Mattie

any prns!!!

[mattie555]

a wound that won’t heal

a scar that doesn’t fade

the taste of blood that won’t leave your mouth

the feeling of hands ghosting your body

a drum droning over and over in your chest repeatedly beating in your ear

the blood in your veins burning, aching, begging for release

your bare feet on the cold, harsh, unforgiving soil

all the things that reminded you of death

all the things that made you alive

[ingydars]

[deuteragonized]

the way he says my name

is like free verse poetry

far surpassing the old masters

[mattie555]

there is a muzzle around my mouth because I am too loud

but I'm berated for my silence

my wings were cut because flying wasn't aloud

their sounds hitting the cage were too much

and

I snarl when scared

I bite when hurt

I run when threatened

my claws remove because I wasn't docile

my senses were dulled

and feelings muted

because my growls were too aggressive

my scratches went too deep

and

I was just a pet you loved too much

I was just an animal who couldn't be bound

[mattie555]

Renovation

tiny flecks glisten on my floor

it’s either glitter or broken glass from my mirror

or it’s the city lights we danced on

maybe it’s shining dreams cutting slivers in my feet

it’s the reflection from the lake rippling from skipping stones

it’s the roughed and tumble sea rocks hidden in sparkling sand

maybe it’s just glass or shattered memories throughout my floor

[mattie555]

it’s not fair to love something so much that it hurts

it’s not fair to be ruined by the purest thing we have on earth

i could not live without love

but i can’t stand the pain i have because of it

i love you till i die

[gatual]

@miniyeo happy dita day (≧∇≦)/🍓💕🥰💕🌸🌺💌🌷

[valtsv]

cop car by mitski *levitates off my bed while my telekinesis spins everything around the room in a tornado*

[mattie555]

i remember how it feels to be angry

to feel your whole face turn red

and have your body on fire

i don’t miss the hurt

i just miss the passion

i miss the fire and warmth

i hate the anger but love the spark

[mattie555]

Our hands are canyons

Each crevice fills with blood instead of water

Our hands are canyons covered with glass and dirt

Our hands are canyons sacred and burned

Our hands are canyons holding on to the earth

[mattie555]

Little girl who is matches

 ignites lover who is gasoline

She holds on to your hand a little tighter

because the smoke is getting to much

Little girl surrounded by ash

where is your lover now? 

[mattie555]

Scratching your eyes out

You make me sick

I hate you

It’s you

It’s always you

You

You

You

I will never be so low

You will never ever be above me

[mattie555]

I am the chain

Unmovable

Resistant 

Heavy

I scar your floors

I break your ankle

I am the chain

That can’t be unlocked

I’m the chain that is forgotten

I’m the chain left to rust

[becomingpoet]

The Aries in me wants your blood.

[moonlights-tears]

The Aries in me wants your blood

To watch it flow like a flood

From knife point to sharpened teeth

No kind words will make me sheeth

[becomingpoet]

The bloodlust burning in my eyes

The Aries in me wants your surrender

To hear you admit defeat in battle

No other words will stay my hand

[env0]

The drumbeat pounding in my ears

To give no rest to restless spears

The Aries in me wants you to resist

No nobler purpose there is to exist

[halfdeadhands]

“she’s not scared of me, but she is terrified of what i might do to me”

[mattie555]

If our love is cold

I wouldn’t survive winter

If our love was heat

I would be on fire

[mattie555]

You

I know this pain is you

It’s you tearing my heart

It’s you who makes my throat sores

Lulling I love you

It’s has always been you

It will always be you