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Aw I love a good fluffy story where the boys get to get happy ❤️

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Imagine... Dean Rescuing You After a Monster Attack

“I’m not going to hurt you. I promise.”

You plaster yourself even further into the corner, the cement walls of the crevice you’re in cold against your sweaty skin. Your limbs are still shaking, trembling, in fact, an uncontrollable reaction to the fear still coursing through your veins.

“Are you injured?”

You assess yourself without moving, but your brain can’t track anything.

His boot scrapes the ground as he repositions himself in a sitting position. The harsh sound almost makes you scream, and you shut your eyes tight.

“Sorry,” he says quietly. You can see him out of your peripherals, his jean clad legs drawn up, bare arms resting on his knees, hands clasped together. There’s a dark red splash of blood on his leg and grime coating his forearms. He runs his hands through his short hair and lets out a deep sigh, but doesn’t say anything else.

You don’t know how much time passes as he sits there with you. Both of your feet fall asleep, the pins and needles biting up your ankles, reminding you that you’re still alive. You settle onto your bottom, letting the blood flow resume its normal route. By the time he speaks again, the rigidity has left most of your muscles.

“I remember the first time I saw a werewolf attack,” he gently starts. “I was ten. Followed my dad one night. Really wish I hadn’t. I didn’t even see the action, just the blood and bodies. Scared the hell out of me.”

You feel the tears run down your cheeks as you start crying, the full reality of what just happened finally hitting you.

“It’s okay if you’re scared. But I promise that I’m not going to let anything happen to you. I’m not going anywhere.”

A sob catches in your throat, and your shoulders shake alongside it.

“What’s your name?”

“Y/N,” you manage to choke out.

“Y/N, it’s good to meet you. I’m Dean.” His hand extends into the hole you’re in, palm up. “Let’s get you out of here.”

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Oh my goodness! I loved reading your words again ❤️❤️

Hi. Do you have a Supernatural tag list that I could be added to? I love your writing!

That’s so sweet of you to say! I do have a tag list. It’s been forever since I’ve gotten a chance to write, sadly. But I do have a couple I still plan on finishing...eventually, and you will definitely be added. ❤️

I Wanted It to Be You: Part 3

A/N: alright last part :o) hope you like it

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Warnings: language

Word count: 1.3k

Part 1 Part 2

Your body was jittering from the adrenaline and you just hoped it wouldn’t wear off until you had said what you needed. Slowly, the door opened to reveal Dean’s curious gaze.

“Y/N, what are you-“

“I wanted it to be you…”

…

Dean didn’t know what to say. He had wanted this for so long but never thought that he would actually get it. You. Stood in front of him. Telling him that you wanted it to be him. It was unreal, and yet, he had no idea how to respond. Last night was one thing, but now you were perfectly sober and that made things so much more real.

He could see your body start to deflate as you lost your confidence. Your eyes drooping at the disappointment of rejection, but he wasn’t rejecting you. The words were stuck in his throat as his mind told him to ‘Push her away! Push her away! She’s better off without you!’

The Holiday Baking Catastrophe

Word Count: 1,003 Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader Warnings: Baking Mishaps, the word “Skiffle”, emotional turbulence, Fluff Beta’d by: @princessmisery666

A/N: This was written for the @spnsecretsantaficexchange (hosted by @negans-lucille-tblr) for @herstarburststories as well as my Merry Manda’s Christmas Drabbles. Hope you enjoy this sweets! Happy Holidays!

A/N 2: There is also a reference to the BBC show Miranda in here and as I love her and she is one of my idols, I decided this was as good a place as any to honor her here. If you google “Skiffle Carrots” you’ll likely find the scene in question.

The Holiday Baking Catastrophe

‘Twas the night before Christmas and all through the bunker, not a creature was stirring…but only because you’d tossed the wretched wooden spoon across the kitchen. Instead, you stared disdainfully into the mixing bowl, muttering to yourself.

“Stupid, motherfucking, son of a -”

“Y/n?”

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Oh gosh this was loaded with great one liners 😂

“I think you’re standing a little too close to the knife block for me to answer that honestly”

and

“If you Mariah Carey me right now, I will skiffle you in the shins”

were a couple of my favorites ❤️

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Secrets and Lights

Summary: Hiding your relationship with Dean has gotten harder the deeper you fall for him. The coming Christmas seems to be your hardest test yet, but will it turn into something so much more than you were expecting?

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Square filled: Secret Relationship for @spnchristmasbingo

Word Count: 1978

Warnings: sexual suggestiveness, a whole lot of fluff

A/N: This was written for @carryonmywaywardcaptain‘s Supernaturally Marvelous Challenge, and my prompt was Christmas Lights.

Hiding a relationship wasn’t easy, but boy was it fun, especially with Dean.

It was the ultimate adrenaline high. Stealing kisses in cloaked corners, sneaking through hallways in the middle of the night, dropping to your knees in the shower when Sam popped his head in unexpectedly. It felt dangerous and forbidden, which made every touch that much hotter. And, that’s really all it had started out as- heat.

Your relationship had begun under the height of the summer sun, something purely physical, a way to burn off steam for the both of you, an accidental tumble into bed that had ignited into a series of passionate rendezvous. You and Dean hadn’t seen a reason to tell anybody, not when the entirety of your relationship was built off of lips, hands, and…other body parts.

But, the colder weather brought change and an altogether different kind of heat. There were fewer quickies in the Impala and more nights spent in each other’s arms. Fewer furtive glances and more lingering touches. There were nights you stayed up until the early morning just talking, trading the sex for the chance to just listen to him breathe, tracing circles on his chest as he whispered his most personal stories in your ear. The heat between you became deep, it became real, and you knew without a doubt that you were falling in love with him.

That only made it that much harder to keep your relationship a secret. Now, things were different. Now, more than anything else, you didn’t want to hide him. You wanted to show him off, to tell the world, but you couldn’t. That wasn’t what you had agreed, so you kept it a secret because that’s what Dean wanted.

At least that’s what you thought. Little did you know that Dean had something far different in mind, and his plans were already in motion.

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This made me grin like a big goober. I could just picture everyone’s faces shoved up against the window waiting for her reaction ❤️❤️

Surprise

Word Count: 1250 Pairing: Dean x Reader Warnings: Dean. He’s definitely a warning. Fluff. Beta’d by: @princessmisery666 - i think I left you off my last one and I feel terrible about that. You always have the right words to make me feel good about anything I do. I can’t imagine 2020 without you. Thank you so much.

A/N: This was written for @shy-violet-soul for her request for Merry Manda’s Christmas Drabbles! Vy - I love you so so much and I hope that this makes you smile. You deserve the world and I am so thankful for your presence in my life.

Surprise

“Where are we going, Dean?”

Dean grins at y/n from the seat beside her before training his eyes on the road again.

“Just hold your horses, princess. You’ll see soon enough.”

Y/n huffs. Surprises aren’t exactly her favorite thing and though she trusts Dean implicitly, the anxiety of not-knowing makes her grumpy.

“Oh come on, don’t be like that,” Dean implores gently. “I promise it will be worth it. We’re almost there.”

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Oh this is so sweet. Exactly something I’d picture Dean doing ❤️

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Angelina’s Author Admiration Alcove

If you have ever talked to me here, you may have heard me say “We are here to build each other, not tear each other down.”

This is part of my ongoing mission to build each other up and spread more love. If you have an author you would like me to check out, see my side-side-side blog, @angreadsficsandauthors and send me an ask!

@deanwanddamons

A few (several?) months ago I had read a little something by this author and it hooked me. Since then, I have discovered many things worth reading. Sian is not only a brilliant writer, she is such an extraordinary human being. You can find her masterlist here. So if you’re looking for some new, and GOOD content - go, follow, read, enjoy, and share the love.

Baby Spoon (complete series) - okay, now this is adorable and everything we ever want for our fearless green-eyed hunter, right? He deserves to be happy!

The Show Must Go On (series in progress) - This is a Jensen we know and love, but a side of him we’ve never seen, not quite like this, and I love it very much.

The One With Baby - So a jealous Dean is a serious weakness, so if he is for you, too, with a healthy dose of sexy sexy, this is for you!

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you only live forever in the lights you make.

- My Chemical Romance, “The Kids From Yesterday”

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Han Hearts...Week 4

Ah, here we are again. Week 4. I should pick a consistent day to do this on. I probably won’t. It’s a surprise every time! The fact that we are on a consistent week 4 is just…a testament to how hard I’m trying. For those of you who have been around awhile, you know that’s true.

Anyway, this week, the choice for author rec was an obvious one. Don’t get me wrong, I have a list of people that I’m dying to share, but this week…well, this week someone particularly special to me is getting the spotlight.

And, while some of you may think it’s because my love is a huge bias, I can assure you that if you take a gander at their master list, you’ll know that it’s far more than just my love that has secured their spot on Week 4.

The author for this week is…

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All of Panda’s work is fantastic!! ❤️❤️

Han Hearts...Week 3 Part 2!

Look at that aesthetic! Look at that title! Look at it, guys! Now, thank @atc74, because she’s the one that came up with both. Thanks, Ang! Saving my bacon AGAIN.

Anywho, here we are. Part two of week 3 recs, and let me tell you, it was a hard pick. I’m beginning to think I should do two a week anyway, but at least for this week, consider this a bonus. We shall see. Thanks again to everyone that sent me suggestions, I’ve been having a blast going through stuff. Also makes up for work breaking my brain, so it’s a little bit of a selfish thing on my part.

This week, I’m excited to share something we don’t see very often, and I’m super pumped that I got the suggestion. I haven’t gotten to read every single thing on their list, and they appear to be planning even more stuff (which is exciting!), but I wanted to give them the second spotlight this week.

The author rec for this week is…

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Reunited

Word Count: 3,530

Characters: Sam x Reader

Warnings: ANGST, fluff, a curse word or two…i mean, it IS me.

A/N: This is my (extremely late) entry for @atc74’s Duets Reboot Challenge. Sorry I didn’t get it done sooner babes! Thanks for your patience! My prompt was the song “I Knew You Were Waiting” by George Michael and Aretha Franklin and I used some of the lyrics below. They are bolded. This is also the first in a long time that I have written Sam Winchester and I realized how much I missed him. This takes place between seasons 7 and 8 in a world where the awful Amelia didn’t exist. Flashback is in italics.

Beta’d by @shy-violet-soul and my twinny @hannahindie I love you dearly. Thank you for supporting me and reading my words and loving me.

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Reunited

Sam Winchester knew the taste of victory; tangy and bittersweet, and somehow a bit stale. He’d fought and won so many battles he’s lost count, and even in the darkest of times, savored the flavor on his tongue like a memory. But this was not victory. This was agony.

He’d seen Dean die many times - a fact that still perplexed him after all these years. It was always the same; excruciatingly painful to watch and powerless to stop it. But even as Dean’s last breath drained from his lungs, Sam had hope. Hope that if there was something he could do - some spell or deal or alliance - Dean could come back to life again. But Dean hadn’t died - at least not that he could prove. It was like he vanished into thin air. Nothing Sam had encountered up to that point could have prepared him for the realization that he was well and truly alone.

Dean was gone.

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Okay but now I want this character on the show for real! I also always love when the boys get a glimpse of how the rest of the hunting world views them. The line about them being the men the angels and the monsters fear was awesome. Sooo uhhhh next question...is this going to be a mini series? 😜

Han’s Stuff You Should Read - Week 3, Part 1

Listen, titles don’t just write themselves. And I’m having a real hard time with words, and I cannot think of a clever thing using my name, and it’s just been a thing. It would make this much easier if I had a consistent name, I know, but like…here we are.

This week, we have a two part rec! You guys really came through with the suggestions, and it’s been hard to pick just two. So, if you don’t see yours this week, never fear! I will be doing more of these.

Alright, time to get to the good stuff!

For part 1 of this week’s rec, I chose someone I hadn’t read before, and I’m super glad that I was given the recommendation. You know how I pick links to share? I’m pretty sure I just about picked all the Supernatural ones.

Ready?

The first pick for this week is…

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Week 2 - Fic and Author Recs

Seriously, though. A name. I need one. For a writer, I am having a hell of a time coming up with something clever.

Anyway! Sorry for the delay, this past weekend, up until today, has been a whirlwind of migraines and well pump problems, and though they are still ongoing, I have found time to sit down and present to you another recommendation that I think you all will very much enjoy.

This week, I’ve chosen someone who many of you have probably heard of, but I know with the amount of new followers I’ve gotten, you may not have. This person has an extensive master list, and honestly, It was very difficult to pick favorites. I did choose a few to link, which I will below, but do yourself a favor and hit up the whole master list. I can’t even begin to cover all of it.

I should probably quit rambling and tell you who it is, huh?

This week’s author is….

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I Miss Tumblr

I miss how it used to be.

I miss how this fandom used to be. How we used to ACTUALLY be the SPNFAMILY. it’s not just a hashtag or a thing you scribble on your backpack. It was a real, live, tangible thing. A thing that meant you are NOT alone when you need someone. It meant that you could put out a call for help and there would be someone there to help you. It meant that no matter what you were going through, people cared. There was a family, a band of weirdos, a gaggle of fans ready to wrap the care blanket around you. I don’t think we have that anymore.

Everyone’s obsessed with becoming popular or ranting about notes or this and the other thing. People seem to care more about being right and causing drama than just being a human being. Hate is so rampant now that I cringe when I get an ask notification. When someone I don’t know messages me, I think, “oh no, what did I do wrong? I’m about to get yelled at.”

This fandom was built around a show that at the base is about Family.

It’s about Love.

It’s about not letting the world beat you down. About lifting someone else up and getting through the darkest parts of it. Together.

We’re not together anymore.

I don’t know what happened but to me, the SPNFAMILY is gone, and it saddens me greatly.

Family don’t end in blood, but apparently it ends in tumblr drama.

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I would just like to say something:

I haven’t been on tumblr very long. I’ve only been into supernatural for two years. It has helped me through some hard times and has guided me to grow and move past things. But my proudest experience that I have gained from supernatural is the small little friendships I have with people.

Due to a random picking of an awesome group chat, I met my bestfriends: @sl33pybo1 @little-surfer-little-girl @swallow-carrying-a-coconut @morgane098 @015waywarddaughter @captain-im-not-dead-yet @randomcharlie05

And thanks to supernatural, I found me an EXCELLENT lover of Demon Dean and all things lighting: @jamzm

But some of my favorite people, the ones that instantly make my day better because they just say and leave kind words: @mysticalchaosface @lovelyburningfox

You can never forget the ones that make you laugh though! Time and time again I will see them post, chat, talk, do anything and it just makes me happy because they are spreading kindness: @carry-on-my-wayward-asbutt @sl33pybo1 (again cause I love you)

Those who I don’t know but always make me smile whether it’s a post, fanfic, gif, or even a silly text: @moron225 @dean-winchesters-bacon @winchest09 @anaels @sammysstupidshirts @i-make-fun-of-spn-characters @luci-in-trenchcoats

All these people affect my small minuscule existence for the better. There are so many more too. I came here cause I was depressed. I was trying to find something, anything to keep me going. Lucky me, I found random people from across the world, most whose names I don’t know and they spread kindness and positivity.

I’m so sorry @impala-dreamer that family looks lost to you. I understand what you mean. The world has become so focused on big issues, politics, world climate change that everyone’s mindset has become so set on making it big and bold, no one cares about family anymore. No one cares about kindness unless they get some in return. But I have to say, these people, these random marvelous people are my 100% favorite people.

If you ever feel like you are without a family, come join mine. We are all insane, crazy, intelligent, beautiful, and wild. It doesn’t matter who we are, what we believe because we love each other no matter what. I pray for my friends every single night believe it or not, and I will pray for you too.

I don’t know you but I love you. And I thank you for sharing your words and your opinions. Thank you times a million for giving me a place to randomly express my love to my favorite people. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I love you. :) And I hope you and whoever else may read this has an EXCELLENT EXTRAORDINARY MARVELOUS AMAZING day!!!!!!!!

(if you’ve made it this far, guess what? i love you too and you can come join my family as well :) )

jamzm

I started Supernatrual my sophomore year of high school. As my life got busier, I drifted from the show, but never the fandom.

Flash forward to now, almost 8 years later. I left my dream college, broke up with the man I thought I’d marry, was out of my theatre job because of the pandemic, and overall just felt lost. But Supernatural was still there. The SPN Family was there.

I’ve found a family who completely loves and supports me. They support my dreams of wanting to be a lighting designer for tv, they don’t laugh at the fact that I pray to Castiel, they encourage my manifestations of getting a Jensen Ackles doppelgänger husband, they want to hear my stories, they want to know all that makes me, well, me.

I’ve found family, and I know they’ve always got my back ❤️

@mila-dans @sl33pybo1 @lovelyburningfox @carry-on-my-wayward-asbutt @itsangelpie @writethelifeyouwant @pudding-pie-and-deanwinchester @idreamofplaid @kittenofdoomage @theimmortalpretzal @evansrogerskitten @nihilismworld

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I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much @jamzm . 💗I hope things take a turn for the better for you soon. This post brought tears to my eyes. I know what @impala-dreamer means. Tumblr used to be very different. There’s a huge feeling of disconnect now and plenty of drama. It used to feel much more fun and supportive.

I don’t know if it’s because the show is ending, the state of the world, both maybe? I hope it isn’t because the show is coming to a close. I never thought that would mean the end of the SPN Family. Whatever the situation, I think we can continue to be here for each other. You reminded me of that @jamzm . Thank you! I’m sending love and hugs back to you. 💙🌺💙🌺 We’ll hang in there.

So many people have made this experience a good one for me and I hope it continues to be that way for a long time to come. I know I’m going to forget to mention some people but so many of you have made this experience special to me. @princessmisery666 @dean-winchesters-bacon @waywardbaby @girl-next-door-writes @sorenmarie87 @tumbler-tidbits @maddiepants @supernatural-took-me-over @coffee-obsessed-writer @ackleholicwinchester @evansrogerskitten @atc74 @awesomesusiebstuff @autumninavonlea @idabbleincrazy @winchesterxfamilybusiness @peridottea91 @shaniquacynthia @mrsdeannafuckingwinchester @mrs-meghan-winchester @sandlee44 @cosicas-cuquis @dawnie1988 @oldfreakything @wingledsam @ladywinchester1967 @buckyscrystalqueen

princessmisery666

@idreamofplaid thank you so much for the mention. You’ve made and continue to make my experience a good one too. If it weren’t for a select few people, I’d probably have deleted my blog by now.

Robin your included but also: @slytherkins @firefly-in-darkness @negans-lucille-tblr @the-minus-four @superlockedtimelord @pinknerdpanda @petitgateau911 @idabbleincrazy @dean-winchesters-bacon @deanwinchesterswitch @girl-next-door-writes

I agree that things are not the same as they were. This is my favorite dumpster fire and I hate to see the changes. I am also eternally grateful for the people I have had the chance to bond with and meet and love and who have loved me. Stacey you are at the top of my list baby. 😘 I wouldn’t have survived the last few months without you and I love you. You support me and make me feel loved and validated and I am eternally grateful. Thank you.

@wheresthekillswitch the OG Squish. She has been my rock and my best friend and my soul sister for the last 3.5 years. I wouldn’t be here without her. You make me a better person and I love you. I need your hugs like I need air.

@hannahindie is my Twinny and my love and my partner in crime. Your love is literally forever etched on my arm. And mine on yours.

@shy-violet-soul is one of the kindest most thoughtful and wonderful and hilarious people I’ve had the pleasure of interacting with. She has been a rock for me as well and never fails to make my life brighter.

@emlostinwonderland @arryn-nyxx my amazing squishes…even though we have drifted apart with all the craziness that life has thrown at us, I know if I ever need anything you’d be there without a second thought.

Some loves who have made a huge impact on my life are @amanda-teaches @plaid-lover-bay25 @panicfob @jamielea81 @yikeswtfmate @impala-dreamer @star-spangled-man-with-a-plan @masksandtruths @ellen-reincarnated1967 @pandaqueen7799 @impandagrl and so many others I know I’m forgetting and I hate myself for that. Every person who has sent me love and good thoughts on this site have made the last 4 years survivable for me. I would be lost without you all. 💋