[mauvegoddess]

Welcome to my Tumblr profile!

Basic Info

Real name: Erika (preferred name: Riley)

Age: 26

Gender: Librafeminine

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Heteroflexible, Aroflux, Demisexual, Graysexual

Location: Midwest USA

Hobbies: Writing, gaming, listening to music, video and photo editing

Most favorite characters: Niko Bellic (GTA 4), Pavel (GTA Online), Juan Strickler (GTA Online), Arthur Morgan (RDR2), John Marston (RDR1/2), Grim Reaper (The Sims games)

Current fictional crushes: Pavel (GTA Online)

Former fandoms I was in (childhood-teen years): Thomas & Friends (classic model-early CGI eras), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2003 and 2012 series), Five Nights at Freddy's

What I write: Fanfictions (mostly smut), original stories (very rarely)

Favorite music: Anything, as long as I like it

What to expect to see on my profile: Random shit/thoughts, stuff about my life, me simping over any fictional crushes, headcanons, fanfics, moodboards, edited pictures and videos, short gameplay videos, gameplay screenshots, reblogs of various posts

Check out my fanfictions and other stuff!

Fanfictions

My AO3

(You can also read my GTA Online smut fanfics here!)

Original/Fan Characters

GTA Online: Grace, Luca

Songs For In-Game Radio Stations

Songs for games I play that I handpicked and think "feel official" (just because I like the idea of adding "alternate" radio songs). I personally use these songs, and I decided to provide them in the links below for you to use, too.

I am also working on these folders, so occasionally, there may be some new songs added.

These songs are also properly named/formatted, so no need to edit any audio files and manually add the artist names and song names. Especially for GTA V, songs are already formatted in the style of GTA V's radio (all letters in the main artist name capitalized, every beginning letter in the song title capitalized)... just because lol.

Computer platform users: Simply download the audio files you want, and paste them in your game's custom music folder ("User Music" for GTA V/Online, "Custom Music" for The Sims 3, "Custom Music" subfolders for The Sims 4).

Console users: There is unfortunately no way to add songs directly into your game(s). For a "workaround," add these songs to a music streaming app, such as Spotify, and stream the music in the background as you play.

Grand Theft Auto V/Online (including a bonus song: "Gettin' Money" by Burna Boy from The Cayo Perico Heist)

The Sims 3

The Sims 4 (Note: You need this mod for the modded stations - Country, JamBands, Rave, but use the vanilla stations if you are strictly a vanilla player. You also need the Island Living expansion pack for Island Radio. [But you can safely ignore my Island Radio and Rave stations since these are mainly for party events. You can still download any of the songs from these stations if you want them, though.])

My Other Accounts

Discord: mauve.goddess

Reddit: -AutisticSweetheart-

[mauvegoddess]

Y'all ever have a WIP that you think you're truly sticking with, and think no other ideas would come up to interrupt that WIP? Then, there's that one new idea that SUDDENLY hits you, and you're too tempted to start working on it... but you're now indecisive about which work to focus on first because you also don't wanna abandon your WIP?

Honestly, that's how I feel right now. My current WIP is that fanfic of Pavel with the reader (which, a little update on that: Don't worry... yes, I finally got to the smut part, but I still have to write a lot of it. And I think the fanfic may be posted late, so I'm sorry for that. I'm expecting maybe late July it'll be up. I say "expecting," so I can't guarantee it.), but now, I just randomly thought of another fanfic idea... and I don't know if I should begin to actually write it. I want to, but also, I feel like I don't wanna ditch my current WIP (even if it's just temporary). 😵‍💫

I mean... I could always just jot it down as a note, but still, I feel too tempted to begin on it. 😅

I won't directly say what idea I have in mind, but I can just say this as a hint: It involves two canon characters who are also in GTA Online and first appeared in one DLC, then later returned in a more recent DLC. 👀

[mauvegoddess]

Bro...

What.

The.

Fucking.

Fuck.

Did.

Cockstar.

Do.

ANOTHER nerf?

I know some of the other heists got the same treatment, but I feel like the change to Cayo Perico was unnecessary. Personally, I don't see why Cockstar had to change it... and I'm not counting the most likely reason (greed).

I mean, if they kept the last payout nerf... yes, that nerf was annoying, but it's honestly way fucking better than... whatever this new shit payout is. And my point is... that last nerf probably still wouldn't pay as much as Kortz Center does. People likely would touch KC more... but I can see that's definitely happening now with this new nerf.

Cockstar just be ruining this heist update after update. Smh.

And by the way, no, a single nerf isn't going to entirely ruin things for me, to the point I no longer want to do anything with this heist. Hell no, it's not going that far. I still love the heist's story, characters (especially Pavel 👀💕), etc, and I sure as hell will still write fanfics with Cayo characters. In terms of the game and actually playing the heist, I may just not play it a lot now with the new payout.

(Yes, I intentionally spelled "Rockstar" as that.

And excuse my computer screen.)

[mauvegoddess]

So, while I wrote a lot of words so far in my new Pavel/Reader smut fanfiction, I ain't even at the sexual part yet... and I think I've been procrastinating too much because I thought I would've had more words by now. 🫤

I believe I started on this fic like June 22 or 23. Writing 1.6k words seems like a lot, but at the rate I usually write, writing 1.6k words in 2 (almost 3) weeks feels slow to me. But I've been dealing with a lot of things like stress, plus slacking off playing games (especially GTA Online because I've been grinding a lot for the upcoming heist). I'm doing what I can to write, though, and if I feel I won't post it soon enough, I'll update y'all about it. 😅

And yes, I wrote 1.6k words of non-smut parts. I wanted to write some romantic build-up, so the fic will be half non-sexual, half sexual... with some more romantic moments near the end. 👀

I considered also adding a "porn without plot" version along with the original fic, in case people prefer when a smut fic jumps into the action. I think what I'll do is post the original on AO3, add a second chapter, copy the original fic, remove just the first half, write an alternative beginning that hints at the relationship between the reader and Pavel being built up, and then the fic continues like normal when the smut part comes in. And maybe, just for the sake of it, I'll leave the sweet ending, too. Then, I'll post that in the second chapter.

I'll also include in the description or tags that a "porn without plot" version is available on the second chapter.

Most of my smut fics are "porn without plot" anyways, so if some people don't like "porn with plot" ones, I'll just make a copy. 🫡

Note: If you're wondering what app that is in the pic above, that's Notesnook. It's primarily a note-taking app, but I find the UI/layout + some features fanfiction writing-friendly.

[mauvegoddess]

Snatched up RDR2 while the Steam sale is going on. I missed playing this game after I got rid of my Xbox console, and I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I'M ABLE TO REPLAY IT- 😭❤️

The only thing is that there's no goddamn way my computer would run it, even if it runs GTA 5 just fine, so how I'm playing it is just through cloud streaming. 😅

Still, I can play it this way... and I'm just TOO EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO PLAY THROUGH THE STORY AGAIN AAAAHHH- 😭

[anxietyproblem]

[thememedaddy]

[mauvegoddess]

NEW IN-PROGRESS PROJECT, LET'S GOOOO

Fucking hell, I'm probably gonna be re-reading this shit imagining me in it. Like... just imagining this man completely wreck me...

I mean... do whatever you want to me, Pavel. I'll let you destroy me. 🥵

LMFAO I'M SO SORRY-

Real talk, though, I should expect to have this fic up before July 22. I'm challenging myself to write it before the draft gets deleted.

[mauvegoddess]

For all my fellow Sims 3 and 4 PC/Mac players who like custom songs in their games... just for the sake of me making alternate Sims music/track lists for my games, I wanted to share the lists I made in case anyone wanted the same songs. I'm still working on the folders, so I may sometimes update them if I find more songs. 😄

But what I mean by "alternate" - basically, if EA used different songs for the radios in both games. Idk, I just like the idea of adding songs that sound like they'd fit the vibe of the games, and even have Simlish covers, if EA picked them. 👀

I am trying to find ones that really scream "Sims 3/4 vibes", so if any sound off, like they wouldn't fit in the games, I'm sorry for that.

You can download whatever songs you want here:

Sims 3 Music

Sims 4 Music (⚠️ Note: If you also want the Country and JamBands stations, you need this mod! ⚠️ Otherwise, if you're a vanilla player, you can put the country and rock songs in any of the vanilla stations.)

Also, for the Sims 4 radio folders, you don't have to download any of the songs in Island Radio or Rave, unless you want to. Those are just folders with songs I made for certain environments, like Island Radio for beach parties on Sulani, and Rave (also a radio station you need to download in the mod I linked) for nightclubs. 😅

Y'all enjoy! 😏

Also, I know JamBands is a station from another Sims game, and it doesn't really play rock, but eh... I guess as a mod, it works as a rock station for Sims 4. And I tried this other mod that had a custom rock station... but that doesn't work. 🙃

Plus, when building the Country and JamBands folders, I thought of them as "what if EA had a mainstream country and a (non-metal) rock station in TS4" tracklists, and personally, I think the ones I picked sound good lol. It's probably also weird to see a My Chemical Romance song in the rock folder, but lowkey, I think that song works. 🫣

[mauvegoddess]

So... I decided to give in to my temptation and share this community lot I built... even though I also feel a bit intimidated doing this because I am no expert builder, and I almost never share creations for others to use. 😅

But whatever. If you want a Gothic/macabre nightclub in your game, here are some preview images (before I give the link), just so you get an idea of what the club looks like. 👀

Sorry if it looks like shit. Like I mentioned, I'm not really a builder + not fully used to TS3's build/buy mode (since I'm still new to this game). Even in TS4, a game that I played for like 3 years or so, I don't build that well. But I'm more of a "actively playing with my Sims" player, not a "I build and design lots" player. 🫠

This lot is inspired by Club Eternity from TS4: Life & Death expansion pack. By "inspired by," I basically mean that it is not an exact rebuild and has elements pulled from/based on that nightclub, but (again) it's not a copy-and-paste kinda lot.

And why base it on Club Eternity? Well, I'll just say... Life & Death being my most favorite Sims 4 pack + wanting a macabre/goth nightclub in TS3 but couldn't find any decent nightclub lots online to use + randomly thinking of basing a nightclub on Club Eternity = this Sims 3 lot being made. 😏

Before you download, just some quick things to note:

Built on a 40x40 lot in Moonlight Falls (but you can place it in any world if you'd like, just make sure you put it on a lot size of at least 40x40).

Base game + Late Night + Supernatural items were used. There are probably items from Ambitions, though I can't remember if I used anything from this pack. If I did and you don't have Ambitions, you don't really need to worry because I likely only used one or two items.

I tried avoiding using CC and store items. If any non-pack item comes up as missing, please let me know.

You can find the file here on Google Drive. A readme document is also in the folder for additional info on the lot, including installation/usage instructions and ways you can reach out to me if you have any issues or questions with the lot. I also attached the same pictures I put here if you still need to look at pics of it. 😄

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[mauvegoddess]

As for that post I made the other day about combining Sims 3 elements into Sims 4, I happened to find more a few mods...

And I decided to make a list of those mods + tips about other stuff. 😏

I won't say much here; I'll just let the document explain for itself. 👀

[dear-ao3]

[dannyd0texe]

POV: You get thrown into the panther’s cage and is now awaiting your death sentence

[keravnous]

juan “el rubio” strickler (gta v online) + instagram

 I’ll just blame one of @fortzancudos anons for this

[introvertsnation]

If you know you know @introvertsnation

My Instagram | Youtube

[mauvegoddess]

My friend recently started over with a new character, just for the sake of starting fresh. I helped her with her (not literally) first Cayo Perico Heist, and I gotta say... the very first heist you do is nostalgic for some reason.

Plus, I just had to get some pics, especially ones of El Rubio because he's my favorite GTA antagonist. 👀

I also don't know why I say it's "nostalgic." I mean, it was only 5 years ago that the heist came out. Not like it had been 10 years or whatever lol. 🙃

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