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[pocketsunshineharry]

🤍 Flash Back to Me 🤍 by @mason-conaway (73k) 

Amnesia / Uni AU / OT5 feels / Louis is a little shit (but you’ll love it) 

Summary:

Louis narrows his eyes, wanting more than anything to tell Liam to go fuck himself, but he can’t be sure, is the thing. As much as he knows for a fact that he would never date someone like Harry Styles, he has months missing from his memory. And it’s scary to think that, in that time, everything he’s come to know about himself could have changed so drastically.

Or the one where Louis loses his memory and Harry just about loses his mind trying to win him back (or something).

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[pocketsunshineharry]

Now with a prequel! Flash Back to The Beginning by @mason-conaway (9k)

[mason-conaway]

is just a plan to fuck forever:

It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty. sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck' 50k WIP

Chapter 2 of the second part of the kitten shane series is out! (355k complete)

Trailer for the original fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 355k completed

The final chapter is up!!!! There will be another book in this series!

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[evanactually]

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 338k WIP

Chapter 25 is up <3

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

TROY IN CHAPTER 24 iM SOBBING HES SO PRECIOUS !!!!!!

he is trying so hard to be a good friend 😭😭😭

i love this story so so bad thank u for FEEDING us this week, i needed that personally 🩷🩷🩷

i hope the sun is shining on u and u have the best week

I don't plan my story out too far in advance except for major events (canon or otherwise), so imagine my surprise when Troy ended up being the sweetest, most perfect ally for kitten Shane in his time of need :((( I think Troy's got a lot going on inside of him emotionally, but he's used to putting on a brave face. He sees a lot of himself in Shane (although Shane expresses it openly, whereas Troy keeps it locked away—just like Shane used to), which makes him just want to protect him. He also sees how wonderful Ilya is to Shane, and he wants that so badly for himself, but mostly, he just wants to help them protect this beautiful, wonderful thing they have going. If he can't have it for himself, at least he can help someone else have it. Someone who he relates to and feels for on a deep emotional level.

I'm so glad you're enjoying the story, and I'm so, so happy to keep feeding you!!! Thanks for showing my babies the love they deserve and feeding my inbox with kind words :") Have the best week as well!!!!

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 326k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 24 is up <3

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 312k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 23 is up <3

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

Just wanted to say that I’m obsessed with your fic!!! I read the entire thing in the span of like 2.5 days. It also may or may not have introduced me to some interests that I didn’t know I had until now, so that’s been fun lmaooo. Anyways, thanks for writing!! Am looking forward to the next update

Thank you so much, omg you're a warrior for reading it all so quickly!!! I'm so glad you're enjoying it and being exposed to new things :)

I have to say I'm verrrrryyyy excited about next chapter. Smut and angst coming your way 👀 I literally can't wait to post this one.

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 300k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 22 is up <3

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

OH THANK GOD YOU'RE ON TUMBLR. i was v worried i'd have to go to twitter to talk to you lmao. thank god the ask about Shane and Ivan showed up in my suggested!! Ps this is demolitiondonut from AO3, so sorry (NOT SORRY AT ALLLL) for what I did to your inbox over the last day

Oh my godddd, hi I loved your comments so much. Feel free to blow up my inbox any time. I'm not sure if you meant to send this here, but you can message me through dms if you want too!!! :)

[mason-conaway]

Jksgjkjs I was not prepared. I was NOT prepared for the Shane/Ivan scene. I dont know yet how i feel about it but it was so Hot Hot HOT ( and it did things to me iykyk)

We were having soooo much fun in the comments talking about a potential foursome with Ilya/Shane and Cedric/Ivan. Despite how possessive he is, I think Ilya would be down for some sub-on-sub/pet-on-pet action. I wasn't expecting Ivan to become such a huge part of this story, but I think it's so important that Shane has another sub who he trusts so much!! I think Ilya would love to get to know Cedric more and it would be great for them to have another pairing they feel comfortable exploring with 👀

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 286k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 21 is up <3

Ask me questions pleaseee I have so much fun answering them while I write :)

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 270k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 20 is up <3

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

is just ten year plan to fuck:

Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble. It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event. He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane. 255k WIP (updates quite frequently, this fic will be looooong)

Chapter 19 is up <3

Trailer for the fic here, thank you so much to @ rozyhollanov on twitter for making this!!

Trailer on Youtube | Edit for Chapter 1+2 | Edit for Chapter 3

[mason-conaway]

Just dropping in to say the last part, Shane's pov was so well written. He finally understands how much he hurt Ilya, how much his actions are capable of hurting Ilya and the way he processes all of it made me see the difference in his thoughts especially from the initial chapters.

Idk if you meant to show that the therapy was helping but I felt it!

(Also Ilya cannot be mean!dom for the life of him lolol)

Oh my goodness, thank you for saying so!! I think therapy is definitely changing how he processes things, instead of his mind just leering at him and giving him worst-case scenarios that are sometimes not even rooted in reality or any sense of rational thinking. I also think Ilya is a great mirror for him. Sometimes he sees the way he processes things reflected back in the way it affects Ilya or their scenes, and that can kind of give him a new sense of understanding, like seeing it in a different light.

Ilya is so funny. He's like I'm pretty sure I used to be able to be #strict but how the hell am I supposed to go up against those sad kitty eyes? Shane is definitely starting to realize the power he has over him, and Ilya is going to struggle laying down the law. He's in over his head with his spoiled kitty lol

Thanks for sharing your thoughts!!! If anyone is seeing this, pls send me questions/thoughts while I write :)))

[mason-conaway]

Hey the new chapter was full of exciting kinks . But I kinda still dont get why he did that? Like why would he call Farah but not reply to Ilya?? Three days?

Shane was kind of in shutdown mode, so his mind went to, "What do I have to do to remove myself from this bad situation?" Every other communication or task was too much for him. He called his therapist on instinct because that's who he's "supposed" to call for these types of things, right? That's who he's hired to shoulder the burden. But also, I think he felt nervous and embarrassed that he'd shut Ilya down just days prior when he brought up the Centaurs to him, and he was also scared that him getting outed would lead to their relationship getting outed. Which, to him, meant possibly ruining both of their careers.

But more than anything, I think Shane really did not want to have that discussion over text or over the phone because he really struggles with reading people's reactions that way. He knew Ilya was going to want an explanation, so he put it off. Especially when Rose got there, he knew they were in contact with each other, giving him an excuse to keep putting it off. Mostly, he just wanted to be able to have the conversation in person so Ilya could hold him/comfort him. But in Shane's internal monologue this chapter, we also see that he knew what he was doing was wrong. He knows he should have texted Ilya. He just couldn't muster up the courage or mental energy required.

Thanks for asking this question!! Open to answering any others if you have any!