ㅡ1994.

Hurt me, baby. I like my bruises blue.

[roleplaymemesforyou]

Send 🍸+ a question and my muse will answer while drunk.

[golden-aaurora]

jongin saying good night 😴

→ 190729, zkdlin IG live.

[masokai]

I think I have given up on sleeping through the night completely. Maybe I should have a sleep test done. I might be an insomniac or perhaps something more? Do you think something like that might help? Or should I stick to the tried and true methods of warm milk and counting sheep?

unknown

Can you do anything else but an examination at a hospital? I think you should. You should try to find the cause and that’s the best way to go about it. Not getting sleep can become very damaging the more time goes by.

[masokai]

bitch naneun solo

unknown

Um.. That’s.. Not how it goes.

[masokai]

Probably because just before you go to sleep at night, when you think all is said and done, that brain of yours knows just what to pinpoint. At least in my case it does. I always end up thinking of things I did that may have hurt other people or about times when people hurt me. Sometimes going to sleep is the hardest part of my day.

unknown

I hope you manage to sleep peacefully these days. The weather is exhausting already, it would be bad if you couldn’t sleep on top of that. Life is hard, isn’t it? Let’s not try to worry too much!

[masokai]

⚠️ - Answer wisely. I would hate to arrest you.

send a symbol: closed! / @shadowraiths⚠️ - the worst deed they’ve done/crime they’ve committed?

I’ve never committed a crime! I am a good boy! My parents would be very disappointed in me if I broke any laws.

[masokai]

You get stranded on a desert island. There are only coconuts, some edible fronds and the splashing sounds to keep you sane. How do you pass the time until the rescue team finds you?

unknown

That sounds so terribly lonely. I think maybe try to dance and make music in my head to dance to with the sounds I can hear? You have to create what you don’t have with what you do have, right? I think that would be a good way to maintain sanity.

[masokai]

When you close your eyes at night, what do you think of before sleep takes you?

unknown

Lately, hmm.. Perhaps regrets? And worries. But I think a lot of people camp with that problem at night.

[masokai]

Noted. No kitten. Sorry. Didn't mean to upset you. [[ always Suwon unless I say otherwise since they were the most acquainted.

@shadowraiths

Thank you for taking my comfort into consideration. I am not upset, rather I found it necessary to bring it up. 

[masokai]

Do you ever miss Steph?

unknown

Yes. I miss a lot of people. It has been a while I have had proper conversation with most people I used to know. I hope they are all doing well.

[sufferedsuggestion]

send a symbol.

because i felt like making one of these, fuck you.

LEARN SOMETHING ⛈ - what is the muse like at their worst? 📖 - deadly sin that applies to them the most? 🍁 - favorite season? 🏹 - have they ever committed a murder? 💝 - have they ever been in love, and with who? ⚠️ - the worst deed they’ve done/crime they’ve committed? ⛔ - do they believe in revenge? 💫 - do they believe in fate/propecy/destiny? 🥀 - have they ever felt heartbreak? 🌵 - do they consider themselves dangerous? 🍀 - do they believe in luck? 🌙 - do they believe in magic? ☄️ - what is their biggest regret? 🍷  - do they drink? 🍹 - alcohol tolerance? 🍳  - do they know how to cook? ☀  - night or day?

DO SOMETHING 🙈 - muse is blind for [#] asks. 🙉 - muse can’t hear for [#] asks. 🙊 - muse can’t speak for [#] asks. 💥 - muse feels agonizing pain when they raise their voice for [#] asks. 🐔 - muse is uncontrollably afraid/paranoid for [#] asks. ⚡ - muse has unstable emotions for [#] asks. 🍺 - muse acts like they are when they’re drunk for [#] asks. 🍬 - muse is hyper as fuck for [#] asks. 🎭 - muse can only speak in cryptic phrases for [#] asks. 🎬 - any noise becomes deafening to the muse for [#] asks. 🌋 - the muse is unable to control their anger for [#] asks. 🔦  - muse becomes light-sensitive for [#] asks. 👁‍🗨 - muse feels like they’re being watched for [#] asks. gets worse as it continues. 🚫 - the muse hallucinates their worst fear for [#] asks. gets worse as it continues. ♾️ - the muse is in constant pain for [#] asks. gets worse at it goes along. (bonus if the pain is an old wound/scar.) ⛅ - the muse hides their emotions for [#] asks. emotions come spilling through when m!a ends. ✨ - muse is in a state of hypnosis for [#] asks. go wild.

OTHER ♠️ - the muse’s ‘worse side’ shows for [#] asks. ♥️ - the muse’s ‘better side’ shows for [#] asks. ♦️ - the muse becomes emotionless for [#] asks. ♣️ - the muse feels temporarily free from doubt for [#] asks. ♈ - the muse has an ego boost for [#] asks. ♉ - the muse is unreasonably stubborn/bitter/petty for [#] asks. ♊ - the muse is split into two versions of themself for [#] asks. (emotion/logic, happy/sad, etc.) ♋ - muse becomes overwhelmingly pessimistic for [#] asks. ♌  - muse becomes incredibly fucking arrogant for [#] asks. ♍ - muse is shy as hell for [#] asks. ♎ - muse is obsessed with keeping things ‘stable’ or ‘balanced’ for [#] asks. ♏ - muse is unbearably rude/cruel/violent for [#] asks. ♐ - muse is more ‘pleasant’ than usual for [#] asks. ♑ - muse loses all self-control for [#] asks. ♒ - muse acts incredibly aloof for [#] asks. ♓ - muse is overwhelmed by sadness for [#] asks. ⛎ - wildcard. mun’s zodiac applies to the muse. (ex: i’m a cancer, so if i was sent ophiuchus, muse would get the effects of cancer.)

[masokai]

Petition to get your a bear fursuit and craft a fursona for you. [insert 'Anonymous' signed 3000 times]

unknown

I saw someone walking in one of those promotional mascot suits, and people were handing them drinks because it was so hot. It must be like a sauna in there. I don’t think I would be capable of doing that!

[masokai]

Favorite Disney movie? Disney princess? Disney prince? DISNEY SONG?? *HYPERVENTILATES IN DISNEY*

unknown

Merida. I watched Brave with my niece and nephew recently.

[masokai]

Is there a meme or two you're enjoying these days?

unknown

No. The internet is a bit too fast and I am a bit too busy to keep up with it. I can’t think one off the top of my head. I think if I mentioned one, it would turn out to be old already. 

[masokai]

Have you seen Bird Box? I'm just suddenly curious if you watch scary movies, I dunno.

unknown

It wasn’t really scary. The monster couldn’t do anything to blind people so if you just blind yourself you’re basically immune. Not very scary when the solution to stay alive is that simple. 

[masokai]

Would you ever wear a skirt like Yunho (and probably a few other sunbaes I can't remember right now)? Since you wore a croptop, and that gun-holster-that-looked-more-like-half-a-bikini-top...

unknown

Yunho sunbaenim wore a skirt? I don’t remember that. I don’t have the physique for a skirt, I think. And it was a holster. A bikini top is made to cover chests, but it wasn’t made for that. It was an accessory. It looked cool, in my opinion.

[masokai]

A roar eh? I will say more like a kitten trying to look fierce.

@shadowraiths - suwon (?)

I don’t enjoy being called like that.