MD_19s Delusions @maxdata-19 - Tumblr Blog

I feel like my most intimate relationship is with pain

Visit Original Link

(Clive*)

I don't have any one to talk to about any of the things I've been going through recently and part of me feels like I'm gonna loose my mind 😅

blasphemousclaw

ref pics for my miserable nightfolk tarnished u_u

dedoxy

After binge-watching too much lore ... I got myself into playing Elden Ring ... it was only a matter of time :'> This is my Tarnished Roach ! True to his name, he keeps coming back every time he gets killed.

binglesmile

Adis, my Nightfolk Tarnished!

Do I hate being gay or just hate being alive 🤧

I hate being a gay man so much!!!

theblvcksupreme

The intensity of the jealousy I feel every time I see a couple 🤧

I think I just went through my first heartbreak lol

These past couple of months have been a really interesting time of processing cus I never really thought of it this way till now. Low-key embarrassing how it took this long and this age for me to experience something so adolescent in nature. First valentine. First time thinking I was being seen & all I can do now is forget. The lessons learned aren't going anywhere but I don't want the memories anymore. 6 months concludes with an even more heightened sense of my disposability LoL. It all feels so unnecessary now.