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A musical supernatural episode where cas breaks out into Jenny (I wanna ruin our friendship)

#lol #dean breaks out into The Heart is a Muscle #sigh ive logged in again #I have music recorded finally #my job keeps me pretty busy friends #if I'm not working I'm sleeping #supernatural #spn

oh you guys are in so much trouble its midnight and I just finished writing a supernatural song which I haven’t done in YEARS

its called

EMPTY

:)

#you know its the supernatural for me #its the angst for me #its the HEARTBREAK for me #:)#this is for my homies messaging me saying they remember listening to my music #lets relive our past selves together #2020 has been hashtag too much #supernatural

so I was playing Still (Deans Song i) today for the first time in like years and I just I JUST one of the last lines is “this time I'll save you not the other way around” I just FEEL it would have been a beautiful full circle if DEAN had saved CAS from the EMPTY like CAS had saved DEAN from HELL I'm just SAYING I wrote this a million years ago and I still think its a GOOD IDEA

#I'm just SAYING #the first song I ever wrote for supernatral #I'm so sorry dean I wanted so much more for you #sigh I'm recording but at what cost #the feelings #are imense #my inner 17 year old is having a hard time #supernatural

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Angel With A Shotgun (Acoustic Cover)

I heard this song the other day and I really like it but I think everything sounds better acoustic so…

I changed it a lot a little but it’s still the same song.

I feel really late to the party with this song. better late than never.

Possibly gonna re-do every song ever written acousticallyyy

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I am SAD >:(

#and this song makes me SADDER #I am now hurting MYSELF #my past self is HURTING me #imma re record this one too #I have recording equipment now #I can make it better #supernatural

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Dumb Ways to Die Supernatural Style

okAY THIS SONG HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD SINCE I HEARD IT AND I’M SORRY

idk the whole concept seemed to fit just go with it (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

(I used Winchester deaths and Castiel’s deaths lord there are so many i was googling at one point)

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get crushed by a falling desk, or accidently killed by an axe

get attacked by an angry dog, talk to a homeless guy and then get shot

dumb ways to die, so many dumb ways to die

dumb ways to di-i-i-ie, so many dumb ways to die

get struck by lightning , or get stabbed by jake talley

stop your heart so you talk to death, have some pissed off hunters shoot you in your chest

get hit by a car, poisoned by a large taco

slip to your death in the shower, electrocute yourself with an automatic shaver

get stabbed in the gut by an angel, be blown up twice by two more

choke on a big ol’ sausage, then sell your soul to save your brother

sell your soul to save your dying son

make a deal with a demon to save your husband

get dragged off a table and be mauled by hellhounds

try to save all heaven and be killed by leviathan

jump into a hell pit while possessed by lucifer

i am not finished yet but i’m sure there’s a few more

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I need to re-record this I have some deaths I feel like including >:(

#supernatural #I am HURT

Alright friends I'm a full on adult with a full time job and I haven’t watched supernatural since season ten a.k.a I have no idea what the hell has happened the past few years but I saw supernatural was ending and decided to read the synopsis for the last few episodes and let me tell you I am SAD.

So sad in fact I need to work through this by playing all the songs I wrote for this show ten years ago.

I found some messages from some peeps from back in the day in my inbox and I've replied to all of you and I also have no idea when you sent those messages because this whole situation is not date stamped (but you all seemed to have messaged pretty recently like in the last 12 months?)

It looks like a good majority of you are still following me so I figure what the hell lets like reminisce or whatever and I'm going to sing my feelings out until my little heart can’t no more.

Please enjoy me mourning some characters that were special to me when I was a teenager :)

#supernatural #you have hurt me once more #when I thought I didn't even care #and that I had moved on #when I haven't even watched you #when I've only seen gifs #I am hurt #for castiel I am hurt #for dean I am hurt #for sam I am hurt #therefore I sing about it #like a musical #except its just me and my guitar #being sad

i found a folder on my hard drive from 2012 and it had a heap of songs i'd written back in the day and never recorded. i decided to record them in 2019.

"Blue" Original

take in one more sigh to get me through tonight i’m sure you're here but i look like i’m talking to sky

so who am i talking to i look up and i all i see is blue its not enough to understand i cant leave this up to chance

there are lives that will burn and yet still you wont return for faith to bleed away i wont leave this up to fate

all i see is blue

i don’t want it to fall apart but they say i have to much heart too much love and too much sense of right that i cant save the world at all and as punishment i will fall as punishment i will fall

#castiel @ god #lol #i'm having flashbacks this was really fun #2012 was a simpler time #lost tracks #blue #original song #music #supernatural #castiel #maxamust #max-t #maxmusic #i havent watched #spn #since season 9 #i wonder if this is still like relevant in any way #where my 2012 homies at

i just found a folder on my hardrive from 2012 with about ten original songs id written and never recorded. ive decided to record them becuase i’m having a midlife crisis at 26.

#logging into an old account about content i dont even watch anymore lol #stay tuned for nostalgia

i havent logged into this account in a long time

#i wonder if anyone is floating around here still...#how many years #so many