Kill It If You Have To

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[masterkylcren]

“In another life”

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The dreams were maddening, making Ben evade sleep. They were more and more frequent the longer he spent around Hayla, the newest recruit of the Resistance. She seemed so familiar but she didn’t seem to have the same reaction so Ben figured he must have been mistaking her for someone else. After that last awkward interaction where she didn’t recognize him in the same way he’d been avoiding her as best he could.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

“Ah, well Poe actually, We escaped the Order together and he basically didn’t give me a choice,” Finn said with a chuckle. Poe certainly was a smooth talker. “We are both new so I thought it would be nice to sit together.”

“I have heard the Poe is a sweet talker.” Hayla couldn’t help but to chuckle as she continued to sip her drink. “I’m just glad there isn’t some kind of weird initiation for being the newbie here. Unless there is and I’m gonna get ambushed one of these days.” 

[masterkylcren]

“it’s true,” Finn said with a laugh, “As far as orientation goes I don’t think so? At least the command center didn’t have one. I can’t say for any of the other departments though.”

[masterkylcren]

💋

The war had been hard on all of them and it was over. Finally it was done and Ben felt empty. Not just physically and emotionally, just completely. Palpatine was dead but he couldn’t bring himself to rejoice like everyone around him. Finn and Poe has practically knocked him over in their enthusiastic hugs, which he returned but only a little.

He looked for Hayla, hoping that she’d made it somehow. When he found her he was running before anything else. Not even stopping for her to get a word out before his kissed her, hard, as if he would drift away if he didn’t.

[masterkylcren]

Ben was actually a good patient and followed instructions even if he wanted to ignore them. He was hungry and the toast with jelly smelled great. “Thanks.”

[smallbeanfromspace]

@masterkylcren

Dopheld wasn’t sure what was going on. People kept staring at him. Alpha’s scents were extra potent,most smelled unappetizing. He wasn’t really in the mood to deal with this today. He just wanted to get these last reports done so he could go to bed. He’d been up for the last three days helping General Hux catch up after a sudden influx of resistance sightings and other reports came in. He couldn’t even remember if he’d eaten at this point and the small omega was almost certain that he had the flu. He felt like he was burning up and he still had three more reports to deliver. He sighs and presses the button on Lord Ren’s door when he finally makes it down to the man’s quarters to deliver the report. He rests his head on the cold durasteel trim, enjoying the small relief it gave him on his overheated skin.

[masterkylcren]

Kylo made sure to tuck Phel in before he went back to the others. They had much to discuss after all. Dopheld would need protection and they wouldn’t be able to be there all the time, They needed to find him a bodyguard and soon.

[masterkylcren]

where do you hold your love?

in your teeth

love has uneven edges but it is something you sink your teeth into. with love you give all of yourself over and feel everything as it happens- good and bad. for you love can be a fight, whether it's hard won or hard lost (or hard to hold on to), love has a way of leaving it's impression in your skin. it's not that it hurts, it's just that it knows your tender spots and seems to hit those first.

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[the-scavengergirl]

“I know it doesn’t seem so, but I will take care of you.”

Rey stared quietly at the man before her, just past his shoulder. Not at him, but past him. Because she knew if she looked at him she might not be able to dislike him as much. And she needed to dislike him. 

“ And I’m supposed to believe you, why?  Because you said so? I don’t know you.” 

[masterkylcren]

After he finished his work for the morning Ben longed to get out of his room and sent for the palace doctor to see if he could. He was given permission to move around, with assistance from a cane, so he did. He carried one of the books to the garden terrace so he could enjoy the sun. He spotted Rey and gave her a wave so she could join him if she wanted.

[masterkylcren]

“Love you too,” he said and kissed his forehead. Kylo and the Knights knew that Phel would need a guard from then on but they wouldn’t be able to stop going on missions.

[smallbeanfromspace]

Phel lets out a happy trill, shifting lightly. “My alpha..” he whispers. He was a bit tired and the combination of tea and his pack soothed him so it wasn’t long before he started dozing off. “M sleepy..”

[masterkylcren]

Kylo scooped him up and nuzzled his cheek, “Then it’s time for bed,” he said and carried him to their private bedroom.

[smallbeanfromspace]

The smaller man purrs softly, content and happy to be carried by his alpha. When he’s set down he stretches slightly and leans up to kiss Kylo. “I like them. They’re nice…” he murmurs as he settles, patting the bed beside him.

[masterkylcren]

Kylo smiled and laid down next to him. He pulled Phel close and closed his eyes. “I’m glad, they like you too.”

[masterkylcren]

“In another life”

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The dreams were maddening, making Ben evade sleep. They were more and more frequent the longer he spent around Hayla, the newest recruit of the Resistance. She seemed so familiar but she didn’t seem to have the same reaction so Ben figured he must have been mistaking her for someone else. After that last awkward interaction where she didn’t recognize him in the same way he’d been avoiding her as best he could.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

Finn didn’t mind since he was still adjusting to being a part of the Resistance. He sat in a comfortable silence while Poe on the other hand had his hands full trying to get things out of Ben. Ben wasn’t having it since he was going to be heading out on a mission soon.

After finishing her toast and taking a sip of her caff, Hayla looked over at Finn. “So what brought you here?” She asked curiously. “And you can take that either way. Here to sit at the table with me or here to the Resistance. Whatever you feel comfortable with.” Hayla said with a small shrug. 

[masterkylcren]

“Ah, well Poe actually, We escaped the Order together and he basically didn’t give me a choice,” Finn said with a chuckle. Poe certainly was a smooth talker. “We are both new so I thought it would be nice to sit together.”

[masterkylcren]

💋

The war had been hard on all of them and it was over. Finally it was done and Ben felt empty. Not just physically and emotionally, just completely. Palpatine was dead but he couldn’t bring himself to rejoice like everyone around him. Finn and Poe has practically knocked him over in their enthusiastic hugs, which he returned but only a little.

He looked for Hayla, hoping that she’d made it somehow. When he found her he was running before anything else. Not even stopping for her to get a word out before his kissed her, hard, as if he would drift away if he didn’t.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

“Please,” he said and moved to use the fresher before returning to the bed. 

“Don’t over do it, okay?” Hayla said as she noticed Ben getting out of bed as she walked back to the kitchen to grab him a cup of tea. 

[masterkylcren]

“I know, but I refuse to use a bed pan,” he said and shuddered. Those things were awful. He settled back in the bed and updated Kalonia that he was alright to walk to and from the bed to the fresher but did,’t try anything more.

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[masterkylcren]

“In another life”

Send “In another life” for our muses to find out they are reincarnated lovers

The dreams were maddening, making Ben evade sleep. They were more and more frequent the longer he spent around Hayla, the newest recruit of the Resistance. She seemed so familiar but she didn’t seem to have the same reaction so Ben figured he must have been mistaking her for someone else. After that last awkward interaction where she didn’t recognize him in the same way he’d been avoiding her as best he could.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

Poe made eyes and Finn about the current situation so the former storm trooper went to sit with Hayla while Poe stayed with Ben. It was awkward, he knew Poe was plotting something.

Zoning out for a moment as she sipped on her caff, it took Hayla a moment to realize Finn had sat across from her. Putting down the mug and offering a warm smile, Hayla said a simple hey as she grabbed a piece of toast and took a bite. 

[masterkylcren]

Finn didn’t mind since he was still adjusting to being a part of the Resistance. He sat in a comfortable silence while Poe on the other hand had his hands full trying to get things out of Ben. Ben wasn’t having it since he was going to be heading out on a mission soon.

[masterkylcren]

💋

The war had been hard on all of them and it was over. Finally it was done and Ben felt empty. Not just physically and emotionally, just completely. Palpatine was dead but he couldn’t bring himself to rejoice like everyone around him. Finn and Poe has practically knocked him over in their enthusiastic hugs, which he returned but only a little.

He looked for Hayla, hoping that she’d made it somehow. When he found her he was running before anything else. Not even stopping for her to get a word out before his kissed her, hard, as if he would drift away if he didn’t.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

Ben sighed and looked over at her with a little smile. “hey, you sleep okay?”

“Better than I have.” She smiled. “Do you want some tea?” 

[masterkylcren]

“Please,” he said and moved to use the fresher before returning to the bed.

[masterkylcren]

" why don't you smile anymore?" @ask-matttheradartechnician

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“..I can’t Mattie, it feels wrong, and it wouldn’t be real anyway…I’ve forgotten what a real smile feels like.” Ben said, just barely above a whisper.

[masterkylcren]

Ben was a little tipsy by the time he was done drinking and leaned heavily on Matt as they walked back to their quarters.

[the-scavengergirl]

“I know it doesn’t seem so, but I will take care of you.”

Rey stared quietly at the man before her, just past his shoulder. Not at him, but past him. Because she knew if she looked at him she might not be able to dislike him as much. And she needed to dislike him. 

“ And I’m supposed to believe you, why?  Because you said so? I don’t know you.” 

[masterkylcren]

With his mother’s assistance Ben was able to take a bath without getting his bandages wet. It felt good to be clean and he would sleep easier knowing it.

The following morning had him rising early so he bandages could be changed. He spent the time before breakfast reading the books Rey brought him but also taking care of some documents from his kingdom. Leia and Han had been giving Ben more and more of their duties so he would be ready to rule independently from them when they stepped down.

[masterkylcren]

“...aaand the power went out.”

“...good thing I got that generator,” Kylo sighed and out on his rain coat, it was located in an out building so he’d have to walk through the rain to get to it.

[chromium-siren]

“Stay safe out there!” Phasma said, trying her best not to trip over anything. Unfortunately, she did, and Pudge meowed indignantly at her.

[masterkylcren]

“No promises!” he called back as he stepped into the downpour. It was miserable but getting the generator stared was easy enough.

[chromium-siren]

“How’s it going out there?” Phasma asked from the window.

[masterkylcren]

With a few pulls the generator started up and the low volt lights in the house turned on. “Well,” Kylo said as he walked back into the house and took off his now soaked coat.

[chromium-siren]

“Thank goodness,” Phasma said, hugging him after he took his coat off. “Is it stupid of me to have been nervous for you?”

[masterkylcren]

“No, it’s really coming down out there,” he said and looked out the dark window. “Well we have light but should stoke the fire.”

[chromium-siren]

“Sounds like a good idea,” Phasma said, picking up some wood and setting it in the fireplace. “Can you hand me the matches?”

[masterkylcren]

“On it,” he said and searched through the cupboards until he found the little box. “here,” Kylo said as he handed them to her.

[masterkylcren]

“Love you too,” he said and kissed his forehead. Kylo and the Knights knew that Phel would need a guard from then on but they wouldn’t be able to stop going on missions.

[smallbeanfromspace]

Phel lets out a happy trill, shifting lightly. “My alpha..” he whispers. He was a bit tired and the combination of tea and his pack soothed him so it wasn’t long before he started dozing off. “M sleepy..”

[masterkylcren]

Kylo scooped him up and nuzzled his cheek, “Then it’s time for bed,” he said and carried him to their private bedroom.

[masterkylcren]

“In another life”

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The dreams were maddening, making Ben evade sleep. They were more and more frequent the longer he spent around Hayla, the newest recruit of the Resistance. She seemed so familiar but she didn’t seem to have the same reaction so Ben figured he must have been mistaking her for someone else. After that last awkward interaction where she didn’t recognize him in the same way he’d been avoiding her as best he could.

[xresistancefighter]

Soft laughter began to fade in and out. A meadow came into Hayla’s view. She was running from something, but she didn’t seem afraid. Glancing back she could see a figure she couldn’t quite make out chasing her, not far behind her. 

Rolling down a small hill, laughter continue to fill the air as she finally stopped and looked up at the sky. Clouds scattered across the blue as a soft wind began to twirl around her. Turning her head, she had noticed a figure next to her. The tall grass surround them covering up most of their face, but what she could tell as the wind moved around them was a very familiar smile and brown, amber eyes looking back at her. 

Letting out a groan as the sunshine finally reached Hayla’s eyes, forcing her to wake up from her very pleasant dream. Fluttering her eyes open, she stared up at the ceiling trying to understand not only why that dream seemed so vivid, but what she had it in the first place to begin with. Sure she thought Ben was cute, but she didn’t think her subconscious would run wild like that. 

Slowly getting out of bed and getting ready for the day, Hayla began to make her way to the mess hall for her morning coffee and toast.

[masterkylcren]

Ben had stayed up that night going over a brief for his next mission. As an intelligence officer he spent time out on missions, then the other parts on base, and finally out doing diplomacy for the Resistance. He was Leia Organa’s son after all, a son that needed some food and caff.

He sat across from Poe, his life long friend, who was nice enough to grab him a tray of food as well. Poe attracted a lot of attention and Ben did as well so they took turns getting breakfast for the other if they were both on base at the same time.When Hayla walked in Ben tried not to stare, only looking up then looking back at his holo.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

Ben had stayed up that night going over a brief for his next mission. As an intelligence officer he spent time out on missions, then the other parts on base, and finally out doing diplomacy for the Resistance. He was Leia Organa’s son after all, a son that needed some food and caff.

He sat across from Poe, his life long friend, who was nice enough to grab him a tray of food as well. Poe attracted a lot of attention and Ben did as well so they took turns getting breakfast for the other if they were both on base at the same time.When Hayla walked in Ben tried not to stare, only looking up then looking back at his holo.

Walking into the mess hall, it didn’t seem to busy thankfully. Not that she didn’t mind people, but the less around the more she felt at ease. Making a beeline to the food line, Hayla grabbed a tray and simply grabbed a few slices of toast and various types of jam. Sliding down the line, politely denying that she would like anything else, Hayla paid for her food along with a caff. 

Grabbing the cup that was handed to her, Hayla made her way to the drink station and poured herself a simple cup of black caff, one sugar, and a splash of milk. Bringing the cup to her nose, Hayla sighed as the smell of the slightly burnt aroma of the coffee bean filled her senses. Taking a small sip and grabbing the tray of food, Hayla turned around to try and find a seat to sit at.

[masterkylcren]

Ben made himself look at the holo and of course Poe knew something was up. The other man didn’t ask but he could observe. Ben hadn’t looked up since the newest recruit came in for her breakfast.

[xresistancefighter]

masterkylcren‌:

Ben made himself look at the holo and of course Poe knew something was up. The other man didn’t ask but he could observe. Ben hadn’t looked up since the newest recruit came in for her breakfast.

Scanning the area, Hayla opted to sit at one of the small tables near the corner. As she beelined for it, she couldn’t help but to notice Ben was sitting only a few tables away from the one she had picked. He wasn’t looking at her, he actually seemed to be doing something rather important on his holopad; which honestly Hayla was grateful for. 

Scurrying over to the table, Hayla chose the seat where her back was to Ben in hopes that he wouldn’t see her. She definitely wouldn’t be able to face him today if they decided to strike up a conversation. Between the awkward encounter prior and the realistic feeling dream she had last night, it would be certain Hayla would be blushing like a mad woman. 

[masterkylcren]

Poe made eyes and Finn about the current situation so the former storm trooper went to sit with Hayla while Poe stayed with Ben. It was awkward, he knew Poe was plotting something.

[masterkylcren]

“Love you too,” he said and kissed his forehead. Kylo and the Knights knew that Phel would need a guard from then on but they wouldn’t be able to stop going on missions.