantic matchup for COD? Feel free to send one back in return.
I use they/them pronouns and I’m pansexual. my myers briggs type is INFJ and my star sign is taurus.
Im about 4’11..not to happy about it. I’m kind of introverted, and can be considered not a people person. I find life a little nihilistic. I’m into dressing in all black (trad, mopey, mall, black-metal, and hippie goth styles mainly, both fem and masc. chill days I settle for dark street wear. ) or and taking a liking to gruesome and morbid things like slashers, analog horror, witchcraft, true crime, ghost hunting, necromancy, anatomy, etc. I typically consider myself a "gorehound" ig. I participate in "Vulture Culture"; and I also like to visit abandoned places just for fun, along with playing quite a few escape rooms. I’ve also been trying to start a knife collection, but can’t ever seem to find the money to. (Butterfly knives and ritual daggers are my favorites.). I just have a genuine comfort in the uncomfortable.
I’ve come to the conclusion I just scare people off. In reality, I’m intimidated by everyone around me and find it hard to start talking, which may or may not come off as rude to people.
when I become comfortable with someone I start to become really sarcastic and joke around with them with witty banter. most of my humor comes off really insulting, and I’m brutally honest, but I’ll apologize and say it’s a joke or I didn’t mean it. though if I’m right a become a petty bitch..and quite honestly I’m vengeful to anyone who’s really wronged me. even though I do have a hard time understanding social cues.
lots of people don’t like me or stay away from me because of my rude behavior. I’m not good with overly sensitive or overly annoying people at all because of that, and I can’t stand kids or conformists. Idiocy can get on my nerves too sometimes. I’m a huge animal person though, and I own a herd of four guinea pigs that I protect with my life. I have my moments where I can get really feisty, or very quiet and closed off. I’ve been told I’m also a laidback person. I’ve also been told I never know when to quit, and I find I hold grudges for certain things. It’s not as common now but I used to get called a vampire by other kids when I was younger since I had oddly pointy canine teeth. I find it funny, seeing how I am today. I also have an inside joke with my family where they call me "Irl Wednesday Addams" which I find funny too (if not a little annoying at the wrong times).
I’m the type of person that has lots of opinions on things but I keep them to myself and bottle them up. If pushed far enough I’ll become unforgiving, and aggressive. especially with the types of people mentioned above.
I find the most comfort in just being in my room drawing, listening to music ( the cure, london after midnight, type o negative, deftones, slipknot, rob zombie,,,, sometimes melanie martinez , insane clown posse, jazmin bean or mother mother, etc. ), or even occasionally playing video games, reading, writing, or talking about a random conspiracy theory or shower thoughts I have. I also like to play D&D with my friends when I can, it’s super fun. I’m an actor and dancer, and I’m learning how to play electric guitar. I mostly work as a scare actor, and in the future I have a dream of being a broadway actor. I also take dance and singing classes for it, though dance isn’t as interesting to me.
I’m a plushie maniac and when I fall asleep you can always see me cuddled up to one of them. I find it because I’m really touch starved. I also have this specific blanket I can literally not sleep without. Im also a caffeine addict (97% of my body is just iced coffee tbh), and I’m guilty of being very submissive and maybe even masochistic- and a bit of a pyromaniac. I dissociate or daydream a lot, so you can often catch me starring.
I suffer from a handful off mental issues like asd, hypersomnia, depression and anxiety; plus chronic conditions like gerd, asthma and hypoglycemia. These have all been diagnosed professionally, and I’m definitely not trying to make myself "quirky". unfortunately health problems run in my family.
I’m very fidgety, and often bite the inside of my cheek or bounce my leg rapidly. you don’t need to rocmantasize this stuff ofc, but I think it’s good to know so the person can tolerate me.
you do get to this, thanks for your time. <3
[ @br4inr0tx - tagging you so you won't miss it ]
note - i will probably send you my request soon :)
that is a long and detailed description you brought here, i hope i'll fulfill your expectations :(( I'm sorry if not tho :((
[crying in "i'm just a small, poor creator that doesn't know how to write"]
ANYWAYS, NO MORE SELF-PITY, LET'S GET TO IT!!!
!!!!!!!! NOT PROOFREAD, SORRY :((( !!!!!!!!
WHY I DIDN'T CHOOSE OTHER CHARACTERS!
❝ I’m not good with overly sensitive or overly annoying people at all because of that, and I can’t stand kids or conformists. ❞
Well, since we're here for headcanons and things that we think might be true, then I have to tell you that I believe JOHN PRICE would definetely want kids in the future. It probably wouldn't work out any other way.
[ I also have a feeling that he would be a bit scared of you. Like I don't think he'd find comfort in the same things you do, he would probably consider you a little weird, but he'd be supportive, like a dad, but not like a lover.]
❝ I suffer from a handful off mental issues like asd, hypersomnia, depression and anxiety; plus chronic conditions like gerd, asthma and hypoglycemia. ❞
I just KNOW that MAKAROV would consider you as weak and worthless. I'm sorry, I do not mean to be seen as insensitive but let's be reallistic - he is a psychopath and he'd just laugh at you and your conditions. That would probably not work out.
[I think he'd also make fun of your plushies and the fact that you are small. The only thing you guys would do is fighting over nothing probably...]
❝ though if I’m right a become a petty bitch..and quite honestly I’m vengeful to anyone who’s really wronged me. even though I do have a hard time understanding social cues. ❞
GHOST is a really cold, harsh person at first. Your first contact would probably be brutal and then you'd guys hate each other, no one would be able to apologize first. Simon is not good at understanding social cues so he would think that you are mad at him, and you would probably think he hates you so you'd never talk about it and miss your chance.
AND FOR A BIG RESULT...DUM DUM DUM....
VALERIA GARZA
That might be a bit of a surprise for you, but I hope my analisys of your description matches your expectations of a person you wanted to be matched with...at least a lil bit :)
I have a feeling that Valeria would consider you a little weird at first, but definetely not scary. She is not easy to scare away and I think she'd think that your performance skills could actually be useful (I talk about your acting career etc.) and she would probably like your sense of style.
She's a fighter and is surrounded by harsh, rude people so your insulting jokes would probably make her laugh and she wouldn't even wait a second before sending back an equally brutal joke towards you.
I think that when Valeria would fall for you, she'd actually could get really touchy so that would solve your touch starvation problem, she'd make sure that everyone around you knows that you're her.
" I’m guilty of being very submissive and maybe even masochistic " - great! Because Valeria would never let anyone top her :)
And if you'd let her, she will actually make it hurt as much as you'd want.
Also don't you worry about your condidions around her, she'd educate herself. She'd care, she'd make sure you feel comfortable and safe. Sometimes she might not be there for you since she's a really busy person but she has money for the best doctors in the world so if anything happens - there will always be someone to take care of you.
Valeria has seen lots of weird, scary things in her life so slashers, horrors and gore is not moving her anymore. She'd watch your favorite series with you, maybe not enjoying them AS MUCH as you do, but as long as she can spend time with you - she's satisfied.
Knife collection? I'm sure she has one of her own and she'd gladly give you one or two knifes just for you :)
She'd also buy you the ones you'd want.
rdr2 match-up please! (this seems fun, we'll see)
i'm honestly the quiet type in general, i like listening to others instead of doing the talking, i like giving advice and making questions to keep them going, just kinda being by myself painting or listening to music (or both) in general, but if you give me time to get comfortable i can talk for hours if you let me
i love animals, like a fuck-ton, like a 'will be emotionally distraught for the whole day if i accidentally step on a dogs paw' kinda shit LMAO
same goes with people. when i love i LOVE with all my heart and so help me god i will do anything for you even if that means stitching you up with my own hair
i can be a little clumsy...like, i have very little spacial awareness? so i tend to bump into things or slip on floors and stuff (it's not that big of a problem but yknow)
uhh....i dont really know what else to say, tbh! i guess that i can be a bit too sarcastic and jokey at times, like if i get nervous i just make remarks about stuff
and that i sometimes need a little help with things cuz. i'm just not very good at Being Human.
that's all! thank you so much!
THIS IS FUN! I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT :)
not PROOFREAD i'm SORRY for any MISTAKES!!!
ALSO ANON - YOU DIDN'T SPECIFY IF YOU PREFER MALES, FEMALES OR BOTH...SO I'M SORRY IF I PICKED A WRONG PERSON FOR YOU :((
WHY I DIDN'T CHOOSE OTHER CHARACTERS! ! !
❝ i like listening to others instead of doing the talking, i like giving advice and making questions to keep them going ❞
You know who also prefers to listen and doesn't like to talk? CHARLES, so your conversations would be NON-EXISTENT probably, or would last around 2-3 minutes before one of you gets completely silent. Awkward silence...oops...
❝ i love animals, like a fuck-ton, like a 'will be emotionally distraught for the whole day if i accidentally step on a dogs paw' kinda shit LMAO ❞
And MICAH hates animals :) Micah kicks dogs and would probably laugh at you when you cry about it. But who likes Micah anyways? He's no good match for anyone on tumblr I am 99% sure of that.
AND NOW FOR A BIG RESULT
JAVIER ESCUELLA
You wouldn't have to do the talking because Javier would talk about his past and the missions he went to for hours, and after that - there would be no awkward silence between you since he could always pick up his guitar and play something for you :)
I think that he'd also be really patient with you, making sure that you're comfortable, he wouldn't do any sudden moves on you to not scare you away. He's also a bit shy, but he'd try to hide it, acting like he's all confident etc.
When he falls, he falls HARD, just like you. He'd probably get jealous easily so make sure to always tell him how you feel and that everything is okay - he is not ready to loose his family AGAIN.
OKAY AND HEAR ME OUT! - You said you like painting while listening to music...So how about you painting something while he sits next to you and singing a cute spanish song just for you? :3
hii i just saw the rdr2 matchups you did and i love them AND HOLY SHIT APEX FAN‼️‼️ i love how detailed you are!! love your writing!! so if ur not too overwhelmed with requests id like to make one :3 and honestly if ur doing matchups for apex id love that too there's so little apex ffs, especially x reader </3 no pressure tho!!
anyways as for me. uhh. i don't use labels (aside from being asexual) but am pretty masculine in gender, and my love is for any gender. my pronouns are he/him :3
more about me,, im vegetarian, my favorite animal is the octopus, im chronically ill & disabled, which means i have chronic pain and have pretty bad sleep (literally writing this at 10 am after not being able to sleep all night) but despite that i have a weird paradox where i am kinda strong? like i can pick ppl up. but can't have much activity for a long time lest i cast spell 200 bpm on myself. but for the sake of the ff i could totally bench press arthur morgans 180lb of pure muscle. its true <3
in apex i main wattson and bloodhound! but i also like crypto, octane ofc (who doesn't), loba, and... im sorry.. wraith 😭 i got wattsons heirloom after. a very long time of opening packs AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH no regrets!! french girl with giant nessie plush!!!!! tho i haven't played in forever (and honestly may keep it that way with how much they're nerfing bloodhound.. like.. c'mon man.. not my main.. they've already been nerfed so much 😭)
i recently started playing rdr2 cause im visiting family that has it (theres actually been a lot of funny stories being on an unfamiliar console, like playing 22+ hours and reaching chap 2 without knowing how to save.. and i didnt know how to tell arthurs weight so i kept him underweight for so long my poor starving man </3) after playing rdr1 quite a bit. i also vibed with john hard in 1 but i lowkey thought he was an angsty young adult in rdr2 and not a FATHER. my favs are arthur and javier tho i can barely see the latter cause where tf is he on the map?? same with charles where IS HE??? but anyways i also vibe so hard with kieran.
tho i could talk forever about my interests, other than that for personality: id describe myself as actually kinda confident around strangers, i love to compliment ppl i come across. for friends, much of the same, i like using improv as humor if that makes sense, ive been told im easy to talk to, i consider myself intuitive (also contributed to me being a tarot reader i believe), but i am the type to have a veeerryy hard time expressing negative feelings im having, and never crying in front of people, so no shortage of bottling emotions. im also rather rigid on cleanliness and WILL start tweaking if me/my space goes too long w/o cleaning. i really, really care about people (i would want to be a paramedic!! if my body could allow it..) and i so want to make peoples lives better!! but also can rather easily stop people from walking over me, should they try. i care about kids a lot, and get very peeved when other ppl dont know how kids brains work and mistreat them because of such, and cause they just have no respect for children. honestly with thinking like.. about formulating matchmaking requests i never really seem to think about what id want out of a person. honestly, just when someone cares (wow, such high standards) but should the time come, mmmost times im not afraid to make a selfish ask. most. maybe. sometimes. and im very, very empathetic and it SUCKS i take psychic damage every time someone even remotely, even HYPOTHETICALLY feels bad. this is not a virtue.
for hobbies, i like to play video games as you may have guessed, i also like to read (non fiction, classic lit and danmeis especially), make art of all kinds but mainly physical sketches, and im always looking to add more shows/movies to my watched list.
i love to visit restaurants and cafes and interesting places surrounding food!!! my idea of a good time is eating with people, even if its in a crappy chuck e cheese. i love to try new foods (but it's a bit hard since becoming vegetarian), and i love matcha! i also love visiting just interesting places in general. why go to disney when you can see a beautiful spot in nature, or an art exhibit, or a park, or just the lively downtown? but other than that, i love my dedicated space 💗
i dont like rude people. mean people. people mean to kids and animals. bigots. assholes. any synonym for that. but honestly, not much else. there are other things that sure tick me off but can be pretty easily taken care of or compromised for.
i hope i didnt write a damn essay. half of it was geeking out over interests but. im guessing the brainrot is shared. but thank you so much for even reading my request this far!! (*˘︶˘*)
hii! sure thing! i love doing matchups especially when you guys give me lots of details :)
let's get to it :)
THIS IS NOT PROOFREAD!!! I'M REALLY SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES!!!
okay, first things first - let me tell you why I didn't choose other characters :)
❝ im chronically ill & disabled, which means i have chronic pain and have pretty bad sleep ❞
Well, I need to be honest with you, I believe that despite your strenght, REVENANT would just make fun of your disability, he would NOT care at all, he'd probably pick on you and be REALLY rude.
I hope it's not offensive (i'm sorry if i'm insensitive, it's not my intention), but I know he'd want to offend you.
You could actually have a good hate-ship (if you know what i mean), where the only thing you guys do is fight with each other but I don't think that's what you want.
❝ im also rather rigid on cleanliness and WILL start tweaking if me/my space goes too long w/o cleaning. ❞
I'm sorry, have you seen OCTANE'S room? Let me remind you of that...
Can you see what is happening on his floor? This guy would probably drive you insane with how messy he is and I know he wouldn't care if you tried to ask him to clean it up...
It would probably lead to many arguments and fights between you :(
❝and im very, very empathetic and it SUCKS i take psychic damage every time someone even remotely, even HYPOTHETICALLY feels bad. this is not a virtue. ❞
I have this feeling that Loba would see you as an easy target to manipulate, she'd think that she could use you after seeing that you feel really bad when someone feels bad, so she'd probably talk about her past a lot around you - trying to make you feel like you need to help her with everything. I doubt that it could work out :(
I hope you see my vision and I'm not weirdly delusional with my ideas.
BUT NOW FOR A RESULT...
(NGL I HAD A BIG PROBLEM WITH THIS ONE SINCE YOU SEEM TO BE A GOOD MATCH FOR AT LEAST 2 LEGENDS, BUT I DECIDED TO PICK...)
VANTAGE
I feel like you and Vantage could have a really good relationship! You both seem to aim high with your ideals and I just think that you both are really empathetic, a little bit emotional even...
You share the love for animals. She has her Echo and she'd probably die for him. Vantage would never let any animal be mistreated when she's watching.
" why go to disney when you can see a beautiful spot in nature, or an art exhibit, or a park, or just the lively downtown? " - I think she thinks exactly the same! She seems to be a big fan of nature and she is an explorer. Born on a cold planet where everything wanted to kill her, she knows that nature can both be beautiful and deadly.
She is also really nice, and I think that when she gets closer to someone, she actually CARES, like...A LOT. You'd probably be treated really well.
I think that Vantage would be really patient when it comes to you and expressing your feelings, she'd never let you just walk away if she saw that you were upset, I think that communication and trust is a priority in every relationship.
She'd listen to you when you tell her that you have chronic pain and she'd do exactly the things you ask her to do, always trying her best to help you and she'd make sure you're not pushing yourself too hard.
hi! saw you were taking matchup requests and would love to see which apex legend you think would be the match for me :)
first off, i’m into all, so gender is no worry, i’m poly, i’m afab and (mostly) fem/andro presenting enby, i use she/they pronouns. i’m on the spectrum so infodumps and rants about my special interests are a daily thing if we’re close, my love language is gift giving (literally the weirdest gifts, like pop tabs, rocks, silly drawings, etc.) and physical affection, i’m a silly goose, i like baking and singing and a lot of music (mostly indie and rap (i say rap but its literally just eminem) and also icp), i dress mostly alt, i look scary but in reality i’m just a silly goose with anxiety
well you didn't give too much info, dear anon, but i willl try my best to work something out!
since people seem to like it, and also it helps me get more detailed...let me tell you why i didn't pick anyone else!!!!!!
❝ infodumps and rants about my special interests are a daily thing if we’re close ❞
I think CRYPTO would get tired of that pretty easily. He's a quiet guy and he need a lot of space and silence. He'd be the worst listener, always lost in thoughts (at the same time always looking around for possible danger) so your rants would probably not be appreciated :(
❝ i’m just a silly goose with anxiety❞
Then probably MAD MAGGIE would be too much for you to handle, huh? Anxiety would make her want to bully you or something...I'm sorry! ;__;
I feel like you and Wattson could go along really well! Like...She'd really appreciate you and your rants. She'd love to listen to your infodumps and also she'd probably understand you and the fact that you're on the spectrum and what comes with it.
Wattson needs to be taken care of, but she'd also take a good care of you, don't worry about that! You could goof around togheter and always support each other! She'd always be there for you to encourage you that you're enough!
Wattson would also always keep the gifts that you give her and would give you something in return! You'd make such a lovely couple :))
i find myself really wishing there was more reader x Javier fluff in the rdr2 fandom (or...fluff in general. there's so much smut.) so i was wondering if you could cook something up! :D (Preferably masc reader, but beggars can't be choosers LOL)
ofc i got you! beggars can be choosers on my page :))
I TRIED TO POST IT 3 TIMES AND TUMBLR IS JUST GIVING ME "SOMETHING WENT WRONG WHILE POSTING THIS.." ERROR!!! HELP!!!
not proofread!
warnings: male reader written by a girl,
teeth rotting fluff
lmk if i missed something
CEREZO ROSA - JAVIER ESCUELLA X MALE READER
The silence between you two was not uncomfortable, it was needed as you two were almost out of breath. You two were running around the cute meadow you recently found and decided to ask Javier to join you on a little picnic. He was not sure at first, since he was scared that people around the camp might need him and that it was not okay to just leave without anyone knowing, but after some time of you almost begging him to just come with you on a little walk… Just on a little walk! He agreed, sighing heavily. But it was all but a little walk. You left early, right after you both had your first meal of the day, and before you could even notice the sun was going down already! Oh, how time flies when you're with the good company, huh? Chores already forgotten, whole camp not being important when you two were sitting, looking at each other, since you were each other's most precious, important things in the whole world. His soft, dark eyes slowly moving around, looking at you, trying his best to remember every detail of this moment. His hair was being gently moved by wind, and you just couldn't be happier. You got up, feeling a bit hungry, and Javier followed your moves with his soft gaze.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ where are you going, lindo? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he asked, a bit unsure, clearly curious. Single strand of his hair fell on his nose, which he quickly fixed.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ we packed some fruits to eat while we're here, remember? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ you replied, smiling. Bending over, reaching to a little bag that was laying on the ground. You took two cans of your favorite canned fruits, one for you and one for him, obviously. When you got back, you sat next to him, even closer than last time. Leaning on his arm, you tried to open your can, but it was harder than you'd imagine, so you just sighed, giving it to Javier. He quickly picked up his favorite knife and opened it without a problem, he just spilled some juice on his hands. When you saw that, you giggled, thanking him for opening your food.
Soft mutter escaped your lips when you felt the melting flavors on your tongue, sweet, a bit sour but definitely delicious. You closed your eyes for a bit, tired, you knew you were safe, since you were with Javier. If you looked up, you would see how red his cheeks got, the feeling of your body being so close to him was so much to process, you were close to each others, of course, but he was not sure how close. Could he call you his? How could he ask you for permission to be his partner, his boyfriend? Everyone around always told him how weird were people that liked the same gender, but he never thought that he'd have to experience it on his own skin. But when Javier falls, he falls HARD, that's why he was so nervous back then, scared to move a muscle, scared — because he didn't want to scare you away.
He realized he loved you at the beginning of that summer, days went by, but the summer showed no sign of ending, as if that magical summer would last all year until another one finally took its place. For some reason he felt scared, he didn't want this time to end, because what if you distance yourself from him when autumn comes? What if the magical moments you two lived through will get erased withing a blink of an eye? Your future was uncertain, everything about it. But there was one thing Javier Escuella was sure of — the fact that he loved you, that no matter what people will say, he will love you, no matter what slurs he'll get called out by others, his love for you will only bloom more. Because when he looked at you, his little amorsito, he felt that nothing else matters anymore. You were not only the person he gave his heart to, but also a friend that understood him well and was always there to hear him out.
Javier wanted to hug you, to put his arm around your shoulder and just sit there in silence. He knew he had to confess to you sooner or later, but it was so hard for him. His love was confessed around once or twice in his life, he was not experienced at all, especially not with guys. But as soon as he was close to making up his mind and finally speaking, feeling like this might be the right moment, you moved, your body moved, and he got distracted, by your smell, the warmth you shared with him. Oh, he looked down at the top of your head, and he couldn't believe that you didn't do that on purpose. There was no way you were that oblivious! He felt his heart race, so he put his hands on his face, trying to calm down.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ what's wrong? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ you said, feeling the arm you were leaning on moving slightly. You sat back up, looking at him, covering his face. You put your food aside and gave you the worried look. He peeked through his fingers, and god how he hated that look on you, because he knew that you truly cared for him, yet you for some reason still weren't his? It made him feel so guilty of not confessing earlier, but he was literally scared.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ I just… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he started, but sighed, not knowing what to say. ⎯⎯⎯⎯ I… I just think that… Do you think there is any chance for us to be… Um… More than friends? I- I'm really sorry if that's too out of the blue and!- ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he was silenced by your face moving closer to him, by you leaning closer, putting both of your hands at each side of his hips, gently touching the green grass.
⎯⎯⎯⎯ … Oh, Javier… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ your voice showed a mix of emotions that went through your head, and that's the reaction he feared the most. He'd actually prefer if you just slapped him or called him a slur, but now… What were you?
⎯⎯⎯⎯ I always thought I was wrong for feeling this way for you… I was so sure that you'd never like me back… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ and then he heard… Relief. His eyes went wide, and his first instinct was to grasp your shoulders, which he did, not thinking much of it. His smile was precious, almost filled with child-like joy, as he replied:
⎯⎯⎯⎯ If we're weird, then let us be weird together, flor, I'll never let you be weird by yourself. ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he said, leaning to kiss you. His lips were dry, hungry, but the kiss was still so soft and full of love, full of happiness.
Will you return that kiss...?
SIGNED TEASER
IF THIS POST WILL NOT GET POSTED CAUSE OF THIS ERROR ONCE AGAIN I'M GIVING UP!!!
WOOHOOO HI can i get an apex legends matchup please? i love matchups so much they’re so fun!!
Firstly, i want to describe my vibe. I’m short, a little over 5ft, with dark skin and short locs. Though my build may be petite, im still very muscular. Thunder thighs save lives you know?? I have quite a few piercings (pairs on each ear, a stretched septum, and a snakebite) and i wear clothes similar to whimsigoth and victorian goth styles. Sometimes i’ll switch it up with a baggy band/tapout shirt and jeans. I’m always wearing my crystals as well and a lot of bracelets.
Personality wise, im a lot like an owl. When I first meet people, their impression of me is that i’m quiet and mysterious. They might think i look interesting but they’re also very intimidated. Especially when i speak and my tone is nonchalant and at times blunt and straightforward. There are a few times i just straight up scare people from my looks alone. It kind of bothers me but i’ve learned to have fun in my lonesome while being ostracized.
I may seem like an overall distant person at first glance, but in actuality i’m just a huge daydreamer. And when i actually feel comfortable expressing myself, there’s a lot of whimsy and poeticism that most people don’t see because they automatically assume im boring or too serious. It’s not often i find company that’ll stay to see the more artistic, expressive side of me.
I actually love having discussions about my interests and philosophy and hearing what others are interested in too but i’ve never actually had the pleasure of talking with anyone like that. People aren’t usually interested in having a conversation with me and if they are it’s one dimensional or may have ulterior motives.
Im pretty spiritual and feel emotions for everything, as everything matters to me. Im a deep thinker and sometimes have to be alone to sort my thoughts and write them down. I do tarot readings all the time and look to the moon for guidance. I’m also very into the arts. Painting, sketching, music, filmmaking, fashion. I enjoy these things and even draw and make music myself sometimes. My favorite genres of music are within edm, r&b, and punk. I listen to music almost everyday. At this point i care about art more than i care about humans.
I also have a prominent quirk. I tend to sing, drum my hands, and whistle constantly. I do these things more than i speak not gonna lie….
I’m fine with being matched with anyone btw! Thank you for reading all this!!
WOOO HOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S SO MUCH INFO GIVEN THANK YOU ANON FOR REQUESTING :)))
LET'S GET STARTED
not proofread - sorry for any typos.
since people seem to like it, and also it helps me get more detailed...let me tell you why i didn't pick anyone else :)
❝ here are a few times i just straight up scare people from my looks alone. It kind of bothers me but i’ve learned to have fun in my lonesome while being ostracized. ❞
Can I be honest with you? I hope I can. I think OCTANE would just think you're boring or some sort of a "out of his league" type of person. He'd be friendly, probably trying to make you laugh but as soon as you hit him with your blunt tone and some short reply like "ok, and?" - he's OUT.
❝ I do tarot readings all the time and look to the moon for guidance. ❞
I think REVENANT would make fun of you for that. You'd probably wouldn't care, but there is no way for it to work out. I also think Revenant would even try talking with you about anything, since you seem quiet and he is just not willing to start any conversation with anyone ever - it would not work out.
❝ I may seem like an overall distant person at first glance, but in actuality i’m just a huge daydreamer. And when i actually feel comfortable expressing myself, there’s a lot of whimsy and poeticism that most people don’t see because they automatically assume im boring or too serious. ❞
ALTER, same thing that was with Revenant, she'd think you're boring, she wouldn't even bother trying to get to know you better, to reveal a true beauty hiding underneath. She is here to cause chaos...
NOW FOR A BIG REVEAL...*DRUMS*...
BLOODHOUND
I'm really really sure that Bloodhound would be a perfect match for you. They're somehow spiritual, just like you, they wouldn't judge you for tarot reading, even probably be intrested in it somehow.
Your mysterious demeanour wouldn't be a problem for them since they are pretty mysterious and quiet as well.
I also think they'd love to talk with you, they seem as someone that loves deep, poetic conversations.
And if you ever felt the need to have some time alone - they'd accept it and leave you for as long as you'd need.
You said you always wear crystals and I just thought - how cute it would be if you gave them a necklace with crystals that you think would match them and they'd wear it everywhere, anytime :))
(They'd probably give you something in return, like a necklace with some animal fang or something.)
Personality wise, im a lot like an owl. - I believe bloodhound loves all types of birds, even though we see them with ravens for most of the time, I actually think that they'd see the "owl" in you and that would make them like you even more.
thank you for reading, I hope I did not disappoint :)
signed TEASER 👽👽👽
Hello! Is it possible I could get a matchup for RDR2?
I'm very shy when I first meet people, but as soon as I get comfy I'm playful and love making jokes. I only have a few friends because it's hard for me to talk to people and get to know them, usually people have to tell me that I'm their friend otherwise I'm completely lost. I LOVE animals, completely love them. If I could, I would buy a barn just to have horses, goats, cows- anything. I also love nature but it's harder for me to go out in it often because I live in a dense city. My hobbies are drawing, reading, writing (not as much in recent years), and listening/creating small little music tunes. I struggle with feelings of jealousy and self-doubt a lot, which means I isolate myself when I feel like someone is upset at me after I apologize 20x times. I have a really bad guilt complex, which means I basically feel guilty for anything and everything I do to the point it makes me ill. I'm also extremely touchy with my partners/friends, I love spending quality time with them as well as giving 100 hugs if they allow me lol.
I hope this all works! ^^
I just noticed you sent another inbox message that you have a preference for man. Thx for that. If anyone else is reading it - please keep in mind to always put your preferances in requests !!
Let's get started!
firstly, let me just say why I didn't choose other characters!
❝ I LOVE animals, completely love them ❞
Well...Let's just say that...MICAH BELL hates animals. The way he treated Cain is my best proof. He probably wouldn't care about any animal and could kill any animal just because he'd feel it's fun...
❝ I struggle with feelings of jealousy and self-doubt a lot ❞
JOHN MARSTON wouldn't understand you, he wouldn't know how to calm you down, how to make you stop apologizing for everything. It would probably annoy him. John is not an empathetic person, well, not much at least, and you seem to need a really empathetic partner.
❝ I have a really bad guilt complex, which means I basically feel guilty for anything and everything I do to the point it makes me ill. ❞
And DUTCH VAN DER LINDE would probably make you feel even worse. Constantly trying to manipulate you, to make you feel like you're only worthy when you're with him, and when you're alone - you ruin everything. If you're into toxic relationships - sure, but I hope you'd run away from him and his gaslighting words AS FAST AS YOU CAN.
NOW FOR A BIG MOMENT...DUM DUM DUM...
ARTHUR MORGAN
I actually thought that I'd never match anyone with Arthur, since I wanted to not be too boring, like...Putting the main character seems like a really obvious, boring choice, but you really seem to make a good match for him!
He loves animals, just like you, do you even remember how he treats his horse? How broken he was when his horse got shot in the epilogue? (i hope you saw the epilogue and i'm not spoiling you anything............)
You both love drawing! That's a great place to start, right? You're both shy when meeting new people, but you could compliment each other's drawings, teach each other new things and draw portraits of each other. What a cute date idea!
There would never be a reason for you to be jealous, since when he falls in love, he falls HARD. Mary Linton? Who was that? Since he found you, he's not intrested in anyone else.
He's a patient man, he'd always encourage you that you are not guilty of anything. But Arthur has the same problem as you, he also feels guilty for everything so you'd have to make sure he feels appreciated and loved. Please, make him feel loved :(
You are touchy and I believe that he'd love to hold hands with you whenever he could...
Can I get a Match up for Apex Legends, por favor (please)?
She/they pronouns. Wear glasses. Tom boy. Height: 5’2”
When meeting new people: I’m reserved and have a resting bitch face.
With close friends: I am loud, proud, optimistic, unpredictable but deep down super anxious. Friends say I can be paranoid sometimes. Social battery gets drained easily.
I’m very expressive with my face and body.
Hobbies: Drawing. Music (Ghost, Gunship and Powerwolf.) Video games (multiplayer and sometimes single player.)
Like: glow in the dark, cats, anime, music, boba, movies, the colors green, orange and blue, Aliens, robots, cyberpunk aesthetic, hobbit aesthetic, jellyfish
Dislike: humid weather, sun, tight hugs, waking up early, swimming, ocean (specifically the deep dark blue), the unknown, Horror movies,
OMG OF COURSE, IT'S MY FIRST APEX LEGENDS REQUEST I GOT I'M HAPPY TO WRITE IT DOWN :)))
let's get to it
before I tell you who I match you up with, let me tell you why I decided not to pick other characters!
❝ When meeting new people: I’m reserved and have a resting bitch face ❞
I think that MIRAGE would probably think that you hate him. He'd try his best to put a smile on your face, fooling around, trying to make a joke, but he'd probably easily give up and just leave :((
❝ With close friends: I am loud, proud, optimistic, unpredictable but deep down super anxious. Friends say I can be paranoid sometimes. ❞
REVENANT would definetly try his best to make you paranoid, to make you freak out. He'd probably think of it as some kind of test, if you didn't freak out - you'd pass. But there are no barriers for him, he'd probably sneak into your room and scratch your windows or some weird shit. Yeah...
❝ Social battery gets drained easily. ❞
Well, Fuse is kinda extrovertic, I think he'd love to go out with you frequently and wouldn't understand that you probably don't want to go as often as him.
[I know he's with bloodhound but still...I hope you get my point...]
NOW FOR A BIG MOMENT....*DRUMS*
( you didn't mention your sexuality so i hope you can be attracted to girls... I'm also really sorry if this is OOC, I didn't watch any apex legends 'lore' vids since september 2023.......)
I have a feeling that she is really similiar to you. Her social battery can also get drained easily, she is optimistic, always trying to make puns and make everyone smile.
You both like robots and I truly believe she likes jellyfishes and cyberpunk. She is a nerd of some sorts.
I also think she'd hate horror movies...
Oh! And you said you dislike tight hugs, well, I actually think she'd accept it and would only hold your hand/do other things like rub your scalp or other things, but she'd definetly like to keep some contact between you both.
She might not be really a "gamer girl" but she'd definetly try any game you'd ask her to try, and she'd listen to you talk about your favorite games!
Hi there☺️ I saw you had Red Dead matchups, and I've loved that game for so long but haven't been able to find anyone doing matchups sooo here I am, hope I'm not a bother
So I'm a non-binary asexual and I am attracted to both men and women. I'm a very snuggly person with both friends and romantic partners, and I don't like people who are jealous, nor do I get jealous very easily. I try my best to be a sweet person and I love going shopping for clothes or books with people that I like. I'm very much a fashion person, and I adore wearing bright pastel outfits or clothing with a more goth vibe. I love rainy weather and snow, and I like to just sit and watch it fall from my window.
Thank you for considering my matchup, and it's okay if you decide not to do it👍
hi Anon! Thank you for sending your request!
Let's get started! 👽
before I tell you who I match you up with, let me tell you why I decided not to pick other characters!
❝ I don't like people who are jealous, nor do I get jealous very easily ❞
I think, that JAVIER ESCUELLA would be really jealous over you and would probably like for you to feel the same. I have this feeling that he has some attachment issues, he'd cling onto you and not let go, not let you talk to other people.
❝ I try my best to be a sweet person and I love going shopping for clothes or books with people that I like. ❞
For some reason I think that SADIE ADLER would probably not like you that much...She needs someone with a strong character, that can fight back when needed. She'd probably accept the way you are but I believe it wouldn't work out.
AND NOW, FOR A BIG SURPRISE...DUM DUM DUM....
MARY-BETH GASKILL
She would probably not get jealous easily, and there would never be a reason for you to even think about getting jealous. You'd spend all of your time togheter, in the camp, reading and talking about the books you read.
You are snuggly, and she'd accept it, she'd love to hold your hand while you both read your favorite books!
I think that you could talk with her about date ideas from those books and even recreate them.
Mary-Beth is, just like you, a fashion person, I think she'd love to go out shopping with you. You both share a sense of style, she also likes bright colors!
thanks for reading! I hope I did not disappoint you :)
signed Teaser 🛸
