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My more personal personal blog. Nina. 24. she/her.

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yall…..ive been dating this guy for 2 months n like….im going to marry him. not in the immediate future but im definitely definitely going to:’)  

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hello it's been like 5 years since i made this post and WE ARE MARRIED!!!!!!! I WAS RIGHT!!!!! LOVE IS REAL AND ALIVE AND IT'S ALL AROUND US!!!!!!!!!

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omgggg it's been almost 5 years since ive been on here...this blog is so funny i love it

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its times like these i wish i had more friends to talk to skdvnskdhnb

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am i being irrational for being bothered by it????? i want so badly to make him happy and comfortable....idk when i’ll ever put myself first so why would i expect anyone else to do it either........

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idk what it is....if im doing something wrong, if he just doesnt think about me....if maybe he thinks that im so low maintenance that i dont care about being pushed aside constantly for other people......

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fellas is it pathetic to want to matter to your s.o. even a little bit? is it selfish to want to be a priority?

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my collar bones and cheekbones are still defined so im not a lost cause yet skfsjndfdskjnf

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i dont like being small and chubby

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jesusssss christ ive gained so much weight dfvhsfv im only like 3 lbs overweight but i hate how i look n i want to lose like...30. gotta crack down, i lost it all last year but didnt stick with it n now im back where i started:( fuck this.. im not gonna let myself get fat

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not living with the person you love is insufferable!! idk how yall with long distant relationships even survive

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i finally finally finally have the place to myself this weekend and my boyfriend wont even stay over cause he’s got church sunday morning n i live like an hour away from it sdknskdnf ohhh welllllll

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aslksndfjkmsndf i cant stop gushing about him he’s just so wonderful and amazing and lovely and hot and kind and cute and GOD I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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the love i feel for him.....its never been butterflies in my stomach and fast heartbeats. its deep and its slow and a fierce burn. i see him and i relax. my heart beats hard but it beats steady. its relief. its like coming home

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i feel more like myself when im with him than i do when im just sitting alone in my room not worried about being a person if that makes sense

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idk its super weird for me to think about it to be honest like ive never been the type of person to....be IN love. ive dated but ive never been in love before this guy. we clicked as friends right away and 4 years later we’re now together and it feels as though we’ve always been together. it feels very natural and very comfortable and very right and part of me is convinced that fate is real and we were meant to be.....as crazy as that sounds. he feels the same way which makes it even weirder. he makes me think that soulmates might actually be a real thing and that we’ve found ours in each other sdkvnkjsfnaakjsf

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yall.....ive been dating this guy for 2 months n like....im going to marry him. not in the immediate future but im definitely definitely going to:’)  

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drinking wine n listenin to my girl mitski tonite.... its soft binch hours babeyyy!! how’re all yall doin? send me some asks if you’d like! tell me abt your crushes or SO’s or just tell me whatever:)