home is where your teeth sink, love

xander//29//he-him//panaro requests open//comissions open

[that-house]

they invented a new kind of jerking off called groping your bruises and whimpering

[nonexistent-triangle]

the irredeemable pervert is generally well regarded among their friends for their insightful thoughts and all around pleasant demeanour

[scribespirare]

eough

[scribespirare]

he's gone. he's gone and I don't know what to do with myself now. I held his little face in my hands as he went and he cried until he couldn't anymore and what am I supposed to do with that? how am I supposed to move on after hearing and feeling that? I couldn't even hold him one last time, he was too sick, too fragile, all I could do was cup his face and pet him and give him one final act of love and kindness via injection

[scribespirare]

kitty is in and out of the vet and is getting an exploratory rhinoscopy today. worried it's cancer. office gave me a pamphlet for their disposal services. probably gonna continue being offline for. a while.

[melancholic-whimsy]

"you are what you eat" ok so what im hearing is that cannibalism will fix me

[scribespirare]

I love my mood stabilizer I really do but fuck if it doesn't make recognizing my emotions hard as hell sometimes

[scribespirare]

crawling on my belly b/c I have one more final project and it's due in four hours and I just. need. to fucking. do it

[sadist-posting]

Kiss the dick that breeds you or something

[swagophile]

actually writing dark fiction is not a victimless crime. i'm the victim. yeah. every fucked up evil sick kink thing you write happens to me directly irl. yeah. only me. no one else. im like the omelas baby. yeah. so it is kinda fucked of you to do that because it is affecting a real person directly like yourenreally hurting someone by drawing that. huh? nonono, hey, chill out, i didnt say you should STOP. yknow. risk aware. its okay. dont worry about it. you can keep writing that fic its okay

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[scribespirare]

GIRL

MY FINAL??? IS DUE TOMORROW???

[rocktheholygrail]

[1989tv]

i’ll be honest i still fan girl over my own mutuals

[wadesunderwater]

there are some people on here who, when they followed me back, I got excited about as if they were a celebrity. and when I think about it, it's kinda sweet how we do that here, and so much more special than celebrity crushes. To be starstruck by someone when they're sharing their personal, more private self. You're famous to me for just being you.

[instguys-deactivated20190910]

[robertfagden]

okay well when you say it like that it makes it sound stupid

[bloomingmales]