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Are you calling yourself an idiot? If I was, I would of left in an instant. Do you need help packing?

#I KNOW IT KILLED ME WRITING IT EARLIER #c: claire

Only slightly. All boys are idiots on some level. I don't really need help packing, but I'd like the company.

Wait how? I’m sure he won’t hurt me.. When are you leaving? I love you too, big bro.

#ok good just making sure it went through! :)#c: claire

You never know, boys are idiots. But I'm glad you won't be alone. I'm leaving tomorrow...

I honestly want to stay.. I met someone who keeps me happy. Again? I’ll miss you too, we have to video chat everyday.

#btw did you get the letter i submitted to alexa's account earlier?#c: claire

I heard about you and him. He better treat you well. Be careful, and if he hurts you then I'm on the next plane back to America, ok? We will. I love you, sis.

Why are mom and dad moving back? Do I have to go back too?

#ugh this is killing me i just want him to be like just KIDDING IM STAYING #c: claire

It's your choice. They're going for business again. You can stay, but I'll miss you.

You — you’re what?!

#happy birthday i upset two of your charas oops #c: claire

I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I honestly didn't expect this to happen!

Hey, Matthew! I haven’t seen you in a while. What do you need to tell me?

#omg this made me sad too #c: claire

I- I broke up with Alexa, and I'm going back to China with mom and dad.

Hey Claire, I need to tell you something.

#c: claire

You’re amazing as well, Matthew. I don’t think so either.. Pinky promise?

#pretend he gave her one last hug.#he wanted to tell her he loved her tbh but he didnt cause he knew it would hurt both of them #im going to submit his letter to her...#and ill message the main and let them know im dropping matthew tomorrow... ahhhhhh. such pain.#c: alexa

Not just a pinky promise -- pinky swear. I guess I should go pack, huh? Crazy. Keep me updated on your mom, and Luna, and Lightwood. And hey - once I settle down in Shanghai again, I'll send you some of my favorite Chinese candy. -- Goodbye Lexa.

#bringing back the promise from future wEEK BECAUSE MY TEARS #c: alexa

Alexa.. you're amazing. I don't think we ever got the timing right. But I promise, if we're both still single when we're... thirty, I'll come back for you.

I’ll miss you too..

#i am actually so sad #c: alexa

I know you want to go.. So go.. I promise to keep in contact this time. Maybe we are just better off as friends.. I don’t know, possibly…

Alexa... I would miss you so much...

I don’t know what I want. I just been going through a lot, don’t worry though. I’ll be fine.

If you don't know, then I don't know either.

Alexa... I don't know if this is just a rough patch in our relationship. Maybe we're just... better as friends? Did we put too much pressure on this, building our expectations up since we were young?

And I care about you too, that’s why I putting your feelings before mine. We’re talking now aren’t we..?

Ignore my feelings, what do you want?

I know we are now, but... I don't know. I feel like you aren't happy anymore. It's probably my fault. I've been distant, but still.

I know how much you love China and I know that you want to go back..

But I care about you way more than that.

I feel like we haven't been talking as much, and I want to talk to you about this before I make any kind of decision..

I uh.. said that if you want to go.. Go.. I don’t want to be holding you back..

I would rather be with you than move to China, but if that's not what you want...

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