everyone has shadows

I'm Matt, I sometimes catch criminals, sometimes dance and take my clothes off, sometimes I drink blood - on screen, people. Mainly, though, I am just happy to be alive in a world that can be beautiful if you let it. notreallymatt

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

What would I do without you, seriously… I’d long have died of caffeine withdrawal. God, I missed this. Way too little time for us lately. Well, you won’t be after I’m done with you tonight, my luv, I’ll promise you that… It’s just a few hours of tanning and being lazy until we get home, I think we can get through that. Just think of all the nice things I’ll do to you once we’re home…

Probably turn into the equivalent of the crazy old cat lady, a crazy old dog guy...? BUT you do have me, so no need to worry. Yes, me, too. The last months were kind of insane. I am really happy right now though, no work. I can completely focus on debauching you. I would hope so, my heart, or you would be doing something wrong. Alright, we can do this. I might even surf a little. And you know how very enthusiastic I sometimes get aferwards...Now who is the tease?

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

Too early in the morning for light saber jokes. Also, it’s entirely your fault. There. All oiled up and ready for tanning… Oops, slipped a little too deep there. Hmm, tight. Looking forward to later…

Awwww, my beloved grumpy caveman. I made my special roast for you. Thermo is in the bag. I packed the big one. A liter coffee should be enough. Of course it is my fault, it is also my merit. Naughty. And since you are the only one allowed to play there...how could I not be tight and eager for you? Ouch, alright. I will try to behave for...for how long do I have to?

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

Not quite yet… But the beach is not the right place to tie you up and suck you down until you come down my throat, screaming… For now, a little soaking.

That is true. Alright, I will tease the hell out of you on the way home then. Until you are so hot and bothered and ready to fuck me blind we will barely make it through the door. Well hello, I think your lightsaber just poked me. Guess you are right, a little soaking to cool my horny caveman down. 

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

Hmm, asking to be punished already? We’ve only just arrived… Hmm, you mean those parts? Yeah, those definitely need some oiling up.

Nope, not asking. I just stated a fact. I like punishing you as well, my love. The way you sound...delicious. And another fact. Thank you very much, those were exactly the parts I meant. Happy with your handiwork?

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

Not sure you deserve that, luv, after all that teasing… Then again, when could I ever resist you. Alright then, lay down. We don’t want any vital parts burned.

You love it when I tease you. And we both love it when you punish me...Hm, no, no more than I ever could. That is why we are so good together. Aye, aye, Master Jedi. Please do not forget the parts under my swim trunks...just to be on the safe side. 

[matthewbomerrpg]

Me! Memememememe! ME!

Apply! Applyapplyapplyapplyapply! APPLY

[matthewbomerrpg]

rylhighlanderrp:

Wait a second… Pretty sure that’s my job.

Hey, totally did not see you there at all...caressing me with your eyes.

Well, do your job, my heart! Put your hands all over my body.

[matthewbomerrpg]

The sun is shining, I am half naked and need someone to help me put on sun screen. Have to make sure it gets everywhere, right?

So, any volunteers?

[bustakate]

I’m sure deep down in there you have a mean streak. Everyone has them apparently, though it is difficult for me to find my own so I understand. Friends are amazing aren’t they? I can say the same for Aidy and Leslie. I can forgive you this time around but I expect an invitation to your guys’ fiftieth anniversary. It’s something you just have to let go of and who thought the people who raised you could so easily turn their backs? It’s disgusting really but I understand where your coming from. I’m glad you have removed them from your life though cause better days are coming. And why don’t you? Dude, you snagged a jedi and aren’t they supposed to be celibate? You better have some damn confidence. Even further than that is when you get a phone call saying you have been cast on the show….

A whole week? Whoa whoa whoa…. you never cleared that with me! Well I guess I can let you go live your life at this time yes. But after that something has to happen.

[matthewbomerrpg]

We should work together and try to find that mean streak in us. Maybe that way we can finally find it? Or maybe you and me are just really nice people. No worries though, I have your back and will glare at everyone who will not treat you right. Yes, they are. And the friends I have now I can always count on. You are too kind, for that you are already invited to the tenth anniversary. Yes, I never understood it. My earliest childhood memories are of my parents telling me they never wanted me and that there was something not right with me. My siblings always tormented me. The only one I had was my granny, she was completely shut out as well since she lived together with a woman...They were my strength until they died in my early twenties. Some of my best qualities I got from them. And they helped me find the courage to admit to myself that I am gay. I heard that but I caught myself a really naughty Jedi and I could not be happier about that. God, I really like your humor.

I am so sorry. I promise I will clear it with you first should I have to leave the town again. And I will bring you back a little gift this time, alright? Something will happen. I can already feel it in the air...

[rylangelina-blog]

Well then I have to say, the feeling is completely mutual. How can you not want to do something if you’re fortunate enough to be in a place in your own life where you’re able to help? – Good for you. I love hearing stories like that where things just turn out for the better and you come out stronger. Seven kids? Wow. Yes, I’ve got six. So yours are around my kids’ ages. Well, the younger ones, at least. We’ll just have to make sure we meet somewhere that will give us plenty of room for my bunch and yours combined.

[matthewbomerrpg]

Thank you very much. I hope you know how much I am holding back right now. I have that habit...I am a cuddler and hugger. But I learned the hard way to not hug people I just met. But yes, when you say so sweet things, I kind of want to hug you really bad. I could not agree more, when you have the means you should help those who are not as lucky as you are. I never thought I would find happiness, you know? After that nightmare of a marriage and my terrible childhood, I had all but given up. This town became my safe have an my new beginning. Yes, seven kids. I will leave tomorrow for a week but after that? I would love to invite you and all your kids over. Me have a really big house and an enormous garden. The kids can play, while we have the time to talk. I even promise to cook.

[rylangelina-blog]

Intimidated? I promise, I’m not that exciting. I’m just happy to be in a position where I’m able to give back a little. – Sorry to hear about your divorce. It’s always tough. They do say time heals all wounds. I’m glad things turned around for you. That’s wonderful. Sometimes, the bumps in the road are necessary to get to a better place you’d never have thought you’d be. – It’s lovely to meet you, Matt. I’m Angie. How old are your kids? We should get all of the kids together. I know my bunch would love to make new friends.

[matthewbomerrpg]

It is more all the things you have done so far. You do so much for those that need help and protection the most. I admire you for that. I fully agree with you, finally I am in a position where I am able to give back as well. Yes, it was bad. He was a very cruel man and tried to destroy me. But I came out stronger and now I am married to the love of my life. Maybe I really needed all the pain and hurt to become the person I am today. Together we have seven kids. I brought three boys and Ewan four girls into the marriage. Your youngest is five, the twins are eight, our oldest boy is eleven, our teen girls fourteen and the oldest is twenty. We really should, good thing we have such big garden. You have six kids, right? I am sure they will all get along wonderfully, our bunch is very welcoming.

[bustakate]

Nah, definitely not. Those who take advantage of the nice are weak. You can say it yes, but enough is enough man. Damn, that’s depressing. But good. I can’t even imagine what that is like but finding strength to go on and be happy is very brave. Yet I didn’t get invited?! Ha, no you did the right thing for sure. They seem like a bunch of douches to be honest, why would you even want them at your reception? Some thought I was an absolute lunatic at the time but I realized that if all I did was gay comedy like I did when I was in college I would be totally fine with that. SNL was just a dream then. Sounds like a fast food chain in competition with McDonalds. Being a Stark would suck majorly…in fact being any character in Games of Thrones would be. No Starbucks, or common decency? Next please.

So when are we going out? If your jedi can spare you that is.

[matthewbomerrpg]

Thank you for saying that. I am sometimes too nice, you know? And for a long time people used that against me but nobody as much as my ex-husband. I am over that now though. I am worth something and I will not waste time on those who want to make me feel less. I have to admit that without Ewan and the friends I found here...I have no idea where I would be today. Oh no, you are right. Can I do anything to make you forgive me? Yes, they are but I wanted to give them one last chance. My husband was quite upset about that though, that I called and only told him about it afterwards. He knows how much they hurt me. But yes, that is a thing of the past now. Wow, you really are as amazing as I always thought you were. I wish I had your confidence. Ha, yes it does. And our friends have way too much fun with that nickname. I think it sucks especially when your character is in any way related or friends with Ned Stark...means it is pretty sure you die.

How about next week? I have to leave town for a couple of days but I will be back next Tuesday. After that I have nothing planned. What do you say? Can you make it one more week without me?

[rylangelina-blog]

This whole ‘moving on’ thing is easier said than done. Especially when you’re stuck trying to sell a house you never wanted in the first place, horribly decorated by your soon to be ex. – I shouldn’t complain, though. The kids like it here so far, so, that’ll buy me some time while I try to figure everything else out.

[matthewbomerrpg]

I...am a little intimidated by you, to be honest. All you have done so far impresses me and I am not talking only about the movies. I admire you for everything you do to make this world a better place. And I am sorry...I know how it is to go through a bad divorce...mine almost destroyed me but then I came here and finally could heal. And now I am married again and have a real family for the first time in my life. Our kids would love to make it easier for yours to feel home here in no time at all. Oh...I am Matt, by the way. Sorry, should have started with that, right?

[hmukenny-blog]

So I arrive to a half empty town and immediately found that everyone had skipped to go to Munich?! If this doesn’t sum up my life perfectly, I don’t know what does. I’m Emilie and I am nothing if not bitter.

[matthewbomerrpg]

I am sorry almost nobody was here to welcome you. But we are all back now and ready to shower you with love. I am Matt and it is great to meet you, Emilie.

[bustakate]

Seriously, Mr. Your being far too nice for your own good. Thank you though. I might have difficulties accepting it but I will try, okay? A religious oops? Isn’t that fairly common though? When you really think about it that is. And you still don’t talk to them? My God, that’s harsh and terrible! I don’t understand some parents, truly. I can kind of understand you there but when I started my career I was around twenty-two and knew that I never wanted to lie and be something i wasn’t. I guess I have just been lucky that people have been more accepting of it. A jedi?! Damn, you must have some moves then. But you’ll always be the Bomer because putting the whole name together doesn’t roll off the tongue as easily. I bet your not looking forward to winter then….but my friend winter is coming. I think we will get along just fine.

[matthewbomerrpg]

I always have been but I have a feeling you will never take advantage of that. I will remind you now and then that you are crazily talented then. You can say that. My first memory is being three years old, getting woken up by a thunderstorm and finding myself all alone in the house...but that is the past and I decided to only look forward from on. They have hurt me long enough. No, I do not. I invited them to my wedding, trying to do the right thing, you know? But my parents and siblings made very sure they do not want to hear from me ever again. And I am finally fine with that. And that is one of the reasons I admire you so much, you always showed the world who you are. I guess I do. That is alright, for half the town we are still the McBomers. Nope, not at all. I do look forward to cuddle up to my husband to let him warm me up though. Winter is coming? Good thing we are not Stark’s then, right? They tend to not live all that long...I know we will.

[youstillstutterwhenyoulie-blog]

Same here to be honest. Yes we can! Yay, you’re so nice!

[matthewbomerrpg]

We should get together one day and watch our favorites. Of course, we Simpsons addicts have to stick together.

[royalhailey-blog]

Yes! That was the one. You found it? Oh my God, I’m so relieved. I don’t know how it ended up in the spa, though… I haven’t even been over there yet.

[matthewbomerrpg]

Great, here. I am glad I could help. That is weird though. I found it on a shelf by the sauna. Mysterious. But you got it back and that is all that counts in the end, right? So, how do you like Germany so far?