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(updated: 12 February 2026)

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Rizchel | Astrophysics, AI, Comedy, Memes, Rants, and Academics.

Journaling through the entropy. Come for the math, stay for the late-night rants.

blog posts:☕ https://ko-fi.com/simasongcute podcast:🎙️ https://open.spotify.com/show/5YBqmxhXJQTXDlDrpMImNV?si=7efe7d870f7242f3 personal website:💻 https://masongrizchel.github.io/

P.S. I usually post my blogs from Friday to Monday (via Kofi). I also do a podcast (currently on hiatus).

Work related chikahan.

Workmate 1: Ayokong nag-iipon, kasi pag nag iipon may nangyayaring di inaasahan o masama eh.

Workmate 2: Parang nung kumuha ako ng HMO, nasagad ko bigla.

Me: Kaya ayoko kumuha ng funeral plan eh.

Workmate 1 & 2:

Fuck this life.

Eto yung phrase na madalas ko sinasabi sa colleagues and friends ko whenever there is an inconvenience whether minor ba siya or major. In fact (just to share), ang first word na lumalabas sa bunganga ko pag-gising ko is 'hay putangina, eto na naman'., which reminds me of Iza Calzado meme (refer below).

I hate living my life for the most part 2/3 ata ng buhay ko is nakadevote sa hate towards myself. Di ko alam, siguro part of me resents myself because of family abandonment issues (among others) kaya I decided to think this way.

Pero siguro that's part of my immature self. As I grow older, narerealized ko na ang sarap sarap pala mabuhay. Lalo na kung nagmemake sense ang bawat yung direction ng araw mo buhat pag-gising hanggang sa pagtulog mo.

Kahit nakakastress and busy yung buhay ko lately, may meaning ... may 'purpose'. I am wearing four hats, in fact, five pa nga ata. Since ako na rin ang nag o-OIC CTO temporarily on top of other OIC positions. Naeenjoy ko na yung bawat araw ng buhay ko hindi dahil nabigyan ng mundo ng kulay ang buhay ko. Pero dahil sa kabaligtaran, parang blank canvas yung mga nasa paligid ko at ako na mismo yung nag guguhit at kulay ng bawat parte ng black-and-white na coloring book.

Part siguro ng pagiging mature is yung meron kang pinapasalamatan bawat araw, at may kabutihan kang ginawa sa kapwa. Para talaga siguro ako dito, at ganito ako hinubog ng mundong kinabibilangan ko.