I hate being alive

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@matthew7763
I hate being alive
Feel so fucking helpless, I feel like I’m just fucking existing. I feel like somebody’s playing with me. I hate this fucking feeling. I hate to fucking exist. It does not get better. Fuck fuck fuck fuck there’s so much I wanna say to you so much I can’t. I can’t believe you would do me like this. I felt it coming, but I never thought it would happen. I want to sleep for a long time.
I hope you’re happy
I wish I could as unbothered as you.
I get scared when things go right it feels like I'm waiting for it to go wrong again
I’m so tired of feeling so empty. I always used to think these thoughts would go away but I’m so depressed I hate it here and now its been years
I’m so tired of being the bad guy. I need to leave this world.
Why do I feel so alone in a room full of people.
Why do I feel like people treat me like I have no emotion.
Even you treat me like I’m gross. My mind is aimlessly angry at that.
Aimless and endless phone calls, texting, and talking. I miss it more than ever I feel like I’m just floating through space as all my piers fly past me.
I miss my old friends. Like everyone moved on but me :/.