Just A Bad Place Right Now

WHY BOTHER LIVING

[mass-daddy]

How do I make someone else happy when I can't even make me happy....

[mass-daddy]

I fuck up , I fix it , I fuck up again , and it never stays fixed and I just want to be normal!

[mass-daddy]

Everyday I just don't want to be here and for the past few years it's just been building and building and building and now it cost me my best friend because she can't handle it...

[rosespell]

[mass-daddy]

Literally wanted to punch my therapist in the face

[lost-in-my-broken-mind-deactiva]

[suicidalnixi]

Honestly, I can’t remember the last time I said “I’m okay” and actually meant it. And that fucking hurts like hell.

(via suicidalnixi)

Seriously though

[suicidalnixi]

Oh I’m totally fine, but in my thoughts I’ve already planned my suicide over and over again.

(via suicidalnixi)

[mass-daddy]

Please don't leave me alone in this world. I need you for me to be able to get through this. Your my best friend your my whole entire world...

[mass-daddy]

Why do I act like I am all high and mighty When inside I'm dying, I am finally realizin' I need, help Can't do it myself, too weak Two weeks I've been having ups and down Going through peaks and valleys Dilly dallying, around with the idea Of ending this shit right here I'm hating my reflection I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors I can't stand what I look like, yeah I look fat, but what do I care I don't give a fuck

[thiquegoth]

[saymeanthingstome-deactivated20]

[cheating-girlfriend-deactivated]

[moan-s]

[mass-daddy]

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[moan-s]

[mass-daddy]

She really does though wish I could share

[buctoria-deactivated20180328]

[mass-daddy]

She really does though wish I could share

[hubbyloveswife]

[ababeinyogapants]