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Warning: tooth rotting, fluff, mention of death, little bit of angst, happy ending.
Summary: Ending up widowed with a kid was never in your cards. Will moving away solve your issues?
Word count: 6.7k
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This is definitely not how you imagined your life to end up like. Being a parent was never in your cards..- Let me rephrase. Being an alone parent was never in your cards.
After your wives passing, you were devastated. Understandably so, you lost your wife in a tragic accident and you were left with your daughter to raise.
It was a horrible timing but for the better of your daughter you had to be strong. So, the past 7 years, as she grew up you knew you needed a fresh start.
Somewhere that doesn't remind you of your late wife. You knew you had to break the news to your daughter and the surrounding family.
But at the same time, you knew they would understand. Somehow, even your sister decided to move away with you, to help you settle and have your daughter be comfortable with someone she knew around.
You agreed and just like that, you moved. Obviously it took a little longer than just like that. But you managed and felt very proud of yourself for being able to do all of this.
You were glad that your sister went with you. She was with Talia whilst you worked very hard. It was slightly exhausting but with almost a year behind you.
You managed to secure yourself a place in the company, getting paid well enough with your experience that you did hybrid work. Sometimes being at the company, sometimes at home.
But it was mostly at home since you had to take care of your daughter. Even though you lived here almost a full year, you never took notice of the neighbours.
Until your sister stopped taking Talia to school, and it was now your responsibility. You never even knew Talia even made friends that lived close by.
It was until you were busy in your office when you heard quiet chatting. You were confused so naturally you went to check it out.
You found your daughter on a stool, talking over the balcony to two boys. You raised your brows at her and cleared your throat. Causing the younger girl to look over at you.
"Hello mommy." She spoke as she smiled at the sight of you.
You walked up to her as you placed your hand on her back and kissed the top of her head. "Who are you talking to?"
Her attention turned to the two boys that were smiling wide at you from the other side of the gap that separated your balcony from theirs. "That's Tommy and Billy. They are both from my class."
You hummed, as they muttered a hello to you. "Well, nice to meet you boys, but unfortunately I will have to take Talia away, she has some homework to do."
They whined in disappointment but that's how life was. Just as you were about to let Talia get off the stool. Tommy's light bulb lit up as he quickly blurted out. "Can we go outside to the park tomorrow, so she is done with homework and rested?"
You could see how her eyes lit up at the idea. She looked up at you with so much hope that you would agree. You couldn't disagree, even if you had a meeting tomorrow, you could just not attend it.
So you agreed. Though you never met Tommy's or Billy's parents, you hoped they were just as mannered as the boys. "Alright then, we will be at the park across the street after lunch."
They all cheered, and that brought pure joy to your heart. You managed to pull Talia away from the cheers and made her focus on her homework.
It wasn't anything hard, just some easy math that the teacher set. You wanted that done for her so she was ready and rested for the next day.
And that's what was happening, she was too excited that almost every time she asked if it was the time to go. All morning and all through lunch.
Almost nearly rushed out the door before getting fully clothed for the weather. But you couldn't do anything about it, you loved seeing her excitement.
As you settled down on the bench near by, watching as your daughter rushed towards the slides, as you both awaited the arrival of the boys and their parents.
You took your phone out as you quickly typed out an email and sent it. Before you knew it, there were cheers and screams that pulled your attention towards the boys reuniting with Talia.
You smiled at the sight, but that short lived when a voice made its way to your ears. "Aren't they just cute?"
You looked over, seeing the most beautiful woman that could've sat next to you. She looked at you at no response, smiling ever so gently towards you.
Her hand reached out as she spoke up again. "Sorry, I didn't introduce myself. I'm Wanda. Wanda Maximoff, Tommy's and Billy's mom."
You almost forgot how to speak, but you managed to pull yourself together. "Y/n Y/l/n. Talia's mom."
"Right.. So the other woman is..?" She asked as she slightly narrowed her eyes in curiosity.
You chuckled softly as you knew she meant your sister. "If you mean the redhead, she's my sister. She has been taking care of Talia until recently."
Wanda hummed in acknowledgement. "Well, I'm glad to finally meet you Mrs L/n"
You shook your head. "Please, call me Y/n. I'm not married." Yeah it because you were widowed.
"Well in that case, call me Wanda." She was polite just like you hoped the boys parents would be.
Her eyes dropped to your hand that had a ring but decided against asking. She only just met you, yet the feeling of wanting to know everything about you lingered.
Before you could say anything, Talia rushed over with the boys. "Mommy! Mommy!"
You looked over to check for any injuries. "Yes, darling?"
"There is an ice cream truck. Can we get ice cream?" She begged with those little puppy eyes.
"Isn't it a little cold for ice cream?" You asked but you knew her response.
"Well, we can take them to Tommy's and Billy's house." She came right out with it, putting you in this position of not really know how to get out of it.
"I don't think we should barge into Wanda's house like that." You spoke softly to your daughter, dusting off some leaves that got stuck to her coat.
She pouted a little bit and so did the boys. Wanda jumped into rescue. "How about after school on Monday, we can have ice cream and we watch a movie?"
They beamed at Wanda's words, almost ecstatic at the idea. You smiled at Talia. Her little cute jumps at the thought of spending more time with the boys.
She turned to you as she hugged you. "You are the best mommy in the entire world."
Now you couldn't say no to her, besides this could be a good opportunity to get to know Wanda better. They all ran off to continue their little play date.
"So? are you going to come?" She asked, just to confirm that you were definitely coming.
"Yeah, I don't think I got much to do at the office anyway, so I am free." Your eyes met hers, there was a slight beam of joy at your words.
"Perfect, I will have everything prepared then." She said with a much more happier tone.
You looked at the time on your watch, seeing a message that popped up. You frowned slightly as you took your phone out. "Ah shit.."
You looked up at her, before standing up. Shoving the phone in your pocket. "Look, I hate to cut things short. But my sister doesn't have any transport back home, so I have to go get her."
Wanda smiled in understandment. "I get it, my brother does the same almost all the time."
The slight worry disappeared at her words. She wasn't mad, she was understanding you. She wasn't going to scold you for having to ran away, she was happy to even have met you.
"Thank you." You breathed out before turning and calling Talia over with the boys chasing after her.
"Look kid, we have to go, but we are going to Miss Wanda's house on Monday so you can play with the boys then." You explained, and even though she was a little sad.
Her little hand slipped into yours before she spoke up. "Thank you Miss Wanda for letting Billy and Tommy to play with me."
You watched Wanda's reaction and it almost made your heart beat out of your chest at it. She smiled widely at Talia. "That's alright, I'm glad Tommy and Billy have you as their friend. They only speak about you all the time."
You didn't even know she had such an impact on the boys lives. It was a moment like this that made you feel glad that you moved. Wanda looked up at you with a warm smile.
"Okay, we have to go before your aunt blows up my phone." You had to cut it short even if you didn't want to.
But before yous walked off, Billy and Tommy hugged Talia and muttered a see you soon. Letting her hand reunite with yours as you both made your way back to your car.
After finally finding your sister and coming back home a little while later. Getting to put Talia to sleep and having a breather with your sister.
She was sitting on the counter as she observed you. "So Talia told me about her little play date at the park today."
You hummed as you kept scrolling down your phone, hearing what she was saying yet not paying much attention. Before your sister made another comment.
"Meaning you had the chance to meet Wanda.." She stopped right at the end when your eyes met hers, in a curious look.
"Yeah, so what about it?" You asked, as you grabbed your cup of coffee that you have been sipping on for the past half an hour.
"Well?" She stopped as if you could read her mind on what she wanted you to say. She huffed. "Come on, you can’t tell me that this woman doesn’t have the looks of a goddess."
You rolled your eyes at her words and looked back at your phone again. This wasn’t the conversation you wanted to have.
"You would be crazy to not admit it Y/n." She spoke up again to get your attention.
"Yeah I can admit she’s pretty but you already know my opinion on this subject" You mumbled it out as you kept scrolling, not even paying attention to what you are suppose to be reading.
"Your opinion sucks, you have a chance to find yourself a new partner and you’re stuck with your way." She spoke up but before she could think twice on what she said.
Your eyes shot up at her. "What do you mean I’m stuck in my ways? Valkyrie is dead, Natasha. My wife is dead and I am simply still processing how to live without her."
She sighed at your words. "That’s not what I meant Y/n, I’m just worried about you. It’s been almost a decade…"
"Just leave me be Nat.." You said it without much effort to even wanting to start this discussion. You been avoiding talking about her death as much as you can.
"I'm sorry Y/n but you know it's something Val would've wanted. For you to move on with someone who can make you happier in those dark times." She spoke up before you could move a muscle to run away from this conversation.
"What about what I want? Do you think I wanted to raise a child on my own?" You asked, it was hard to deal with a lot of things. Realising how alone you are with everything was a big deal.
Natasha sighed as she hopped off and walked over to you. Hugging you because she knew how much you hated people looking at you when you were about to cry.
"You're not on your own. You have me. You have Yelena. Mom. You know they would jump at the opportunity to help you." She spoke softly as her hand softly rubbed your back.
You were grateful for all of this. Their constant support, the fact that Natasha was here with you. She contributed to rent and bills however she could.
You pulled away from her, sending a smile and a kiss on the cheek. Before deciding to go into your room. You were tired with everything and if you were honest you had a long week ahead of you.
As Monday rolled around, after school rolled in. Talia was excited for everything that was planned for her and the boys. As you walked over to Wanda's door, your phone rang.
Talia was already banging on the door whilst you answered the phone. Seeing how Wanda peaked out to see you on the phone, before letting your daughter in to see the boys.
You hanged up and with a sad smile, Wanda already knew. "Go, I will take care of her."
You wasn't sure how, but you thanked her before rushing over to the office. Some deadline was needed to be met today otherwise everything that was worked for was going to be trashed.
After long hours you finally managed to get home. You realised that you had Talia to pick up. So, you strolled out of your apartment as you quietly knocked on the smaller redheads door.
She opened the door with a robe around her body. Covering what you guessed was her nightgown. You kept your eyes on her face as a way to show your respect for her.
"Talia is asleep on the couch." She indicated as she let you in, watching as you looked for her little head.
"God, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to drop her on you. It was very last minute needed meeting." You apologised, being extremely tired.
She smiled at your words as she waved it off, and lead you towards her kitchen that was just in the corner. "Don't apologise. The kids had so much fun that it was literally no big deal."
You leaned on the counter with your hip as you watched her. "I own you one. Now I need to get her back into her bed before she wakes up."
She knew if she let you go now, it will be a while til she sees you again. "How about I make you a tea before you go?"
You agreed and the next half an hour, you both spent on finding out things about each other, whilst also exchanging numbers.
"I should head back." You looked down at your cup, that was empty now.
She hummed to acknowledge your words. "Wait, so what company do you work in?"
"Oh you know the main one in the city, the only one with the biggest logo across the building." You answered her back.
"Oh. Why didn't you say? I am the daughter of the owner." She told you, a little shocked at your words.
You raised your brows at her. "What? Really?"
She smirked slightly. "No, but I like that you believed me."
You rolled your eyes playfully, before placing the cup down the sink and making your way to Talia. She was sound asleep, hugging the pillow her head was almost falling from.
You lifted her up and held her close to you as she cuddled into you and slept like nothing. You walked over to the door that Wanda already had a little bit cracked opened.
"I will see you around." You whispered before leaving and making your way to your place. Placing her down in her bed before finally hitting your own pillow and passing out like a baby.
As months flew by, you had gotten closer to Wanda. She was really amazing. Always there whenever you had an issue. Last minute calls and she was always ready to help you out.
That's what you liked about her. There was a load of gratefulness when it came to her. No matter what, you owned her a lot.
Which is the reason why you decided to invite her to a little gathering your friends held. It just felt right to have Wanda come with you as your plus one.
Your sister encouraged you to ask her out and that's what you did. You asked and she agreed to accompany you to this gathering.
It was out of town but Wanda didn't mind. You both had a room secured in the guest room down the basement. There wasn't enough rooms for yous to have separate beds so yous had to make do.
Natasha was taking care of the boys whilst yous were drinking away any worries that were settling in your minds. Your friends were thrilled to see you with a new woman.
An arm candy as they called her. They complimented her left and right, showed respect and appreciation for being by you. Yet she was a little confused to what she was 'by you' for.
You never mentioned your late wife. There was just never the right time, but for your luck no one mentioned anything. You were drunk and so was Wanda.
She was laughing and if you weren't this drunk, you would notice how touchy she was with you. Every laugh that came out of her mouth, her hand would land on your arm.
Even your own hands had their own minds. Somehow finding their way to her lower back. Letting her know you were there. And your friends saw all of it.
Because out of everyone, you and her were the most shitfaced. They were so going to tease you about it later. As the party died down, you decided to go back into you room with Wanda.
Stealing a bottle of wine on the way there, the snickering from both of yous as you both tiptoed to the room down the hall. You opened the bottle and took a sip.
Passing it to Wanda before watching as she took a lot of sips. Letting out a laugh before closing the door. "Save me some."
She pulled her mouth away from the bottle, and it was in that moment where it clicked. Watching as a string of saliva stretched from between the tip of the bottle and her lips.
They looked so kissable. So, the only reasonable idea in this drunk state of mind was to kiss her. So you did. You grabbed her by her hips and pulled her in.
Drunk with Wanda. Your neighbour that was in your arms right now, dropped the bottle of wine onto the floor. The luck yous had was unimaginable. The bottle was a little bit more than half empty as you both hurried to take each other clothes off.
You never acted like this, ever. You were thrilled from knowing how to keep everything under control but this was way past your control. Way past your limit and in this very moment you loved it.
You loved the sounds that were coming out of Wanda’s mouth. The way her eyes sparked and her neediness was evidently marked on you.
You wasn’t sure if you would remember this but you hoped you would. Her skin was soft under your hand as you caressed her curves.
A soft moan left your mouth when her teeth buried themselves inside the side of your neck. Leaving a clear mark as day that she was branding you.
Two drunk adults making a choice that was going to affect yous in some sense. That's what you felt when you woke up in the morning.
Wanda's naked body pressed against you. Her face laying in the crook of your neck whilst she slept peacefully, and for your luck, you remembered every thing you said and did that lead to this.
But you couldn't help but feel safe. The way her soft hands laid on your body keeping you warm in the embrace. You wasn't sure what that meant for the both of you.
Whether this was just sex or this meant a serious commitment on your part. You just woke up after having drunk sex with your neighbour.
The voices outside your room woke Wanda up. But she didn't move, she stayed perfectly still, trying to process if this was real. "I know what you are thinking.."
That caused her to look up, not expecting you to be awake. "How did this happen?"
Her tone was wary of her words, zero movement in her body as she tried to piece last nights event. There was a slight pain appear in your eyes at her question.
"Party finished and we had that extra wine." You recalled the summed up version of last night.
She closed her eyes for a brief moment, not wanting to accept that this is how it has happened. It was like in an instant she remembered how your fingers felt inside her.
She blushed a deep red, causing you to blush as well knowing exactly what she was realising. She looked at you with a shy smile but it was quickly replaced with slight fear when one of your friends knocked and asked to come in.
Both of yous, butt naked holding each other as if yous had done it before. The rush to find clothes was a challenge. Almost tripping over the wine bottle as you chucked your t-shirt on with some shorts.
Opening the door only a little bit and telling them that you would be up in the kitchen soon. Giving yourself and Wanda time to properly get yourself ready and look a little less like mess.
You thought you were able to cover the tracks of any sex but your sister was quick to notice. She opened the door to you and Wanda. Her eyes narrowed at your expression.
You had a shy smile... Suspicious to Natasha. Your hand placement was on her waist... Suspicious to Natasha. But what tied it all together was the hug. The hug and the way Wanda had eyed you with hungry eyes as if she wanted more.
As soon as you pulled away from the hug, Natasha blurted out. "Oh my god? Yous had sex!"
The shock on your faces was priceless, making Wanda look away with more redder cheeks. Before you could say anything to defend yourself.
Billy, Tommy and Talia rushed in. All running to their parents, Talia being happy to see you. You kneeled down to her, placing a soft kiss on her cheek as a way to greet her.
Wanda did the same with her boys, she stood up with a smile at how good of a mother you were to Talia. "Well, I should go. I have to get these kids ready for school tomorrow."
They pouted but they actually liked that place. Talia was there and they got to learn new things. You stood up and opened the door to let them out.
You totally forgot about Natasha observing yous. Wanda's eyes stared back into yours when she turned around. You went for the hug, because for a strange reason you missed her.
You missed having her against you, and that felt so strange to you. "I'll see you around?"
She whispered into your ear the question, sending a certain shiver down your spine. "Definitely.." That's all you managed to get out before you would have to kiss her.
Finally she unglued herself from you. Natasha could tell that Wanda's feelings for you were clear as day. She knew because the way those eyes only had that shine for you.
She cleared her throat, pulling both of your attention. Seeing how Talia and Natasha both had their arms crossed with small smiles. "Right."
You looked back as you shook your head, causing the redhead to let out a soft chuckle. She smiled before turning away and leaving with the boys.
You closed the door and was met with Natasha's smirk. You sighed as you walked over to her. "Do not speak."
She put her hands up in the air but you knew this wouldn't be the end of it. As you caught up with Talia throughout the day and put her to bed.
The second you sat down, Natasha joined you as she waited but seeing how you wasn't speaking, she did it for you. "Okay, what happened?"
You raised your brow at her. "What do you mean?"
She rolled her eyes. "Y/n, I'm not sure when we have gotten so distant but I just want you to rant your feelings out. Tell me what you are feeling and I might be able to help."
You sighed as you leaned on your hand, looking at Natasha. Debating on telling her what's going on in your head right now. "We were drunk."
You saw that she wasn't going to judge you. "I had too much and I went way over my limit. As soon as we gotten to the room. We both just lost it and it happened."
"How does it make you feel?" She asked, her tone was slightly worried. It's not like you never hooked up with women before. But she knew you never had any feelings for them.
You covered your face with your hands. "I don't really know... This one just feels different. It is different because I can't forget it."
You looked at Natasha, your brows narrowed in a worried expression. "I am scared. What if it will feel like I am replacing her? It would ruin everything and Wanda is amazing.. I don't want to hurt her."
Natasha could see how genuine you were. "Look, I can't tell you how to think or to feel but follow your heart. If you feel like giving this a chance then do it. I know what happened with Val was horrible but you can't just cross every potential relationship and tag it with disaster."
You knew she was right, her hand slipped into yours, giving it a tight squeeze. "You won't know what this has in store for you until you have tried it. So, let me take Talia away for the break to mom, and you can sort yourself out with the redhead."
You moved, pulling your sister into a tight embrace. You were always afraid of opening up, because the reaction of that person was more terrifying than actually speaking.
"Okay." You agreed and felt how Natasha's hand was rubbing your back. You relaxed into the hug as you smiled to yourself slightly.
"You don't have to make a decision now. Get to know her more, spend time with her and see if she is actually someone, who could mean the world to you." Natasha advised and you knew she was right.
She was there throughout the whole grieving stages. Anger denial sadness. She was there. Holding your hand and making sure you didn't do anything stupid.
Just like that night. Weeks went by and that was weeks until the break. You were busy ever since you came back and had minimal contact with Wanda.
You denied it whenever you were asked but you were avoiding her at first. Work was demanding as it was closer to the kids break. They wanted everything done, especially since you took those days off that Talia was going to be away.
What made it all real to you, was that Talia noticed Wanda's absence. She noticed that you were sadder. Once playing and having you sit by her watching her.
A question lingered around her head, she turned to you and slightly smiled. Doll in her hand as she faced her body towards you. "Mom.."
You hummed to acknowledge her, she sighed as she looked down at her doll. "Is Wanda coming back or not, like mommy?"
This made you freeze. It was hard to explain to a young child that their other parent isn't going to come back. You grabbed her hand and gestured for her to sit on your lap to which she did.
Playing with her dolls hair, whilst you played with hers. "Wanda...is busy right now and so am I. That's why auntie Natasha is taking you over there for play dates"
Lies. You just were too much of a cowards to do it yourself and speak to Wanda about the two of you. She nodded at your words, looking up at you with those little eyes. "Is she going to replace mommy?"
It almost made you cry, but instead you gave her a small sad smile and shook your head to her question. "Never, no one cold replace mommy. She will always have a special place in your heart."
Your finger lightly touched her chest where her heart was. "You can have more than one mom, each will have a different role to play in your life. Mommy's role finished and when you are older I will tell you everything but right now, enjoy being a kid."
She smiled widely, understanding whatever she could from your words. Hugged you tightly before dropping to her feet and rushing over to her other toys that she swapped with Tommy and Billy for the time being.
Seemingly, Natasha found out that the boys were going to be away with their dad and that side of their family for the time being, and that made you ever more nervous.
Alone, alone with Wanda. The woman who you could still hear moaning your name from that night. You were a real life mess, not knowing how to approach this subject.
Not knowing how to deal with it and you choose to avoid it. You choose to bury yourself into work and ignore that poor woman who was slowly falling for you.
But you had no where out when everything quiet down. When it was just you in the apartment. The silence filling the rooms all around you and the heartbeat of your own anxiety could be heard.
You finally got the balls to do something about it. So, with a deep breath. You closed your door and walked over to Wanda's door.
Taking a deep breath and knocking on the door. The door opened and you were greeted by a tall-ish blonde man. His brow furrowed in confusion at your sight.
"Who are you?" He asked, knowing Wanda never mentioned visitors.
"I'm-" Who were you? The words that wanted to come out were girlfriend but you stopped yourself. "I'm Wanda's neighbour."
Still, that didn't clear things up. "I gathered that, I meant who are you to her?"
"Im.. I'm not sure.." You wanted to give him an answer, which made him frown in confusion.
"Then why you knocking on my sisters door?" He asked, being just protective on his sister. But to you it was a relief it wasn't someone she could be dating.
That's when the green eyed redhead appeared. Standing by his side with an emotionless look. "Oh.. What do you want?"
It did hurt you with the way her tone was directed towards you. You smiled sheepishly. "I came to talk to you."
She crossed her arms, and her brother followed. Both staring you down like some sort of burglar. "Talk then."
"I.. I um. I was hoping it would be the two of us.." You stuttered at first, being caught off guard at how cold she was.
She looked at the blond next to her. She nodded her head and he sent her a smile. "Okay, I will take the boys and head to Vision. He was been wanting to have the boys over for a while."
They both hugged and as you were invited to the kitchen. There you stood, waiting for Pietro and the boys to leave you and Wanda alone. You could feel your heart rate pick up at that thought.
Finally, when it was quiet. Wanda walked in, standing by the door with her arms crossed. As she waited without saying anything. "Okay.. Now that we are alone, I wanted to apologise to you for ignoring you. I promise it was unintentional, work was busy and Talia was getting weirdly sick."
"That doesn't make up for leaving me without any answers or even a short text that you were busy, Y/n" She interjected before you could give any more excuses.
"I'm sorry for that.." You apologised again, hearing a light scoff came out of Wanda's mouth. "Look, you don't understand Wands.."
She narrowed her eyes at you, feeling annoyed now by the way you are dismissing this. "Then make me understand. How can I understand and be there for you if you're not telling me anything."
She was right, but before you could open your mouth. She spoke up again. "What I understand is, we had sex and now you're ghosting me."
How could you forget about that night.. There just was no way, the images that kept you up at night. No amount of self pleasure could make you feel the way she made you feel.
"I know what happened between us-" You started but she interrupted you again.
"Oh do you? Because it seems like you have been avoiding even talking to me about it. I deserve at least a rejection if that's something you didn't want to do."
You sighed, again she was right. Of course she was right and her feelings right now were valid. She was upset and rightfully so. You were a coward, who is really close to losing that girl.
"My wife dead almost 8 years ago." You said out of the blue, causing the words in Wanda's throat to halt. She wasn't expecting that and that was a big shocker to her.
"I moved here to get away from the constant memory of her. Not running away because I dealt with grief and all of those stages. I just needed a fresh start."
"But I guess I didn't expect it to happen so fast. Because I met you, and everything thought I tried to keep away was slowly coming to me." You explained and the redhead for at least once listening.
You looked down at your finger, where that ring used to be. You took it off after knowing what you felt for Wanda. "I am scared, Wanda."
You looked up at her, seeing how her brows were now expressing the sadness. "I am scared to love you. I am scared that if I fall for you, the same fate will happen to me. I just dont want a heartbreak."
Maybe it was selfish of you to only think of your emotions. To worry about your issues and put Wanda in that position but that was a human response to life time of trauma.
"I'm sorry I put you through that worry. I didn't know how to tell you that I was broken, some people aren't in the habit to fix others. I just assumed if you found out, you would leave. Like everyone else." Your body was leaning on the counter, your head hanging low as words spilled from your mouth.
Wanda approached you slowly. Taking your face into her hands as she made you look. Slowly and carefully pulled you into a soft kiss. Making sure you knew you could pull away at any given moment.
Not that you wanted to. You liked the way her lips felt, you couldn't stop thinking about them ever since they brushed against yours. Your hands automatically moved to her hips. Moving your legs apart to pull Wanda in.
It was strange to you. To someone who was afraid of falling in love or doing anything that involved feelings. It was strange to you how Wanda reacted. How her thumbs stroke your cheeks whilst her lips were against yours.
She pulled away slightly, looking into your eyes but her hands stayed on your cheeks. Your eyes searched hers in slight confusion. "Why did you kiss me?"
The whisper that came out of your mouth, like if what you said didn't deserve a comforting. It broke Wanda's heart, she knew the moment her eyes laid on you there was something about you that pulled her in.
"Do I need a reason?" She asked, not really knowing how to word her emotions to you.
"Usually no, but in this case kind of.." You wanted to know, was it pity? Was it because she felt the same. Was it because it felt like it was the right thing to do in that moment?
"You just spilled your heart out to me. I wanted to kiss you not only because I never met anyone as incredible as you. But because in some sense I feel the same as you." She found the best words to describe what was in her heart.
"I am sorry Wanda. I'm good at anything else but trying to confront anyone with my feelings." Even if you were slightly cold towards Natasha whenever it came to a love interest. It was only a precaution.
She smiled as she pulled you into a hug this time. "I wish you came to me but I'm glad you did now."
You buried your face in the crook of her neck. Closing your eyes and taking in her scent along with how calming her breathing was. "You know.. I think I am falling for you..."
The tone that her words came out of her mouth sounded worrying. Like if she would spook you if it was said with more confidence. You didn't want to move from this calming position but at those words you did.
Your hands were on her lower back, aching to be underneath her t-shirt that she was wearing. But before you could say anything, she shook her head. "No. I don't think. I know I am."
Your stomach was doing somersaults and your heart was beating out of your chest at her words. She was in love with you, she fell for you the way you fell for her.
You couldn't contain yourself anymore. Hands slipping past her t-shirt and kissing her like there was no tomorrow. One of her hands moving to your hair, pulling on it slightly when you picked her up and placed her on the counter.
Her legs wrapped around your waist to keep you in place, no thought in her brain until her brows furrowed in worry. Pushing you away gently to look into your eyes.
"Are you- Do you feel the same? I know you said you were scared but I can't sleep with you until I know, otherwise it will feel one sided." She was out of breath and so were you but her flashed cheeks and those dilated pupils made your heart flutter in that tooth rotting love feeling.
You nodded at her question and leaned back in, but she stopped you again. Causing you to frown slightly at the gesture. "I need you to say it, Y/n... I need it."
"I am falling for you and I don't think I can stop myself. Even if I am scared to death about this. I don't want to stop myself if it's you that my heart beats for you again." Those words that spilled out of your mouth did something to Wanda.
She felt herself getting turned on in everyday. She wanted you, she needed you to feel complete right now. She wanted to feel how much you meant to her.
She almost just moaned at hearing those words. Feeling that aching feeling between her legs. If she could she would've thrown herself at you in that moment.
She felt everything at once and now she couldn't stop herself. Her hands on either side of your face. One sliding down to your neck giving it a light squeeze before pulling you in for a desperate kiss.
One kiss that was full of pure need. Pure love that you both wanted to share with each other. One that couldn't be held back. Her tongue forcing itself down your mouth but it wouldn't be much force since you were welcoming.
Maybe to some it was kind of weird how confessing something like that was a turn on. But it was more than just sex. It was making love to each other. Feeling her body burn up against yours and your movements.
She was happy and so were you. After so long you deserved this. She deserves this after her own tragic story. She needed you as much as you needed her.
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would you mind making a comfort/fluff ff? its pairings between reader and nat. :] so basically its night time and nat wants to watch a horror movie (any kind), reader gets jumpscared during the movie (like.. grabs onto nat for comfort and nat thinks that reader is adorable), then we end up with cuddlesss 🤩
A little bit of Horror
Pairing: Natasha x Fem!Reader
Warning: Pure fluff, slight angst.
Summary: You could always hide your big terrifying secret and that was your huge fear of horror movies... But it was until a certain redhead was a fan of it.
Word count: 1.5k
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Your big question always was. Who created Horror movies, thinking that was the best thing ever invented?
You were good at avoiding horror movies the best you could. How couldn't you? When it was your sworn enemy, nothing else in life scared you like those stupid horror movies.
Like for what good reason would you run towards the person who is out there to kill you. You always got frustrated at those movies and honestly wanted to be there to literally show that person a quicker way out.
But at the end of the day, if they did what you wanted, there would be no movie at all. So the best you could do was avoid them.
So, with the peace of mind that no horror would happen to you anytime soon. You enjoy the day that has been presented to you. You were out on a mission for couple days now and you couldn't wait until today was over.
Natasha had promised you that she would be waiting for you with a romantic evening. You were thrilled and excited to see what your girlfriend had prepared for you.
Natasha, on the other hand, was skeptic with your way of acting. She wanted to test it out. She planned a very relaxing evening for you when you're back.
Candles, perfect dinner, relaxing bath with her, massages and then relaxing in bed whilst a movie played in the background. Of course, it had some horror, nothing that would ruin the mood.
And that's exactly what happened. You had ate the most delicious dish you have ever tasted, that she has actually cooked. The way she has dragged you away with a smirk.
She always loved admiring your body, she knew how insecure you felt sometimes about it, and each time she always made sure she paid extra attention to everything about you.
The way your body reacts to her hands gently touching you. How there are always goosebumps when her hand traces circles on your stomach before she lowers herself.
She knows how to turn you on without even needing to touch you. She knows all of your bottoms and you loved that about her. God you loved that so much about the redhead.
So, when your back was to her front in the bath. The way fingertips gently traced shapes on your arm. You hummed softly at her gesture, smiling softly at how perfect this felt.
"This is perfect..." You spoke up, knowing well enough that she was smiling the whole time. "You are perfect."
You looked at her, seeing a blush across her cheeks. "You're so cute when you blush.."
That made her blush even more. She was always confident but you always managed to make her blush with your words. "Kiss me."
You didn't take any longer than you needed to. You looked into her eyes and kissed her like she requested. Her lips felt like heaven, so soft and warm.
She pulled away, leaning her forehead against yours. Letting out a soft sigh. "You deserve all this Y/n.."
You couldn't stop yourself from smiling. Even if the water was slowly now getting colder. The warmth you felt from Natasha was enough to make you want to stay there longer.
You looked at her, those piercing green eyes that stared so perfectly into yours. "Oh Tasha..."
"I love you so much..." You were so whipped for this woman, that sometimes you wondered if she had enough of you.
"I love you too дорогая (darling)" She spoke just above a whisper.
You always loved it when she spoke Russian. It made everything sound and look perfect. "Say it in Russian.."
Her fingertips slowly made their way down to your body that was under the water. Wanted to feel those goosebumps that she always knew to expect.
"Я тоже тебя люблю, дорогая" She repeated herself but in Russian, quickly leaning in and placing a soft kiss.
She loved these moments with you. "We should get out before we both get sick from the cold water.."
She had to ruin the moment, but she cared about your wellbeing and as well as hers. You groaned at the thought of getting out but shortly agreed with her.
Both getting out and drying yourself. You wrapped the towel around your body, but Natasha had different plans. She attached her body from behind you.
Her lips kissing from your shoulder to your neck to your ear, "Don't cover yourself.."
"But Nat...-" Before you could let your insecurities get the best of you, Her hands cupped yours, moving them to where the towel sat snug. Slowly moving it away from your body and letting it drop on the floor.
You wasn't sure what gotten to her but you were loving every second of this affection. You loved how she paid attention to everything. A soft gasp left your mouth when there was a slight breeze against your nude body.
She turned you around, letting her eyes explore your body like if this was the first time. A soft blush appearing on your cheeks as you felt slightly shy.
No imperfection could make Natasha think you weren't the most beautiful woman alive. Her eyes finally met yours, her loving gaze fighting the lust circling her pupils.
"You are so beautiful.." Her hands sat tightly on your hips as she pulled you into her own warm body.
Your hands fell on her shoulder before pulling her into the most needy kiss that you could express. Showing her how much you appreciate her words, her being here and showing you that you are lovable.
Of course, being butt naked lead to the most passionate night you could've experienced. Her letting you feel all of the pleasure she could get out of you before you would give that back to her.
Show her body how much everything she did, was more than enough. You wanted to leave her satisfied and less tensed which by the way her body relaxed after was telling enough.
After everything, her arm draped around you. Holding you close as she put a movie on. The movie that she wanted to see if her assumption was right.
As your attention shifted to the TV. Almost being ready to go for another round if the movie was boring you. That's when the jump scares came.
Making you jump and squeal in fear, hiding your face in Natasha's arm. "What is this movie!"
Natasha chuckled softly at your cuteness, but not talking at all. Watching you in the corner of her eye. Watching how you peaked at the screen and then hid again.
Watching as you spoke to the tv, causing the redhead to laugh even making you laugh slightly at your own fear. "Natasha, this isn't funny!"
"How stupid are these people! Just run the opposite way!" You slightly raised your voice as you waved your hand towards the screen.
She knew the jumpscare was coming, it was slowly edging towards the end of the movie. She was ready as she had her arms open and watched as you screamed and jumped right into her arms.
"Gosh, you are so adorable." Natasha expressed as she stroke your head to keep you calm, watching as the character managed to escape the murderer.
You pulled away, your hair being slightly a mess as you narrowed your eyes at the redheaded Russian. "How could you!"
Natasha bit her lower lip to stop herself from smiling. But you weren't having it, as you softly shoved her arm. Making her laughing and voice her imaginary pain.
"Ouch." Natasha held her arm as she laughed softly. "Come on Y/n, it's just a little bit of horror."
"Little bit of horror?" You scoffed, as you sat on Natasha, holding her arms above her head. "You lead me in the false sense of safety when you had all of this planned all along. I spent years avoiding watching this stuff."
The redhead must admit she liked this side of you. The side where there was fire in your eyes. Looking at her like she was your gourmet meal.
"I was just checking out my assumption.." She knew she was going to make it worse.
How couldn't she, when this was all a plan after all.
You raised your brow at her, intrigued in her words right now. "Right... And what was that then, my dear."
"If you were scared of horror fiction." She loved the way your grip on her wrists tighten.
You hummed as you leaned down to her ear. "You better be prepared for punishment.."
You knew something that she didn't know that you knew about her. Whilst her head was filling with unholy stuff. Letting her eyes fill with lust for you.
You had other plans. You moved away as you smiled and removed your grip on her hands. With a swift motion you attached your hands to her side and tickled her.
You knew she was going to be weaker whilst laughing and trying to somehow get away from you. "Stop! Y/n!"
"No, you will take the pushiment that I came up with." You spoke louder over her, to let her hear.
Now the redhead knew, that even a little bit of horror, can turn into her nightmares if she wasn't careful.
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Warning: Mention of blood, wounds, strong language, angst.
Summary: Being in a medical field you never knew you would end up, in a position where you would be a hidden hero in between 4 walls.
Word count: 4.3K
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The idea of being a nurse was introduced to you, there wasn't going to be anything that was going to stop you from achieve just that. You always imagined yourself helping people out at either practices or hospitals.
And with time and passion, you managed to get that degree you wanted. having years of experience to deal with almost everything In your field and yet you weren't prepared for this.
You were targeted, but not in a malices way. More of an opportunity way. As you best known nurse, you managed to become a doctor on top of that. You knew what you wanted in life and that was saving lives.
You became famous for the miracles that you did, that's what caught the medicals eye from the higher up. That means you would work for celebrities, big companies, and if you were lucky enough. Avengers could hire you.
New doors were opening up to you and you could finally leave the average pay field, and end up earning way more for far less hours. That was exciting but at the same time worrying.
How would those who need help, could reach you. You felt that eventually you could put aside money for a practice of your own. You had everything they required and that way you could have prices affordable for average payers.
It was all hope and dreams, thinking it would be easy just like that. But it was far from it. You caught good companies eye, they all wanted to hire you.
Promising sweet nothings but until the Avengers med wing swooped in. Showing you a wide range of possibilities that you could achieve by their side.
Helping the heroes of the world prepare for missions, and that thrilled you. You would be able to have better technology at your hands.
You would be able to design your own helpful equipment to help in her OR. You almost said yes way too eager to the hiring guy when he proposed everything you could ever dream off.
You knew it was going to be a way to improve on your own skills and you loved that idea. You were sure it wasn't going to be that challenging.
But that was far from it. You fit in nicely within the med wing staff, everyone adored your mind and creativity. The ideas that you gave stuck so well with what needed to be done. They all knew you were the prefect addition to their team.
But it wasn't just your ideas that they liked. Your kindness and pure friendliness that you expressed to everyone, you were quick to make friends with everyone.
But of course when it came to work, you were focused especially when one of the avengers ended up there. If one did, all of them were there, in turns but they all waited on each other.
That's how Natasha came to meet you, she instantly wilted at the sight of you and even more when you spoke up. So focused on determined on what you were doing.
She tried to start up conversations about your life, but you always stayed professional as you didn't want to get distracted. That happened whenever she would be admitted into your wing, stitching her up and always making sure nothing was infected.
You always asked for her to be careful on her missions but sometimes it seemed like she did it on purpose. The wounds would be minor and she would self admit just to you. Otherwise she would refuse to get anything done on her.
The most she would get out of you was a small smile at her jokes but that was the start of it. If there was anything about Natasha that you needed to know, that was she was stubborn.
So, if she wanted you, she would try her best to get that. But she wouldn't mean, she would play you. She meant she wanted all of that fluffy stuff with you.
Today was one of those days, where it has been weeks since she saw you. She was out and had zero injuries to go and get treated by you. She could technically go and talk to you but she knew you wouldn't really talk back at work.
She never knew your after work hours even if she was spy, sometimes you would work for hours on end that it was worrying. But then Natasha couldn't really be in the place to say anything.
First she never really had much of a conversation with you, and second she would be similar to you in many ways. She was dedicated to everything that she put her mind to.
The Russian was slowly getting fed up, not knowing how to talk to you. She decided to make herself something to eat before she made her way to you.
Finally getting the guts to talk to you, she had to. It would kill her inside out, if the chance to get you out on a date, passed right under her nose.
She was cutting some fruits, as her finger was way too close to her knife, cutting herself not that deep. But deep enough to bleed a lot. She was going to put a plaster on and call it a day but a plan entered her mind.
She smirked to herself as she took a tissue and cover the finger. Making her way over to where you would usually be. Standing in the door way as a smile spread on her lips at the sight of you.
"You got a minute?" Her voice startled you slightly, making you jump as you turned to look at her.
"God, you scared me." You held your chest for a moment, before collecting yourself and eyeing her where her injuries were. "What's up?"
Natasha walked over to you as she placed herself on the medical bed. "I need you to wrap me up "
Your brow raised at her words, but your eyes dropped down to her finger that she was clearly bleeding from. You shook your head at her. "How do you always manage to do something to yourself. You have to be more careful Natasha."
Her eyes were on your face the whole time, totally whipped for you and you didn't even see. The way her name rolled off your tongue was all she wanted to hear.
"Did you hear me?" You asked, as you finally looked up from her finger after you examined it.
You never failed to notice the way she looked at you, but this was a professional setting. Her eyes were beautiful and if you were honest, you never wanted to stop looking into them.
Her smile was a killer itself as well. She was beautiful and there was no hiding that but right now you were at work. "Natasha?"
"Sorry, I got lost in your eyes." She admitted so easily like if she was under some spell.
Your cheeks flashes a slight red colour at her comment. "Sit here, I need to get my aid kit."
Natasha knew you were holding back, she could see. Her eyes clearly checking you out. "I love what you have done with your hair."
You dyed your hair platinum blond, you always loved that colour and wanted to change something about your old colour. You actually had Wanda dye it.
Somehow, the timid red head and you became good friends after patching her up. You never opened up so easily, and yet Wanda managed to crack a few of your walls.
You retrieved the aid kid as you took out some bandages and slowly wrapped Natasha's finger. "Thank you.." You flashed her a smile at the compliment.
"Have anyone ever told you how beautiful your smile is?" She shot another compliment, as you slowly finished up on her finger.
"Oh, many people did." You shot her compliment down as you answered in a non flirting way.
When you were finished with her finger, and cleaned up. The red head Russian stood up, blocking your way as she used her free hand to move some strand of hair out of your face, behind your ear.
"Natasha, what are you doing?" You asked with a soft voice, seeing how close she was.
"I wanted to do this for a while now..." She started off but you put your hand up to stop her.
"I'm at work, there is nothing you can do at this moment. It's like if I asked you while you were fighting for your life. I can't be distracted at work." You explained simply. Taking a step back from her.
She nodded at your words and took couple steps back as she left your med room. You sighed but you felt like that was she right call, after all you were staying professional.
Even if, you found Natasha incredibly attractive. You knew better than, to get wrapped up in an affair with the possibility of this leaving yous in an awkward position after.
You didn't even know that it was going to be the last time you saw Natasha for awhile. She stopped coming to you, even if there was a mission, she never came for a check up after like she usually did.
You missed her presence, she would make your day even if you didn't show it. The compliments and light flirting made you shake your head but also smile to yourself whenever she left.
So, as days turned into weeks in some way you got worried. You wanted to end your shift and find her, but that idea changed to something else, when Wanda with Carol strolled into your office, closer to your ending hours.
"Hey Y/n" Carol began with a slight singsong tone, smiling at you.
"Hey you two." Your eyes darted where the voice was coming from. "What are you two doing here?"
They both smiled when they looked at each other and back at you. "Well, the team is going out to drink at a local bar, we thought maybe you would like to tag along, since you're apart of us."
You were convinced because usually, whenever they went out Natasha always invited you but you never had the chance to take her up on it. This was you can talk to her and finally find out more about her.
"Okay." You simply agreed, causing them to be shocked at your quick response.
"Did you- Did you just agree so easily?" Wanda asked, shocked but happy that you did agree.
You nodded as you stood up from your seat. "Yeah, I got nothing to do after anyway, so I might as well."
Carol smiled widely at your words. "Well, I'm glad you're coming.."
Things like this was never sat with you right, unless it was Natasha. You gave her a small smile as she rushed off to give the news to the team.
Wanda walked further into the room, hands in her pockets as she raised her brows. "Sooo, Carol seems to crush on you."
You shrugged it off. "And? She wouldn't be the first one, you know I can't be dating anything in this field."
That was always your excuse, she hummed at your words. "Right.. But if this was Nat, you would okay with the thought of dating her.."
She could always crack you so easily but you denied it. "No. She asked me out couple weeks back and I politely rejected the offer."
Wanda shook her head at your words. "You know she won't be here, waiting forever until you finally decide you want to something more than this with her."
She was right and you knew it. You knew you were going to blow it with her if you didn't pull that attitude of professionalism out of your ass.
"Just think about that.." That was Wanda's last words, before she walked over, placing a soft kiss on your cheek like she has done before, and gave you a brief hug before turning to get ready for outing.
Leaving you with more thoughts filling your head. Many why's and what if's. As you clocked out and went to your room, finally having the excuse to put on something nicer than a doctors coat.
As the time came near, you walked back into your med room as you have forgetting to write something down. With your back to the door, humming softly to yourself, you didn't expect anyone to come in at such hour.
Until you turned around, to Natasha leaning on the door frame. Blood on her face, her arm and she looked like she went through hell. "Oh my god! Natasha!"
You rushed over as you helped her over to your seat. "What happened?"
The instant worry rushed over you like no other time. Usually you managed to keep yourself at bay but today, the sight of her made all of that leave your body.
"Just some wrong moves at the recent mission.." She stated softly as she felt your hand on her cheek to see the cut.
You were quick to move away to get your aid kit that you were glad you restocked. Putting on gloves and quickly acting to stop any infections if there was any.
"You look nice... Heading out somewhere?" She asked, trying to find something to distract herself from the pain.
You were focused on her face. "Yeah Carol asked me out." You gave a simple answer as you wanted to make sure she wasn't going to get worse over night.
Her eyes darted away from your face. "Carol?" There was clear pain in her eyes and voice. Because how many times did she try and never succeeded.
You didn't answer as you were quick to lift her sleeve up and make sure there was no bullet in her arm. When you gave yourself the clear that there was none, you disinfected it and patched her up.
Seeing her avoiding your eyes, ready to dart out. But as you placed a plaster on her cheek, gently stroking her cheek under it, causing her to look up.
"I'm glad you're okay.." You spoke up softly, this made her look up at you.
"Why do you even care?" She asked coldly, that was the first time she used that tone with you.
Your brows furrowed in confusion at her tone. "What? I always cared about you.."
She scoffed as she managed to slip out from between you. "You care so much that you just shoved it in my face that you're going out with Carol, when you know how many times I tried that."
You were confused, trying to piece it together. "What? No, no. You got that wrong Nat."
That's the first time you used her nickname, causing the redheads heart to skip a beat. But she stayed true to her cold expression. "Then please explain to me Y/n, because I am, honestly, so confused. Once you're rejecting me and now you're going on dates with Carol."
"I agreed to go because the whole team was going..." You paused, kind of feeling shy with what you were about to say. "I agreed in hopes you would be there, so I can finally get to know you properly. Finally let you find out more about me. I didn't agree to go because it was Carol. I couldn't care less about her when it was you who was on my mind."
Natasha was stunned at your words. You were going to see her? Her... You wanted to know her.. She wasn't sure if she was dreaming, her eyes searching for the truth in yours. Zero doubt and slightly red cheeks on your part.
"Okay.. I'm sorry for assuming the worst." She admitted with her head slowly low at her mistake.
"It's okay, I would've probably reacted the same way if I was in your shoes." This is what the Russian adored in you. The fact that you were so understanding at everything but always still kept your own opinions.
"What made you change your mind?" She asked, genuinely wanting to find out.
You sighed as you looked away for a moment. "Someone made me realise that you wouldn't wait forever on someone who can't give you a realistic answer."
She hummed, knowing what you meant. It was that day she walked out, she nodded. "Well, I am glad you managed to change your mind, and give this a chance."
You smiled at her. "But Natasha, keep in mind that my job is demanding. I barely have time to myself on most days.."
She knew that, she knew how demanding it was, even if it was only making sure the team was okay. You still had a lot of work to do. Making sure everything was prepared for emergencies.
"I'm aware, but I'm ready to take that on." She wasn't going to pass the chance to be with you.
"Great.." You stared into her eyes, just like she was staring into yours. "Great.." You both softly chuckled.
"If you're in the mood and feeling it, maybe can could join the team for those drinks down the bar." Natasha suggested, she wanted you to feel relaxed tonight. And she wanted to spend some time with you.
Your brows furrowed in worry. "Are you sure you feel okay enough to go? You looked exhausted."
Natasha waved her tiredness away. "I don't think the team would be too happy about the fact that, I am taking you away from your first outing since like months."
You hummed to agree with her. "I mean, I am feeling it tonight so if you feel like you are okay to come. I will happily come."
She tried to bite the inside of her cheek to stop herself from smiling at your words. But she couldn't. Not when what she wanted the most has been coming true.
And just like that, the two of you managed to finally make it to the bar. The team was thrilled and happy to see you, making sure you stayed as long as you could, before heading back and doing your profession.
Wanda was happy that you listened to her, finally allowing yourself to be happy in a different way. A way that only one has to experience to know that its something they want for the rest of their lives.
Natasha was an angel sent from above for you. She was so understanding over everything. Always visited you on your breaks to make sure she wasn't interrupting you.
Making you miss her even more when she had to leave. You guys were taking it slow, it seemed responsible considering your busy schedule.
But, with the feeling that you wanted more of her to yourself. You decided to take a day off, you were cleared of everything almost instantly.
You wanted to surprise her, so you decided to message her saying you were busy today. Giving her a false idea that you didn't have much time for her.
Once again, her message warmed your heart. She did so much for you. Gave you back rubs whenever she sensed you were stressed. Made sure you were fed after long hours at work.
It was hard to not feel anything for that woman. She was perfect, everything about her was perfect. So you wanted to make sure all of that was shown that you were grateful.
You cooked dinner for both of yous, set it up in the living room and made sure it was off limits to everyone who wanted to clearly go in there.
You even had Wanda use her magic to keep the door shut. As evening rolled over, you knew it was time to get Natasha. You set the bait as you asked her what she was doing.
"Missing you that's what.." She replied, making you bite your bottom lip at those words. Feeling your heart rate pick up.
"You're too cute. Seriously though, what you been up to? I barely had time to pick up my phone today." You messaged with a sad emoji at the end.
"Nothing, I been in my room all day. Waiting for you to finish, so I can come and see your adorable face." She messaged back, once again making you almost melt into a puddle.
You locked your phone as you left her on read, and made your way towards her room. Knocking lightly, hearing a shuffle behind the door before she opened it.
Revealing everything you been dreaming out seeing. Her in a crop top, shorts that exposed her toned legs. God, your eyes clearly checked her out. You would drool if you spent any longer on her body.
She smirked when your eyes met hers. Her beautiful eyes that held so much love for you. "Do you need a tissue to wipe that drool?"
You rolled your eyes at her playfully. "Shut up and get dressed."
She raised her brow at you. "Why?"
"Quit asking questions I won't answer, just get dressed." You stated, Natasha nodded but she wasn't going to go anywhere.
It's been some time since you have been going out with her. Dating yet you two haven't kissed yet. You wanted to kiss her, fantasising everyday how her lips would feel against yours.
But you always made sure to keep that moment saved. You frowned at her. "Move then, instead of standing here."
She stood still, waiting for you to realise with a smile across her lips. You rolled your eyes again, walking over to her. Arms wrapped around her neck as you pressed yourself against her in a hug. Kissing her cheek as a way of greeting her.
She expressed ever since you done that, she wanted more. You always gave her more. Her hands laid on your lower back as she held you against her.
God being this close to her made you wanna do unspeakable things. Her lips found your ear, making sure you felt her hot breath against it as she whispered.
"You look incredible.." She complimented as her hands inched to be under your t-shirt that you had on. "I don't think there has been a day where you haven't looked so beautiful."
God...
You hummed at her words, loving how her arms felt around you, and that brewing feeling at the bottom of your stomach, at how her hands felt on your body.
You bit your lip before pushing yourself off her, patting her shoulders. "Go."
You had otherwise you would be so close to letting desire take over your body. She smirked as she nodded and disappeared into the room, to get changed.
It didn't take long, she was dressed and you both headed out for the day full of surprises that you planned for redhead. She was amazed by you managing to pull that off without her figuring it out.
She loved how you managed to keep that well a secret. Not wanting the day to end but it was coming to an end unfortunately.
"I had the best day tonight with you Y/n" The redheaded Russian spoke up as you both cuddled on the living room couch.
You hummed as you placed a small kiss on her arm that was under your neck. "I'm happy you did. I love when you're happy."
She smiled and even if you couldn't see, she knew you knew. "I missed you.."
You opened your eyes as you were just resting them, in her presence you always felt so safe. She made you want to be held and sleep at ease.
You turned around to face her, letting your hand stroke her soft cheek, where the tiny scar was from that cut you cleaned out many months ago.
"I missed you too..." You said it just above a whisper, staring into her eyes as you saw her eyes drop to your lips.
This felt like the perfect moment to kiss her, everything felt right. The candles lighting the room up enough so you could see her features clearly.
The romantic music that was softly playing in the background. "Nat..."
She hummed, loving the sound of her name, even till now, leaving your mouth. "I think.. I think I want to kiss you.."
She raised her brows with a slight teasing tone. "You think?"
It made you stop, stuttering as the next words left your mouth. "It's.. It's just it has been a while for me..."
The redhead knew where this was heading. She knew the kiss wasn't just a kiss. This was yours and hers first kiss and after an incredible day planned by you, she can't imagine any other way to end it.
She smiled, placing her free hand on your hip. Playing with the hem of your t-shirt. "Do you trust me?"
What kind of question was that? You trusted her with everything in your whole life. She knew everything about you. "Of course."
"Then close your eyes." She instructed and you followed, you looked so perfect in the Russians eyes. She leaned in as she placed the most softest kiss that you ever experienced.
Her hand on your hip tightening slightly, making you push your body subconsciously against Natasha. The need was clear to both of yous. She wanted you and you wanted her. You needed to feel her.
The kiss was a memorable as both of you didn't want to move away. It eventually gotten a little fast paced. Feeling how her hand slipped past your t-shirt.
She pulled away for a moment. "Are you sure?"
You nodded as you pulled her in for another kiss. Shifting as you were on the bottom and she was on the top. Knowing that this was all the right choice. How she was the right person to do all of this.
To consider leaving everything behind for her. You could feel she couldn't get enough of you, with how her tongue danced with yours in your mouth.
The moan that escaped from your mouth as her knee rubbed right against your centre. Pulling on her hair slightly with the extreme need for relief and she was happy to give you that over and over again.
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Warning: Angst, slight mention of smut, soft, good ending.
Summary: Being a student and crushing on teachers was everyone's phase. But that was your reality that you didn't know it would come true...
Word count: 4.1K
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Who would've thought that you would be in this position. Pressed against a desk with the older Sokovian woman pressed against you keeping you in place.
With her lips reclaiming yours so roughly yet so delicately. You loved how her hands were eager to touch your soft skin. How she always had the excuse to touch you in some way.
You loved every second of it. Every touch and muttered apology, if yous were around other people, making it seem innocent when you knew deep inside what that meant.
She craved you like right now, and if you were honest. You were head over hills for her touch and for her in general. You wasn't even sure how this happened. You were just going to stop by her class to ask if she wanted you over tonight, and suddenly you were pinned against her desk.
Cheeks flashed red as her lips dropped down to your neck. Your hand gently tangled in her hair as your other hand held her a little tighter to not let her move away from you.
"Wanda.." Your quiet needy moan escaped your mouth and that almost drove her mad.
Her lips shifted to your ear, as her hot breath hit your already red ear. "Does this remind you who you belong?"
Her words were clear that she wanted an answer, but with the way her soft hand felt and her teeth teasing your poor earlobe, how could you even think about answering.
"Hm?" She reminded you as she hummed in your ear, as a way to bring you back to reality.
"Y-you.." You stuttered as your brain tried to not focus on how her hand was slowly slipping past your waistband of your pants.
A soft chuckle left her mouth as that's exactly what she wanted to hear. Placing a soft kiss on your cheek as she moved away, watching as your eyes displayed the need that she achieved.
"W-what are you doing?" You asked, trying to pull yourself together to not seem that needy, but that failed when there was a smirk across her lips.
"I just needed to remind you that no one can have you." She spoke at her hand caressed your red cheek softly.
Your brows narrowed in confusion as you stared at her angelic face. "What are you talking about?"
Your arms dropped from her shoulders as hers crossed with her eyes just burrowed into yours. "I saw how Peter looked at you by your locker."
Your brow raised at her. "Peter? He wanted notes from Ms Romanoff class. That's all we spoke about."
She hummed, but it wasn't a genuine hum, it was more sarcastic. "I saw you two laughing with each other. Come on Y/n, he likes you."
"He made a joke, Wanda. I laughed, gave him the notes and he left. I'm not understanding what is happening here. You pinned me and make me tell you what I have been telling you all the time? In another jealousy rage?" Now you had your arms crossed, your eyes not leaving her face.
Okay, maybe that wasn't the finest words to say. But in your defence this has happened before. Minus the way she acted today, making you incredibly hot for her, only to be left dry and high for her to question your feelings for her again.
You liked her jealousy sometimes but today wasn't the day you were a big fan of it. Especially when all you wanted was to spend some time with her, since both of you were equality busy with coursework.
"This isn't a jealousy rage-" She spoke up with her hands on her hips now.
"Oh no? Then please, enlighten me what you just did. Because I am quite confused what you were trying to achieve." You interrupted her almost immediately.
"I wasn't trying to achieve anything. I.. I was just making sure-" You knew Wanda would be stubborn over this. You wasn't even sure why you were even picking a fight. Maybe it was from the throbbing feeling between your legs that was leaving you unsatisfied.
Or maybe, it's the fact that this is a conversation that you are constantly having with Wanda. It's been almost a year since you have been with her and yet she keeps doubting you and what you feel for her.
"God. What is there to make sure? Is the way I feel for you not assuring enough?" You asked, getting up on your feet from the desk as you watched her take a few steps back.
"Actually Y/n, no. Because I never know what you are feeling. You never open up with what you feel and I am not a mind reader." She was right, she has been patient with you but her insecurities got the best of her.
But she was right, you haven't been open about what you feeling, because if you were honest. That scared the living shit out of you. Being so vulnerable with what you feel to a woman who could easily leave you.
"You know what, I am not having this conversation with you anymore." You simply stated, as you reached for your bag and made your way to the door.
"Oh yeah, so mature of you. Leaving when it's convenient for you." She stood still as her eyes followed you shift towards the door.
You turned on your hill to face her as your hand rested on the door handle. "What do you want me to say? I'm sorry for talking to a classmate?"
Maybe this was triggered by the months of hiding. Not meeting none of her family members, whilst she met yours without them knowing, It was her who made you smile like an idiot whenever a notification popped up on your phone.
"No- What? This isn't about who you talk to! You are so impossible to talk to." She was now frustrated with you, as she sighed and dropped her hands from her hips.
"Me? You were the one who keeps me hidden from everything and now is insecure-"
She pointed her finger at you with a deadly look. "Shut it." Her accent was thick as her gaze was fixated at you.
"Whatever.." You muttered as you walked out, blending in with the few people that were lingering in the halls before disappearing into the classes.
Well, you had a different plans for today. That was heading home and calm down before something would be said that can't be taken back. You needed some time to think about all of this.
And so did Wanda by the looks of it. Yous practically never fought. It was rare when one of yous even raised a voice, let alone walked out on each other.
You spent the whole day at home, in your room. Watching some movies to keep your internal fire calm. Yet not long after you felt that painful feeling whenever you were away from her.
You laid on your side and fell asleep as your phone was silenced. You knew that if you got a notification, you would check if it was her. So you fell asleep as you hugged your pillow, in hopes that your mind would be tricked that it was Wanda that you held.
The morning rolled over quicker, and the will to get out of bed was something else. You had zero motivation to go to classes today but you had to. So as usual, you got ready and headed out.
You were quite early and from miles you could spot Wanda's car. The car that held unforgettable memories. You acted like you just ended your relationship with Wanda. Even though this was just a simple fight.
As you walked through the halls and into the class, sitting by yourself, Peter joined you. Smiling widely as he handed your notes back to you. "Thank you."
You smiled back the best you could and noted as a 'you welcome'. But of course he didn't get the hint you didn't want to talk. "I'm not sure if you heard, but I am having a little party at my house tonight. I wanted to invite you."
You looked over at him before Ms Romanoff walked in. "I don't know... I'm not sure what I am doing yet."
"Come on Y/n, it's barely anyone. It's all the people you know, plus me." He puffed his chest out proudly at his words.
You sighed, as you knew you needed a distraction. "Fine, I guess I can show up for a bit."
He smiled wider, moving his hand over yours and giving it a light squeeze. "Perfect."
You chuckled a little uncomfortably and took your hand out of his grip. He got the hint and flashed you a small smile after as a way to apologies.
The day went by rather quickly, the last class was Wanda's and the want to be there was almost at a zero at this point. You managed to avoid her quite good enough.
She on the other end was worried. She didn't even know if you came in, she never got to lay her eyes on you. She hoped you would walk in through her door and smile at her.
But the reality of it was far from it. Yes, you walked in through her door, but that smile was no where to be found. You didn't even meet her eyes.
The class was painful to go through for both of yous. You both missed each other very much, if anything you both wanted yesterday evening to go different.
As class ended, she called on you and told you to stay behind. So you obliged and waited until the rest of the class left. Leaving you to stand not far from her.
"Look Y/n-" She sighed as a way of defeat, she didn't want to argue.
"What are you going to pick at now?" You asked before letting her finish, clearly fed up with this subject already.
"Nothing.. I was going to ask you something." Her voice was small, quite not like her. If you looked close enough, you could've seen the darker circles under her eyes.
Your expression softened up slightly. "What is it..?"
"My family is hosting a family dinner tonight, I wanted you to come with me.." She explained, hoping you would agree. She had a lot of time to think about your words, and her constant fighting with herself made her realise how this has been affecting you both.
You shoved your hands in your pockets, as you didn't want to just give in. "I can't, I got something this evening."
That worried her, even in the smallest fights, you always said yes to her. Maybe this was a lot more bigger than she thought. She watched as you turned and headed towards the door.
Her heart sinking with each step you took way from her. "Please Y/n... Think about it, I already messaged you the address.."
You stopped only for a moment to hear her out and exited the room. You were still quite upset with everything and that just added on. You missed her but sometimes you just had to show that just by inviting you out, this wouldn't solve anything.
Wanda just hoped you would change your mind and show up. She knew she made a mistake and she wanted to do everything in her power to save this.
If she was honest, she fell in love with you and that was important to her. You were important to her, that's why reacted the way she did. She was scared that you wouldn't feel the way she does. The love she holds dearly for you.
She wanted to have every moment she could with you, before she told you how much she loves you. Ruining everything if you didn't feel the same and never being able to hold you close again.
But of course that was just her spiralling into a rabbit hole, when it was quite the opposite. You felt the same, if not more strongly.
As the evening rolled around, you were getting ready but not for the dinner. But rather the party that Peter invited you out to. Even if something was telling you, you should stay home.
But you swallowed it down as you made your way to his place. Music blasting across the street, knocking but knowing no one would hear it so you just walked in.
Peter cheered as he saw you, he was quite intoxicated but was still himself. "Y/n! you made it!"
You flashed him a small smile as one of your friends hooked her arm around you and led you inside the house. "Of course she would, she always loved a good party."
They weren't wrong, before Wanda you partied quite a lot with those lot. That's why you and Travis talk, he is friends with Carol. Your long time best friend.
Laying your eyes on her, as you walked over to her and was instantly handed a drink. "How are you?" She asked, seeing that look on your face.
You lied- Or at least tried to. "I'm okay, you know how it is. Parents have been pushing me to do better so I have been busy."
Lie
You were busy making out with Wanda than improving your grades. They already were good enough for your parents and yourself to even care more about studying.
She nodded but she wasn't a fool. She knew there was more to it. But before she could call you out on it. Peter walked over, putting his arm around you and dragging you to the dance floor.
Both of his hands were on your hips and you were forced to have yours on his shoulders. It was hard to not imagine Wanda in his place. Her beautiful eyes that were like a million stars shining when she smiled.
"Y/n I'm so glad you came. I was waiting to tell you this for awhile now." He spoke up and the image of Wanda disappeared.
"I have been crushing on you for a while now and I guess that's my way of asking you out." Yeah now you can see it. Wanda was right and once again you never listen.
Now you're stuck with his hands on your hips. The difference between Wanda's was huge. "Peter..-"
"No, I'm not finished." He stated as he placed his finger on your lips. "I have been gathering the courage for some time now, you are so beautiful that I can imagine how every guy would be so jealous of us."
He spilled this fantasy that he made up in his head to you. If he was sober right now, this would've never left his mouth.
You stopped when Bucky made his way over to Peter. Tapping him and pulling him away, letting you escape and hide away from Travis. This was your bad feeling.
Carol managed to find you after hours of searching. "What are you doing?" She asked as she sat down next to you under the table that hid yous with the cloth over it.
"Hiding from Peter and his endless love confession." You spilled as you leaned your head on shoulder.
She laughed "That's why he is looking for you everywhere. Have you been thinking about accepting?" She asked, hoping in a way to get the information she wanted out of you.
"God no, you know I am only into women." You said as you looked up at her. Sitting up straight as you heard a chuckle leave Carol's mouth.
"Women... A woman who isn't here, am I right?" She asked, she could read you so easily it was almost scary.
You looked away at your hands, nodding at her. "Yeah, you're right. She couldn't be here even if we both wanted that to happen."
She hummed at you. "Why?"
"Her family has a dinner right now, so she's busy." You confessed, as you endlessly played with your fingertips.
"What are you doing here then? Why aren't with her?" She asked you as she turned her body towards you, to analyse your body language. "Wasn't you invited?"
"I was..." You sighed and before Carol could ask you any further questions. "We had a fight and I don't even know what I am suppose to do."
"Have yous spoke since?" She questioned as a way to find a way to help you out.
"Only when she invited me but even then, I was cold and rude and I don't even know if she wants to see me anymore." You hid your face in your hands.
Carol knew you were stupid but not this point. "I mean if she invited you out to the dinner, then I am sure she wants to see you. She probably wants to talk it out."
There was a slight silence for a moment between yous, letting gears turn in your head. You looked at her with realisation that you are about to fuck it up if you don't get to that dinner.
"What are you still doing here. Move your ass and get your girl." She already knew that look, encouraging you.
You hugged her and bolted out of there. Rushing home to change into something more formal and made your way to the address Wanda messaged you.
She was worried, making excuses that you were running late to her family but the truth was you wasn't coming. That hurt her more than anything.
She wanted to be close to you and be held by you. She needed to feel your arms around her. She kept her tears in until she heard your voice.
Almost as if her prayers were listened to and she rushed to see if this was really you. There you stood, with her mother holding the door for you. Watching as you handed her a bag with a wine bottle, just the one Wanda told you many months ago she liked.
Her mother looked over at Wanda, smiling widely. "There you are, your date is here."
She sent Wanda a wink as she left to leave the two of you for a moment before she came back to finally pull yous two away for dinner.
"You came..." She spoke as she stood glued to her spot.
You sent her a light smile. Taking a few steps towards her. "Always.."
That warmed her heart, she was desperate at this point to hug you. She wanted to feel you against her and as she took a step towards you. Feeling her body relax even before it hit yours.
Wanda's mom came out, saying the dinner was ready. Shuttering any hope Wanda had that she could be held by you. Of course she was aware that everyone was excited to meet you.
You are the only person Wanda ever mentioned since her first love break up. They were excited to see what she sees in you. It must be all good if she decided to bring you here.
And that's what it was. They all were intrigued with you and how intelligent you were. Even Wanda's dad liked you, as he took you away for a moment to show you his car collection.
That's where you gave him a bit of advice how to preserve their life span by doing certain things. It made him happy that you knew so much about cars. You weren't just some girl who went for Wanda for her wealth but rather her as a whole.
The family was satisfied with who they met, letting you breathe as you stood outside. Looking out on the amazing view from their home. The amazing nature look was beautiful.
But not as beautiful as the only woman's voice that made you turn your head. "Found you."
You smiled as you turned to face her. She looked so stunning, in the well lit area. Before you could compliment her, she was the first one to speak up.
"I'm sorry Y/n for what I have done and said.." She held herself as her expression slightly changed. "I was jealous and I am insecure... I am all those things and I was scared to tell you because why would you want to deal with problems that I am battling with."
She expressed herself in the way she was thinking. Tears slowly forming on the edge of her eyes. "I am constantly worried that someone might swoop you away and I will be here vulnerable after telling you how I feel."
"I am scared because I have zero clue how you feel, and if I come out looking like a fool that will leave me in a worse heartbreak because I never knew I could feel this way towards anyone." She let one tear drop from her eye as her hands linked with each other, fidgeting slightly from the nerves.
"God... I am so in love with you Y/n, it's almost impossible to ignore. I love those cute dimples whenever you smile. Those eyes that hold so much passion for certain things. It makes me feel crazy because I imagine so many scenarios that include you."
You weren't expecting this, you weren't even expecting for yous to talk about this. Watching as she cries, her hands shaking slightly from nerves made you act.
You walked over to her, grabbed her hands and held them tightly. Looking into her beautiful green eyes. "Wanda.."
You tried to calm her down but she kept going. "It's crazy because marriage didn't even cross my mind until I met you- Not that I am saying we should marry but one day-"
Before she could finish, you pulled her into you and kiss her softly. That way you could finally say what you wanted and keep her shut. The kiss was sweet and gentle but short.
She missed you instantly but her brain was trying to process your words now. "I never knew that's how you felt and I am sorry that with my lack of communication you had to keep that in."
"But I have something to confess too, it's way over due now." You paused for a moment to make sure she was listening. "I am in love with you too, Wanda. So in love that I realised how I don't want to mess this up. I came here to fix things and to finally tell you what I was planning on saying for some time now." You finally let it out, even if this wasn't what you had planned, it was the right moment.
As you watched every doubt leave her eyes, a shocked expression turn into a smile, that satisfied you. That look that you could witness, and you were glad you could.
"You was right about Peter. He confessed his love for me and I couldn't help but imagine us. I couldn't even picture being anywhere near him when you are the only woman on this earth that would make my heart beat almost out of my chest with every touch." You admitted, because if yous were being honest with everything then she needed to know.
She couldn't help it anymore, her lips were quick to find yours and that was a way for her to seal every word that has been said. Her hands cupped your cheeks as you held her extremely close to you.
God you loved that woman with every fibre in your body. Her salty tears were ignored because all you cared about was her. She pulled away slightly, looking into your eyes before giving you small kisses to make this moment last.
"You are the best thing that happened to me" You added as she hugged herself into your chest. Smiling from ear to ear and being happy with everything that has happened tonight.
She hummed as she acknowledged your words before looking up and speaking up. "See, I did have a reason to be jealous over Peter. I did say he liked you."
You rolled your eyes playfully, as you smiled slightly. "Yeah, well he wouldn't have the same affect on me with the way you do, when you pin me against the desk from this so called jealousy."
She chuckled as her eyes never left yours, this was what she wanted. This moment where you both feel pure happiness and nothing else.
It was you and her against everything. Now she knew everything would work itself out, even if it was going to be hard. She wasn't going to give up. Not now or ever...
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Hi, can I request a Nat x fem!reader oneshot where the reader is singing Russian songs she's heard from Natasha's playlist while doing mundane tasks ie paperwork, washing up dishes etc. The reader not knowing a lot of Russian doesn't realise how explicit the songs are just casually sings them in front of the whole avenger's team splitting the group with the members who can speak Russian finding it hilarious and those who can't just thinking it's a good song and Natasha's just sat there with a whole array of mixed emotions but is mostly impressed with how well the reader is singing.
Thanks in advance :)
Russian Songs
Pairing: Natasha x Reader
Warning: The usual tags I don’t really know what other tags would go here, just enjoy :3
Summary: After being moved away from missions and doing everyone's chores. You wanted to be more productive, but was that a good choice?
Word count: 2.7k
A/n: So I couldn't find any explicit songs per say, but I hope this song will work, it's very hard to look for songs in another language, anyway I hope yous enjoy.
My requests are always open so feel more than welcome to pop in a suggestion for the next story :3
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You were known to be a singer, well that's around the compound of course, you weren't brave enough to sing in front of thousands of people.
You loved singing all your life but your passion for doing good was too strong and it won over your life. If you were honest, not many knew about your singing ability.
It's not like you would be parading around and singing, it was mostly when you were doing mundane tasks, or when no one was around. It was like your little secret you didn't want to share with the group.
Even after dating Natasha for 2 years, she still had no clue you could sing and she was a spy so that was surprising, that was until recently..
During training with your redhead girlfriend, she has been putting light music but most of it was in Russian, meaning you couldn't understand anything.
It almost sounded like a challenge to you, to learn that song by heart and because it was catchy so you wanted sing it properly and just enjoy what it meant.
But that was exactly that, you didn't understand it so you didn't know what you were learning, even though that didn't stop you, you still learnt it- Well some of the words.
Somehow you ended up doing all of the chores in the tower, actually there was a reason, Natasha along with Tony came up with a 'punishment' for you.
Your own girlfriend came up with a punishment for you, it was because you ended up surrounded by hydra men, who had you tied up and ready to transport as way to kidnap you and use you to get out what they wanted for the Avengers.
It wasn't even your fault, Shields information was misleading that you ended up in the wrong section of the building, with tooo many armed men and you knew you didn't have a chance so you were glad when Steve along with Bucky were sent to help.
That's how you ended up doing months of cleaning, instead of missions, meaning you cooked, cleaned like washing up, paperwork of your teammates.
Natasha was nice enough to leave her own paperwork to herself to not over work you but that didn't mean you weren't tired, of course you stopped training with her as a way to show her you were mad at her.
But still the redhead knew, you wouldn't be mad for too long. When she found out that you were near to being kidnapped, she got scared.
The love of her life was in danger and she couldn't even save you. That's what got to her, that was the reason why she agreed to the punishment.
It kept you off the missions for a while, she knew you would be safe at the tower. Even if you were mad at her, giving her a cold shoulder most of the day, she knew you were safe.
Eventually she was going to talk to you, when things cooled off a little. But seeing how tired you were every night made her feel bad. She done this to you, with good intentions.
But maybe you didn't see it like that. Natasha never overthought before, she was there in the moment. But with you, she was afraid of losing you.
She loved you, so the thought of you getting brutally beaten, whilst she was so far away from you was taking a big toll on her. Seeing you clean and do everything else was easy to watch. To know that you were there.
That's what was happening right now. Everyone including you were in the living room. Well you was cleaning with headphones on, as after doing so many chores for months. You eventually got bored and just started to listen to music.
Helped to kill your time a little, whilst learning songs that you wanted to know. Being with the Russian has taught you some words. So whenever you heard a similar word you smiled, humming it silently.
Your back was to the door whilst you were washing up. In that moment the team went silence and your singing was exposed to everyone who had ears. Natasha's brows raised in amusement as she listened to what you were singing.
Everyone turned around to look at you. Half of the team understanding what you were singing and half was looking with confusion.
Tony was first to speak up. "Is she singing a Russian song?" He questioned as she looked over at Natasha.
She simply nodded with a big smile across her lips, she didn't know that her girlfriend was this talented. Thor smirked. "If my girlfriend sung like Y/n, I wouldn't even let her stop. I bet you are the same Natasha."
She would definitely beg you to sing for her many times if she knew that you could. She knew that you would be embarrassed about it but still follow through.
She still kept quiet as she listened carefully to your words. "Я заливаю глаза керосином...Пусть всё горит, пусть всё горит ( I fill my eyes with kerosene. Let it all burn, let it all burn )"
She nearly choked on the song choice that was spilling out of your mouth. Yelena, along with Clint, Thor and Bucky, looked over at Natasha for some sort of explanation. But there was none.
Yelena laughed, as she stared at her sister when you sang the words. "Выхожу на улицу гладить кота. А его переезжает тачка мента (I go outside to pet the cat. And he's being run over by a cop's car.)"
Shaking her head in disapproval. "What have you taught this poor innocent girl."
Natasha frowned. "That wasn't me. I mean I listened to this song whilst we trained but I didn't know she could sing it."
Tony was having the time of his life whilst he nodded his head at your singing. "Whatever it is, I love it. She will sing at the next event I have."
Natasha shook her head, knowing that when you find out what that songs means you'll be embarrassed to even face the team. Bucky smirked as he nodded his head. "I think that song suits you Natasha, maybe next time explain to your girlfriend what she is trying to sing."
You tried to sing the song perfectly but not knowing what it meant you mumbled most of the lyrics. Carol walked in as her jaw opened to hear the song leak out of your mouth.
"Why is everyone laughing? Someone tell her what she is saying." Carol walked over after waving at you with a fake smile.
Natasha sighed as she knew it had to be her. She nodded as she stood up, making her way towards you. Wanda rushed in as she heard it as well. Finding it all amusing at how you didn't even know what you were saying. Vision appeared, literally everyone was there. Tuning in on your conversation with the Russian.
Natasha gently tapped your shoulder, you looked over, saw her and went back to listening to the song. She sighed, yeah you were still mad at her.
She got closer, pressed herself against your back, taking the cloth out of your hand and the plate that you were wiping clean. Placing it all down as she spun you round to face her.
For a moment you forgot what you were mad about, this is the closet you two have been since the day you received punishment. Your hands hesitantly fell on her shoulders, whilst she took the headphones out.
"Y/n.. Sweetie.. Stop singing." She tried to say it nicely, but she set you off.
You narrowed your eyes at her. "Not only you ground me in the tower but now you're also telling me what to do."
"You know.. This is my choice if I want to sing or not. You can't tell me what to do." That was sometimes the issue with you. Instead of listening to why she said that. You put up walls and tried to deflect any attack on you.
She sighed as she placed her hand over your mouth, the other sat firmly on your hip. You loved when Natasha was dominant with you, it made her look a lot more sexier but not when you were angry.
"Not because I am trying to control you... But because you don't know what you are singing.." She approached it another way. She had to embarrass you for you to understand what she meant.
You swallowed thick at her words, eyes widen in fear at what your girlfriend was saying. So, she continued. "Have you even tried to look up the translation of the lyrics?"
You shook your head after Natasha took her hand away, this was on the Russian. She should've told you what it meant whilst yous were training. But she was so distracted by you and your body that songs just slipped her mind.
Her eyes darted towards the team, who somehow had popcorn appear in their hands. She narrowed her eyes at Wanda, who simply shrugged as she shoved more popcorn in her mouth.
That's when you got the hint that everyone heard you. Fear set when you looked over. You looked back at the redhead who had a cold expression across her face.
"Let me go. I need to go." You were slightly panicking, you never had anyone listen to you singing, you kept it quite quiet from literally everyone you knew.
Natasha's face softened up as she saw your panic. "Y/n it's okay-"
But you interrupted her. "Let. Me. Go." Your eyes flashes red and she moved away, causing you to storm out. Making the redhead sigh as she leaned back on the counter.
Moving to look at the team who now was looking anywhere but at Natasha. She rolled her eyes at them as she followed you out. It was easy to tell where you had wondered off. I mean she was your girlfriend after all.
As you sat on the balcony edge, looking down at the city. Natasha slowly made her way over to you. "Y/n.." She spoke softly, trying to get your attention so you don't get startled.
You sighed as you heard her, you knew she would follow you out here. "You know the whole point of walking out is not to be followed." You were bitter with right reasons.
It wasn't just the singing, it was the unresolved feelings that you both held. She knew that, she wanted to say something about it all the time but it never left her mouth.
She hummed softly, acknowledging your words. "I followed you out because I care Y/n."
You scoffed, rolling your eyes at her words. "I wonder where those words were, when I was punished for being the victim."
She knew you were right, how was she suppose to explain her feelings to you? It was all difficult but she had to. She took a deep breath. Looking at your side profile as she moved her hand over to yours. Gently taking it and intertwining it together.
"детка, I know you are mad. I would be too but I didn't do it if I didn't feel like it was necessary." Maybe it was the way she worded it, but that only made you more angry.
Your head snapped towards her, almost making her take a step back. "You're making decisions for me? Wasn't you the one who promised me that we would both take decisions as you never wanted me to feel the way you felt in the red room?"
That stung, but you were right. Natasha promised exactly that and she broke that when she decided your own fate. She sighed, feeling how you snatched your hand away.
Jumped off the edge and tried to make your way back inside the building, but Natasha had different plans for you. "I did what I did because I was scared."
Her words made you stop, you were still facing away from her but kept quiet so she could continue. "When I received the information that you were no where to be found. That your weapons along with most of your clothes were left at the scene. I thought I was going to die from how much fear I felt."
You never heard Natasha's voice that unsure. Her tone was always gentle and quiet when she opened up to you. Now you were facing the door as she spoke with an upset tone.
"It felt like the world stopped for a moment. The first thing I wanted to do was to rush over there but Nick stopped me. They knew that if I went everything could go even worse." She explained as her voice broke several times.
"I can't imagine my life without Y/n, how was I suppose to think straight when you were kidnapped. I knew you were scared I couldn't even be there." Tears were streaming down her face.
"I knew the second we found you, in that state of barely any conconse, I knew I needed you safely here. Where I could keep my eye on you."
"I know that I should've spoke to you about all of this, but I couldn't.." Her tone was just above a whisper. Yet you could hear her.
You turned your body around to face her. Tears sitting tightly on the edge of your eyelids as you stared at her. Maybe you didn't think this through.
Maybe you should've spoke to her after everything. You were so busy with trying to get over the traumatic experience that you didn't think how that impacted her.
The woman that you love with your whole heart. You were busy being angry at her for not comforting you when you needed it, when in reality it was both of you that needed each other.
A light sob came out of your mouth as you walked over to Nat. Hugging her tightly and melting almost instantly in the embrace. You missed her and you knew she missed you too.
No words were needed at this moment whilst she held you tightly against her. Like she haven't seen you for a long time.
You both were crying but you pulled yourself together. Pulling away as you looked at her. Sandwiching her face between your hands. "I'm sorry."
Her soft expression melted your heart and to be fair, if the Russian was honest. You were the only one who made her this open about her feelings.
She shook her head slightly with a small smile across her lips. "No, I am sorry."
You sniffled as her hands sat on your hips, holding you against her quite close. You could tell that she was telling the truth. You never had to doubt her from the way her eyes only looked for yours.
"I want to kiss you." Natasha choked out, letting a set of tears slowly roll down her cheek.
You smiled as you pressed your forehead against hers. Closing your eyes as you felt her breath hit your lips ever so gently. "What are you waiting for?"
She didn't need to say anything else, because thats all she wanted to do for the past months of you being angry. She wanted you close and just to feel your warmth against her lips.
She leaned in slowly as her lips brushed against yours. Feeling how soft your lips felt was really testing her. She missed you so much. Everything about you.
Zero thoughts were in both of your minds as all that you were really focused on, was feeling Natasha. Her hands tightly holding you, her lips against yours as you tried to keep your breath steady.
She pulled away just a little bit as she muttered out. "I love you" Before her lips collided with yours before you had the chance to say it back.
A slightly protest moan escape your mouth, you wanted to say it back but Natasha didn't let you. Her hands sliding around your body. Not letting you out of her arms.
The emotions changed quite quickly but could you blame yourself? You missed each other very much and being in her arms was the only place that felt like safety you needed right now.
Your fingers tangled in her hair and thats the only thing that was on your mind. The warmth-ish air breezing past the two of you as your embrace became more intimate.
That's what you loved about being with her. The power that you two can over come anything that stood in your way....
And make out whilst you are at it.
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Can I request a Natasha x Avenger!female reader, where the team wins Infinity War, so NO BLIP AND THANOS IS DEAD AND ENDGAME NEVER HAPPENS. And Reader wants to marry Natasha but Reader asks Fury’s permission and even Alexei and Melina for Natasha’s hand in marriage. And JUST SOMETHING sweet and cute! And at the end a wedding happens and so Natasha and Reader are now Avengers BUT also wives!
(I’ve always seen Fury as Natasha’s father figure, and it’s a crime that there was barely any scenes that proved that! 😤😤)
Thank you!
Risks
Pairing: Natasha x Fem!Reader
Warning: Pure fluff, a little bit of angst, little bit of smut (18+)
Summary: You never thought proposing could get so complicated.
Word count: 10.5k (oops)
My requests are always open so feel more than welcome to pop in a suggestion for the next story :3
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Life as a hero- As any hero is a risk, no matter the job, doctor, nurse, police, Avenger like yourself and even with risks you still chose this path.
None of these jobs have it easy that's why it's always highly appreciated, almost by most, but that doesn't matter. Out of everything you done for your team,
This risk that you want to take is the hardest out of all of them, ask your girlfriend to marry you, now anyone would say that it shouldn't be that hard, if you know that this person loves you they will say yes but that's not the issue.
Issue is, asking the family to give the approval even if they don't have to, here is the thing your girlfriend had two families, her crazy Russian family and the Avengers including Nick Furry, that guy scares you.
You realised that you wanted to be with Natasha for the rest of your life and you knew she was your person, but not long ago, when the two of you started to date, it was chaotic.
If you really think about it, even before dating the two of you were like fire and water, two different people who liked doing opposite things, like Natasha liked to train, be on top of her game, whilst you liked to party every night, just to relax.
You didn't even think about being chained to someone at the time, but Natasha did, as soon as she laid her eyes on you she knew she wanted to be with you.
You were confident of what you wanted, and somehow in the end through hard work you always had it in your hands, she liked that because that was her in some ways.
She liked how opposite yous were, even if she was more work concentrated she knew that she would spend her time with you anywhere you went.
Ever since dating you, she managed to convince you to train with her, she loved to stare at you break a sweat whilst she barely did anything.
Something about seeing your muscles flex made her apricated that you were with her and not anyone else. She knew how easy it was to lose someone so she did everything to keep you.
And she managed because you were planning a proposal for the woman you love, the woman that can only make you feel those butterflies even after 8 years of dating.
The woman who managed to open your eyes that it is nice to have someone and know to have their support through everything, that was Natasha, she always had your back.
You can even remember the exact day where you realised you actually loved the redhead, it was the day yous met your parents, they always pushed the subject of you being gay aside.
Always ignored it so with time as you grew up you thought that they finally got over it, you remember that day so vividly..
You finally managed to find a day off and agree to dinner with your parents as your sister was coming into town, you thought it was a good opportunity to take Natasha with you.
If you knew what was going to happen then you would've never taken Natasha with you, it would've spared you the embarrassment but unfortunately you couldn't see the future and walked right into a trap.
You and the Russian have been together for couple months, it was fresh but you thought it was finally time for the redhead to meet the two people that brought you into this world.
Natasha agreed with you, actually she was excited to try to get in their good books, she wanted to know more about you and what the best way of doing so than hearing embarrassing stories about you.
She has seen some pictures of you as a baby but she always wanted to see where you grew up, it made her happy to know you wanted to share that with her too.
You were nervous and Natasha could sense that as you were quiet in the car on the way there, it was different, something you never thought you would ever do.
She grabbed your hand as the two of you were parked outside of your house, you could see that your sister was already here by the car parked where you used to.
"If you aren't ready Y/n, we don't have to do this" Natasha reassured, she never wanted to pressure you into anything.
You finally peeled your eyes away from the house across the street as you looked the Russian in the eyes "I'm ready, its more are you?"
It wasn't a lie, you felt ready or at least you told yourself that in order to show up here with the redhead, you rarely visited your parents, work life and everything else got in the way.
At first they kept trying to make you come over but with time they gave up, it allowed you to live a little without constantly get bombarded to come and see them when you couldn't.
"It can't be that bad" Natasha tried to convince herself as well, she was nervous too.
You gave her a half smile as you both gotten out and finally found the courage to knock on the door, you squeezed Natasha's hand a little as you heard the locks of the door being opened.
For your luck, your sister opened it, she was the only person in your family who accepted you, your brother does too but he doesn't talk to you anymore.
He doesn't contact anyone from the family and in some ways you wanted that too but you still had a sister who you loved too much to abandon her.
You let go of Natasha as you hugged your sister "Finally you're here"
You smiled at her words, as you pulled away, you were about to introduce Natasha but your sister beat you to it as she pulled her in for a hug "Ah you must be Natasha, you are so much prettier in person than on pictures with Y/n"
The redhead let out a laugh "Thank you, but you're stunning too"
You raised your brows at them "Okay, quit flirting with each other, I am hungry"
Natasha smirked as she finally moved away from your sister "Are you jealous детка (baby)?"
You rolled your eyes "In your dreams Romanoff"
Your sister smiled, she never seen you like this, you were happy and she loved that because you rarely were happy "Don't worry Y/n/n, I only have a small crush on Natasha"
You looked over at your sister who found it amusing to tease you "I am sure your husband will be thrilled to find out about this"
She gasped "You wouldn't!"
You smiled as you reached for your phone "Oh I would"
Your sister launched at you as she tried to get the phone out of your hand, Natasha had a smile across her lips because her and Yelena were the same.
One teased another, but minus the gun pointing and choking each other to near death, she titled her head at the thought and shrugged it off as your mother came out to see what is happening.
"What in the world is happening here?" She questioned as she had a confused expression across her face.
You and your sister parted rather quickly, back when this has happened you would end up bent over a stall and got wacked with a belt for messing around.
You both mutter an apology and then you finally greeted your mom, it was a little awkward but definitely you could last in the house because of it,
As you parted, your mother frowned "You brought a friend to a family dinner?"
You looked over at Natasha who was about to say something but you managed to cut her off "I will get to that in a second mom, lets walk inside and not have dad wait for me"
This has taken back Natasha, she had a lot of questions, why didn't you just say she was your girlfriend? Were you embarrassed? But that was cut short when you took her hand in yours and pulled her towards where you assumed was your dad.
As soon as you saw him you let go and walked over to him, giving him a gentle kiss on her cheek and a hug as a greeting form from you, this time Natasha walked behind you, she wanted to get involved.
As you parted, Natasha extended her hand to shake his "Hello Mr Y/l/n"
He had a gentle smile across his face "Ah hello, I remember Y/n mentioning someone coming, i thought she was going to finally bring a boy but this is okay too"
You sighed as you faced the other way, realising that nothing changed, in this moment you didn't even want to tell them you're dating the redhead but now you had to.
"Oh, I think you have it wrong-" She was going to correct him but you butted in.
"How about, I show you something upstairs Natasha?" You wanted to take her hand but you knew it would make this more hard.
She gave you a frowned but either way she nodded and followed you up to a room, she assumed it was your room by the looks of the interior.
As she closed the door, you immediately attached yourself to her as you placed a sweet kiss on her lips, not wanting her to speak for now, it was harder to explain.
She pulled away from you with a smile that you always managed to put on her lips, she wanted to say something but once again your lips got in the way.
You pulled away as you whispered "No talking"
Natasha nodded, wanting nothing more than to just kiss you and feel you against her again, she treasured this side of you in her heart, she loved when you were needy of her attention because she had a lot to give.
As her hands slid down to your lower back you knew that what she wanted, you knew you wanted it but not here, this house wasn't sound proof and the redhead knew how to get out every little bit of sound out of you.
You smiled in the kiss as you pulled away but Natasha had different plans for you, she moved her lips down to your neck, wanting nothing more than to leave a mark.
You chuckled as you pulled yourself away from her to stop her from marking your neck "Not here, if my dad sees this, I don't see it end well for you"
Natasha nodded, fully aware of the consequences but still wanting to taste you, her hands found your hips as she pulled you back into her, giving you another kiss.
Just as she was about to push you against the wall and just do whatever you allow her to do, someone knocked on the door, you sighed knowing that this would happen.
Natasha still pushed you against the wall, pushing a leg between your legs, making sure to cover your mouth with her hand to prevent any moaning to escape.
She opened the door as she peaked out to see her sister on the other side "Hey, can you tell Y/n that dinner is ready to be served but they are waiting up on you both"
Natasha nodded as she closed the door, and looked back at you, eyes on the her the whole time as you felt light friction of her leg against your centre.
A muffled moan managed to escape from your mouth, the redhead knew what she was doing, she unbuttoned your jeans as she slipped her hand into your panties.
Pressing her palm against your warm centre, your back arced of the wall a little, another knock came but this time someone spoke up "Y/n come on down, father is getting impatient"
Natasha moved her hand off your mouth as she inserted two of her fingers inside you "Coming!"
She smirked, she didn't even manage to properly work you and you were already close, it didn't take long for you to reach your peak, crumbling as your legs gave in, but Natasha held you with her body.
You knew if yous don't go now, they will come inside here, so you placed your hand on Natasha shoulder "We need to go"
She nodded as she took her hand out and cleaned it off, as she watched your reaction, as much as you wanted to push her on your bed and show off, you couldn't.
You button up your jeans and walked out of the room having the Russian following you, as you took your places at the table, and had your mom equally spread the food amongst everyone.
The conversation was random and you kept getting more nervous at the thought of telling them, that was until your mother finally did it for you "So are you going to tell us why you brought a friend to dinner?"
You swallowed the nerves that were sitting at the edge of your throat and nodded before finally telling them, you put your hand on the table where Natasha's was.
Taking her hand into yours "I brought Natasha here because I wanted her to meet yous and finally for yous to meet her, as she is my girlfriend"
Your mother frowned "Well we know shes a girl and a friend"
You shook your head "No mom, I am dating her, we are a couple, like you and dad"
Her frown was still there "I don't understand, you're sleeping with a girl?"
You nodded "I wouldn't say it like that but yes"
Natasha for a moment felt proud, that was until your mother words shot that pride "You're telling me that instead of finding yourself a nice boy to marry in the future, you're still playing around in this- this phase of yours?"
Your father had a stone cold face at the news, which worried you a lot, his silence always had you worried, your sister was annoyed with them.
"What is wrong with them being together?" Your sister questioned with an angry tone.
Your mother wasn't letting down "What did I do to deserve this? Where did I go wrong? Why can't you just be normal like your sister and marry a boy!"
Your eyes started to sting at their words, you didn't expect this, you thought they might just disapprove but not this, Natasha narrowed her eyes at them.
Your dad stood up "If you choose this path to go down then we must do what we can, this is your punishment, you are no longer my daughter"
Your heart broke at his words, you always looked up to him as a kid, he always protected you from harms way and your mothers insults, your sister stood up as she banged her hands on the table.
"This is ridiculous! This is not harmful at all, father you are crossing many lines here" Your sisters tone had a warning to it.
In the heat of this, you stood up and ran to your room, as you locked yourself in there. your sister and Natasha both looked back at you, knowing that one of them needed to go to you.
Your sister didn't waste a second as she followed you, Natasha stood up as she looked at your parents "you two should be ashamed that you think treating your child like that is acceptable"
Your mother rolled her eyes "This is your fault, if it wasn't for you brainwashing her, she would've finally married some hard working boy"
Natasha rolled her eyes in disbelief and anger at their words, she knew this was a battle not worth winning, she hurried upstairs just like before but she was met with a sight of your sister pleading for you to let her in.
She saw Natasha, her eyes beamed "Please, maybe you can get in"
Natasha nodded as she walked up to the door, your sister walked down to reason with her parents, see what is wrong with them, as Natasha leaned against the door.
"Hey детка (baby) can you open the door for me?" She expected to be waiting out here and beg you.
But the door opened to reveal you with trails of tears rolling down your face, she was quick to advance towards you, her arms snaking around your body, puling you close as you let out a sob that you tried to suppress.
She took couple steps in still holding you, closing the door with her foot as she slowly moved with you to the bed, so you could sit down, as you did, she placed herself in front of you, holding your hands, occasionally letting one hand fall to your thigh to give it a reassuring squeeze,
Natasha understood why you tried to keep her quiet, you wanted to spend a moment with them before everything blew up like it did now, "Y/n/n"
Her voice made you look up, suddenly feeling embarrassed for her to see you like this, Natasha wiped your tear with her thumb, she never seen you this upset before, it hurt her because all she wanted was to take that away.
"This is so embarrassing" You finally spoke up as your voice was small at first.
"Not at all дорогой (darling), I think you're brave for walking out because I would be near to killing him" She spoke as she caressed your cheek.
That caused a small laugh to escape your mouth, but it dead as soon as it came.
"Can we hug? the way I like it?" You asked and without any hesitation, she nodded.
As she sat back down, opening her arms for you and you being more than happy to hug her, as you sat on her nap with both of your legs of either side of her hips, letting one of her hands play with your hair and the other gently slide her hand down your back, knowing how much that always calmed you down.
Your chin was resting on her shoulder, as more tears rolled down your face, you felt guilty, how could you let Natasha witness such abuse from them, you thought she might take you as a weakling.
"I'm sorry" You cried in her arms.
"Nothing to be sorry for, Baby, you have me to protect you now, they can't do anything to you" Natasha was quick to reassure you, she didn't want you to think that she would think less of you, not everything is under people's control she knew that.
She placed a kiss on your cheek, whispering as many reassurances you needed, you moved away from her shoulder, finally looking into your partners eyes.
The emerald orbs that stared back right at you, made you realise that you loved this woman, you loved that she had your back, you felt safe with her.
Yous managed to finally stand up, you both came to an agreement that yous were going to ditch, take your sister with you so she can meet the team instead of staying here in this toxic place.
As Natasha was going to walk out first, you pulled on her hand as you pulled her back, wanting nothing more than to kiss her, so you did, you felt her hand on your hips, giving it a light squeeze.
But yous were interrupted by your parents bursting inside, your father boiling at the sight of you kissing a woman, "This will not happen under my roof"
He walked over as he grabbed your arm but Natasha stopped him, grabbing onto him "Don't touch her"
He narrowed his eyes and tried to get out of her grip to kick you out but he underestimated women, especially Natasha, her grip tightened "I said don't touch her"
"I don't like to repeat myself, so you're going to hear it once, you and your wife are going to move out of our way as we go, if you try anything I promise you, I won't be your only enemy" She was scary, no one really understood that until they experience it first hand.
Your mother was livid, she stood there shocked "You're just going to let her talk to us like that Y/n?"
You looked at her "Yes, because for the first time in my life, someone else other than my siblings stood up for me, I love her, mom and if yous can't accept that then that is your problem"
Natasha wanted more than anything to look over and show her true reaction but she had to appear terrifying in front of your parents, she let go of your dad as he stumbled back slightly.
You held onto Natasha's arm, intertwining your hands together "If you're gonna disown me then know that it's for the best, I was doing okay without yous and I am sure I will be better now"
They were taken back, usually you just sat there and took their abuse but this time you didn't, you put your foot down and along with the Russian and your sister, yous left.
As you and Natasha got into the car, those words couldn't leave her mind, you loved her, a feeling she was scared to show in case you would run away.
Before Natasha started her car, she looked over at you, you looked at her with confusion to why yous aren't moving off, she had a gentle smile across her face.
"Why are you smiling like that?" You asked with a smile across your lips.
"What you said in there- Did you actually mean it?" She asked, being scared that maybe you just said it to get them off your back.
You knew what she was referring to "Of course, I love you Nat"
She beamed at your words, her hand found itself on your face, pulling you in for a kiss, wanting to take a moment to soak those words in "I love you too"
Of course, that day was something else but in the end it made you realise that she was the person who was going to be by your side no matter what.
Ever since that day, your parents didn't contact you, even if they disowned you, you still wanted to give them one more chance, even if your sister thought otherwise.
Your proposal was delayed as Thanos became an issue, even if everything went well, he died, everything changed, Natasha changed, not in a bad way but the way she saw life was a lot different.
Many died fighting Thanos and that only made her want to be more prepared for the next threat. There was slight distance but you knew her better than anyone else.
So you decided to propose to her, not waste anymore time that has already passed. You managed to convince her to spend some time with the team instead of constantly training.
As you secretly went to meet with her parents, they were going to visit soon but you had to do it before Natasha would spend most of the time with them.
They didn't live too far but you still had to steal one of the jets from the compound to get there, as you arrived, you were met with a party, which was shocking as Natasha always explained that they never liked that type of stuff.
As you walked in, no one even noticed that you were there, that's when you noticed the team, which made you more confused, why were they there in the first place?
You walked up to Sam, who looked sober but that quickly changed when you saw his eyes held that intoxication look "What are you guys doing here?"
He smiled at your presence "We are here to party!"
That made the people raw at his words, it wouldn't been funny if you weren't in a rush to find Natasha parents, but of course before you could do that, she appeared out of no where.
"Oh my goshhh, it's my girlfriend, how are you my sexy детка (baby)" She was quick to snake her arm around you waist pulling you closer to her.
You had a smile from her affection, but you knew she was drunk from the way she spoke "What are you doing here Nat?"
She smiled "Tony wanted to have a party and I knew Alexi needed to chill out with us so here we are"
You laughed it off but that stopped when what happened next shocked you, as you tried to gently get out of Natasha's grasp, she grabbed your right ass cheek with her hand and the other she smacked pretty hard.
That caused a gasp escape your mouth as a smirk appeared on hers "Natasha! Your parents are around"
She nuzzled her face into your neck "God I regret not fucking you sooner, I miss you"
It would've worked if there wasn't a chance for everyone to witness her wanting to publicly fuck you, you managed to push her away, leaving her just wanting more.
"Nat babe, maybe later, I am in a rush" You spoke to her as you kissed the tip of her nose.
She frowned "Where to?"
"I am looking for someone" You told her half truth, not wanting her to find out.
She nodded as her attention was pulled away from you by Bucky and Yelena challenging to do shots "I want to join!"
That was your chance, you needed to find Alexi and Melina before they got drunk and started to do anything the team dared them to, as you walked around the house that you were slightly familiar with.
You were able to locate Alexi by his strong voice and accent, he was somewhere in one of the rooms, you managed to find him with Melina in the same room, they were discussing something.
"I am telling you, something is wrong with them" Alexi voiced his concern to his wife.
You didn't mean to eavesdrop on their conversation but it was a pure accident, "It does seem like it, maybe we should question them about it?"
You walked in, knowing you couldn't keep listening to their conversation "Alexi, Melina, I was looking for yous"
They both faced you with smiled across their faces "We were just talking about you, which is why we need to talk to you"
You nodded "Okay, sure, what's up?"
Melina gestured for your to sit down to which you did, she then crossed her arms "we are worried about you and Natasha.."
You frowned "Worried about us? Why?"
"We noticed that Natasha hasn't been that in love with you anymore" Alexi spoke quite bluntly which earned him an elbow in the side from Melina.
Now you were worried "What do you mean? You guys think she doesn't love me anymore?"
Melina gave you a reassuring smile "No. It's just that she seems more distant than normal"
It still made you worry, you came in here to ask her hand in marriage and now that they said that, it made your thoughts spiral "I mean it kinda makes sense, we haven't slept with each other for months, she only gets touchy when she drinks"
You covered your face with your hands "Oh god, I feel so embarrassed now, I came here to ask yous if I can have her hand in marriage, I want to marry her but if this is true then she will reject me"
"At least you won't humiliate yourself now" Alexi commented with a laugh that was cut off when Melina smacked the back of his head with her hand.
Melina kneeled in front of you "I think you should go for it, it's only our assumption that could be wrong, and I really hope it is because she is always so happy with you"
You looked up at her "So you two approve?"
She nodded with a smile "Of course, we ship yous to the moon and back"
Alexi kneeled too "She is right, I approve because my little girl is finally happy and stressed free and if yous haven't rubbed private parts together then don't-"
Melina pushed him as he fell to the ground which made him shut up and stop making this situation any worse "Don't listen to him, sometimes he just doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut"
it made you laugh to which you nodded and decided to leave them two be to their own stuff that they wanted to do, even if you still had slight doubt about this but you took a deep breath and tried your best to not think about it but fully focus on making this perfect.
You were ready to ask her, but you remembered Nicki, the scary man that would kill you if you broke Natasha heart, you knew he would be around here, controlling the team if anything went out of hand.
Even if he always said that the team wasn't his responsibility, but you knew deep down that he cared for everyone here, you were able to locate him pretty fast, he hang around Natasha.
You walked up to him as you leaned on your side "Hey Fury, can we talk somewhere quiet?"
He eyed you before agreed and allowing you to follow him out in the balcony "What did you want?"
"I know your busy with the party but I have an important question to ask" You spoke quite sternly, you felt that he liked those type of conversations.
"I know Natasha is like a daughter for you, she speaks about you all the time and it's nice to know that someone is looking after her too, so I felt like this was important to her too" You started to explain, not wanting to waste any more time.
"Get to the point Y/l/n" He crossed his arms as he kept his eyes on your face.
"I want to ask if I can have Natasha's hand in marriage, she means the world to me and after Thanos and everything, I have wasted enough time to know that I want to spend the rest of my life with her" You asked the dreading question, wanting it to be a positive outcome.
He kept quiet as he stared into your sole for a whole long moment, until he cracked a smile "Of course! I approve, marry her Y/n, she deserves to be happy, just like you"
You were quite taken back from his sudden approval, you thought it was going to be a lot more harder but nevertheless you weren't going to argue against that.
He gave you a quick hug and hurried you out to contiune planning your proposal, which you did, but not before you dragged Natasha with you back to the compound.
The whole time her mouth was just attached to your skin, but the words of Alexi kept replying in your mind, maybe it was time to talk to her about it rather than hide behind planning.
As the new day came, you found yourself sleeping in the bed alone again, you sat up and noticed a paper by your phone, you took it "We have to talk, meet me by the jets at 5PM"?
You frowned, can't she talk to you like a normal person after waking up? Not leave letters, even after asking Fury and Melina along with Alexi for Natasha's hand in marriage, you still had slight doubt.
What if they were right, that she was completely out of love with you, what if her distancing herself from you was a sign that you decided to ignore?
You didn't want this doubt, god no, you wanted to believe that she was so in love with you, that she has spent most of her time imagining how it would be to spend the rest of her life with you.
You decided to leave the note where it was, changing in the bathroom and heading to see if the team left for a mission to justify why Natasha was gone in the morning.
But as you walked in the living area, everyone was there, literally the whole team except Natasha "Hey"
They all looked at you, blank expression before smiling hugely at your face "Hey"
You could see by Sam's eyes he had a hangover, pillow over his head to block out too much noise and light, causing you to laugh at him "Someone drunk wayyy too much"
He pointed his finger up as if to warn you but you knew he wouldn't do anything, you sat down next to Steve "Are there any missions for today?"
He shook his head "Uh no, Fury knew that most of us was going to be drunk so he decided against assigning anyone for the time being"
You nodded, this confirmed that Natasha ran away from you in the morning, not wanting to talk to you but leave a note, you didn't even want to talk to her anymore.
So you stood up, as you walked off to spend your time elsewhere, and that was with Maria Hill, you and her were closer than now, well closer before you gotten with Natasha.
It was obvious to everyone that she had a big crush on you, you weren't stupid, she told you herself before you dated Natasha but you never felt that towards her to which she respected.
Even if she still flirts with you and sometimes you flirt back as a joke, it's nothing serious, as you sat on her desk, waiting for her to stroll in and start her work, you knew she would love your company.
It didn't take long for her to walk in, she didn't notice you as her head was down too busy in the papers in her hand, you took that as an opportunity to scare her.
You got off the desk as quietly as you could and walked towards her, with a smile "Hill!"
The sudden scream made Maria jump, she swung with the papers in hand, if you were any closer she would've hit you, you raised your brows at her "Are you planning to kill someone?"
She closed her eyes for a brief moment to take a breath, which helped her calm her heart, she opened her eyes as she was finally met with your grinning face.
"Someones you act like a dick" She answered as she gave you a glare.
You shrugged "How else am I suppose to annoy you?"
She shook her head as she proceeding to walk forward but forgetting that she dropped something, making her trip and fall straight ahead, you not having enough time to react, made you both fall to the ground.
Maria on top of you, your noses close to touching which indicated how close yous ended up to each other, you started to chuckle " Never took you as a top Hill"
That caused a blush to spread across her cheeks "Seems like you're lacking more than that"
You smirked "Are you just going to stay like this, pinning me down or are you going to get up?"
She rolled her eyes, getting up and giving you a helping hand, somehow yous still were close, the issue was the this was purely innocent interaction, but as Fury walked past and saw yous being way too close.
He raised his brow ever so slightly at the scene and walked on, as you took couple steps back and sat on the desk again, it was pleasant to be around Maria again, as much as Maria tried to distant herself, she missed you, your friendship that you could only offer her.
You didn't spend too much time over there, you still had other stuff to do, you didn't have a completely day off, you still had to do some reports that Steve asked you to do and then help out Wanda with dinner, even if you weren't going to attend it.
And that's what you did, after 5 hours of being busy, you lost track of time, you wandered into the balcony, looking at the slowly setting dark that consumed the city.
Whilst you stood there, Natasha walked into Maria's office, in hopes of finding you here, that's where Fury saw you last, being way too close to the brunette.
Natasha hoped that she wouldn't see something that would kill her inside out, she trusted you but that didn't mean her doubts disappeared.
She saw no one but Hill, sitting by her desk, with a light on as she was reading something over, that caused the redhead to relax for a moment.
"Where's Y/n?" Natasha asked as she had her arms crossed.
Maria barely looked up to know that it was your girlfriend, she shrugged, which caused the Russian to huff in slight annoyance "She has been here, where did she go?"
This made Maria look up "I don't know, I don't have a tracker on her.. But it seems like you do"
The Russian rolled her eyes "Just keep your distant Hill, I am dating her not you"
Maria crossed her arms that were placed on the desk "By the looks of it, I have more of a chance to score a date than you do, even if you're dating her."
That caused Natasha to frown, you must've told Maria your doubts instead of the redhead "Well sorry to disappoint but she doesn't feel the same about you"
Maria shrugged "That's how it all starts but then you spend time with someone and those feelings form.."
Hill's face lit up in a teasing form "Oh wait, didn't that happen with you and Y/n?"
Natasha knew she shouldn't let that get to her, she knew she should just talk to you and get this sorted but the way Maria seemed so confident that you would form feelings for her, made her worry, she couldn't lose you..
The redhead rushed out, hoping to find you with the team, even if you weren't there the first time she was there. You didn't notice that you missed the time you were suppose to meet Natasha, even if you noticed, you didn't think that you would turn up.
Not after her leaving you in the morning with a note, maybe it was because you thought she was going to tell you that she didn't love you.
As you stood on the balcony, leaning on the railing, looking down and just admiring how each light turned on as more dark it got, that's when you felt some kind of warmth next to you.
You looked over to see Yelena, you didn't say anything and just looked back at the city but that didn't stop the blonde to say something "So you're hiding here"
"Not hiding at all, I'm just admiring the city" You answered her still with your eyes glued to the scenery in front of you.
She nodded "Well, Natasha is looking for you.."
You laughed through your nose "Seems like she's making other do the searching for her"
Yelena was taken back by your bitterness "Why are you angry with her?"
You looked down at your hands "I know she fell out of love with me, I don't know if I can face her, knowing she is going to leave me"
Yelena was clearly confused "Uh, I don't know who told you that but she looked worried, she mentioned Maria for some reason, she was desperate to find you so I don't find she was going to break up with you."
You frowned "But Alexi said-"
Yelena rolled her eyes "If you listen to him, you'll end up in jail like him so whatever he said about Natasha's feeling shouldn't even matter, he doesn't know anything"
Yelena was right, if anything she would know more about Natasha than Alexi or Melina, she closer to the Russian, you looked away from her as you covered your face with your hands.
"God I am so stupid, normally I wouldn't even pay attention to that, but she has been so distant lately that somehow it all connect" You explained as you moved your hands away.
Yelena nodded "She didn't tell me much but from what I know, it's just best to talk to her"
You knew Yelena would never tell Natasha's secrets, she had her back which made you adore their relationship as siblings, you smiled at her and nodded.
"Well then I guess this is just the perfect timing, I already asked everyone, can I have Natasha's hand in marriage" You stood straight as she faced you.
You shrugged with a slight eye roll "Technically this applies to parents and all that but you are important to her and frankly to me too"
Yelena smiled "Thank you, now do you want to me go get her or do you want to go?"
You sighed, knowing that you had to finally face her "I'll do it"
She nodded with a delicate smile, knowing that was the best decision, she waved you goodbye as she went off to annoy Kate and let you finally go after Natasha.
You took couple breaths in, as you walked out in the hall and made your way towards the living area, knowing that Natasha was going to be.
As you walked in, Natasha was pacing from one point to another which caused a small smile to spread across your lips, Yelena was right, she was worried.
Tony rolled his eyes "Can you just stand still, you're starting to annoy me"
She looked over at him with a glare "Shut up! What if something happened to Y/n? How am suppose to find her?"
Bucky's eyes founds yours from across the room "There is no need for that"
Natasha looked at him confused, she was going to open her mouth to question him but it was like a bulb lit up in her head, catching on what he meant, her head whipped to where his eyes were.
Finally laying her eyes on your beautiful face, she stood glued to her spot, not being sure if she should embrace you, but she followed her gut feeling.
She walked up to you and pulled you in for a hug, closing her eyes at the feeling of you hugging her back, you didn't feel stiff at the affection that was a good sign to Natasha.
Steve looked up now noticing the sight in front of him "Finally"
Natasha pulled away, still holding you with her arms, rolling her eyes and looking back at you "Can we talk?"
"Please Y/n take her away from us, its just pure torture" Tony pleaded with you as he stood up to get another drink.
You chuckled at his tone and nodded to Natasha, taking her hand in yours and pulling her out to the balcony that you were there not long ago.
Yous stood close to each other but not too close, giving that space in between each other, you leaned your side on the railing, not wanting to say anything first.
She took your hand into hers "Look, I am not going to lie to you, I went to Maria, Nick told me you was there as she was all over you, and she said something that me wonder.."
Your brows furrowed in confusion "What did she say?"
Natasha shook her head "I don't want to ruin your friendship with her but she said she has more of a chance to have you than me.."
Your confusion was still there, you did tell her your doubt about what Alexi said, it must've gave some sort of hope for Maria, the Russian continued "And it just made me wonder if you have any sort of feelings for Maria"
There was obvious fear in Natasha's eyes, it hurt you to see that, you instantly shook your head "No, of course not, I have stated to her clearly that I don't feel the same way about her."
"I know, but after all you can form those feelings after spending time with someone" She voiced her concern to you.
"Maybe so but I never saw Maria as more than a friend, I don't think you realise how much you mean to me, I was going insane thinking you fell out of love with me after what Alexi said" You raised your face a little, more from trying to make it clear to the Russian.
Now Natasha had the frown "Alexi? What did he say?"
You sighed "I noticed that you distanced yourself from me Nat, and I went to Melina and Alexi yesterday, for something.. They noticed your distancing too and Alexi said that you don't seem to be that in love with me anymore"
A single tear slid down your face at the thought of Natasha leaving you, she used her free hand to wipe that ear, making her look up at her with her thumb and index finger.
"I swear to god that man has it coming from me" Natasha shook her head slightly at the thought of Alexi messing everything up.
The corners of your mouth tugged up slightly, Natasha moved her hand as she placed it on your cheek, her thumb slightly caressing your skin "I love you. I love you. I love you"
You smiled "I love you too"
"God Y/n I love you so much, that it hurts, I can't imagine my life without you, I am sorry that I distant myself, I just needed some space after everything with Thanos, I regret not talking to you about it, please don't leave" Her other hand cupped the other side of your cheek, holding your face as she stared into your eyes.
You gripped her upper arms "I wish you did speak to me, we would've avoided this big misunderstanding but I am glad we did now, I never want to leave nor do I want to lose you"
She moved her face towards you, leaning her forehead against yours, you felt the moment was right, you moved your hand to your back pocket, you carried the ring with you in case there was a moment that made everything perfect.
What else was perfect than you and the redhead standing under the stars, having no doubts or worries, just love, that love that drove yous both to this.
You pulled away, making Natasha drop her hands from your face, you looked down at the ring, making the redhead look down too, the instant confusion that spread across her face made you understand that she had no clue.
You cleared your throat as you kneeled down on my knee, putting the little black box in front of you, and opening it for Natasha to see the ring.
"Natalia Alianovna Romanova will you do me the honours and marry me?" You asked, having no doubt that she was going to reject you.
She smiled at you using her full name "I will marry you Y/n, now and a million times if that's what you want"
You took her hand after taking out the ring out of the box and slipping that bad boy on her finger, watching as she admired the knew jewellery on her finger.
She leaned down as she placed a kiss on your lips, making you both sigh at the feeling, knowing how long it has been since yous properly gave each other the attention.
You stood up, not breaking the kiss, knowing that any longer and Natasha would be dragging you away to the bedroom and if you were honest, you would follow her without a complain.
That's when most of the team rushed in with phones in hands, making you pull away and get hugged by everyone at the same time, squeezing you even closer to Natasha.
It was a good day in the end for you, and even better to come as you and Natasha now had a better thing to do and that was to plan your wedding.
Something you never thought you would be doing in your life but here you were with your love, happier than ever, standing in the dressing room of the wedding venue, worried that you didn't look as perfect as you wanted.
Yelena and Wanda stood guard of yours and Natasha's rooms, so yous didn't slip out and see each other, they even scold yous separately that it's bad luck but it all felt uncomfortable without the Russian being by your side.
There were some complications that made you worry, this day was suppose to go perfect, it is suppose to be perfect but with the cake missing and the avengers spread out thin, Wanda along with Yelena had to help out.
Even if Peter was suppose to keep an eye out on your rooms, he was busy himself, so Natasha took her chance as she tiptoed to your room, opening it to reveal you in the most stunning dress that she has ever seen.
You fit in it like butter on toast, you looked like a queen in her eyes "Woah"
You turned around quickly as your eyes widen at the sight of your wife to be standing in front of you "Close your eyes! you're not suppose to see me!"
Natasha rolled her eyes but still had a smile "I don't care, I want to see my wife"
She walked up to you taking your hand in hers, feeling that happiness and those butterflies in her stomach at this moment, just like at the beginning of yours relationship.
"I would marry you right here" Natasha blurted out, her eyes dropped down ever so often as she couldn't stop taking you in.
You had a blush across your cheeks at her words "We are going to be married in couple hours"
Natasha shook her head "I want it now"
You chuckled "Well you have to wait baby"
She pulled your hand to her mouth as she held eye contact with you "I love you"
You had a huge smile across your lips, you loved this Natasha, the Natasha that wasn't afraid of being vulnerable with you, she had her heart displayed right in front of you each time and it called out your name.
She kissed up your hand until she reached the sleeve of your dress, she moved to your collarbone then to your neck and giving your lips a teasing taste of her kiss, leaving you to want more.
"I can't wait to kiss you in front of everyone" She whispered as she was inches away from your lips.
You smirked "You mean in front of Maria?"
Natasha tilted her head slightly, closing her eyes "Her too"
You would've rolled your eyes if they weren't closed already "Just remember that I am marrying you, not her"
That had her smiling like an idiot "I know, she will never find out the places that makes you weak in the knees"
You was going to open your eyes to look at her but before you could do that, she pulled you in for a promising kiss, one that promised a future that you could only dream off.
Her hand was on your lower back, pulling you even more closer if that was possible, your hands were on her neck pulling her in too, it was like a spell so compelling that you just couldn't stop.
She pulled away, smirking, knowing that it worked, that you would be staring at her hungrily after this, and that's exactly what was happening.
She pulled away from you entirely, making you miss her closeness within seconds "I better get going before they notice I am not in my dressing room"
You nodded "Go before I lock you in here with me and I won't let you out"
She smirked as she nodded, walking towards the door, she turned once more "Think of me when you're trying to relief some of that stress"
There it was, that feeling at the bottom of your stomach, with the way she spoke and put that imagine in your head just turned you on more but you had to control yourself.
You shooed her out and made sure to lightly touch up the makeup that Natasha manage to ruin, as time went by everything was ready, the only thing that was to do was for you to walk out.
You hoped to see your parents, your dad who was going to walk you down the aisle, it would make this day even more better knowing that they finally accepted it.
You sent those invites, you waited for some sort of answer back but nothing, you still had slight hope as you stood now in from to the door that was blocking you from seeing Natasha.
You wanted to cry but you knew you couldn't, you needed to be strong and enjoy this evening, this was an important day for you, you accomplished so much and you were proud of yourself.
If your parents didn't see that then that was their problem even if that made you sad, you sighed as it was the time to walk out, Steve was suppose to walk you out but instead Maria appeared by your side.
You was a little confused but decided to not question it, she was your friend, you hooked your arm with hers and slowly started to walk towards where Natasha stood.
Her eyes never leaving you, you wanted to just walk over to her and kiss her right there and then but you knew better, "Isn't it ironic that you're walking me down to watch me get married?"
She rolled her eyes playfully "You know Y/n, I love you and I want you to be happy, even if that's not with me. Not a single bit of me would rather be there, butt that's how it must be and I can't change that"
Yous stopped at the end, you turned to her and hugged her "Thank you"
You pulled away as you looked into her eyes "Maybe under different circumstances and universe, you would be the one waiting to marry me, but not in this one"
She nodded with a sad smile but there was nothing she could do, she let go of you and finally let you focus on the most important part of this day.
Natasha trusted you, and she learnt to trust Maria too, she knew that the brunette would never try anything without your consent and that's what she valued in Maria.
As you stood in front of the Russian, all she could do is stare at you. nothing else matter, just you in this moment, how each event lead you here with her.
As the ceremony started, you each repeating the words after the priest, he was the first priest to marry the same sex couple and was more than honour to do that.
" do you take as your
"Y/n Y/l/n do you take this woman to be your wife, to live together in (holy) matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
You smiled "I do"
"Natalia Alianovna Romanova do you take this woman to be your wife, to live together in (holy) matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
Natasha reached her hand to take yours in hers "I do"
He had a smile across his lips "Well then repeat after me"
"I, Natalia Alianovna Romanova, take you Y/n Y/l/n, to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part." She repeated after him, not looking away and not even tripping over her words, she was ready to spend the rest of her life with you.
"I, Y/n Y/l/n, take you Natalia Alianovna Romanova, to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part." You repeated the same thing, wanting to make it clear to everyone that was here.
As you and Natasha exchanged the rings, it was the moment where he announced yous wife and wife, the best part of this whole ceremony.
"Should anyone present know of any reason that this couple should not be joined in holy matrimony, speak now or forever hold your peace" He loudly stated, making sure that everyone heard.
That's when your parents stormed in "We do! This is wrong"
Your heart stopped, you didn't expect them to show up but to show up like this, ruining your special day. You looked over at them, eyes filled with tears, cursing under breath how your parents could do that.
Natasha already got to work, she cupped your face, pulling your eyes away from them and making you look into hers "Heyyy, Y/n. You're okay, this day is about us"
Steve and Thor already sprang to action, dragging your parents out and kicking them out just like they had done years ago to you, there were whispers around the church.
"Quiet down!" The priest shouted out, causing everyone to shut up and finally pay attention to where it was the most important.
He looked down at you "Are you okay to continue?"
You nodded, trying your best to wipe the tears to not ruin the make up and look worse on your pictures. Natasha gave your hand a reassuring squeeze, reminding you she was here, she was your armour to the bad stuff, she has your back in everything.
"By virtue of the authority vested in me under the laws of the State I now pronounce you wife and wife." He announced with a loud cheer following that.
"You may kiss the brides" He added as he stepped back, letting the spotlight fall only on the two of you.
You let out a nervous chuckle before letting Natasha delicately pull you into a forever sealing kiss, this was it, the moment that made your future more clear than ever.
As yous parted, walking hand in hand down the aisle, just as yous passed the door, Natasha pulled you into another kiss "I can't believe that now you are my wife"
You smiled as your eyes were closed "Your wife, gosh that sounds so perfect coming out of your mouth"
Natasha smirked "I know exactly what will come out of your mouth that will be perfect"
You nodded to agree with her, pulling her into another kiss and walked towards the car that was going to take everyone to the party, letting others say their vows about their brides.
It was fun to watch everyone say some embarrassing things, even if you didn't particularly enjoy the embarrassing parts but yous got through that.
As you danced with Natasha, being held close to each other, you wanted to be the happiest, this was one in the life time to marry that one love of your life.
But your mind was clouded with your parents, as you moved your head so you could look into Natasha's eyes, you spoke with a sad smile "I'm sorry about my parents, I really wanted this day to just be about us but they had to ruin it"
Natasha shook her head with a gentle smile "They didn't ruin it, we are still here, holding each other knowing that we are officially married, wife and wife, we won and they lost, they lost a battle that was never set with a win. We have each other whilst they have no one else to back them up"
"I don't want you to be sorry for them, they are responsible for their actions so they should be the ones to be sorry, they interrupted our time which makes them look bad" Natasha explained as she pulled you even more closer to her.
"детка (baby), I am happy with you here and I could care less what they are doing now, I am happy to be married and imagine our family expanding" Her free hand held your face, still moving her feet to keep up the dancing.
You nodded "You're right, we are stronger together than apart, this was just a little step back to have us end up here in this exact moment."
She nodded with happiness in her eyes "Exactly, now give me a kiss"
You obeyed and leaned in, giving her a kiss that she wanted, even if she tried her best to not make you pull away you knew you had to. Fury walked up to yous as he put his hand on both of your shoulders making yours pull away quickly to look at him.
He smiled widely "I just wanted to congratulate you both for this successful day, I serious wish you both a lot of happiness and health because you both are going to need it if you want to be here with each other."
"I know yous said no presents but I wanted to gift you two this" He handed you an envelope.
"Natasha is my daughter, not by blood but still my daughter and I want for her to have the best life a father would want, so please accept this, it would make me very happy" He squeezed Natasha's shoulder to which she gave him a smile.
You opened the envelope, having a letter inside of a purchase, you had a small frown but as you read the lines, it became clear "You are buying us a house?"
Natasha was just as shocked as you, she didn't expect such an expensive gift to be given, he nodded "I want yous to start a family somewhere, not in the compound or some junky ass apartment"
"We- We can't accept that Nick" You were first to talk but he was quick to shut you down.
"Please do, I don't beg but I am here to do that, take this as a gift of this wonderful day, I want that house to be full of your love" He begged yous.
Natasha smiled at him as she looked over at you "Thank you Nick, as much as this is too expensive, we will take it to make you happy"
She hugged him as she placed a kiss on his cheek "Thank you dad"
You heard her even if she whispered it to his ear, he was a little taken back but tried to stay put together, still he had a tears in his eyes as he parted away from Natasha, excusing himself as he left yous to be.
Just as he walked off, the music changed, making the whole team rush over to the dance floor, your sister being the first to drag you away from Natasha, partying with her to make you forget about anything that could worry you.
So this was your life lesson, taking a risk was everything, you were happy and didn't regret any choices you took along the way to get here.
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You never had troubles finding people to like you or even take any interest in you, but it was hard for you to find someone you took an interest in.
There were people who seemed like a perfect match until they opened their mouths way too much, giving you the ick of wanting to just run away.
But that was all before you joined the Avengers to become the hero that every city needs, you wanted to be here since you remember the Avengers forming and here you stood with the team of different people.
It was thrilling each time until it just became a job, but you loved it, it didn't matter if you had to take down a cat from a tree or let the little children cross the road whilst you held up the traffic.
At the end of the day, you helped those in need, even if that was little but it was the knowledge of making the world a little bit more kinder to one another.
And that was what everyone loved about you, your kindness was what made everyone fall for you, the way your eyes would light up at the opportunity at helping people in the city instead.
It made everyone want to do that too, it felt more alive to do it with you rather than by themselves, you made it a lot more fun and enjoyable.
Even on dangerous missions, you always looked out for everyone, at the beginning you even apologised after knocking someone out, it was amazing to people how pure hearted you were.
It was what Natasha wanted to be, she loved you as a whole, the way you would always see the good in the evil, how you knew that hydra soldiers were forced to be there.
Even if most felt like they belonged there, it wasn't really the case, you always managed to crack the evil with your kindness and it was mesmerising to Natasha.
The more she saw you fight and help those wounded out was just everything to admire for her, in some way you become a role she looked up to.
Even if she refused to admit it to herself, or anyone else to be honest. She knew that if you were the evil here, she would kneel in front of you and take orders from you like no other.
But as much as Natasha was confident in the field, somehow that confidence melted around you, it was like just by your presence you disarmed her walls without even trying.
But she didn't mind, she wanted to be open with you, she had to be open with you as she knew through her past mistakes, that being open seems to attract people.
She wasn't shy at all, she knew she had to ask you out eventually, it was just she didn't know if you liked her back but with time she knew that just waiting by would cause an chance to slip past her.
There was a point in your life where you wanted to ask Natasha out, but knowing that she was dating Bruce you knew you couldn't do that, not then and not until he was okay with it.
Although he seemed not that bothered in the end, after Natasha broke up with him, he just was too busy to properly give it any thought. But you felt like the timing was off so in the end you never asked her.
As you stood up from the couch and stretched, you saw movement in the corner of your eye, you were suppose to be alone in the compound.
Tony gathered a team of 10 and unfortunately they couldn't take you so you stayed behind and just caught up on things you couldn't, as you looked over to see the redhead you have been crushing on.
Her eyes found yours as she gave you a gentle smile before quickly moving over to the kitchen, feeling her cheeks heat up from the interaction.
You followed her in as you leaned on the door frame "Didn't you go with Tony?"
Natasha had her back to you for a minute before turning around with a cup of juice in hand "Carol wanted to go with, so I stepped down"
It was really an excuse to stay with you, but she couldn't say that, it would sound weird or at least it sounds weird in her head "She's more useful than me"
You frowned at her words, she didn't mean to make it sound like that, she meant that even if she's skilled, she didn't have the powers to stop a disaster like the rest of the team could.
"Of course you are useful just like everyone else, you don't need special powers or technology to be helpful in missions, Nat" Your tone was gentle when you spoke to her.
She looked down at her cup for a brief moment before you started to approach her, as you leaned on the counter behind, placing yourself right next to her.
"Yeah I know" She spoke softly, even if it wasn't what she meant, she still let you reassure her.
"Remember that agent that was camping out and just kept snipping us? He shot me nearly right in the heart but you noticed him before that and knocked him out which made the bullet hit my shoulder instead, no one else paid attention but you, that's what makes you special" You looked over at her, watching as your words made her smile.
"If you feel like you're not needed, just know that we all are a team that help each other and if one goes down, we all crumble" You reminded her, wanting to place your hand over hers but deciding against it.
But that smile fell as soon as it appeared, letting her brow frown slight as a question swam in her mind, she turned to look at you right into your eyes.
"Do you need me..?" She asked, her eyes held vulnerability.
Even if you hesitated on holding her hand, somehow in all of this, you moved your hand over to hers, hooking your pink with hers "Always.."
You smirked as you felt a blush across your cheeks, bumping your shoulder against hers "Come on softie, let's do something"
You moved away as you going to let go of her finger, she still held on so you walked backwards, dragging her with you by her hand as her lips held the happiest smile she ever experienced.
"This is a date right?" She asked as she followed you, letting you tease her first before confirming it for her.
The first few months flew past way faster than you noticed, you and the Russian grew closer and closer with each day, dates every so often and everything that just allowed you to spend time with each other.
The team failed to notice how you both were so caught up in one another, they were busy with their lives for once to not even know that you were not dating Natasha.
That was until nearly everyone suddenly took interest in you, Natasha wasn't aware of this until that one morning, Natasha and you share a night together, it was a way to make it more official.
As you gotten up early to bring her breakfast, knowing that no one was going to be awake you just put Natasha's shirt over and walked on out to the kitchen.
As you busy yourself in the kitchen you failed to notice Bucky walking through the doors to get himself a coffee, he stopped in his tracks as his eyes scanned you from head to toe with a sly smirk across his lips.
"Is this going to become a regular thing now? If so I might wake up every morning so early" He spoke up as he leaned on the door frame.
You looked over to see his smirk, you looked back at the food and rolled your eyes "Move along Barnes"
"I can move along but forward only" He spoke as his voice seemed to get closer.
You raised your brow at him as you turned your body towards where he stood "What do you want?"
"More like what we should be doing instead of standing here" He was bluntly hitting on you and you knew that, he wasn't the first to do that.
"Hard pass, I am happily taken" You crossed your arms as you leaned back on the counter.
"Shame but whoever that is can join, you know where to find me" He sent a wink your way as he grabbed the cup from nearby you, lingering his body near you as if that would change your mind and making his way out.
You barely managed to turn around when a much more fitting body attached itself to your back, the hands placed just where you knew who it was.
"There you are" Natasha whispered in your ear before placing a soft yet lingering kiss on your neck.
A smile already on your lips as you melted into her touch, before you could tell her anything, she beat you to it "Is this going to be a thing with Barnes now?"
You had a delicate frown across your brows "A thing?"
Her hands slid dangerously low "Him being overly friendly with you"
Before she could slide down anymore, you turned around in her arms, facing her, placing your hands on her shoulders "Well he did propose for you to join too"
Just as soon as you turned, her lips were already on your neck but at your words, she sucked that spot that made you weak in the knees a little too hard.
She kissed up to your ear "No, you're mine, he can't have you"
You had a small smirk across your lips as you leaned your head back to give her more access, even after a whole night together, she still couldn't get enough of you and if you were honest you couldn't either.
"I made breakfast" You spoke just above a whisper still with your eyes closed, enjoying the closeness of the Russian.
"Let someone else eat it, I am hungry for something else" She spoke against your neck as her hands were hungry to just feel you everywhere.
You nodded quickly and without another word, she dragged you back to the room, not letting another second go to waste.
It all happened again during a mission, you were busy fighting off as many Hydra agents as you could, not noticing the one creeping behind you.
Usually Natasha had your back but she was busy helping out Peter to get to you in time, her eyes widen at you nearly went flying but Steve got there in time knocking the guy out.
You turned back to him "Thank you"
He smiled as he winked "Anything for you"
For a split second there was confusion but nevertheless you brushed it off as you continued to fight, he kept by your side which you didn't really pay attention.
Until he spoke up "You know Y/n, I saw this nice place and I think we should go out and see it"
Natasha raised her brow upon hearing his words, this was the second person who asked you out, she wanted nothing more than to come over and say what she has to say but she knew you could handle it yourself.
"You're nice Steve but I am happily taken thank you" You spoke up in between the fighting, not wanting to hurt him too much, he was a really nice guy but you were simply into women.
Natasha smiled as she slowly processed towards you, letting the last guy drop cold on the floor and wanting nothing more than to be in your presence again.
But Carol beat her to it, she put her arm around you as she had a sly smile across her lips "Well since Rogers can't get a date with you, maybe I can?"
You let a laugh out before taking her hand and releasing yourself from her "Nice try, but like I said I am taken"
She shrugged "They don't need to know. Personally I am not into cheating but for you I would close my eyes for that"
You laughed nervously "That's nice of you but I am good thanks"
You managed to walk off towards the jet before anyone else could bother you, the redhead tried to catch up to you but you gotten away fast than she could get you.
In the space of the next few weeks, it became everyone's mission to get you to go out on a date with someone from the team, Natasha wasn't happy when nearly everyone started to approach you and proceed to ask you out in front of her.
She felt disrespected by those who she called family, she felt you were too soft on them, so she knew that the next person who asks you out will definitely get that look of hers that scares everyone.
As you were sitting in the living room with Natasha not too far from you, yous kept sharing seductive looks with smiles that made both of yours butterflies to swim in the stomachs.
Natasha stood up as she walked over to you, placing a kiss on your cheek, taking your hand as you stood up with her, this time you placed a kiss on her lips.
Feeling a smile spread across them, you pulled away "I will be right back, do you want anything from the kitchen?"
She nodded "For you to be back quickly"
You playfully rolled your eyes at her "We spend so much time together and you still don't have enough?"
She smiled as she pulled you back into her "Never, it's impossible"
You placed your hand on her cheek, gently caressing her as you placed a soft kiss on her lips once again "Sit down and I will be right back"
She smirked "Yes ma'am"
You pushed her back into your seat as you walked off but not before teasing her a little, making sure her eyes were on your face not your body.
You knew how to make her crave you, it was something you noticed from day one, it was too easy and you knew it worked when her pupils increased.
You smirked as you let your hand slide down her body and walked off to get yourself something from the kitchen that wasn't too far off. You knew the redhead waited patiently for you but if you took too long she would come and get you herself.
As you grabbed what you needed and processed to get out of the kitchen, suddenly Peter appeared out of no where in front of you, startling you slightly.
"Sorry Y/n, I didn't mean to startle you" He had an innocent tone to his voice.
You gave him a small smile "That's alright"
As you were going to walk past him to go to your girlfriend, he gotten in your way causing you to raise your brows at him, which made him even more nervous.
"What is it Peter?" You asked, taking a step back from him.
He was quite nervous, you could tell from the way his hand was a little shaky "I was- uh I was wondering if you want to go out sometime?"
You frowned, this was getting on your nerves too, how many times were you going to repeat yourself that you are already happily in a relationship.
Natasha's jaw harden, she tried to keep her cool but it wasn't working she was close to getting up and just punching him right in the face but she was quickly reminded that he was still a kid. A kid who was hitting on her girlfriend.
"No, I have a girlfriend" You stated bluntly this time.
This caused some form of confidence inside Peter as he had a confident smile "I don't see her"
You sighed "Just turn around"
He did as you said and turned around to see the Russian, eyeing him out as if he had another move he wouldn't see the next day "Bug off spider-boy"
"It's uh It's spider-man" He corrected her but instantly regretted it as she gave him her famous look.
She stood up as she walked over "I don't care, I said leave Y/n alone. I am fed up with everyone disrespecting me here, so another person who hits on my girlfriend will get a hit from my widow bites."
He had a hint of fear in his eyes, not saying anything as she grabbed his face and squeezed it "Do you understand?"
He nodded the best he could against her grip "Yes Miss Romanoff"
"It's agent to you" She spoke as he quickly nodded "Agent Romanoff"
She was satisfied with him as she let go of him "Now go find yourself a girl your age"
She immediately attached herself to you, it was a normal thing when someone would hit on you, you didn't mind her being all over you after that, if anything you liked when she was jealous, it definitely brought out all the good stuff in bed with her.
He gave her a weak nod and walked off towards the team who was staring at yous, Natasha narrowed her eyes "That goes to everyone else, stop flirting with my girlfriend"
Wanda flipped a page in her book "I called it"
You looked at Wanda with a surprise across your face, from the silence she looked up "What? I did say she's dating Natasha, no one was listening"
Sam nodded as he continued to watch the tv, you looked over at Natasha who still looked annoyed, you moved away from her and took her hand as you both walked out before she said anything else and an argument would explode.
As yous walked back into your room, Natasha wanted nothing more than to just kiss you but you stopped her, yous needed to talk about it, a small frown appeared on her face.
"We have to talk about this Nat" You stated as you walked over to your bed and sat down to which she followed.
"As much as I love your jealousy and being defensive but you need to understand that there is no need to be insecure about us" You spoke gently to her.
"Insecure? I'm not insecure, I am annoyed that no one understands and respects that you are taken, if anything I can have anyone I want, I don't need to be insecure" She spoke as the slight annoyance came out of her.
You were slightly taken back by her words, you didn't want to argue but her words definitely stung "Well, if that's how you feel, go find yourself anyone you want"
There was definitely bitterness behind your tone as you stood up and walked out, the Russian tried to stop you "Y/n I didn't mean it like that!"
"Shit" She mumbled to herself as she pitched the bridge of her nose before proceeding to follow you out.
But you managed to disappear from her sight, you walked into the living room, pointing towards Peter "Lets go"
He looked at you with a puzzled face but didn't argue against it, he followed you quite quickly as yous walked out into the street "Is this a date..?"
You looked over at him "No, this is two friends going out"
He nodded "Okay, sure sure, what about Natasha?"
"She was.. held up, let's just say that" You narrowed your eyes at her name as you took him to a bar.
"You know I am underage right?" He questioned you as yous both sat down in a booth.
You ordered a cola and a shot for yourself and whatever he was having "Of course I know, this isn't for you"
He watched as you downed the shot "Do you want to talk about it?"
"Not yet" You shook your head and ordered another 2 shots.
He watched as you drunk both of them rather quickly and then asked the same question again to which you explained to him why you are a little bitter.
"Does that sound a little insecure to you? It definitely sounds like that to me, but of course she won't admit that" You spoke so freely to him as if he knew what love really was.
"Well from what I understand Natasha is a hard egg to crack so it's surprising that she opened up so much to you, it seems like you both need to slow down a little and understand each other from both perspectives." He explained as he watched your face hit the realisation.
You face palmed yourself "You're right, I am so stupid to even assume that she meant something so hurtful"
"We need to go back, she's probably worried now, I left my phone in my room and left and if the team tells her that I left with you- Oh my god she will think I went on an actual date with you" You started to panic as your mind went into a dark place for a second.
He nervously laughed "I think your talk will have to be delayed, there is some attack on some store, we need to go there now"
You sobered up in seconds at his words "Okay, I will go, you go get the team"
He looked at you for a brief second "Are you sure? I mean you just drunk 3 shots.."
You rolled your eyes as yous walked out of the bar "Yes, now go before someone gets hurt"
He nodded as he run into an alley and webbed his way to the team, you did the same, but without hiding so much, you got to the store rather quickly.
Being careful to not alert anyone as you landed nearby, you saw couple guys who were holding guns and some weird baseball bats. You smirked you knew it was going to be an easy job.
As you walked behind them and easily knocked out the first two, failing to notice a big guy behind you, as you frowned in confusion that the men weren't charging towards yous.
You noticed their eyes behind you, you assumed you would get hit or something but that didn't happen, the weird looking baseball bats had nails in them and electricity coming off it.
Just as you turned to face him, he basically tasered you as your body shook violently and fell to the ground, he had an hint of interest in his eyes at your sight.
"You see, now that your friends will get here, they will get a taste of this too" He spoke as he crouched down to your level.
He stood up as he turned back "Take care of her, make sure she suffers"
You could feel the anger in your body raising, you stood up quickly as you charged towards him, taking his bat and with a swift turn hitting him with it.
Problem was, it seemed like he already had training with those type of pain, he didn't even wince from pain, but instead he grabbed where the nails were, yanking it out of your hands and hitting you back with the handle part.
Just as you hit the ground, he held the handle and hit you right in the side with the nails, puncturing through your suit and your skin, just in time before he could land another hit.
Natasha came flying from the air with red mist surrounding her as she shot her bites at the dude, paralysing him before easily knocking him out, Wanda followed along with the rest of the team, taking out the rest of the guys.
You managed to stand up and limp towards the wall, leaning on it as you held your side, taking your hand away seeing a large amount of blood.
Natasha turned to look at you but the groan of her teammates pulled her attention back to the fight, she knew she had to help out but she needed to know you were okay.
As she looked at Clint for a moment, suddenly you came charging at the guy who nearly tried to hit Natasha, even if she wanted to ask if you were okay.
You didn't mean to be hurt anywhere, not that she could see because you kept moving around, she tried to look but she knew she had to deal with this problem first.
As yous overpowered the thugs and returned to the compound, you sat most of the ride in the bathroom, trying the best to look not in pain but you knew the second yous would land, someone would notice.
You managed to get out first, limping your way to your room and blooding the whole door along with the floor in your room from the dripping blood, as you walked into the bathroom.
You took off your suit as quickly as you could so you could see your wounds, letting a tear fall down from your eye as you gently lifted your arm up.
You could see something sliver in one of the wounds, there was one of the nails in there, you wanted to cry but you held it in as you bit your lip and reached for the nail.
Just as you took it out, Natasha walked in, worried from the amount of blood all over the room, this was the last thing she expected to see "Oh my god Y/n/n!"
You held the nail as you looked at her, tears rolling down your face, she was quick to act, as she demanded for you to sit up on the counter with her held, she reached for the first aid.
As she took care of the wounds, you managed to hold in your tears but causally flinched at her touches, even if she apologies each time, it didn't help the pain.
There was silence before she decided to talk "So you went out with Peter.."
"It wasn't a date if that's what you're implying" You answered back as you flinched.
She nodded "I know, I might sometimes overreach but that doesn't mean I don't trust you"
Her hand gently held the bandage against your wound as she wrapped it around you so if you bled it would stop it from going everywhere.
"I guess we both are really bad at words" You had a small smile across your lips but that disappeared as you lowered your arm when she was finished.
"You might want to go check that out with the med wing but it should be okay from what I see" She spoke as she walked out of the bathroom and took her shirt that you always love to wear.
She walked back in as she handed you the shirt, she looked into your eyes as she cracked "You are right, I am insecure, I don't want anyone I want you, and I was scared that if they keep flirting with you, you might see that they have more to offer than I do"
You used your better hand to reach for hers, intertwining your hands with hers "You know that right from the start what I thought of you and your abilities and that never changed Nat, I was getting annoyed with them too but I remembered your words"
" 'As long as we have each other, no one else matters' you said that to me and that's what I kept repeating to myself each time, because you are right, no one else matters when I have you" You reminded her of her own words.
"I wish I was wiser like you when it came to this, I just get stupid and forget everything and rather just punch someone in the face for not giving up" She had a playful smile across her face.
"You have nothing to worry about, I don't want anyone else but you Tasha" You smiled back at her as you pulled her closer to you so she was between your legs.
She nodded at your words, placing her hands on your hips as you paused for a second "Thank you for being so open with me, if there is anything you have trouble talking about, I will wait until you are ready, I am here with you"
Her smile turned into a small smirk as she gave you a small nod, moving her face towards yours to meet your lips, as her lips claimed yours she pulled away "I don't know if you know but you looked really hot today fighting those guys"
You burst out laughing as you leaned your head back, wincing a little from the movement of your ribs whilst the wounds were still fresh but ignoring it when Natasha was already busy with your neck.
"Well you're hot when you're jealous and angry, it's a serious turn on" You spoke but Natasha's sudden bite on your neck caused a moan to escape your lips.
She was causation of your wounds but that didn't stop her from wanting to take you right there right now, she pulled away "You will drive me crazy one day, you need to go see a doctor before I hurt you by accident."
You smirked as you hooked your legs around her, not wanting her to go "Don't worry about that, we will go after"
She groaned as one of your hands weakly held her bicep and the other pulling her into you by her neck, she wasn't going to waste anytime as she advanced for your lips, reattaching herself to you rather quickly.
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8 years ago
No one would expect you to be this close to a robot, well you didn't really see Vision as a one, you saw him as something that could potentially become better.
Teach humans better and you wanted to be there with him through his progress, it all started by Tony assigning you to keep an eye on Vision for the next couple days whilst the team was out.
You didn't mind at all, it was all pretty easy to do, you basically had a whole tower to yourself whilst Vision explored his new home. You wanted to know more about him but he seemed busy.
So you settled for something else, you managed to clean your room a little and by the time you were finished some time was gone, so you decided to check up on Vision.
You walked around but failed to locate him until you called out for him that's when he appeared out of the wall, scaring the shit out of it "Jesus!"
He tilted his head as he tried to read you "Did that scare you? I am sorry, I am still learning a lot of things"
You took a deep breath as you nodded "Yeah don't do that unless you want someone to accidently hit you"
"I don't think I would be able to feel that miss Y/l/n" He responded as he held his hands together.
"You can call me Y/n, there is no need for that" You smiled at him as you walked forwards to which he followed.
"Right, sorry, I am still trying to fit in" He answered as he tried to smile but that ended up looking terrible.
You laughed "Smile with your mouth not with your teeth, you look like you want to kill someone"
He nodded and proceeded to follow your instructions which allowed him to look less creepy "Like this?"
"Yeah, just like that, but make sure you use a smile whenever you're kind to someone or trying to light up their mood" You answered with a tip to make sure he acted more like the rest of the team.
He frowned "Right.. In what kind of scenario?"
You looked forward to think of how to explain it to him that's when you saw one of the doctors from the med wing "Okay watch this"
He nodded and his eyes were glued to you as you walked up to that lady with a welcoming smile "Hey.."
She looked at you with a questionable look as if to scan if you were injured "Hey?"
"I couldn't help but notice how beautiful you are and I just couldn't help myself but come up here and tell you that" You offered her a small smile just enough.
She blushed at your comment, not really sure how to answer that "Y/l/n that's really unprofessional of you to say.."
You shrugged "Maybe so, but we both can't deny how that blush really suits you"
She immediately had her hand up to her cheek, blushing even more, which you took as an opportunity to take into yours as you brought it up to your mouth and placed a light kiss on top of it whilst having your sight glued to hers.
"Now if you change your mind and want this to be unprofessional you know where to find me" You winked as you gently lowered her hand and walked off towards Vision.
"I think that was more than being kind but I think I get it now" He answered as you both walked into the living room.
"You have to be polite, especially if you see a very beautiful lady" You looked up at him with a wide smile.
You sat down on the couch and took your phone out to see what Natasha has sent you since you couldn't join her, that's when Vision sat next to you and turned his body towards you.
"Could you teach me more? I want to be more human and be seen as one rather than be some clueless robot?" He asked with a straight face.
You looked up from your phone at him, one brow raised "You see Vis, you gotta use facial expressions if you want someone to do something for you"
He looked like he was thinking for a moment, that's when a small smile appeared on his lips "Can you help me? Please?"
Your lips curled up into your own soft smile "Sure, no problem, just hang with me and I will teach you everything you need to know to become the best human alive"
And that's how it all started, ever since Vision became your right hand, he was willing to help you, cover for you and fight with you, always by your side and this was the same with you.
Tony doubted that Vision could have any emotions but according to you he was different and you were willing to help him out in anyway you could.
Which was what Wanda adored in you, the passion to always help others, she felt that you were fitting in here pretty fine always attending to anyone who was in need.
During city missions, you were the first to make sure the civilians were out of danger before proceeding to help out the team, the witch made sure she always had one eye on you in case they tried to attack you but you managed just fine which made her just love you more.
The thing was that you never told anyone expect Vision who you liked, you never made it known or even tried to flirt with anyone unless it was to get something.
Wanda wanted to know if she had a chance with you, but she was afraid to go up to you and ask you out so Pietro took it in his hands for his little sister.
As he casually slid the idea of a high school party for the Avengers towards Tony, knowing he would agree with it in the matter of seconds, everyone else agreed along with Tony and that included you.
Vision looked over at you "Party? I can't exactly consume alcohol"
You smiled "That's okay, you can drink your oils whilst I drink water, we don't have to drink anything"
Natasha frowned "That's a party pooper, you have to drink!"
Carol nodded to agree with the Russian "She is right, if you don't drink then you are boring"
You laughed which caused an unknown smile to just spread across Wanda's lips, Natasha noticed "Wait a second, I don't think our witch has drunk anything before. Not that I can remember"
You looked over at her, curious to see what she was going to say, her cheeks turned slightly pinkish but before she could say anything you narrowed your eyes playfully at Natasha "Leave Witchy alone, she might not wanna drink"
Her eyes sparkled at how you defended her, you might've not seen it but Natasha definitely did, so she simply put her hands up with a small smirk and leaned back in her chair.
You looked at Wanda with a smile and wink "You're welcome"
She looked down with a smile as she bit her lip, trying her hardest to just keep her happiness inside, Pietro smirked as he jumped up from his seat "We can do the party now, we have the alcohol and the space for it"
Tony smirked "I like you kid, you are just like me"
Pietro sped to Tony's side as the older man placed his arm around the slightly taller man "Well it's decided then, to the party room!"
Wanda sighed at her brothers childish thinking, but she couldn't back out now, she has to go through with it just for a little bit and then she can go back to watching her favourite sitcom.
As the team relocated, everyone was taking up turns to talk to you and Wanda knew she wouldn't get a chance to even thank you for defending her, but what else was she expecting? You always had people around you.
Pietro and Natasha noticed, they both looked at each other and the smirk that appeared on their lips wasn't anything innocent, Natasha downed her drink as she placed the empty bottle on the floor and let the younger blonde do the shouting.
"Spin the bottle everyone and 7 minutes in heaven in one go" His voice was loud enough to be heard by everyone.
Everyone jumped up at the chance to join which Wanda was hesitant at first but after Carol physically dragging her in the circle that was now formed.
She uncomfortable sat down next to the Russian, as she span the bottle and let it land on Carol, that went around for some time until it was your turn.
You didn't really care who it lands on, not like you were exactly planned on making out with anyone there, just friendly chat would be all you wanted.
But Pietro had different plans for you, as you span the bottle, he started to run with speed as he accidently fell over, causing you to turn your attention to him ready to help him.
That's when Natasha took the chance to make sure the bottle was pointed at Wanda, she pretended to be concerned with the younger Sokovian accident but they both somehow planned this out without needing to exchange words.
He quickly stood up "I am good, no problem here"
Thor chuckled "This guy and alcohol is not a good mix"
Half of the team nodded with a mumble as everyone looked back at the bottle that was now facing Wanda, who had a deep blush across her cheeks.
You had a reassuring smile plastered across your lips as you held Wanda's eye contact "Well then witchy, lets go"
Steve frowned "But we didn't even see it spin, that needs a redo"
Carol dismissed it "Nah, let them have their fun"
Yelena who sat on the couch as she watched everything unfold, laughed "Unless Steve wants to spend 7 minutes with both of the ladies"
You stood up as you reached over to Wanda "We don't do threesomes, no offence Rogers"
Wanda couldn't even say anything, she just took your hand that seemed to fit just perfectly and let you pull her up, dragging her away towards the bathroom that was the only thing to give you two privacy.
You and Wanda never really spoke, she was rather quiet around everyone and it just made you even more curious, to which used that opportunity to your advantage.
As she hopped on the bathroom counter, you leaned on the bath that wasn't too far from her, you kept your eyes on her side profile "We don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with Witchy"
That made her look at you "We can do whatever"
You remember what Vision mentioned to you about the young witch, the blushes, the huge smiles at the sight of you, he noticed all of that which then made you notice it after.
He claimed it was to look out for you but you knew that he kinda liked Wanda, there was nothing you could've done because it's her feelings, even barely talking to her still made her like you just the same if not more.
He tried to understand that and in the end he knew that he couldn't just change her feelings like someone can change a code in a program, it was something out of his control and he just gave you the green light if you ever wanted to.
You never were sure about it, you never felt like you knew the witch enough even if you knew she was pretty attractive when she was angry.
And here you are with the ultimatum that you could kiss her right now, but was it really something she wanted or needed. You wanted to take it slow just for your own safety, protecting your heart was always a priority for you.
You stood up as you walked closer to her, practically placing yourself between her legs "I mean technically 7 minutes in heaven are spent kissing.."
You knew the reaction you would get out of it, she had a deep blush within seconds, she was going to say something but you smiled with a small laugh.
"Relax witchy, I was just messing with you, I prefer just talking for now" You backed away, watching as her shoulders relaxed for a moment.
You found a spot to sit down in as you fired the first question towards her "How come you're always so quiet?"
She inhaled as she thought of how to answer the question "I wouldn't know what to say really"
Maybe Wanda was different to what you thought she was, this just caused more curiosity in you "Anything that's on your mind"
"You really want to hear it?" She asked as her eyes were glued to yours.
You nodded "Sometimes the most valuable thing is what someone has in their heart"
She smiled slightly at your words as she looked away "The reason I don't really talk is because I feel like there is always this constant pressure on me, I am stuck with this big responsibility that sometimes I wonder if I would ever be normal without them"
You listened to her, letting her open up as she finally let someone in "It feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulder because I do anything that's close to wrong I will be the enemy in everyone's eyes"
A little red orb appeared in between her fingers as she stared at it "I remember how my life was before all of this, it was easy and not stressful and just enough to keep me happy"
Your eyes never left her face, when she went quiet and you didn't say anything she looked up at you again, hoping you could say anything, just anything to make her feel like she is not insane for thinking that.
"But Wanda, you have us to be there and help you out" You spoke up after couple more seconds of just processing everything.
A dry chuckle left her mouth "That's exactly what I thought with Ultron, and look where that left me, with my brother nearly dead just like my parents, leaving me here alone"
"Well, if the team turned against you, I would stand by you no matter what, you have my word Wanda. I wouldn't let anything bad happen to you" You stood up as you took couple steps towards her.
"How can you be so sure, we barely talk Y/n" She felt skeptic about it.
"That's why I am here, well I didn't make this happen but I am here, to change this, I want to know you better, I always did but I wasn't sure if you wanted that" You answered her rather quickly, not wanting her to doubt it.
There was a knock on the door as a voice followed it "Time's up love birds"
She smiled, this time fully "Okay, meet me in my room at 7 tomorrow, you'll learn something about me"
You smiled back as you watched her hop down and walking out together to continue the party, this was a lot more better than making out with someone.
For you it was always important to know this persons intentions before letting them in fully inside your heart, so you hoped that maybe Wanda was just the right person to let in, fully this time.
As time went on, you were getting pretty tired so you decided to go to your room earlier than the rest of the team, as you walked out Wanda followed you.
She jogged up to your side as you both walked towards the lift "You aren't going to stay?"
She shook her head "No, parties aren't my thing really"
"Why do you come then? I am sure you have a lot of other things to do" You looked over at her when yous stopped in front of the lift.
As the doors opened and yous walked in, she shrugged "I mean Pietro is there so I guess spending time with him is better than sitting alone in my room"
You nodded as you looked ahead "But he is still at that party though"
You smirked as she tried to find words to not seem like a stalker "I-I wanted to walk you to your room"
You looked at her as your smirk dropped, not expecting her to actually tell you "Am I that special?"
She met your gaze rather quickly at the question, not being sure if she should nod but doing it anyway, as the metal door opened yous still stood in the same place.
But at the sound of the door closing you quickly looked over and stopped it quickly, letting Wanda leave first before following her, as yous walked to your room in comfortable silence.
As yous stopped in front of your room, you gave her a small smile "I would invite you in for a movie or something but I have to be up at 6am tomorrow.."
She nodded in acknowledgment "No, it's okay, I need a long shower anyways"
"Well I guess I will see you tomorrow at 7pm" You were feeling something, it was just her and you in an empty hallway.
She smiled that met her eyes as she nodded, she took a step forward as she tipped toed, placing a gentle kiss on your cheek, letting a pinkish blush appear across your cheeks.
She moved away as she looked into your eyes "See you tomorrow Y/n/n"
She turned around and walked towards her room, that wasn't that far away from yours. You were dumbfounded by her spark of confidence, your hand reached to your cheek where she placed her lips and a newly feeling sparked inside your chest.
You took a deep breath and walked inside your room, you too were going to need a long shower too, you deserved it after draining your social battery.
As the new days rolled in pretty fast, it rolled out in the same way, it was getting late, everyone busy in their own worlds and you? You were preparing to go meet Wanda.
Having everything completed to have the rest of the evening free, but just to be sure you wanted to be sure so you asked Natasha to look over some of your reports, just to make sure it was all perfect.
She was happy to do so, it gave her something to do rather than overthink situations she had no control over, as you carried couple of the files to Natasha.
You knocked on her door gentle and she opened it within couple of seconds, as you walked in, you looked around, seeing how her bedroom matched the widow.
It wasn't colourful at all, it was the right use of colours to match her personality, but yet it was welcoming enough to feel comfortable, you placed the files on her desk and plopped yourself on her bed.
She gave you a small smile as she sat in her chair "Why are you in such rush?"
You looked over at her "What rush?"
"Well usually you don't have anyone check your reports since they are perfect" She flicked through pages as she spoke.
You smirked "Are you jealous that Fury called my reports perfect, Romanoff?"
She rolled her eyes when she looked over at you "Not the point here but no, you're getting them looked at by me so obviously no"
"I have plans so I kinda rushed them" You confessed looking out the window which had the blinds half way down.
Without missing a beat, her hand flicked another page "With Wanda?"
Your eyes snapped to the side of her face "How do you know?"
This time she turned her body after closing the first report "That girl has been way too happy all day long, I never seen her smile so much since Pietro have gotten better"
You frowned "Well she could be happy over anything"
Natasha chuckled "Y/n, please everyone knows she likes you, it's so obvious"
"I mean Vision mentioned some bits but I didn't think everyone else knew" You had your brows raised in shock.
"You see we have eyes, so we can see what is going around us. If anything the whole team thought you were dating Vision for sometime" She teased you at first.
"Dated Vision? Yeah you guys need glasses if your eyes see something there" You laughed at the thought of your best friend dating you.
"Plus I am gay, like so attracted to women that if you weren't my teammate I would definitely crush on you" You rambled on, digging a bigger hole underneath you.
Natasha smirked "Yet Wanda is your teammate and it seems to me you're crushing on her, so what's wrong with me?"
"N-nothing! Nothing's wrong with you, I was just saying that I am gay and I definitely not getting out of that hole that I dug under myself" You realised how awkward you can get as you shut your eyes to save yourself from more embarrassment.
The Russian laughed at you "So you do admit you are crushing on Wanda then?"
Your brow raised with a smile across your lips "I am not admitting anything redhead, all I said was I have plans, so please finish those reports before I am late"
She nodded "Okay, okay"
She turned back to her desk as the silence settled in, but her words never left your head "What do you mean she was happy? How did you even know it was to do with me?"
She smirked, she knew you wouldn't be able to resist asking "Well, if you were with us today then you would know she actually spoke about it"
That spark more curiosity in you "What did she say?"
The redhead closed another report "That's something she can only tell you"
You frowned with a small pout but that wouldn't work on the Russian, she looked over and shook her head "Oh no, that's not working on me, I am not getting in between you and the witch"
You sighed, you knew the redhead wouldn't say anything "Okay, fine, just finish up and leave them in my room, I need to go"
You stood up as you walked over to the door, the redhead teased you one more time "Enjoy your date"
You turned to look at her when your hand was on the door handle "Not a date"
"Sure, whatever you say" She answered back, you knew she had a big smirk across her lips but you just rolled your eyes and walked out.
You made sure to pop into your room quickly to take a look in the mirror, straighten some hairs out and just look presentable, you finally looked at your phone and you had barely 2 minutes to get over to her.
You sighed as you gave a smile to yourself in the mirror and finally made your way to her, you stood outside the door thinking of how to greet her, that's when the door swung open causing you to frown in confusion and walk in to see Wanda on the bed, leaning against the headboard.
"Your thoughts are so loud, just knock" She teased as she finally looked up at you.
It took you a moment to notice her room, it was a lot more brighter than the Russians, it felt like Wanda all the way, there were snacks on the side of her bed, some were her favourite and some were yours.
Her eyes read you just perfectly "I asked the team what you liked"
Your eyes snapped back to hers, she was inviting, patting the empty side of her bed for you, everything just looked perfect, your feet were glued the ground until she spoke up.
"Come sit" She offered a sincere smile.
She was comfortable around you, you could see it just by how her shoulder were completely relaxed rather than tensed, which happened often around the team.
As you closed the door behind you, you noticed the pictures of her and Pietro as kids, teenagers and adults, some with her parents some not.
You approached one, just curious to see that memory of hers captured perfectly in a still image, she appeared by your side as she looked at the picture.
"Just a little after joining the Avengers, we went out to a local restaurant after Pietro gotten his first pay check from Tony, he claimed he wanted to take me out for a treat, but really he was there to just chat up women" She explained with a gentle tone, cracking a small smile at the memory.
You listened, trying to imagine that happiest moment for her "Of course, women barely noticed him, he looked like he came out of a mental hospital with the way he approached them but it was one of the rarest happiest moments I had with him, the owner was taking pictures and snapped one of us, I had to get it printed and now it's here"
At the end, you looked at her, mastering a smile that made her weak in her knees "I think that's the best way to keep the positive memories alive"
She smiled at your approval, not that she needed it, but it felt a lot more easier to know that there was someone else in the world who agreed with her.
"I wouldn't take you for a picture type of person" You confessed as you both walked over to the bed.
She shrugged "I am not, but it was nice to fill those empty walls, at least now I can stare at them when I can't sleep at night"
You nodded to show that you understand her "I usually do something rather than just stare at things, like for example take a shower, help me concentrate on doing something"
"Maybe next time we should just hang out instead" You jokingly suggested to which the young witch agreed to.
"So what are we doing then?" You asked as you finally looked away from the redhead besides you.
The remote flew into her hand as the snacks followed into yours and hers lap "You wanted to get to know me so I wanted to show you what I do when I am here alone"
She pressed the on button and went through her selections, to have a sitcom appear on the screen "You watch sitcoms?"
She nodded as she let the intro play "I always did, it reminds me of the times when my mom would turn them on after dinner to just enjoy some family time"
Her tone turned slightly more quieter "It was the last thing we watched together before they-" She paused, even if so many years passed, the grief was still lingering around, she needed even more time to get over the fact that she would never see them.
You looked over as you reached for her hand, making her eyes find yours, giving her a gentle smile that only reassured her even more that being vulnerable with you was a good choice for her.
"Besides, I think they are quite entertaining but if you don't want to watch it, then we can watch some movie" She was quick to give you an option, only proving to you that she was willing to set aside the joy those brought her.
You shook your head with a delicate smile "No, it's okay, I want to see what's so special that they captured your attention Wands"
She beamed at your words, pressing forward to let it finally start, if you were being honest, they definitely made you crack a few laughs, it warmed Wanda's heart at the sound of your laugh.
She was getting sleepy but she didn't want to move, she didn't want you to go and being hesitant to place her head on your shoulder but just like that.
You turned your head to look at her, the tv light brought out all of her good features, you could see her eyes a lot more smaller than usual, you knew she was tired.
"Lay your head on my shoulder" You whispered and without even a second to waste, her head was comfortably laying against your shoulder.
She hooked her arm with yours as she snuggled a little, it was a reflex that she done with Pietro, he always offered for her to just hug his arm as way to make her more comfortable to fall asleep as he watched the rest of the film.
You didn't complain at all, the warmth from her on your arm made you just as sleepy, you managed to lean on her as well and within couple of minutes both of you passed out.
It was as if the tv scented something as it showed the count down and turned off automatically, letting the peaceful silence fall into the night, allowing yous to hold each other like if it was the end of the world.
The morning rolled over and you found yourself alone in Wanda's bed, in a way you were kinda grateful to not deal with the awkward morning but also sad she didn't stay.
You gotten up and went to your room, freshened up and headed to the kitchen to smell something delicious, as you walked in you could see the redhead with a huge smile across her face.
"Did those eggs say something funny?" You teased as you walked in.
She turned her face to met the sight of you looking a lot more rested "They said they are egg-cellent to eat"
You rolled your eyes playfully at her pun "Worst pun I have ever heard"
She chuckled "Whatever you say Y/l/n"
You leaned against the counter as you took the cup with the tea that you managed to prepare rather quickly "Wands.."
She hummed in response as she moved the done eggs of the heat and onto a plate for you, you cleared your throat and gripped the cup a little tighter "Was last night a date?"
The witch stopped in her tracks as her cheeks turned red, that was not what she was expecting, there was slight fear in her posture to see if your question was a correction or a genuine interest in her.
From the silence you took a hint "I am only asking because I just want a cleared picture"
She took a silent deep breath and placed the empty pan down, turning around, still afraid to meet your eyes but she knew she had to so she did "Would you like it to be?"
It was hard to bite back a smile for you, you could see that she was nervous with her question, you weren't exactly sure if a date was something that was a good timing but then in the end was anything a good timing.
"I mean, it kinda felt like a date so yeah I wanted it to be a date" You answered with a slight shrug of your shoulders.
A relief smile appeared almost instantly across her soft lips "I wanted it to be a date too"
A wide smile spread across your lips "Let me plan a date for tonight then"
She nodded, not being against it at all, she wanted to spend nearly all of her time with you, it was comfortable and easy to enjoy her time around everyone when you were there.
And here are yous, 6 years in, the relationship stronger than ever than before, the team was supportive, helping you plan out the most perfect proposal but in the end you settled for something simple.
For something that started all of those feelings for the redhead, as yous gotten comfortable to watch another sitcom, you had a ring hidden in the other hand, as she turned her attention to look at her phone to quickly slipped the little box inside the snacks, pretending to take some to eat.
As she reached in, and with a confused frowned pulled out the dark blue box, you turned on the light, letting your attention be fully consumed by her.
She opened it and looked over at you, that's when with ease you choke out those 4 words that were invading your mind ever since you could remember.
Planning a future with Wanda was a dream come true, having her say yes to your nerve wracking question made it more believable that you were with the love of your life.
The picture was captured by the set up camera, wanting to frame that one in a lifetime moment, to stare at how happy you both felt in that moment.
Planning the wedding was chaotic but knowing that having a date set for it to happen was less stressful, being by each other side was less stressful, even if Wanda was slightly obsessed with it being perfect.
You knew that no matter what happens, that day was going to be magical, something that no one could take away from both of yous, you felt like for once your life with Wanda was meant to be.
But that was far from it..
Weeks before the wedding, a war exploded, Thanos and his army threatening to destroy everything in his way to gain what he wants, the control over everything with just some stones.
Compound had the most stressful and tensed air in the whole world, it all laid on their shoulders, reaching out to anyone they knew to help out.
It was hands on and you knew you could help, even if Wanda didn't want you to be fighting, she had a lot to lose and that was you and it was the same with you, but you had to keep the world safe.
It all happened too soon, he appeared way too early than predicted, with no preparation, the team parted, trying their best to keep everyone and themselves alive.
Alerting those who wanted to help to come down as fast as possible, it was real hell, you knew you had your back covered by your wife to be and your best friend Vision.
Yet in the this horrible havoc, Thanos seemed to be one step head of yous, as you stood in the battle, fighting beside Vision, Wanda and the rest of the team.
The least worry was one of the team members turning against yous but it happened, as something in Vision stirred up, his eyes turned white.
Not noticing, he grabbed one of the blades that was laying around from Thanos dead army, he turned towards you, letting it scan the best possibility to make you suffer.
You killed the weird looking alien as you turned to see if anyone else needed help, that's when you noticed the alien running towards Vision.
You acted fast "Look out!"
That pulled Wanda's attention but she was a little late to act on it, as she watched her worst nightmare come true, it was like it all happened in slowmotion.
As you run towards him, with your weapon ready to attack the threat, you jumped up as it came from above his head, he moved towards you as he pierced the sharp blade right through your chest.
Wanda's eyes widen with a loud scream coming out from her mouth, running towards you as fast as she could, the team turned to see the scene that no one wanted to believe.
Your eyes widen from shock as you stared into his pupil-less eyes, letting a tear slide down your face soon letting the blood follow from your mouth.
Wanda used her magic to immobilise Vision, as Thor sent one of the swords flying towards Visions back, sliding easily into him as his eyes turned back, staring at you in disbelief at his action.
His eyes never left your eyes for a moment as he whispered "I am so sorry.." His apology couldn't fix this and that definitely didn't help with Wanda's heart break as she easily destroyed him.
His body rolled off with a grey colour appearing on him, leaving you on the floor, to bleed out to death but that was not going to happen, not with Wanda.
"No! Please Y/n/n please, you can't die, you won't die you hear me?!" She was panicking, the amount of blood that was escape from the wound and your mouth.
Tony along with Thor and Steve tried to help out, allow Bruce to try to do something with whatever he had but they all knew you weren’t going to make it.
The wound was too deep, too big, no magic and no miracle could heal that, Wanda looked at them helplessly "Do something! Save her!"
They all shared a sad look, she knew that sad look but she didn't want to believe it, she held your hand as your grip on hers weakened within seconds.
"Y/n please, I am pregnant, you can't leave now, you have to stay" She confessed, it was suppose to be a surprise.
You gave her a weak smile at the news, your eyes met Natasha's for a split second and she already knew what you were asking of her, she was going to do everything in her power to help Wanda out, in whatever way she could.
More tears left your eyes as you blinked, taking a shakey breath, barely getting into your lungs as you managed to choke out something "I- I- lo-ve yo-u wit-tchy"
She sobbed, as she leaned her head against your hand, she moved over to your lips, placing a final last kiss, that you could barely meet but you felt it.
"Y/n.." Wanda muttered your name with streams of tears leaving, the team gathered around, letting that scene embed into their memories, scarring them all for life.
The life left your eyes slowly, your grip loosening around Wanda's hand, letting her know that this was never meant to be the way you both wanted it to be...
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For the part 2 in revenge can you make it Natasha and Carol find out about the thing that wanda and reader and they confronted then natasha and reader did have sex to prove natasha that she wasn't boring and she's way better than carol then Natasha did everything just to get the reader back with her took her for almost 1 year. (kinda want natasha and reader back again) Wanda is married to vision. (Let's not bother carol because she's a meanie)
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Pairing: Natasha x Reader
Warning: Smut (18+), angst with an happy ending.
Summary: Revenge Part 2: Maybe with time there will be a chance for Natasha to redeem herself to you.
Word count: 5.7k
A/n: As I was writing this, I kept laughing to myself how Scarlett Johansson seen the edits and it made me wonder if she would ever see this. Anyhow! I hope everyone enjoys this :)
My requests are always open so feel more than welcome to pop in a suggestion for the next story :3
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You and Wanda knew whatever fun yous had was limited, it wasn't going to turn into a relationship, as much as Wanda would be okay with being with you, you still were hanged up on the Russian.
You were hurt deeply by her, but you managed to live with the pain that was inside your chest, especially being away from the Avengers, you had that peace for the time being.
You were distracted by Wanda every night, she visited you too many times to admit it, she was running away from the feeling of being alone too until she met someone.
Yous stopped hooking up, which was okay by you, it did keep you away from circling back to Natasha but if she was happy then you wouldn't be in the way of that.
The idea of having someone with you was bearable but now you were alone with your feelings, it wasn't just the pleasure you were after but having Wanda made you forget.
Made you forget that it was all the soft touches, gentle smiles and loving gestures that you missed, it was easier to forget than to properly deal with it.
But as things started to slowly get better, you were able to function normally alone until you had received a call from Fury for an upcoming mission that needed everyone.
You sighed and agreed to his pleading, you were needed for you team so you put your big girl pants and decided to just deal with everything.
It has been almost a year since you seen everyone from the team, so it was definitely nice thought of catching up, listening to them argue which you missed.
You hoped in a way that Natasha wouldn't be there, you knew it wasn't possible but still hoped that maybe, maybe she would be away for something.
But then deep down you hoped to see her again, you were having mix feelings, that's for sure. But had to show up either way so you did, you knew not really many people knew about your little adventure with Wanda.
It was okay even if they knew, they just didn't really care to ask why she was spending an excessive amount of time with you. It didn't really matter, it was really your and Wanda's business.
Wanda always laughed at how Carol always tried to get back with her, not that she ever was successful anyway, but she tried until she gave up.
You informed Wanda about you coming, she knew you would be still on the fence about this whole idea of seeing everyone, but she was there for you.
You trusted Wanda and ever since the break up with Natasha and Carol, yous had gotten closer, like best friend closer, sleeping together was just something to ease the worry.
Not the best idea but it at least helped to move on, you tried, in that course of nearly a year, you tried to go out on dates but ended up staying inside your house, not really knowing if the date was a good idea yet.
But it didn't matter anyways, now you had to focus on the mission and that's what you did, you arrived on the same day, wondering if anything has changed.
But you noticed that not really, everyone was talking, reuniting with those who returned and it was just a nice sight to see a big bright smile across everyone's faces.
You ended up having a little movie night after the mission, well it was planned at least, it was suppose to be a swift mission, get in and get out but this was a group of adults with different views and personalities.
It took longer than anyone wanted and of course suffering the consequences always got to everyone, saving everyone is also impossible and that was the issue with missions.
You could die or watch someone else die in your place, it was taunting but with time it somehow doesn't stick to you anymore as before, you get used to the thought that any day is your final day.
And as you watched many people die, seeing how much yous have failed really did a number on the team, that the movie night seemed like something that could distract everyone.
You weren't really in the mood to be around everyone, so during the movie you decided to just leave, you just needed that moment to yourself.
Wanda wanted to go after you and you knew she would, so you looked over at her, gave her a smile and she knew what you needed, she smiled back as she gave you a understanding nod.
It seemed like you both were in sync with each other, you knew instantly when Wanda was upset and she knew when you were upset, maybe the mind stone didn't connect you to her like it did with Vision but the love of friendship did.
You knew everyone else who didn't join the movie was going to be scattered around the place, so you tried to avoid it until you heard sobs coming down the hall.
You had to investigate it, something in you was just telling you to go and see what's happening and you listened without a hesitation, as you entered the room, it was definitely the last person you expected to be there.
"Natasha?" You asked with a slight worried frowned.
She looked up at you, it was like she couldn't believe you was in front of her, the tears creating new trails down her face, the silence was loud the longer she just stared.
"Sorry- I heard crying and I wanted to see- I will go" You wanted to explain yourself but each attempt just failed so you just gave up.
"Stay.." She managed to choke out as she saw that you was actually going to leave.
You felt speechless, this is the first time in almost a year since yous spoke, so you nodded and made your way over to her, leaned on the table just like she was doing.
You looked ahead "Are you okay?"
There was some silence before she answered "No"
That caused you to look over at her, her eyes were already on you "Do you want to talk about it?"
If you were honest, being with her was doing wonders to you, the instinct to pull her into you as you let her cry was hard to control, you could tell by her quietness that talking wasn't something she wanted to do.
But she did talk "I just don't understand these stupid missions, we hurt people by trying to do something good and we are still labelled as the heroes"
That surprised you, yous didn't have the best ending so the fact that she was opening up with ease, only made you question how much you actually knew Natasha.
"We don't deserve that, I feel like I don't deserve to be called a hero when all I did was cause pain to everyone" She spoke as she looked away from you.
You knew what this was about, it wasn't only about the innocent people being hurt but also the break up you two went through, your eyes were still glued to her, it was like if you moved she would change her mind about opening up.
"Well, you also saved a lot of people" You felt like even after everything, she did regret most things.
"Remember that time with that terrified boy who was found alone in that abandoned container? You helped him by tracking his parents who were extremely grateful" You reminded her that no matter what happened, she still had a good heart, just made mistakes like everyone who is alive.
When her eyes found yours, you had a gentle smile across you lips "Give yourself some credit, okay?" You nudged her as a corner of her lip tugged up.
"Yeah maybe you're right but it just feels like I fuck up everything that's good in my life" Her brows had a slight frown embedded in them.
You knew this topic was going to be brought up, it was the only thing that was on your mind, you let the silence fall before you could say anything.
"Why are you telling me this Natasha?" You asked as you looked away clenching your jaw slightly.
She cleared her throat along with her thoughts "I haven't seen you in almost a year, you just disappeared and part of me worried that something happened to you but the other part told me you needed space, I thought I would never see you again"
"I- I thought that I will never get the chance to talk to you again, I just wanted you to hear me out-" She started to spiral, you heard it by her voice.
"Then do it Natasha" You cut in, with time you understood that the only reason you never could move on was because you didn't get that closure, that feeling that this was resolved.
You stood up as you walked forward a little before turning to look at her "Please enlighten me why, for the love of god, you did something so betraying, if you're going to play the victim here, I will be on my way"
Her eyes widen at you snapping at her so quickly but also from the fact that you could leave and her chance at making things right would dissolve.
"No, I'm not playing the victim card, I was in wrong about everything, I shouldn't have cheated, I should've told you my feelings and that's on me for disregarding the most important thing in relationships and that's communication" She was quick to butt in before you could leave.
You took a deep breath to prepare yourself for this overdue conversation, so she continued "If I was you, I would hate me too, I hate myself to losing you and I am living with the aftermath of that, even though sometimes I wish things were different, but that can't happen so I want to make things right Y/n"
You nodded "I want to move on Natasha"
Her voice quiet down "You- uh You haven't moved on?"
You looked away for a brief moment, debating whether you should say it "No" your tone was a little more gentler when answering her.
"Do want to?" The question that circled her mind everyday, she had fear that you already moved on, that there was no way she could get another chance.
"I- I don't know Natasha, you hurt me, I don't know how I can trust you again" You answered, your tone increased at first but the more you looked at her, the more you softened.
Natasha quickly nodded "I know" She stood up as she took small steps towards you " I made a mistake, and I am so sorry for that, but I can't change the past, I can only try to improve and I would like to do that with you"
You shook your head more in disbelief as you looked away from her, feeling those tears in your eyes, but she continued "I don't know why I did it, I tried to cover it up with excuses, but that didn't get me anywhere, so I am here with the truth, I wish I came to you straight away-"
Before she rambled on and tried to distract you, you crossed your arms "When did it start?"
She was taken back but if she wanted to make it right, she couldn't lie anymore "The day before our 2nd anniversary"
You scoffed "You mean the day I told you I loved you? The day you came to me and told me you loved me back?"
She nodded, feeling ashamed of her actions, you leaned on the wall that was not far from you, burying your face in your hands, trying to process the new information.
"I didn't cheat on you throughout the 4 years, I slept with Carol and after you confessed that you loved me, I knew that nothing could happen so I avoided her but then she seeking help with Wanda and just everything crumbled back to the beginning" She explained further, as her eyes were on you the whole time.
You looked up at her "You knew how I felt about this, especially when the team found out about Steve cheating on Bucky"
"Yeah but they gotten over that obstacle, I am sure we can too-" She tried to apply their situation to yous.
"Steve owned up to his mistake, the second he did it, that's the difference between us and them, Natasha. Plus you knew how I felt about them getting back together" You corrected her as you pushed yourself off the wall.
"We can't do that, the cuts are too deep to heal" You sighed after running your hands through your hair.
"Don't say that Y/n, I promise I won't ever hurt you again" Natasha's pleading only annoyed you more.
"I don't fucking know that, I don't trust you Natalia" You raised your voice at her once again, it was the anger built up and she never blamed you for that, she knew you would be angry at her.
There was a lump in her throat as she swallowed it down "You're right" She agreed completely as she quickly wiped her eyes, taking another step towards you "But I won't stop fighting for another chance, I want us to give it another go, because I love you Y/n and I didn't realise how much until I messed up"
Your own words caught up in your throat as you tried to hold in your tears, so the Russian tried her luck "Remember, those days when I would wake up with night terrors and always come to you at night, and you always held me super close, not sleeping nearly all night to keep an eye out on me?"
You gave her a nod as you wiped your eyes "I didn't think I would miss those days as much as I do now, those nightmares keep coming back and I lost the only person who was stopping them"
You let out a sob, because you missed her as well, but how could you trust someone who broke you so easily without taking a second to think about you in that moment.
You never thought you could hate someone for loving them, and here you stood, wanting nothing more than to walk away from her but her voice and her presence still had a strong hold on you.
There was no denying how much you loved Natasha, there would be people saying what they would've done in that situation when they never experienced true love.
You could remember your first nights alone very clear, it was hard breaking and lonely but there was nothing you could've done to change it.
"Please Natasha" You pleaded with her to just stop, the more you listened the more you wanted to break down.
Just on time, Wanda walked in, she heard your pleads and crying and knew something was wrong, she saw you in tears as well as Natasha, her brows frowned.
"Y/n/n are you okay?" She asked as your eyes immediately found hers.
You took a deep breath, as Wanda pulled you out of that hold, managing to free yourself and bolt for the escape "I'm fine" you replied as you put your hand over your mouth to muffle any incoming sobs.
As you left, Wanda knew better than to go after you straight away, she looked back at Natasha, sighing with the feeling of defeat "What are you doing? Just leave her alone Natasha, she just got better"
Natasha rolled her eyes "What do you know Wanda, I am only trying to do the right thing"
"The right thing for you is to leave Y/n alone" Wanda corrected her, she didn't want to argue at all.
"Whatever, just leave" The Russian was the same, she didn't want to argue, not after everything, she really wanted to do the right thing.
Wanda rolled her eyes and went to find you, she didn't want to leave you for long in that state, she didn't need her powers to know where you were, you were pretty predictable.
But when she tried to find you, you seemed to vanished into thin air, as she asked around, everyone said you walked out and didn't let anyone stop you.
There was a feeling in Wanda that thought maybe you left the team but she knew better than to think that, you just needed some time to yourself.
And that was true, you left for hours, didn't answer your phone and just sent a reassuring short message to Wanda whenever she tried to call.
You came back past midnight, you tried to sleep but it was unsuccessful after numeral attempts, stumbling into the kitchen at 1am wasn't the best idea but maybe a little walk would put your mind at ease.
As you pulled out the cold water bottle from the fridge, the light from the fridge shined barely on the person who sat not far from you "Can't sleep?"
The question startled you, looking in the direction as fast as you could but the exhaustion from no sleep did slow you down, the door swung more open revealing the Russian.
"Jesus Natasha" You placed your hand on your chest as you took a deep breath, to calm your heart down.
"Sorry, I thought you saw me" She explained, some guilt making it self known in her tone.
"You're sitting in the dark Tasha, how do you expect me to see you?" You answered as you finally opened the water, taking a sip.
She shrugged, well you assumed she did, it was still dark, you walked over to the kitchens light switch as you turned it on and dimmed it so it was somewhat visible.
"Are you okay?" It was quite ironic for her to ask you that, when she was the one sitting in the dark at 1am.
"You're asking me whilst you sit here in the dark" You raised your brows as you sat up on the counter with your water in hand.
She shrugged "I was just trying to make conversation"
There was tension, you could feel it and you were sure she could feel it as well. She drank the rest of her glass that she had and sighed which pulled your attention.
"Well since you can't sleep, and neither can I, I was thinking we could-" She stood up as she started to walk over to a cabinet.
You exhaled with defeat "No, I don't want to talk about this right now Natasha"
You looked up as you saw her stop in her tracks with a confused look across her features "I was going to say, we could have a drink.."
"Oh" You felt a little embarrassed, you were certain she wanted to talk about this whole mess but she was just offering a drink.
"So.. Do you want one?" She asked before opening the cabinet door, you nodded to answer her and she took another glass out.
As she walked towards you, placing the glass next to you, reaching over to the bottle that you didn't seem to notice before, as she poured you half of the glass along with hers.
"How are you finding being back here?" She asked, leaning on the counter not far from you, as she held her drink in her hand.
You laughed through your nose after taking a big sip of the pour alcohol in the glass "How do you think I am finding being back? It's nice to see everyone but I guess I like being in the comfort of my house"
The redhead nodded, not sure if that hurt her more than not seeing you for so many months, you tried to keep your eyes more on her face than her body, she was wearing that semi tight tank top that always showed off her body in all the right places.
You never were a lightweight, but maybe it was the fact that being around Natasha, wearing a tank top that was the only thing that was stopping you from seeing her naked body, was making you down that drink faster than before.
"Well since we are here, we could maybe watch something? Maybe that movie you wanted to watch couple months back? Uh, what was the name of it.. The shout?" Natasha pointed towards the TV as her face scrunched trying to remember what the movie was called.
"The scream?" You questioned.
Which made her click her fingers " That's the one"
You nodded as you hopped off the counter, slightly stumbling at the lost of balance which made Natasha lean to catch you, it was all you needed to completely lose control over your thoughts.
The way her hand made contact with your skin, sent shivers down your spine, alcohol combined with her invading smell was sending you over in the matter of seconds.
"Are you good?" She asked with a raised of her brows and a reassuring smile across her lips.
You nodded as your eyes were locked with hers, merely being inches away from her lips "That's good, I am going to put the movie on, you klutz"
Before you could let her move away from you and walk off, the boost in your confidence was caused by the alcohol in your system, before you could stop yourself, your hands travelled to Natasha's face as you advanced for her lips.
It was like your body had a mind of it's own but yet you knew what you were doing, you were milliseconds before pulling away when the redhead kissed you back, her sigh against your lips and the way her hand had a strong hold on your hip was sending you over the edge.
Your body fell against her with full intention in trusting her to not let go of you, she trapped your body between the counter and herself, not wanting you to change your mind.
As breathing became the issue, she pulled away and moved her kisses to your neck but not before helping you up to sit on the counter for better access.
You were biting your lips from moaning too loud, not wanting to wake anyone up and have them catch the two of you, her lips were determined to plant a kiss wherever they could reach.
As she was working you up, her fingertips gently moved up and down your thighs, creating goose bumps underneath her fingers. Natasha was the the only person in your life who paid attention to how your body responded, it was one of many reasons why you fell for her.
Your hand was buried deep in her hair, wanting nothing more than to be lost in her touches but her voice pulled you out of that "I'll make it up to you, Y/n. I promise"
Your grip of her hair tightened as you pulled her out of your neck, making her look at you "Shut up and just fuck me"
She nodded her head, wanting nothing more than to satisfy your needs, before pulling you into another heated kiss, she made sure to get rid of that shirt that was limiting her access.
She didn't waste anytime, before reattaching her lips to yours for a short but yet hungry kiss and moving down to your nipples, she never failed to notice how she still had that effect on you.
Between sucking and lightly taunting your nipples with her teeth, she managed to distract you enough for you to not notice that her hands were pulling at your short strings.
It was until you felt a tug that you knew she wanted them off, with one of her hands to support you and the other gently but quickly pulling it off, throwing it somewhere behind her.
You thought she was going to pull your panties along with that but she had other plans for you, her thumb applied minimal pressure to the fabric that was in the way where you felt the throbbing.
You let out a groan mixed with a moan, your head leaned on the cabinet behind you as you let your eyes close, trying your best to keep another moan in.
But the redhead topping you, wanted to hear you, your sounds only encouraged her to continue as she knew she was in the right spot, she pulled away from your swollen nipple as she took your ear lobe in between her teeth.
"I'm going to have to hear you if you want any relief" She whispered into your ear and a whimper escaped as her thumb pushed even further.
Her free hand cupped your sensitive nipple and that was all your self control as a moan ripped from your throat, causing a smirk to light up on Natasha's face.
That's all she wanted, with one swift motion the panties were off and her hand was back over your hot centre, she might've been too eager to touch you again.
It didn't take long for a row of moans to leave your lips as her fingers were quick to slip right inside you, making your back arch, chasing her fingers when she tried to tease you.
But your pleads worked on her as she thrusted inside you and didn't let you adjust before adding another finger, it was all happening too fast, her lips tried to keep your mouth shut but you were barely responding to her kisses.
You felt that bubbling feeling at the bottom of your stomach and you knew Natasha knew you were close, that's why she moved her face between your legs as her mouth latched onto your centre.
Your hand immediately was in her hair, guiding her where you needed her the most and knowing any second you'll be sent over the edge.
Your breath hitched for a moment before you came undone, your grip on the redheads hair for a moment before losing it and gently pushed her away when you couldn't bare to be touched.
She complied and moved away, coming back to your face, leaving trails of wet kisses on her way back, the kiss was a lot less hungry on part but you still wanted to prove to her that you were good.
You hoped of the counter, not breaking the kiss at all, making sure that Natasha followed your lead and you was determined to make sure she had changed her opinion.
You pushed her against the counter as you quickly took off her her top along with her shorts, she wasn't wearing underwear which was more than convenient for you, you dropped down to your knees but not before leaving a few marks on Natasha as well.
Her leg was hooked over your shoulder as your mouth was already attached to her centre, just as wet as you imagined, and wanted nothing more than for you to clean her up, her grip was strong as she kept herself balanced and drowning in the pleasure you were giving her.
As morning rolled over, you both forgot that you were still in the kitchen, with a blanket that you managed to take from the couch and cover yourselves in case the night was cold.
Your eyes shot open at the loud laughter that kept creeping closer towards the kitchen, you moved off Natasha as you shook her awake "Wake up, someone is coming"
That's when the panic set, looking for clothes was definitely a challenge, you were nearly dressed as you looked for your panties, noticing it on the cooker.
"You ripped my underwear?!" You looked at the Russian, who gave you a shrug with a small smile, you sighed as you put your shorts on and chucked the panties at Natasha.
She had a smirk across her lips as she pulled the shorts over her and walked over to quickly grab two cups of coffee whilst you put the blanket away.
Just on time, Steve along with Wanda appeared out of the corner and you took the cup of coffee that Natasha managed to prepare to make it look like yous both were up before anyone else.
"Oh, what a surprise" Steve's brows raised at the sight of you and Natasha in the same room.
"At least they aren't fighting anymore" Wanda commented as Steve chuckled and went on to prepare breakfast for Bucky.
You rolled your eyes and finished the remaining coffee before placing it down and excusing yourself to your room, you needed a long shower before you could face anyone else today.
The day went as good as you would want, it wasn't busy, some team members went out to do their stuff and the rest stayed before for any updates on the mission.
You offered to clean the kitchen after breakfast, you felt a little embarrassed, not of what happened but more that yous didn't try to move over to the couch.
As you clean the spot where the two of you fucked, strong arms wrapped around you which caused you to briefly close your eyes and turn to see the Russian.
You lightly pushed her off you "What are you doing?"
Her smile fell at the question "What do you mean?"
You sighed, of course there were the consequences of every choice "Natasha, just because we slept together doesn't mean we are back as a couple"
She took a step back "But last night-"
Just in time Wanda walked in "Me and Y/n slept together like hundred times but it doesn't mean we are automatically a couple"
You looked over at Wanda instantly, giving her a glare which now had everyone around listening "You slept with each other?"
You pitched your nose and before you could answer her, the other redhead spoke up "You slept with my girlfriend, I slept with your ex, at least we can keep our friendship"
You rolled your eyes at Wanda "Okayyyy, we are not turning this into an argument"
Wanda put her hands up as a sign of defeat and took her wipe to contribute to cleaning, you took Natasha's hand and pulled her out towards the balcony that was corrected to the kitchen.
That way no one could hear you, she stood not far from you as her arms crossed, looking away from you to try to seem composed but you knew her better than to believe that she wasn't affected.
"Nat, I don't mean to hurt you but just because we slept together doesn't suddenly make the rest of the bad stuff disappear" You took a step forward, wanting to be near her, to show her that she didn't have to put up her walls with you.
Her gaze was set on the city ahead of her rather than wanting to look at you, her jaw clenched which made you guilty of the choice you made.
"Nat.. say something" You spoke with pleads of wanting to hear her voice.
You sighed so you continued "Last night was amazing, if not the best than the before ones, it felt real and I would be lying if I said I didn't want to do it again"
That caught her attention, before she could let you say thing, she interrupted "Was I better?"
You brows furrowed with confusion "What?"
"Was I better than Wanda?" She asked again, making the question more clear for you.
But just as you going to answer the question, you saw a glimpse of red, you looked past Natasha and at the door where Wanda was trying to look but at the same clean, you rolled your eyes with a small smile.
Pointing your fingers at Wanda and taking the Russian's hand to pull her towards your room, where you knew Wanda wouldn't follow to listen in.
This time you didn't move away, you held her face, letting her features soften at your words "Nat, you know me better than anyone else so of course everything with you is better but sex isn't the only thing that will prove to me that this can work"
Her hands rested on your hips like she has done many times before "If you give me one chance, I will do everything to prove myself to you"
What was life if not for mistakes, you knew to become a better person you had to learn from your past mistakes, so as you took a moment to think about it, you knew that you'll end up with stronger feelings for the Russian in the end.
You had a delicate smile across your lips "Okay"
"Okay?" Natasha couldn't believe her ears, you were willing to put your heart out for her again and she knew she wasn't going to mess that up.
"Yeah okay, but we are taking the whole couple stuff slow" You gave her a condition to which she nodded with no issues.
You pulled her in for a kiss which she met with slight confusion, she managed to pull away "I thought you said slow-"
You cut her off again with another kiss as you pushed her against the wall that was to her right, she understood what you wanted and wasn't going to stop you by any means.
But as time slipped through, a whole year passed, the team was confused but didn't really care about what the two of you do, yous seemed to be happy together.
Natasha took your words seriously, made sure to attend to your needs and requests, proving to you again that you were able to trust her with your life.
But it wasn't one sided, you did the same with the Russian, you her and Wanda spoke about everything, you didn't want the redhead to have doubts in anyway.
You didn't anything to ruin your relationship again and this time you both promised to communicate for with each other rather than keep everything bottled up.
Because in the end as long as you forgave Natasha and she could be with you in any way than she was more than happy to do that. She was on the path to make herself a better person and her love for you only helped her become better.
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Part 1
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Summary: Being a daughter of an Avenger is hard enough but being on the receiving end of so called "tough love" is exhausting.
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You hated your life, you always wondered why you couldn't have a simple life where you were an Avenger but not the daughter of one. In some ways it was easy but having to be bossed around despite your age annoyed you.
It felt like abuse of power, just because you were related to them didn't mean it was okay to just do whatever they want. You hated being an Avenger sometimes, to be fair no one could blame you, it's hard work to either break or make your name in this world.
At the start you were the only woman in the male dominated team, but that was until Clint saved one Russian's life, instead of following with his order, he decided to save her instead.
Which meant that there were two women in the team, you had your hopes up that maybe you could connect with the Russian but she was more closed off than a Hydra base.
It made it more difficult for you, you had your mothers powers which Steve hated, he hated that you resembled her in any way, he hated that she left him with you that he had to care for.
If he was honest, he didn't have to care for you, but there was always something in him telling him he can't just leave you, so he kept you around, and if you were honest, you always saved his ass with your powers.
No one knew what happened behind closed doors with you and Steve, he never was the lovey type of dad, he would treat you like a teammate rather than his daughter.
You hated that, you saw so many families, their dads treating their daughter as their princess and he never did that with you, there were even doubts that maybe there was something wrong with you.
Was you never enough for him? Did you do anything to him? Did you speak the way he wanted? None of the things seemed to satisfy him in anyway so that made everything worse for you.
You were excluded from nearly everything a human being could do, no dating, no friends, no social life except with the team, only training with the best which meant only him and that was your life.
Missions were your escape but even when you turned a certain age, you were treated as a kid, which caused an argument with nearly everyone.
Natasha just watched from afar, she never treated you as a kid, you were an adult to her and someone who was intelligent but she never voiced that.
Her and Steve were good friends, he seemed nice, put together, friendly but as soon as it came to you, he was cold, distant, rude and just not a father but rather someone who hated you.
You listened to him, obeyed him at all times until more people joined the Avengers, he would listen and share ideas with the team but if you tried that you would be pushed aside.
But in the end, they always went with your idea and claim it as their own, Natasha noticed though and she always mentioned that the idea was by you but they barely acknowledged it.
It was pointless but most of the time you kept quiet until you couldn't, you would speak out if you had to and correct them which is what caught Natasha's attention.
She was curious to why everyone had disrespected you, they respected her as a person and woman but they disregarded you because you were Steve's daughter?
It made no sense to her and she wanted to talk to you, so when the team was in the living room, chilling on the sofas, laughed, drinking and eating, you weren't there.
You were pushed out to just enjoy their happiness from the kitchen, you were mostly living in your phone, just trying to get by another day.
So that's was the time when Natasha decided to approach you, she leaned on the counter that you was leaned on couple feet away from her.
"Why don't you ever join us?" She asked as her brow arched up in curiosity.
You were slightly startled by someone suddenly approaching you, you looked up at her, and looked back at the team, to see if Steve was looking your way.
You moved forward for him to not see your mouth moving as you mumbled "There is no space"
You looked away just as you said that, you didn't want to say the truth because no one believed you so why would someone who is close friends with him do that.
She frowned but still kept her eyes on you, analysing you on every occasion "You can have my seat.."
You avoided her look, trying not to seem like you are talking "I'm not allowed to"
Even if you were the Russian's age, you were banned from doing certain things, it tired you out, it was like being locked in a case but being able to walk around.
"To join" You finished the sentence and before even Natasha could process what you told her, your name was called out by Steve.
He stood in front of the door but yet far away from it to not hear what you said "Y/n come here"
"Coming dad" You answered back and gave Natasha a small sad smile before coming to meet Steve's glare.
He grabbed your wrist as he pulled you out of the living room, he was stronger than you, that was an obvious fact but he knew he would never leave a mark on you.
You were half super solider, it was impossible to leave a mark so he could nearly break your bone and knew the bruising would be gone in couple hours.
"What did I tell you about talking to the team?" He asked with a tone that was laced with hatred but in a whisper form.
You swallowed thick as you finally looked up at him, otherwise he would force you "That I should only do it when you tell me to or in a professional manner"
He nodded "That's right and what did you do?"
"I spoke to a teammate without your permission" You answered him, feeling rather small under his gaze.
He let go of your wrist, you wanted to look down at it but that would only earn a slap across your face so your eyes stayed glued to him "That's right, that's why you are not allowed to watch us anymore, go train rather than be lazy the whole day"
You nodded to him and watched him disappear back into the living room, you could feel your legs become soft, so you shuffled towards the wall as you leaned back and slid down to the floor.
Holding your wrist with your free hand and letting a very quiet sob leave your mouth, you had to get up before someone stumbled on you crying and that would just lead to more trouble with him.
You wiped your face as you tried to grip the wall knowing that's impossible, you pushed yourself off and walked towards your room to change.
It was hard living like that, most of the times when he went away for missions, there was always hope he wouldn't come back, you never wanted him dead, but if he did, you wouldn't feel sad either.
He always treated you like that which just exhausted you, wanting to have a peaceful day was never possible with him around. Training, controlling you and having his own social life was his whole life, and you were beginning to hate it.
There were times were you would rebel against it but that never ended well, with time Natasha noticed the changes in your behaviour, if she was honest, she was worried for you.
Even with little conversations with you, her feelings for you brew, she hid them well, like really well and she wanted to know more about you but the issue was catching you.
She did get her chance when Steve went off on a mission, he gave you instructions but was worried you would not train as hard as he wanted you to, so Natasha decided to step in.
He agreed not thinking anything about it and in his eyes you were being babysat by her when in reality that was her ticket to get somehow close to you.
It was surprising he trusted the redhead with you, it was rare for everything he did, maybe he was in a good mood? Who knew, but you were glad that he was gone for the time being.
Training was a lot different with the redhead, she didn't make you wake up at 4am to train with her in different weather conditions, she took you inside the training room.
She was checking if you were okay every half an hour of the training, it was more calmer that you deeply wished to just be her instead, they all respected her so it must've been easier.
Of course you had bruises because of him, they faded but they were visible so naturally Natasha asked about it.
She took a sip of her water as she pointed towards your arm "How did you get that?"
You looked down at your arm where she was pointing and took another swig of water to buy a second of your time before answering her "Mission"
She walked over, as she hummed, you could tell it wasn't from a mission, she gently placed her hand on your arm, you tensed which she noticed immediately.
She looked at you "We had no missions for the past week Y/n"
You moved away from her, being scared that if you said anything she would tell Steve immediately, you knew you couldn't because you would probably end up being kicked out or sent to space.
The Russian's features softened at how your eyes held fear "Hey, you're safe, you can tell me what's wrong"
"I-I can't, he would kill me if I did" Your tone changed from calm to fearful.
Natasha knew that feeling of fear, she saw herself in you, the time she was alone in the red room, stuck with no love and nothing to hold onto, being trained to be cold killer which she wasn't.
She gave you a small smile, not wanting to push as she walked closer and pulled you into a hug, you were stiff though "What are you doing?"
It tugged at the redheads heart "I'm hugging you" She paused, she was afraid of your answer "Have you never been hugged?"
Your stiffness didn't ease up at all "Not since I can remember"
Her heart broke because she remembered her first hug, as a kid before she was dragged away with her little sister by some men, she made a silent promise to herself to get you to be comfortable with her.
She wanted to know everything, to help you out just like she had to learn to love herself again, it was a long difficult journey but in the end it helped her.
She pulled away from you as she looked into your eyes, they were paranoid and your words only hurt her more "Please.. don't tell anyone about this.."
She nodded "Of course"
You cleared your throat "Do you need me for something else? Water? A towel? Or can I go to my room?"
She shook her head "You can do whatever you want Y/n, you're free for today"
Those words had never been used with you, it was like you had been given this freedom and wasn't sure what to do with it, but you gave her a proper smile, a smile that haven't been on your lips for a while.
But your smile fell "What about the list?"
Natasha dismissed it with a wave of a hand "We can start on it tomorrow, today is your free day"
Natasha had her suspicions about Steve, she noticed the weird reactions he had when you were around, always making sure you were by his side and not talking to anyone he didn't want you to.
He barely allowed you near boys or girls, any possibility of him not being in control drove him insane and when you listened it only fuelled him.
It made her angry but she knew she had to start of slowly with you, so she did, the next morning after you had relaxed yourself, she began her plan.
She woke you up this time, it wasn't too early but it wasn't too late, it was good way to earn your trust, she figured you didn't know anything about her so she planned on tell you that.
She smiled as you closed your eyes shut as you yawned, she found it adorable, as you opened your eyes and noticed her smile, it was confusing because there was never a reason for someone to just smile at you but you reciprocated the smile.
"Okay, Y/n, today I am going to give you the 'Stand up for yourself' lesson" She held a clipboard close to her chest.
She knew what she had to do, she had to make sure you were more outspoken, to not be scared when you needed to speak, to make sure you didn't stop shining like the star you were.
It took a whole day with breaks and making sure you weren't overworking yourself, the Russian had her mind set on helping you and make you see that you are worth everything.
You knew what she was doing, and you knew that all the advice and practice was helpful, but you knew that none of that would work on your dad, he was the problem here.
There was so much you could do but was limited to that it pained you, you wanted to be free, to walk at night at some beach whilst smiling and feeling the ocean air hit you.
It was everything you wanted, and it was like Natasha has read your mind, as she gave you a towel and a coldish water, making sure your needs were full become attending her own.
It was definitely a first for you, and you would cherish that second of feeling like you mattered "Do you want to go out for dinner?"
She wasn't asking you out for a date, she just wanted to spend more time with you, especially without Steve around she had more of a upper hand in your life.
You looked unsure "What if-"
Before you could even finish, she held her finger up "What was the first half of today's lesson?"
"Decide for yourself" You answered her almost instantly.
"Exactly so let me ask again.. Do you want to go out for dinner?" She had a smile on her face as she held her hand out to help you up from the floor.
You took her hand with a smile as you pulled yourself up "Yes, I would like to go out for dinner"
There it was, the start of something new, the confidence that was closed off deep inside you, you caught everything that she taught you and that was something she was proud off.
With the Russian, it was like you didn't need to use your words to make her understand, she seemed to already know everything but never pressured you to say anything which was everything you ever could want.
"Great, meet me outside my room in 30 minutes?" She asked as she let go of your hand and waited for your nod.
Which you gave her and watched as she walked on out to shower, you had that stupid goofy smile across your lips, making you regret not trying to talk to her earlier.
You did meet her outside her room just like she asked, being fresh and in better clothes, you both went out to a restaurant that wasn't that far away from the tower.
It was so nice to be out alone without Steve basically breathing down your ear of what you should eat and shouldn't, you picked for the first time in so long what you wanted to eat.
It was that feeling of happiness that you felt with Natasha, it was the comfortable silence that you knew wasn't stressing you out, you knew your words didn't have to please anyone.
Natasha sat sitting opposite you as she was gazed upon you once every couple minutes, to make sure you weren't feeling pressured to be here.
"So I been wanting to ask, what do you know about me?" The former spy asked as she leaned on her hand after she was done eating.
You placed your plate on top of hers when you finished "Clint saved you and now you are our teammate, I don't know much"
"Would you like to?" She asked still with her gaze stuck on you.
You looked at her this time "Of course"
And so she did, she spoke about her childhood, staring off with the better memories and then diving into the horrible ones where you felt her pain, you could see it in her eyes, even to this day she still feels like she could've done better but she tries not to drown herself in those insecurities.
In return you decided to open up to her, it seemed like it wasn't a trap, and even if it was, you wanted to get that off your chest, it was boiling and spilling over and you know how unhealthy that was but there was nothing you could've done.
"You know I don't think I remember the last time I was outside on my own without Steve constantly following me, I'm not allowed a lot of things even though I am of age"
You explained and she listened, didn't want you to change your mind "I hate my life, it has been so hard that sometimes it feels like I am trapped in this case and teased about no way out"
"Have you tried to talk to Steve about this?" Natasha knew there was no reasoning with someone who hates you for no reason but she wanted you to keep talking.
You laughed but rather with a bitter tone "He never listens, I get a slap across my face for even talking without him asking me to"
Before Natasha could ask more, your phone called, as you looked down, your heart started to race "I-it's him"
Natasha grabbed your hand which you didn't register as your attention was mainly focused on the fact that Steve was calling you "Hey- Hey Y/n, look at me"
Your face moved towards her as your eyes were last, she gave you an encouraging smile "Answer it and just act as you were all day today"
You nodded and picked up the phone, you were silence but spoke up before him "Hey, what are you calling for?"
"Where are you" That was the only words that left his mouth, not a hello, not how are you, nothing.
You swallowed hard "Out"
You felt Natasha's hand grip yours, it was soothing for a second before his voice made itself into your ear "Out? Did I allow you to? Get back to the tower now before I find you and you'll have worse punishment than now"
You wanted to nod but when you found Natasha's eyes, you couldn't do it "No, I will come back after I finish"
Before you could say anything else, Natasha leaned over as she took the phone and hanged up on him, she had a smirk across her lips "I'm impressed, after just one lesson you managed to stand up for yourself"
You smiled still with some nerves inside you but you felt relief even for a moment "We should probably get back anyway, he will find us and I don't think I will be alive to see him scold you"
Natasha let out a chuckle "He wouldn't be alive if he tried to lay a finger on me"
But she agreed to go back, as yous went back to the tower, it was awfully quiet, too quiet if you really thought about it, you tried not to think too much about it but it was strange.
Natasha said her farewells to you as she walked off to her room and as quietly as you can you walked back to your room but it wasn't long until Steve knew.
He walked out of your bedroom, grabbed you by the neck and pinned you to the wall behind you "Ungrateful bitch"
His face was close to just hear him, you tried to grab his hand and pull it away to breath air but it was getting more and more difficult "I told you to complete that stupid list whilst I was away and you decided to do something on your own"
"Are you trying to piss me off?" He asked with so much anger in his voice.
His grip tightened and you quickly shook her head, as much as you could anyway "Fuck this, I'm locking you inside your room, until you have understood your mistake"
He didn't even bother letting you walk in, he picked you up just by your neck, as he threw you onto your rooms floor, hearing you take a gasp for air.
He knew that the team will ask about the bang tomorrow but he wasn't worried about it, he always had excuses piled up his sleeves, he grabbed the handle of the door as he looked at you for the last time "Think before you act"
He closed it, locked it as he broke the key in half and walked off to his own room after taking a deep breath and putting on his goofy smile.
You laid on the floor as tears streamed down your face, the bruise around your neck already forming, you took a breath as you stood up from the floor and walked over to the bathroom, looking at yourself in the mirror, you could see the marks but this time they weren't going away that fast.
You sighed, wiping your tears as you tried to calm down, you decided to take a shower and try to sleep, it was the best attempt to not stress, at least being stuck here meant more sleep for you.
As days went by and Natasha didn't see you, she started to worry, she wanted to go by your room and just knock on the door but she wasn't sure if you would be there as she tried to walk in but it was locked.
She walked over to Steve who was sitting with the whole team and used that as a way to embarrass him "Hey Rogers, where is Y/n, I wanted to train with her"
He looked over with a smile across his face "Ah you know kids, she came back home drunk couple days back so she's just resting in her room"
She nodded as she walked over to the kitchen to grab some food for you, she understood his words, she knew exactly what has happened and the guilt she felt in that moment.
As she slid out of the kitchen and walked over to your room, she took her handy tools as she picked the lock, you heard it and you were 100% sure it was him again.
You sighed as you closed your eyes and silently waited for him to just walk in, punch you in the face and tell you how useless you have become to him.
But you opened your eyes when you heard nothing, you were met with the green eyes you have missed, she had an apologetic smile as she stood in the middle of you room.
"I know knocking is a way to invite myself but I decided to invite myself with asking you" She tried to make a joke out of it and hear your laugh but all she earned was a smile from you.
She walked over as she placed the food she had gathered for you and without even a second you took it without waiting, you were starving, you ate barely anything, he brought food anytime he wanted and when it was suitable for him.
Which meant nearly never, he kept you here and knew you wouldn't do anything about it, just like you allowed him to nearly choke you to death.
"Let me shine some light inside" The Russian stood up as she opened the curtains and before you could stop her, she had already turned around and seen your neck.
The guilt and regret was flowing inside her instantly, she rushed over to you, as she sat next to you on the bed and with her eyes asked your permission to look over the bruising.
You gulped as you moved your head up to expose your neck to her, her fingers instantly made their way to the ring on your neck, she gently traced the dark mark, resisting leaning in and pressing a light kiss on top of it as a way of saying she's sorry.
You slowly lowered your head with her hand still on your neck, you looked at her, she had tears in her eyes "I'm sorry"
You were slightly uncomfortable, this wasn't something that happened to you, you were always blamed for everything and you had no clue how to handle emotions.
You looked away "It's not your fault, I should've just stayed here"
Her hand moved to under your chin as she made you look in her direction again, shaking her head "You know that's not the problem, I should've been here"
"There was nothing you could've done Natasha, nothing" You choked out before letting any tears escape your eyes.
"I'm going to kill him I swear" You could see the same anger in her eyes that you held in for the past years.
She stood up but you grabbed her arm, she stopped as she looked at you as you slowly slid your hand down to hers and grabbing it "Can we do that hug thing instead, I think I need that more than anything else"
She nodded as she wiped her eyes, letting you shuffle a little for her to go under the covers and let you place your head on her chest as you let your body relax when she held you, you now knew what it felt like being held for the first time in your life.
You never had seem anyone be so invested in taking care of you after not showing your face to the team, you started to get attached to that, how could you not? She was the only person who cared.
As days went on, you were still locked inside the room, you didn't care at this point as you had less to deal with at the current moments, Steve came at the same time everyday to give you one meal and Natasha made sure to spend her entire days when she could with you, bringing you food, making sure she had made you laugh at least more than once.
With the limited amount of time she spent with you, she knew she had liked you but how was she suppose to approach this subject with you.
She knew she had to, she wanted to know what you felt, if there was anything to hope for and even if not then she would loved to be your friend because losing you would never be an option.
She waited for Steve to do his daily thing after checking up on you and locking you for the day, she slipped in and you was already ready for your day ahead with the redhead.
You always enjoyed those days but today was a little different, of course new marks appeared which only upset Natasha more but she knew if she tried anything, this would only end up more badly.
So she waited until you were comfortable enough to speak up, she would make sure to bring ice to help with any swelling that could've showed up.
She really took care of you, and you were more than grateful for that, this was big change for you, from being alone and taunted that no one would believe you to someone who is here, taking care of you and making sure that your feelings were worthy made you feeling things you never thought were there.
As she got ready by your side, you waited to place your head on her shoulder but she stopped you as she turned to face you with a different look in her eyes.
"What's wrong?" You asked slightly worried.
She had a gentle smile across her lips "Nothing, I just wanted to talk"
You nodded "Okay, what's up"
You turned to face her too as you crossed your legs and she started to talk "I wanted to confess something that has been on my mind for some time now"
She took a pause but you seemed to be listening to her to even want to answer "This might be early, and I don't know if you feel the same but I like you Y/n and I would love to see where this would go but if it doesn't then I am okay with just being friends"
She spoke so calmly to you that you felt no nerves at all, you hear her tell you that you were dying and be as calm as a sea on a good day "Y-you like me?"
She nodded with a wide smile "Do you.. like me back?"
Your breath hitched, you never really thought about it like that, you did want to be around her and act like a couple, but it never really occured to you that it was because you wanted to date her.
"I mean, do I want to spend more time with you? Yes, Do I want you to hold me whilst I fall asleep and wake up to you? Yes, Do I want to kiss you? Yes but do I like you? No" You joked at the end which earned you an eyeroll from the woman next to you.
"I do like you Nat but I guess the issue is this situation, I'm not allowed to date anyone and if he finds out, I am scared what he would do to you rather than me, I can somehow survive but I wouldn't if he did something to you" You explained your concern to the redhead whose eyes fell to her hands.
She took your hand into hers, bringing it to her lips as she placed a gentle kiss on it "He wouldn't even be able to lay a finger on me, I wouldn't worry about me"
"I still would worry.." Your tone was smaller as you wanted to make her look at you, you didn't have the guts to make her look at you, you were still learning a lot.
She looked up at you, taking your that she held and placed it on her cheek "Then be my girlfriend, I promise I will always be here"
"Don't make promises you can't keep Nat.." You answered back as a whipser.
She leaned in as she pressed her forehead against yours "I am making a promise that I will take to the grave with me, but only if you let me Y/n/n"
You sighed, as much as you wanted to push her away for her own good, you knew you couldn't you took a deep breath as you put the smile that only Natasha could master up and nodded "Okay, I will be your girlfriend"
She smiled, you didn't even need to look at her to know that those gentle beautiful lips that had bright smile across them "Now what was that about kissing?"
You laughed, pulling away slightly which only gave her the advantage to pull you in for the kiss that she wanted to experience as well, it felt like the wait was over.
She loved your laugh, she grew fond of the sound that she only managed to get out of you, she made you happy and that only made her happier about that.
The rest of the day went exactly how yous have planned, with little touches here and there and comments and sleep that was long over due in each other arms.
It seemed like faith smiled over you and let you be happy for once but that came crushing down when Steve came over, finally letting you free for the day to train with Natasha.
He only trusted her with you so whilst you did that, and finally felt like your life could get better, he used that moment to search your room.
Upon return you suspected nothing until you reached for your journal that you kept in the secret safe or so you thought it was secret, of course he knew about it, he installed it there for this purpose.
You were going to write about your training and the little goofy moments you had with the former spy until that was unforgotten about.
Natasha was going to see you in your room after you had showered so she went to the kitchen to make yous food for the time whilst you showered.
But she had to witness what was about to happen, you stormed in with anger steaming out of your ears, you had enough of this, you walked over to him with your fists ready for any sudden movements he made.
"Where is my journal dad" You used the term he hated the most, you made sure to say it in the fake sweet voice as there were some team mates along with him.
He laughed "Y/n you must've misplaced it"
"No I didn't it was hidden as I was using it this morning so don't even try to tell me it's my fault, why are you touching my private stuff" You spoke up still ready for any moves he made.
Natasha heard your voice and emerged from the kitchen as she stood in the door way, with the anger as well, she was going to do everything to protect you from him.
He rolled his eyes with that stupid smile "Oh come on now, you must've realised that there was no way anyone would take a liking in you"
That was it, you couldn't bite your tongue anymore "You fucking dick!"
Natasha smirked but that soon dropped when he suddenly stood up and his smile was no where to be found "I would watch your mouth little one"
Natasha got her bites ready, pointing it towards him "I would take a step back before I will be the one bruising that stupid face of yours"
He looked over at Natasha, he was growing more angry and before he could grab you by your neck, Wanda came to the rescue, she paralysed him with her powers.
Natasha looked over which the witch noticed, she shrugged her shoulder "What? Y/n's thoughts are loud sometimes"
The Russian gave her a warm smile as she returned her eyes to you, you stood still in front of him, you had this moment to do whatever you wanted and the women gave you that moment.
"I might have your last nname but I am nothing like you, I promise you Steve, until I am alive I will make sure you remember the pain you had inflicted on me"
You grabbed his face and used your powers to give him that guilty conscious of all the years of pain he caused you, it wasn't physically hurting but more mentally, he could feel every single pain of yours along with every thought.
The team was called in already and they arrived to the rescue to imprison Steve before he could hurt anyone else, your breathing become shakey as they took him away.
And you turned to look at Natasha who already had her arms opened for you, she was waiting for that heartfelt moment where you cry on her shoulder and she holds you.
And that's exactly what happened, she held you as she whispered sweets nothings into your ear, to make sure you knew she was there for you.
"He can't hurt you now моя любовь (my love)" Her soothing and gentle words allowed you to calm down.
There were some screamed coming from him but Wanda had him under control, you managed to utter something "Thank you"
She pulled you away as she held your face in her hands, wiping away any tears that still were escaping "детка (baby) you did it all by yourself, I am so proud of you"
And in the end you reached your happy ending, you and Natasha had saved enough to last yous a lifetime, yous decided to move away from the Avengers and start your own family after finally getting your shit together.
She made sure you were care for and she had to remind you everyday how much she loved you and how she was so proud of you, you always gave her the encouragement back but she knew there was always that bit of you that felt like you had to please everyone around you before you could feel any happiness for yourself.
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Warnings: Death, drugs, self harm. Please don't read if you are easily triggered.
Summary: Breakups are suppose to make you stronger right? Well not in this case..
Word count: 2.6k
Request by @teamkiddosp : "Can you please do a story where wanda and nat both ignores y/n because they messed up on a mission or because they thought y/n was cheating on them and they break up with her. But they still see each other because we are an avenger and wanda and nat are still together, and we are just not doing good so we go drinking, doing drugs, self harm, pills, go out and only come back whenever everyone is awake and go on alot of missions (most are suicidal) and when they try to stop us we just say "you cant tell me what to do anymore we aint together." And a year goes by and you still arent getting better so we do suicide at a party or in the bathroom."
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Everyone knew that every mission was a risk for the team, no matter how skilled you were, the enemies were always improving which meant that the team had to keep up.
Everyone would describe themselves are confident and a somewhat leader, but you would prefer more than that, you always thought you could do it a lot better and not be afraid of what could happen.
But that changed when you started to date the two redheads, you loved them and would do anything for them, but there was still that risky side of you left.
It was just something natural, it was just you and no matter how much you tried to change, it was just a habit to end up in very dangerous situations and come out with even worst threats but to yourself than anyone else.
At first it was kinda funny, the team laughed but soon that turned serious when you become the mission clown, always messing about and getting somehow hurt.
It took a toll on your girlfriends really quickly, they would always plead with you to keep safe and you tried to be careful but sometimes it was just not avoidable.
You were lucky that Wanda was there to protect you otherwise you would end up being dead if you were there alone. You wanted to be more independent but it seemed like the opposite team had different plans for you.
They knew your weak spot, and they knew your girlfriends weak spot, that was you, they loved you so much that even a little scratch across your face caused a concern.
But with time they slightly got used to you coming back with new bruises, even if that annoyed them they knew that this job wasn't easy. But soon they realised that even over a stupid mission were you're just suppose to gather intel you returned with some sort of marks.
If they were honest, they were beyond annoyed, your excuses were always the same "miscalculated move" or "I didn't see him" but it wasn't working on them.
They were with you because they loved you and tried to reason with you but even if that went through to you, there was always that worry in their back of their mind.
That one day they just had enough and that day was today, you were away, just you and Steve on a mission that was just simply scouting but somehow ran into trouble.
No one really thought anything of it, it was a typical avengers mission, Steve was already fighting whilst you tried to cover his back, somehow the mission was just a whole failure.
You ran out of bullets and your powers were at its limits so you had to return back home, this time your wounds were worst, you were actually shot and stabbed and barely holding onto your own feet.
Steve was in better shape than you, more better, it only seemed like the agents were doing this on purpose and you seemed to notice that too.
The issue was that your background was different, you were once the bad guy so it was only logical that the enemies tried to kidnap you or even kill you.
But no one really asked and tried to find out why they kept hurting you that bad, you didn't have time to even have a second to think about it when you arrived back to the compound and instead of going straight to your room.
You were wheeled into the medic wing, taken into operation to clean and stitch the wounds that were really bad, especially the stab wound. As soon as the two redheads found out, you knew it would end in another fight.
You were prepared though - or so you thought, as soon as the team was alerted about this, you knew what would happen, Tony would sigh, Thor would shake his head in disapproval, Peter would be more careful in next missions, Bucky would get more serious with each mission, Clint would make sure to hug his kids a little bit more tighter each time, Bruce would try to improve your recovery, Yelena would take a shot of vodka and just remain quiet.
Kate would scold Yelena but she knew very well how bad this job was, your parents? well they didn't care even a single bit, Carol would be even more fascinated by the scars you would have after but only after she was scold for encouraging this.
And your girlfriends were last, they would be worried shit and have nightmares each time, wondering how worse you would come back. You understood them but at the same time it wasn't something you could control.
Your powers were still limited, your training was never easy and time was always limited with the world always being under a threat, you sighed as you waited for the dreading moment.
It came a lot more sooner than you would expect, there they were, standing near you completely steaming with anger, there were thousands of words swarming their minds as they stared at you.
Natasha had their arms crossed "How did this even happen?"
You looked up at her and was met with a glare "I don't know, Steve was occupied with 5 of them and another 6 came after me, I had no chance"
"It always seems like it, you always get in trouble Y/n/n, it's so tiring" Wanda spoke up, you could tell by her voice that she was exhausted.
Your gaze moved from Natasha to Wanda, you could see her exhaustion, you looked at her with sad eyes "It's not my fault"
"So it wasn't your fault when you charged towards an army of clones! They had guns pointed at you, you were lucky Wanda was there" Natasha raised her voice as her hands dropped.
"I didn't see an army, how many times do I have to say that" You tried to defend yourself, match her tone but your pain stopped you.
Wanda sighed feeling like this had left her with no choice "We can't take this anymore Y/n/n, I'm sorry but this is it from us, I can't keep sleep terrified that my nightmares would come true"
Your words caught in your throat at her words, your eyes widen, Natasha's angry expression changed too, her features soften as she moved closer to the witch.
You finally managed to choke out something when you saw them starting to move for the door "You- Yous are breaking up with me?"
Natasha grabbed Wanda's hand "Yes, I can't bare to spend another second worrying, we give up"
That was the nightmare you didn't know existed, you stared at them, trying to keep your tears in, to not cry because that would cause more pain than you are experiencing right now.
Natasha's hand was dragged away by Wanda, this was just as difficult for them but for you it was more than that, you were beyond hurt, because they promised they would never leave.
Here you are, not only wounded on the outside but inside as well. It felt unreal to you, how could you just lost the two women you loved the most.
They are what keeps you sane to be here, now that was gone there was no one that really needed you anymore. The team always scold you for being so reckless on missions and never seemed to care to why that was happening.
You returned back to missions soon after but being now heartbroken gave you no reason to come back and have your wounds freshly opened by seeing the two redheads be completely happy without you.
That sight always broke you more, it was like pouring salt in your cuts, never letting them heal and just constantly remind you how bad you fucked up.
The constant reminders of how stupid you are, made you reach more something that could help, alcohol. The one substance that you promised to yourself to never taste after being sober for so long.
It started with just one cup, or so you thought, but that soon turned into one and half bottle being drank in the first 2 hours, it only made you come back for more.
Being hangover and still attending mission was stupid, way worse than before, it was a death wish which nearly came true when instead of running, you stood still as you closed you eyes and waited for the pain that you wanted to feel so badly.
But it seemed like that didn't happen since Tony saved you, since that they banned you from attending until you sorted yourself out but that only gotten worse.
You being stuck in a room where there were only 4 walls around you made you insane, you started to in flick pain onto yourself to silence the pain you were feeling from the break up.
You made sure to muffle your pain groans are you sliced your sink open, you were tired, tired of constantly being here and listening to that haunting voice of how you weren't needed and how useless you were to everyone around you.
The cutting and drinking your voices away but that wasn't helping at all so you reached for something stronger, once you ended up in the middle of the night on the streets with a bottle of straight vodka when a dealer walked over to you.
He could sense that hurt tone in your appearance as he handed you a bag with some sort of powder, you knew what it was, you weren't stupid but you were stupid enough to accept his offer and follow him to help him get rid of it the only way you could find off.
Make you high and feeling like you were stronger to handle more missions, you decided to buy couple huge bags of him and keep that hidden in you room.
You went to Shield to "volunteer" in the more dangerous missions, it was more than easy to convince them for that, they had no other people who would willing to do them so they gave you everything they had.
You came back with more wounds that you always said were okay, and you never had it professionally checked, if it healed it was even good, if it didn't well that sucked, you couldn't feel it that much after being higher than any plane could.
But the team caught on pretty quickly, they had Shield ban you from doing anything with them and were pleading with you to just stop but nothing worked.
Their only hope was Natasha and Wanda, you loved them so you could listen to them but with the drugs and the constant voices in your head telling you what to do, it was hopeless.
You were called in to the living room by Steve, he was just as worried, he was your teammate, almost like the big brother but that changed quite fast.
You walked in, your eyes redder than a rose, the eye bags even bigger than you could remember, you weren't happy at all, you were met with both green eyes, that worried look still craved in them.
"My god Y/n" Wanda gasped as she took a look at you.
You rolled you eyes "What is this?"
Natasha's features were just as soft as before, they both looked good, even better than you could remember "You have to stop this Y/n, you are on the path to death"
You smiled, it was a bitter smile as a bitter laugh escaped your throat "Suddenly yous care? Well guess what we are not together anymore, you can't tell me what to do"
Wanda frowned "Of course we care, we always did Y/n/n"
You pointed your finger up "No, stop it, stop with the nickname, you lost that privilege the moment yous left me, no one fucking believes me so everyone can go fuck themselves"
Before they could even try to say anything else, you turned and walked out with tears streaming down your face, you wanted to just be left alone so you decided to disappear.
Each day you would only be back to catch up on sleep, nights would be your time to party, to be alive for those hours to just forget everything, you were kicked out of everything so there was no place left for you.
And no one seemed to mind that you were gone, if anything they were okay with it as you were one problem less to deal with. The revenge was still there, you had so much anger inside you.
Drinking that anger never helped so you planned out the joke that one of your club friends explained to you, he stared at you with a smile and a stoned looked "Just shoot yourself in the head, that would teach them"
He wasn't serious, he was on drugs but you were angry, they haven't noticed, they don't care enough and they left you when you needed them the most.
You knew there were people after you, you were constantly hurt even on the easiest missions, but no one looked into it but little did you know that Fury did.
He raised it with Tony and they both tried to find something, Tony had stuff to do so Fury was left alone with the gathering of information but he was too late.
As the announcement of a party made its way to you, you knew you had to get in. You pretended to get better and the team seemed to believe you.
You were allowed in and so here you stood, by the bar were most people were. You drank the 3 shots that were waiting for you and climed on top of the bar.
You held a drink in your hand as you called for your team "Avengers!"
Everyone went silence, your teams eyes were on you in seconds as they looked confused at the smirk across your lips, you looked at Natasha and Wanda.
"Assemble" You took out the gun as you shot yourself blank in the head.
The image that no one thought they would witness, you needed help that no one provided and that drove you to this, Natasha screamed as she witnessed the person who she loved so dearly collapsed onto the bar with glass shuttering underneath the now lifeless body.
Wanda's eyes turned red as her finger tips turned black, she was late again, she didn't make it to stop you, if she only made it couple seconds to save you.
With a blink of an eye, Natasha was by your side as everyone else ran in other directions to either vomit or avoid looking at the dead body, Wanda stood still as she saw Natasha for the first time in what felt like forever.
Her heart beat faster, you were dead but Natasha was still here, she approached her slowly "Natasha?"
But the Russian was terrified by the event she had to just witness, Wanda reach out to touch Natasha but as she blinked the scenery changed, she was back at her throne, with you laying dead and your head still bleeding and Natasha's corpse laying near by but having dried blood by her.
Wanda's jaw harden as she knew she failed again, the multiverse Wanda's were useless, she had to do it herself, she approached yous as she kneels, letting her hands comb through yours and the redheads stiff hair.
"I will save yous. I promise" She mumbled letting a tear roll down her face.
Little did she know, that the nightmare only just began...
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Summary: Wanting to show off how amazing your girlfriend is, but it doesn't go as planned.
Word count: 7.1k
A/n: It wasn't allowing me to post this when I was tagging everyone so I put some people in the comments. Sorry!!
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Being an Avenger and having a witch as your girlfriend was everything you would want but there was one thing missing, for the past 7 years of being an Avenger, your parents managed to meet everyone but Wanda.
They were an important part of your life but they were too far away to be constantly involved, you had to move away from home to study in United States, you were American but your parents decided to move to Britain when you were just a teenager.
But with time you understood that UK was never your home, you belonged in US, so you did everything to move back there, when you arrived there, of course not everything could be good in your life.
You were injected with a serum by an Hydra agent by accident which gave you powers which they were unaware off but SHIELD was, they brought you in as a trick that you were getting interviewed for a job but instead you met Tony Stark with Nick Fury.
You knew of Tony but never managed to meet him even if he was around New York all the time, saving the world, you just never had the luck until that day.
They explained what will happen next and if you would like to work for the Avengers so naturally you agreed, you and Natasha were the only women on the team until Wanda joined.
When your parents found out they were shocked and terrified for you, but also tried to be as supportive as they could so they ended up flying out to meet the team and make sure that Tony kept an eye out for you.
He took their worries seriously and become your work dad in a way, you never had a father, actually you don't even remember him, he left your mother when you were born and ever since your mother married your other mom.
So he felt slightly responsible with you, he took you in under his wing, helped you with anything you needed and soon the team did the same.
You tried your best to do the same with new members of the team, like Carol, Yelena, Kate, Peter, and even Wanda but she was harder to crack than the rest of them.
But you never backed out, you held your ground and made sure she ate, trained, was up to date with missions when she wouldn't attend meetings, you would make extra notes for her because you knew the loss she went through.
She never seemed like a bad person, she was so fragile that you saw yourself in her, the lost you when you didn't know anything about those powers you had.
She lost her parents but her brother survived, he was injured but he was there, took him some time to recover but he was fine, he couldn't do missions anymore, so he stuck around the tower and helped out in different ways.
You soon saw Wanda in a different way, you saw her laugh and smile and be happy after her brother recovered, you guessed that she was scared so she hid away until everything was semi okay which it was.
And you loved that about her, she was so caring even if she never showed it off, she would make breakfast for the team to show her gratefulness.
You thought that she never really noticed your effort to become her friend but she did, she was very appreciative of all the things you did for her.
Yous got close with time and started to date, everything was new and fresh that yous kept it on the down low until you both knew that this was something you both wanted.
No one was surprised, they all knew that you crushed on her from the start which only made you embarrassed but she found it cute and ever since yous were together.
It has been 4 years since and there was always something in the way to stop you from getting Wanda to meet your parents, but this time it wasn't.
The whole team was assigned to a mission in London, something to do with the queen and her worries about a war with Hydra as they were spotted in London.
Yous were given rooms but you decided that you'll use this opportunity to see your parents, as you discussed this with Tony, he was more than happy and supportive to give you those first couple days with your parents.
As you grabbed Wanda's suitcases and loaded it into your car, she raised her brow at you "What are you doing? Aren't we suppose take them up to our room?"
You kept smiling as you closed the trunk, faced her, placed your hands on her hips, which she confusingly followed, placed her hands on your neck.
"Nope" You replied with one word which didn't clear anything up for the witch.
"So what are we doing?" She asked again, leaned her body against yours.
"I was thinking you could finally meet my parents.." You confessed as your smile widen to show teeth "I know it's last minute but they are dying to meet you and-"
She smiled as she finally understood "Of course we can meet them, it's been 4 years so it would be nice"
You sighed with relief "Oh thank god, I thought you would not want to, which would be fine, totally fine!" You reassured her to which caused a small giggle to escape her mouth.
You relaxed "But this is important to me"
She cupped your cheek "And you are important to me so of course we can go"
You smiled as you stared into her eyes, she really did make you happy, you leaned down as you placed a kiss on the tip of her nose which made her smile only grow.
"There are kids around!" A voice made you turn around to see, Thor covering Peters eyes, causing a huff to escape his lips.
Wanda slipped her hand into yours, hugging into your arm as a small giggle escaped her lips, it was those moments that were worth everything.
"Anyway, we need to get going" You spoke up as Thor nodded and did his bro fist pump with you and hooked his arm around Peter as they both waved yous off.
Wanda unglued herself from you and went to sit in the passenger seat "I still find it weird that yous drive here on the opposite side"
Causing an laugh to escape from your mouth "You'll get used to it, don't worry"
The ride was enjoyable, there was somethings yous discussed about the mission when yous would come back after the visit, as you pulled in and got out of the car to handle the bags, Wanda stopped you.
You gave her a confused look as she did it with a wave of a finger, the bags were outside of the car within seconds, which caused a playful eye roll from you.
She grabbed your hand when your mother ran outside to greet yous "Oh my goodness! Y/n/n!"
You let go of Wanda as your mother hugged you, Wanda placed her hands in her back pocket of her jeans, smiling awkwardly, she never knew how to act around parents.
Your mother pulled away as she slightly shoved you away, which caused a huff to escape your mouth but there was a smile across your lips.
"And you must be Wanda, oh how lovely to finally meet you, you are even more beautiful in person" Your mother complimented the witch which was such a sweet sight for you.
Wanda's cheeks turned red ish as she tried to laugh it off "It's nice to meet you Mrs Y/l/n"
Your mother waved her hand to dismiss her "Oh darling, please call me Kelly, Y/l/n makes me sound so old"
You rolled your eyes with a smile "She always says that and everyone still thinks she's in her 40s"
"Your mom isn't in her 40s? I thought she was" Wanda spoke up the truth, being actually shocked.
Kelly smiled widely as she pointed towards Wanda "I like her, keep her"
This time you looked into Wanda's eyes "I was planning on it" slightly bumping her arm with yours in a playful manner.
"I would help yous with bags but Quin isn't here right now and she is the strongest out of both of us" Kelly commented as she laughed it off.
Wanda dismissed her with a smile "Oh there is no need, I got that covered"
You closed your eyes as you heard your mother gasp, causing you to mumble to yourself "Here we go"
"Oh my goodness! That is so fascinating! You have to tell me how that works, were you born with that power?" She asked as she hooked her arm with Wanda's and pulled her away from you.
"Mum! She's still my girlfriend not yours" You shouted out which apparently didn't reach their ears as they ignored you and let you watch as they walked off with the bags following them.
You managed to pull Wanda out of your mothers grasp and you managed only because she was cooking so she had to be focused to not burn anything.
As you walked inside the guest bedroom, sighing with relief at the sight of the bed, you were tired you really just dreamed of showering and laying down.
Wanda already knew that sigh "I know I know"
You smiled as you faced her after letting her place the bags near by "How are you?"
She forced a smile upon her lips "Okay but I guess it's strange, it's definitely something new"
You nodded as you already to glue yourself to her which she didn't protest against "I can tell she likes you already so you have nothing to worry about"
"Yeahh" She agreed, not really wanting to get sad now, she knew it wasn't that, it was strange for her in every way possible.
You placed your hand on her cheek, trying your best to cheer her up, you knew parents were a difficult subject for her so it was one of many reasons to why it took you so long to introduce her to your parents.
She gave you a sad smile, you reached up and kissed her forehead "Don't worry if this is overwhelming for you, just do our thing and I will pull us out of it"
She nodded as she just hugged into you, not wanting to say another word because she couldn't even if she wanted, you embraced her, stroking her hair in the way you knew calmed her down.
"What did I do to deserve you" Wanda's muffled voice made it to your ears.
You pulled her away as you held her face "Wandss.. you know you deserve everything that's good"
She looked away, feeling slightly embarrassed "Hey, look at me" Which she did, she looked at you seeing how genuine you were "You deserve this, you deserve to be loved and cared for, you don't need to ever doubt that"
She smiled but this time it was the smile you always recognised, letting one tear slide down her cheek, which you quickly wiped off "It's almost impossible to be sad around you"
You chuckled "That is a good thing but I love seeing you smile more, it suits you and brings out that cute blush on your cheeks"
There it was, she was blushing at your words "Even after all these years you still have the same effect on me"
There was a smug smile across your lips, but for that you received a eye roll from the redhead "No need for that, it's a mutual feeling babe"
And then yous heard your front door and the voice following it, calling out for your mother, you knew it was Quin, she always called out for Kelly whenever she comes back home, it was her way of checking she was inside.
"We should probably introduce you to Quin, hopefully she will be better than mother" You spoke up, earning a nod from Wanda.
"She is not bad, I witnessed worse" Wanda shared as you both exited the room.
As yous walked down to meet Quin, she was almost screaming from shocked at the sight of you two "Oh my darling Y/n/n you're finally home!"
She placed a soft kiss on your cheek and quickly turned to Wanda "And this must be the girl who finally managed to hold Y/n down"
Your cheeks were pinkish as you shook your head from embarrassment, causing the witch next to you to laugh "Nice to meet you Mrs Y/l/n"
"Just call me Quin sweetie" She pulled Wanda in for a hug, your parents were always affectionate but Wanda wasn't to people she didn't really know.
It was surprising that she hugged your mom back, it was definitely nice to see her trying even if this was weird for her, they pulled away and she took couple step back to stand next to Kelly.
"Well, Wanda, please tell us when will we have the pleasure to meet your parents, I can think of couple meals to cook for them-" Quin spoke as she looked over at Kelly who gave her the stare.
Your head whipped to Wanda who you saw was tensed from the question, even if years has passed, it was still a subject she never wanted to mention, unless it was really bothering her.
You snaked your arm around her waist, trying to let her know you're there for her, she gulped the tensed feeling that was coming up to her throat.
She had a polite smile across her lips "Unfortunately my parents passed"
This was the calmest you have ever heard Wanda, especially when it was about her parents, she would usually sound a little bitter if anyone else asked.
Quin's quickly fell silent, there was a silent oh coming out of her mouth, you gulped, this is what you least expected to happen.
Wanda pulled away from you as gentle as she could, swallowing a lump in her throat as she looked at you "Can I go to the bathroom?"
You nodded quite quickly "Of course, you don't need to ask Wands, it's just down the hall from the guest room"
She gave you a small nod and a forced smile as she walked off to the bathroom, you looked at your parents slightly annoyed "What the hell"
Kelly crossed her arms "Watch your tone"
Quin placed her hand on Kelly's shoulder "Y/n I am sorry, I have forgotten"
You huffed "You just made her extremely uncomfortable, I told you guys that this wasn't the subject to start on"
Kelly narrowed her eyes "Your mother forgot, it was a pure accident, you need to stop being so defensive"
"It's okay honey, they are our guests so it was rude of me, maybe that shouldn't have been my first question" Quin tried to calm her wife down.
"You think? Now if you excuse me, I will go check on her" You excused yourself and quickly turned to check up on the witch.
As you walked up to the bathroom, you heard the water running, you swallowed thick, trying to come up with something, anything to just calm her, you knew she wasn't going to be mad but rather sad which only made you sad.
You leaned your head on the door as you knocked, there was silence from the other side, it was your queue to speak up "Hey witchy, are you okay?"
There was silence, you sighed as the water stopped running "Can I come in? Or do you want me to go away?"
If she wanted space then you were more than happy to give her that, sometimes there were times where you would need a moment to yourself, to think things through, a peaceful place which Wanda was always respectful of, and that made you love her more.
You heard the door unlock, you sighed with relief as you leaned back and carefully opened the door. Finding her sitting on the toilet as her face was buried in her hands.
You slowly approached her as you kneeled down, placing your hands on her legs so she could feel your presents, you didn't need to say anything, she looked up and instantly hugged you.
As the strongest Avenger, she was the most softest person alive, constantly in need of hugs and love and you gave her everything she wanted.
Yous ended up on the floor, your back leaning against the wall as she was sat on your lap, her head placed on your shoulder and her hands gripping your shirt quite tightly.
It was melting your heart, you made sure to hold her extra tighter, placing a kiss on top of her head and letting your hand run up and down her back in soothing motion.
After some silence you decided to break the ice first "I'm sorry for them, they didn't mean any harm"
Wanda's grip loosened as she peeled herself of you, finally looking into your eyes "I know, I guess there are just a lot what if's"
You listened attentively, still rubbing her back, it was the little things that made her fall more in love with you "Like, what if they were still here, would they love you just the same as your parents love me?"
You showed her a small smile just for reassurance "Well, I might not have met them but seeing how amazing you are, I am hundred percent sure that they would be happy you're happy no matter who you were with"
The hand that was gripping your shirt, moved to your face, letting her thumb caress your cheek "I love you 3000"
You smiled "I am pretty sure that's copyrighted by Tony"
A laugh escaped her lips, your hand intertwined with hers, as you leaned in and pressed your forehead against hers "I love you infinity"
She smiled but instead of leaning in to kiss you, her head fell back in a laughter, she looked back at you "We are so corny, look at us sitting on the bathroom floor, saying we love each other"
"I will be as corny as one can get, as long as you laugh like that" Your plan was to make her as happy as she can get, whenever she smiled, laughed or even looked in your direction, you felt that warm feeling, those butterflies even after so many years, she still had that effect on you.
She playfully rolled her eyes with a big smile across her lips, you used that chance to connect your lips with hers, she met you with the same passion.
Her position changed rather quickly, not breaking the kiss, her legs were on either side of yours, as your hands held her ass, pulling her into you as close as possible.
One of her hands travelled underneath your shirt, indicating for you to take it off, you pulled away slightly to breath "Here?"
She was panting as well "We done it in worst places"
You smiled, still with your eyes closed as the memory entered your mind "You're thinking of that time on the mission before Hydra men attacked us"
She nodded as best as she could "Best mission I ever had"
Before the heated kiss could continue, her stomach rumbled, making you smile wider "Maybe we could go out for a date instead"
"You can eat me instead, I don't need food" She was too deep into her lust to care about food at this point, putting you in for another kiss not wanting to hear a word from you.
And that's how yous spend that evening, fucking in the shower and running to the guest room nude to not get caught by your parents, you were just glad their room was downstairs instead so it was less likely for them to catch yous.
The next morning, it was a lot more harder to wake up and find the motivation to do anything but you had to spend the day with your parents, that's you partly came for.
You managed to drag yourself out of bed, stumbling out of bed and into the kitchen to just have a drop of coffee was what you needed before you could properly function.
Kelly stood with her cup of coffee being the exact zombie like you, she already had your cup prepared with the warm water waiting for you to just pour.
You nodded at her the best you could and poured the water in, along with sugar and almost immediately attaching your lips to the cup, taking couple gulps before properly greeting your mum.
Quin walked in with a big smile across her lips "My favourite people together, morning to both of you"
You both groaned at her being so energetic in the morning "How are you so energetic mom, I drink 4 coffees throughout the day and I am not as nearly as energetic as you"
Quin laughed "Oh darling, when you're my age you'll understand"
Just as she finished speaking, Wanda appeared in the door frame, your eyes darted to her instantly with a big smile which dropped almost immediately at the sight of her neck.
You quickly looked away which Wanda noticed, she frowned but quickly realised what you were thinking about, but your parents didn't seem to care.
Quin took two steps forward to Wanda as she had a small smile "Wanda I just wanted to apologise for yesterday, I was out of line and I am sorry"
Wanda smiled at the apology "It's okay Quin, but I am sorry if I caused anything with my reaction, I just don't really like talking about them"
Quin nodded as she placed her hand on Wanda's arm "I understand you, I went through the same so I get you, but when you are comfortable, we would love to learn more about them"
You placed your mug down as you held yourself and smiled at them, Kelly leaned towards you as she whispered "They'll get on quite fine"
You turned to face your mother with the smile "I know"
Quin turned back as she had her arm around Wanda "Do you guys have anything planned?"
You looked over at Wanda "Well we have to train for the upcoming mission so probably that and maybe I will show her some of my old spots here"
Kelly spoke up from behind you "When you find the time could you please fix that fence that's about to fall over, we were going to pay someone but then we didn't have the money"
You looked over at your mother "Why didn't you call me? You know I would've sent you the money for that"
She nodded "I know but you work hard so we didn't want to take your money"
"Mum you know money isn't an issue-" Before you could try to lecture your mother Quin jumped in.
"It's okay Y/n/n, we can talk about that another time, how about we eat breakfast together?" She suggested as she let go of Wanda at the thought of doing something that's family related.
"Yeah okay, let us just change then" You agreed and they both nodded as you handed Wanda your coffee cup so she can have some sips of it, and following her to the guest room.
As you walked inside, you grabbed her hand as you pulled her back into you "Good morning"
She mumbled a good morning before pulling you into her gentle kiss, it was a routine for both of you, share the same cup of coffee before she makes her own, mumble a good morning and kiss, to feel the present of one another.
It a small gesture but it's enough to want to keep going each morning, yous parted and changed as you knew they were waiting, as much as you wanted to seek comfort in the witches arms, the day waited.
As breakfast was ate, everyone was full, your mothers decided to ask questions about yous, you always loved that part, it was something that made you feel proud.
Proud that you found someone so compatible with you, someone who shared the same passion as you and wanted to build a family with you in the end.
"So why don't you guys tell us something, how did all of this start?" Kelly asked, quite excited to hear this.
You smiled as you recalled that day, you looked at Wanda and allowed her to speak "I joined some later later than Y/n, we never actually spoke but she was really caring with everyone who joined the team and that included me"
"She was really attentive to every detail, to ensure I was comfortable and safe and I guess that made me realise that I can't be mad at the world because life is unfair and it has ups and downs and that's when I asked Y/n out and here we are" She looked over at you with a loving look in her eyes.
"You guys are so adorable, I am glad you guys managed to find love in each other" Quin spoke up as she held her wives hand.
You chuckled lightly "If you only saw how Wanda started to be protective over me, it was quite cute. There are so many things that Wanda does so perfectly that just makes her perfect in everyway possible"
Wanda smiled at your words, awaiting your parents next question but they seemed very interested in the subject about her, which was slightly awkward for her.
You didn't seem to noticed her awkwardness so you continued "There was this one time where we lost a mission, it was one of my first leading missions that I ended up losing control and Wanda was there to stop me and just bring me back to reality"
"She is my angle sent from above, it's so surreal sometimes but it makes me happy to be with her and I only hope she's happy as well"
Wanda grabbed your hand as she nodded to your statement "Okay детка (baby), how about we go see that fence and let your parents have a moment to themselves"
You were going to nod at her suggestion but your mother stopped yous "Oh non sense, I would love to hear more about you Darling, you're a part of this family now"
Wanda forced a smile, she just wanted to get out of there and not be the centre of attention, it definitely wasn't her favourite thing, you would usually make sure Wanda was comfortable but the excitement got the best out of you.
So you continued to talk about her, listing things that she was capable of and nearly making a list of the accomplishments she has achieved until she felt slightly irriated.
She tried to control it but she knew it would be only the matter of time before the whole room floats up, she stood up rather quickly and proceeded her way out of the room to the guest room where yous were staying.
You frowned at her reaction as you stopped in your tracks, you excused yourself from your parents and followed her in "What's wrong?"
And that's when the argument blew up "Что не так? (What's wrong?)" She spoke up but with her thick Sokovian accent, laced with Russian.
You frowned "Да! что не так? (Yes!, What's wrong?)" It was quite the habit of arguing in Russian, it was to keep this between yous and not involve others into it.
She rolled her eyes "Если бы ты не был так занят хвастовством обо всем, ты бы знал (If you weren't so busy bragging about everything, then you would know)"
The frown still not disappearing from your face "О чем ты говоришь? (What are you talking about?)"
Wanda huffed "Вы точно знаете, о чем я говорю, вы знаете, как я ненавижу быть в центре внимания (You know exactly what I am talking about, you know how much I hate to be the centre of attention)"
That only confused you more, it wasn't done on purpose "какие? я не понимаю. Это было сделано не специально, они просто хотят узнать тебя получше, я говорил только хорошее, Wands (what? I don't understand. This wasn't done on purpose, they just want to know you better, I was saying only good things, Wands)"
The red mist engulfed her hands as the keys flew to her hands " С тобой все как будто не специально делается. Знаешь что, что бы я ни оставил (Everything seems to not be done on purpose with you. You know what, whatever I am leaving)"
"Что это должно означать? Куда ты вообще идешь? (What does that supposed to mean? Where are you even going?)" You asked as you watched her walked out and get into your car quickly as she drove off, you tried to stop her somehow, follow her outside but she was already gone.
You ran your hands through your hair as you mumbled "какого хрена (What the fuck)"
You turned to walk back inside, but Quin stood outside, not far from you "Are you okay darling?"
You nodded with the best smile you could plaster "You know how relationships are, just typical disagreement"
Quin nodded but quickly jumped in to speak "Do you want to talk about it?"
You shook your head "No, that's okay, I might as well start fixing that fence"
"Would you like some help?" She asked before letting you walk inside, to which you gave her a quick no thank you, and walked inside to take care of things your parents can't.
Meanwhile as Wanda drove off, she decided to hang out with the team, she needed something to distract her from the whole argument, she didn't want to get more annoyed than what she was now.
The team didn't say anything, they welcomed her but it was weird how you wasn't with them, it definitely sparked an interested in Tony, he cared but he felt like if there was an issue, he was sure that Wanda or you would come to him for advice.
With the team Wanda didn't have to be so focused on what happened, she was distracted by their goofiness, their jokes and their hilarious stories.
What Wanda always missed was Vision, he was always hinting at wanting to be with her, but she never noticed, you never worried either, it's not like you and Wanda had big issues, it never indicated to you that she would rather spend her time with him than you.
And if Wanda was honest, the only thing that really connected her to Vision was the mind stone, but that never interested her, she wanted more than just a connection to a stone, she had more than that with you.
You were there for her, stood by her side, never left her behind and never once complained. Your fights never were extreme, it was over small things that's why it was always good to have some time apart.
Maybe others didn't notice the different behaviour from Vision around Wanda but Kate definitely did. Unfortunately for Wanda, Kate was your ex, it was short and sweet, a fling more than a long term relationship.
She lost you to her not caring that much about your opinions, never paying attention to you so you ended it and moved on which she never blamed you for.
As everyone in the living room of the new base in London, spread out in their own groups, Kate used that as an opportunity to talk to Wanda when Vision left her for more than 10 seconds.
"Hey Wanda" Kate spoke with a gentle tone.
Wanda looked up at the brunette from her phone "Hey.."
"Do you know where Y/n is?" She asked, she knew that would get the witches attention.
Wanda raised her brow as her attention was indeed pulled towards the subject "With her parents.." She paused as she eyed the quite collected brunette in front of her "Why do you ask?"
"Oh, I had some questions for her regarding training, I guess I will wait for her to show up then" Kate continued, trying to act as clueless as possible.
Wanda frowned "She won't be coming here.. What are you trying to do Kate?"
Kate raised her brows, totally surprised by the redhead "Me? Nothing, I just want to talk to her"
Wanda crossed her arms "You haven't spoken to her since that fling happened"
"That's not true, I talk to her only when it comes to missions, we are on okay terms" Kate was quick to defend herself "But I'm not here to argue with you, I'm not sure if you noticed about Vision-"
Before she could finish, the witch was quick to shut her out "What happens with me and whoever isn't your business"
Kate jumped in "Maybe, but it's my business when Y/n gets hurt, I might've made that mistake but I realised that and there were times where I wished for different but I saw how happy she is with you, so maybe take this as a wake up call"
Wanda kept quiet, trying to understand what Kate was talking about, so the brunette continued " Vision has been all over you, whilst others might not see it but I do, I see it because Y/n saw it when it was happening with me, she tried to keep it to herself but one day she blew up"
Wanda frowned again "This never came up in our conversations, I don't think she's jealous over him"
Kate shrugged "Maybe not, but if you really loved her, you wouldn't let him get this close to you without setting some boundaries, I'm not trying to be nosey but I would hate to see this fall apart"
"Why do you even care Kate, she doesn't have any feelings for you" Wanda sighed, thinking that Kate is only trying to cause trouble.
"And I don't have feelings for her either, I care because I saw how I hurt her so I just don't want a repeat of that" Kate answered rather quickly.
Wanda kept quiet, as she stared at the slightly taller woman "Just think about it Wanda" Kate flashed her a smile and proceeded to leave the witch alone.
She was split in bits, one thing was letting her that maybe she should listen to Kate but another is suspicious, she knew what she had to do, she had to talk to you, now would be better than later but there was a slight issue.
Hydra was spotted on movement so some of the team that was at the base, had to check it out whilst the other half stayed for back up, so Wanda was the back up.
As Tony was staying back with her, she asked for advice, brought Vision's action to his attention, he claimed he never saw it but he advised her to just talk to you.
About the argument and the issue with Vision, making just their air was a lot more better than keep putting the conversation off, she knew he was right.
By the time they were finished with the mission, it was actually pretty late and it was announced an false alarm so Wanda was the first to leave the building.
She was nervous, she wasn't sure how you would react, would you hate her? Would you not want to talk to her? But she knew she had to try.
So she took a deep inhale as she parked up and walked inside the house, Kelly was the one who greeted her with a big smile "Y/n is in the garden if you're looking for her"
Wanda thanked her with a polite smile but before she could go find you, Kelly wanted to give her opinion as well "Look Wanda, I don't know what happened during breakfast but if there was anything that hurt you, please know that no one meant any harm"
Wanda nodded "I know Kelly, that's why I am here, I am here to fix this with your daughter because I can't bare to lose her, especially over such a silly thing"
She earned a smile and a nod from Kelly, letting the younger woman to find her daughter, as soon as the door closed from the back garden she quickly called out for her wife as they tried their best to not be spotted from the window that looked over the garden.
As you sighed loudly and wiped your forehead, being quite proud of the work that you did practically all alone, placing your hands on your hips you smiled brightly.
But before you could admire your work even more, the witches voice made its way to your ears from behind "You did it"
She was nervous, you could tell even without seeing her voice, so you turned to face her, she had a nervous smile as you nodded to agree with her.
She took her arms out as she chuckles nervously "Teach me how to punch" She tried to swing to show how bad she was.
There was a small smile, as you slowly approached her, placing yourself behind her, slowly attaching your hands to her fists, being careful to not make her explode.
"This is how you do it" You tried to show her how to swing so she actually hits something but she intertwined your fingers with hers.
"Come on Y/n, take this seriously" She laughed as she made her hand back to a fist.
"What! I wasn't doing anything" A laugh escaped your lips at her being playful.
This time she leaned into you, she felt you relax against her so she knew this was the moment, she faced you, your hands automatically ended up on her hips.
"I'm sorry" Those words escaped her mouth without any struggle, so you just kept quiet, you wanted to just listen to her.
"I overreacted, I know how much you wanted to give the best impression of me to your parents. Which I probably messed up but I hope at least you can forgives me, I don't want anything like this to mess what we have" She spoke from heart as she kept her eyes on you, not looking away for even a split second.
"I don't think you could lose me over a silly thing like this Wands, I would be here either way, sometimes we need some time apart, but I do forgive you, I am sorry too, I should've let you speak instead but I was just so excited" There was a small smile across your lips at the end of your sentence.
Which Wanda nodded to quite quickly, placing her hand on your cheek "I know детка (baby)"
"They seemed to really like you, they are already planned some sort of vacation for us to join with them" You playfully rolled your eyes with a huge smile.
She chuckled "It's a vacation Y/n/n, we would have to go"
"That's only if Tony lets us go" You pulled her closer to you as you spoke.
"Yeah I wouldn't worry" Wanda had a smug smile.
You chuckled, you were going to pull Wanda in for a kiss but she stopped you as she placed her hands on your arms "Can- Did you noticed anything about Vision?"
You frowned at why he was brought up "Notice what?"
"Notice him being too friendly with me" She choked out, quite unsure how to talk about this subject.
You shook your head "No.. but should I be worried?"
"No, no of course not, it's just Kate pointed it out to me and I wasn't sure if you saw something but didn't want to say anything" The witch was quick to reassure you.
There was confusion across your face "Kate?"
She nodded "Yeah, she came up to me and pointed it out to me, but after thinking about it, she is right, I noticed that he was"
The confusion was still there "Okay, but why is Kate getting involved?"
Wanda's hands moved up to your neck "Don't get mad at her, she wasn't doing anything bad, she was just opening my eyes before something bad explodes"
Her smoothing touch, calmed you almost instantly "I- I don't understand, something bad was going to happen?"
"Who knows, but it's good to prevent it, I would hate myself if I hurt you, especially not noticing that, it's I just spend my time more focused on you than anyone else" One of her hands tangled in your hair, she usually did that to calm you and it always worked.
You smirked "You know.. for just saying that I would pin you against that fixed fence if my mothers weren't watching us through that window"
The redhead was smirking herself but hiding it a lot better than you "There is always the car parked somewhere private"
"Don't tempt me" You whispered it out as you moved closer to her lips.
She pulled you in for a kiss, while your mothers cheers from the window, trying to be as quiet as possible, not realising that Wanda could read their minds if she wanted to.
There was one more thing that Wanda knew she had to do, she smiled which broke the kiss, she pulled away slight as she moved her hand which engulfed with red mist immediately.
You looked at her slightly confused, as the red mist followed from the guest room to her hand with an instant, she held in front of you a box, it was small and nothing clicked in your mind.
She knew you weren't so much for traditions so she didn't get down on her knee, she held the box with a wild smile as she opened it, letting you take it in.
You looked at her and that's when she started to speak "I know you aren't so much for traditions so this is the best I could do, I know this isn't the place but I would love to call you my wife for the rest of our lives"
She looked over at your mothers who held their mouths in shock "I probably should've asked them first but I wasn't suppose to do it today"
"Wanda! Oh my god yes! Of course I want to be called your wife" You had excitement written all over your face.
She gave you a genuine smile with pure love in her eyes, she took the ring out and slid it onto your finger, you instantly collided your lips with hers and your mothers rushed outside to scream with excitement.
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Summary: You would expect betrayal from anyone but not the one you once wanted to marry...
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"Well done Agent Romanoff, you won but she lost" The deep voice announced as it echoed through the room of knocked out men.
Natasha looked around, breathing heavily as she swallowed thick from all the fighting and dryness in her mouth, she reached for her com in her ear as those words stabbed her with anxiety.
"Nat come back to base now!"
48 hours before
"Y/n I need you to go to this location that I sent to your phone and retrieve something for me" One of the higher agents walked into the meeting room where everyone was waiting their part in the mission.
Sam narrowed his eyes "Only Y/n?"
The agent looked up, gripping his tie and straightening it to appear more put together "I was only expecting Y/n but I guess this can do, Yes only Y/n"
Tony's facial expression didn't change one bit "And why can't someone else come with her?"
The thing is, everyone was skeptic of this new agent, there was no records of this person in the shield data so there was some doubts but you trusting so blindly never expected this so go this wrong.
"Because it's one person mission, it should only be 24 hours anyway so she is more than able to do this mission" The agent answered back as he handed you a mission report.
You opened it and scanned the paper really quickly, it was strange how it was only one page, nothing else, but you shrugged and nodded to agree with the task.
"What about us? What are we suppose to do?" Bucky spoke up all the way from the back.
The agent shrugged "Whatever yous do when there are no missions"
It seemed so strange, how did this guy get hired? That was everyone's question but no one seemed to voice it with Fury. As time went on, the meeting finished and everyone was dismissed.
You were packing up and just spending your time with the team before leaving in couple hours, everything was prepared for you to take off but you wanted just more time with the team before going.
As you sat in the living with Carol throwing a pillow back and forth with Tony, you were quiet for some time until Wanda pulled you out of the train of thoughts.
"Hey Y/n, would you mind helping me here?" She shouted out to you from the kitchen.
You stood up as you walked over there, and quickly knew what she was asking for, she had just bought herself a matching necklace, one for you and her to share, so you were quick to help her out.
"How are you feeling with the whole alone mission thing?" She asked as she held her hair up for you.
You shrugged knowing she won't see it "Well it's my first mission so I guess I am a little nervous but I think I will be fine"
She let her hair go when you were done as she faced you "You'll do good, I trust you and if there was anything that stressed you out, remember our little promise"
She stuck her pinkie out as she stared at you with a smile, you hooked it with yours and smiled back "Forever"
"Forever" She repeated back, she pulled back as someone walked in which was Vision.
You turned to face him with an awkward smile "Hey"
He nodded his head as a way of greeting, he was expecting Wanda to be alone but he was wrong, he has been wanting to ask Wanda out but she wasn't really interested, if she was honest, she wasn't interested in anyone at all, she just liked being alone, it was easier to be by herself than to watch another person she loves die.
But she had you, you were the only exception in her life, she was your best friend for life, you kept her sane enough to function like a normal human.
Vision walked up to a cupboard as he took a packet of chips and walked back out as he knew there was no way he would ask her out near you.
Just as he walked out, Natasha walked in, there it was, the tension of mixed emotions, anger, sadness, awkwardness. It was beyond painful to be around her but you managed each time, hoping that one day everything will slowly go back to normal where she was so in love with you that it was hard to do anything.
She sent an awkward smile towards you, holding the same love in her eyes just like at the start but it was clouded with fear and sadness for you to even see.
She took her bowl of leftovers which she only now managed to eat, if this was couple years back, you would always make sure she eats when everyone else had dinner but you no longer were her girlfriend.
Natasha messaged you to meet her by your favourite place to spend time with her, it was a big majestic tree, you found it by accident when you got lost the first time you moved into the city.
You dressed nicely as you brought some flowers for her, it was like your little tradition whenever yous would meet under this tree. As you stood there with the flowers in your hands and a big bright smile waiting for the beautiful ginger to appear.
But it soon dropped when you saw that Natasha wasn't happy at all, rather stressed and clearly upset from something, yous were dating for quite some time, it wasn't anything long but it was a significant time.
Her jaw was tensed as she approached you and noticed the flowers, as you extended your arms towards her to take her flowers, she stood glued to her spot.
You frowned as you brought back the flowers towards you "Nat what's wrong?"
She looked away as she was unable to look you in the eyes, jaw set to cut stone if it could "I am breaking up with you"
Haunting words for anyone who could see themselves loving this person for the rest of their lives, and that was you, you openly gave her your heart, she took it but now she is throwing it in the trash.
"W-what? That makes no sense at all.. Why- What did I do wrong?" You asked with shock, trying to process what she is saying.
She closed her eyes shut at your question as if she wasn't in control of her words "You're limiting me to things I want to do"
This is where your words halted in your throat, trying to not cry in front of her but that was backfiring really quickly at you "What-"
"I have been sleeping with other women whenever I am on missions, and I can't keep lying to you" Her eyes were still focused on the landscape rather than on you.
In that moment your thinking wasn't working properly, her words stung more than bees, she wasn't even physically hurting you and you were already in tears.
She turned around to not look at you crying, but also to not show that her eyes held the same tears, you took a deep breath as you tried to reach out for her but she was already walked off.
"Nat please, we can fix this" You managed to cry out before she was fully out of your sight.
And just like the mood changed between yous, so did the weather, the rain hit hard, making you soaking wet almost instantly but it seemed like she was prepared as she pulled her umbrella out.
Natasha looks back at you, seeing you standing in the rain tears ran down your face, she shakes her head and keeps walking away from you, unable to hear the sob escape your lips.
You collapsed onto the floor, taking a deep breath as you trembled from the coldness and the pain that was coursing through your body, you managed to crawl over to the tree to somehow shield yourself from the rain.
You pressed the button that was in your watch and not even 10 minutes later, Wanda arrived, she dropped right next to you as she pulled you into her, already feeling your heart break.
Looking at her brings back those horrible memories but you never lost hope that maybe there was somehow a way to bring back the love yous had between yous.
You had to pull your sight away from her, because if you could you would spend your whole life just staring her, anything she did just made you love her more.
Those small smiles she would give when someone made an insulting joke, it always amused her which you loved, she always smirked whenever you did and whispered into your ear how much more attracted she was to you when you would do that.
Wanda noticed that look you had across your eyes, so as soon as the redhead left she was quick to comment "I still find it strange how she claims she cheated when she looks at you like you are her whole world"
Every comment Wanda made, only made you more confused but unfortunately you couldn't do anything, it was her choice to leave you and you were trying hard to accept that.
You hummed, trying to ignore the noticeable pain in your chest "Who knows, only her"
You smiled as you clapped your hands together "Well I need to get going, I will be back after the mission"
She smiled noticing your shift of mood but going against commenting it, she pulled you into her giving you a hug, not knowing it was her last.
You said your goodbyes as you took your already packed bag towards the jet, taking last glance at the compound and starting to walk inside, only to have a voice make you turn around.
She run up to you with an awkward smile "I- I didn't say my goodbye"
It took by surprise that Natasha wanted to say goodbye to you, you had a sad smile across your lips, but you stood silent as you waited for her to do it.
"Right. Goodbye Y/n/n, have a safe journey" She said with a gentle tone as she held your gaze this time.
You forgot how your nickname sounded coming from her mouth, it almost made you speechless but you managed to choke out some words "You too- I mean you too to the goodbye, I will see you around"
She nodded trying to hide her smile that she still managed to make you trip up over your words, you turned around and proceeded to go inside, as you closed your eyes sighing in embarrassment.
Natasha walked off a little bit away as she stood and stared at the jet watching it fly away, taking a part of her with you.
Hours went by when suddenly Fury barged into the room, panting from fear and from the fact that he ran here "Emergency!"
Everyone was on their feet quickly, ready to fight anyone but noticed that no one followed Fury in, giving him a confused look to which he explained quickly "The agent that sent Y/n away is a Hydra agent, she is in danger"
Everyone fell into silence trying to process the information that they were just fed, before anyone could speak up, Fury quickly instructed FRIDAY to play the voice note he received couple minutes ago.
"If anyone thought sending your dearest Y/n alone for this mission was good idea then you must now know that you were stupid enough to trust a corrupted agent"
"The place is a trap and if she reaches it, she won't make it out alive unless someone is willing to make a sacrifice for her" The deep voice already had a sinister plan.
Natasha's breath hitched, this was the woman she loved that was going to die, she was growing more irritated at this, the voice continued "There will be a unmarked jet waiting for someone to turn up and save the poor Y/n from danger, you have 2 hours to show up to the docks"
"Oh and there is a catch, you have to do it in a way for Y/n to not find out, there will be a mild sedation in a syringe, give her that and complete the mission for her"
As soon as it finished, Natasha was quick to speak up "I'll do it, I will save her"
Wanda's eyes widen at her words, she was going to go to save you, she had powers, she could do this but Fury was quick to agree "You going won't make her suspicious but don't worry you'll have back up ready to go with you, we just need Y/n out of there"
Natasha nodded and everyone was on their toes to be alerted on anything whilst Natasha made her way towards you. She was worried that she won't make it in time but she did.
You were already there as your jet was already on their way back, she slowly and carefully walked in and spotted you within seconds as you roamed the hallways with your gun pointing in every direct you turned.
She waited for you to walk over to where she was, she had the syringe prepared, she knocked your gun out as she pulled you into a storage room, pulling you into a kiss that she had so dearly missed.
She pulled away and you stared at her dumbfounded, you were shocked from where she came from, this was everything you would dream about, to be close to her again and kiss her like it was your last time.
"Nat? What is happening? Am I dreaming?" You asked, hoping that this was real.
She smiled, this time it was real, the smile she gave you showed you how real it was, you could always recognise that smile "You're not dreaming детка (baby)"
She was already speaking before you could ask more questions "I am here as I realised how important you are to me, I was lying to you about the cheating, I am so in love with you that my fear was getting to me so I thought lying was easier than deal with any pain"
"I am sorry and I hope you can forgive me, not now but with time, I want to be with you, this made me realise how much I missed you"
You smiled at her words, but you quickly stopped her "Nat- Nat it's okay, I am sure we can work this out, I just want you back in my life"
She sighed with a gentle smile "I am sorry"
You frowned with confusion "For what-"
She pulled you into another kiss which you quickly melted into to, but this time she acted, stabbing you in the neck with the syringe and injecting you with the sedation.
She pulled away "I am sorry for doing this, I hope you can understand when you wake up"
She quickly opened the door where the back up was quick to grab you and drag you out towards the jet to take you back, you could feel the effects already which was weird.
You could see Natasha yet you couldn't register what was happening anymore, they placed you into the seat, failing to notice your already dilated pupils.
As the jet launched into the air, you already were in and out of consciousness, this was not typical for drugging a person, the breathing only got worse, it felt like your lungs were closing in on themselves, as if there was no space to breath.
"Hold on, we are nearly there" The shield agent that was behind the steering called out.
But you were nearly finished, you collapsed onto the floor, not able to see anything in front of you as suddenly vomiting become a problem, you managed to press that button last time as blood was mixed with the vomit.
You were laying on your side, vomiting uncontrollably, dying a painful death, feeling as if you would vomit out your stomach along with every other organ.
Wanda received your help alert as she rushed into the room where everyone awaited you to come back "It's Y/n they need help"
Tony sighed with anxiety "It must be the drugs, she should be fine"
But that was far from it, by the time you arrived you were announced dead, the last person who you saw was the one person who you loved very dearly.
Present
"Well done Agent Romanoff, you won but she lost" The deep voice announced as it echoed through the room of knocked out men.
Natasha looked around, breathing heavily as she swallowed thick from all the fighting and dryness in her mouth, she reached for her com in her ear as those words stabbed her with anxiety.
"Nat come back to base now!"
She was quick to launch towards the jet, and set off towards the compound, she was nervous but she was glad that you were safe and she had someone else steering this jet.
She arrived but was greeted with the whole team in tears and a bag covered something on the ground, she walked over as some of the team were in the way of seeing what was actually going on.
"Natasha please don't-" Steve tried to stop her but Wanda's heart wrecking sob only made Natasha more worried.
She pushed through to see Wanda on her knees next to an arm, her pinkie hooked over the lifeless finger, repeating through the sobs the word "forever" , it clicked, shock and fear coursing through her body as she rushed over to the other side of the bag.
Pulled it down to see who it was only to see you, covered in dried vomit and blood, tears came fast as she banged her fist on the group putting all of her weight onto that hand.
Trying really hard to hold in that sob, allowing a lung wrecking scream to escape her mouth, shocking everyone around her but feeling their heart break at the sight of Natasha breaking.
"Why!" She screamed out taking out all of the air from her lungs, laying her head on your chest, allowing to finally break down.
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(READER AND NAT ARE IN SECRET RELATIONSHIP) Hey I was wondering if you could do Maybe like a blurb of like the avengers are out at a bar and everyone is very much wasted and reader gets super clingy when she is drunk and like is sitting in nats lap like tracing shapes on her chink or something and all the avenger’s are thinking like yeah they are totally together
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Pairing: Natasha x Reader
Warning: Just fluff :)
Summary: All secrets come out eventually, that's only if they are actually a secret.
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You never seemed like a one night stand type of person and that was correct because you never were one, until that one party where you had gotten wayy to drunk for your own good.
You remember it like it was yesterday..
There you are, allowing yourself to finally relax after a long day with a drink in hand and some girl next to you as she laughs at anything you say, whether you just asked for another drink from a fellow team member.
It kind of annoyed you so you stood up, said your farewells and walked off to the bar where Natasha was along with Bruce, you found it weird how they were apparently into each other but showed no interest at all.
You placed your empty cup down as you leaned on the bar and looked up to be instantly met with the green eyes that held so much mystery.
"What can I do for you Y/n?" She asked with a small smile as she leaned on the bar as well.
"What are you offering Romanoff?" You asked with a daring tone.
She raised her brow "Well it depends, are you trying to get drunk or be still sober whilst listening to that Q-tip laugh at everything"
You smiled as a small laugh escaped your lips "Drunk sounds better but with someone else"
"And who would that be?" She questioned as her eyes never left yours, Bruce noticed the tension and just decided to leave before witnessing something he doesn't want to see.
"First person in my sight" You replied, still looking at her, causing a smirk to appear on the redhead's lips.
It was quite normal for this flirting between yous, no one else knew about it since no one was around whenever it happened but that was it until tonight.
Natasha pulled two shot glasses and the strongest drink they had, she wasn't actually serving anyone, she was just covering the person who took a break.
She pilled the shot and passed you one as you both downed it pretty quickly, the next thing you knew, she was dragging you away to the dance floor that was filled with multiple people so the team barely even noticed this.
From drinking to dancing, you're suddenly being pushed against the cold elevator wall, as your senses are filled with the person who is kissing you with so much need that it's practically impossible to move away.
You barely noticed where you were until you hit a bed that wasn't yours, noticing the red hair and the familiar touch, your drunk self just accepted this, subconsciously knowing you were safe.
The suspicion was confirmed in the morning where your clothes were everywhere along with the person who was tightly snuggled up against you.
The warmth from her body was enough to warm you up that you didn't even need anything to cover your bodies, you looked over at the window which still had the steam on it.
You looked down to see the Russian, some of your memory was still blurry but who cared, what was important is that you remembered what happened.
From then, you and Natasha would hook up, there was no way you two wouldn't, her presences was too intoxicating to ignore, you never saw her that in that way until that night and to be fair, you weren't surprises at all.
Natasha was someone who was deeply misjudges, people would always be terrified of her, feel like all she had to offer was a brutal beating or a cold glare but she was more than that.
She was that sun that was waiting to come out from the stormy clouds, she shined brighter than any diamond could, to be fair, she was the diamond, they are rare and hard to get which you understood as time went on.
It was harder to keep things a secret after all this time, your love for her was like an overflowing bathtub, and as time went over, you started to not care anymore.
You both agreed to keep it on low at the beginning, wanting to know first what this was going to be before rushing anything and that was okay but as years piled on, that agreement was forgotten as the hiding become a habit.
Your typical mornings were as always, you and Natasha in each others arms, rarely dressed, which sometimes caused some issues when someone knocked on the door.
The world just seemed to be timeless whenever you were with her and she noticed that too, there were days that she only wanted to be with you and you were quite to agree because any second that is spent away from her hurt more than any wound you had.
But today was different, you woke up earlier to cook breakfast, lately Wanda has been the only one who cooked anything and you wanted to help her out so she could finally relax one day without having to feed everyone.
As you were finishing up, Natasha walked in with a frown as she rubbed her eyes before looking around properly "Why are you cooking?"
You looked over where the voice came from and smiled widely at her sight "It's nice to change some things"
She walked over as she hugged you from the back "We could've laid in"
Your smile never disappeared "We do that everyday"
Natasha placed a small kiss on your neck as your hair was tied up "But it's not enough"
You giggled as you pointed towards the coffee which you prepared for her "I know baby, but I made you coffee to cheer you up and I made your favourite"
Natasha groaned a little but happily took the coffee, she walked over as she took her still warm coffee in her hands and just on time, Tony walked in.
He paused for a moment, raised his brows, took his plate and walked on out not saying anything as he was deeply in need of coffee just like the rest of the Avengers who rushed in right after him.
Everyone ate something different, Wanda had it easier with her magic coming to play, she could make 3 things at the same time which saved her time but you didn't.
But you had your speed so it was little bit easier, you were quick to place everyone a coffee and whilst everyone ate at the big table, awaiting todays tasks, Fury appeared in the room.
He grabbed the fresh bread as he took a bite and stared at everyone before finishing the whole thing "No missions"
That's all that came out of his mouth before he took another bread and walked out, Tony rolled his eyes and an idea was quick to pop in his mind.
"Then let's celebrate that" His head turned so fast to his team.
"Celebrate what? A day off?" Natasha questioned as she brought her cup of coffee closer to her lips.
He nodded with a smile "Of course" He looked at his clock "At 4, we can meet here and head to the bar"
"The bar?" You questioned with slightly cringe.
They all looked at you, some laughed and some were confused "Yeah, our usual bar"
"It was our usual bar until Carol decided to punch some dude in the face" You spoke up as you looked at Carol.
She shrugged "Hey, it's not my fault he was being a jerk to you"
You shook your head "I could've handled it-"
She smiled "Well he wasn't going to lay his hands on you and think that's okay"
Natasha swallowed thick, she was there but walked away to go to the bathroom when she came back, she noticed the argument and a sudden scene which caused everyone to have their eyes on you.
Natasha was quick to approach but the guy had blood all over his face, as Carol made sure you were okay, it was one of many reasons why Natasha doesn't leave your side anymore.
You noticed that the Russian zoned out so under the table, when no one was looking at you anymore, you place your hand on her leg, you gave her a small gentle smile which you knew always brought her back to you.
She smiled back as she held your hand and looked at Tony "The bar it is then"
He cheered which Bucky joined in, it was always a fun bar party when everyone from the team was coming. As breakfast wrapped up quickly, Wanda and Peter offered to clean up which you didn't argue against.
You made your way towards your bedroom, the redhead was fast to catch up with you, she walked into the bedroom right after you as she stopped you and took your hand which took you by surprise.
"Y/n/n, can you not leave my side tonight?" She asked quite shyly, looking rather small than usually.
There was a small frown on your face but soon that disappeared when you understood where she was coming from, she let go of your hands which found their way to cup her face.
You placed a small kiss on her nose as you nodded "Of course, there is nothing you need to worry about, everyone is going to be there"
She forced a small on her lips, as she nodded "I still worry"
It was the little things that made you adore her even more, the one more kiss before leaving for a mission, the hug that lasted for longer than any other ones, the passionate kisses whenever one was busier just to reset the mind a little.
Her hands found your waist as she held you and your hands moved to her neck, yous stood in the middle of the entrance, holding each other like nothing else mattered.
You nodded "I know, I will take you everywhere"
A smirk appeared on her face, that smirk that always gave you the butterflies you missed "Спасибо детка (Thank you baby)"
You smiled "I'm going to shower, would you care to join me?" As you asked you walked away from her to the bathroom, but you didn't need the answer as she followed you without even needing to confirm anything.
So the day went on as normal until everyone started to prepare for the party, you and Natasha managed to snuggle some more in bed before getting ready.
It was just nice to relax again with the whole team, it was nice seeing them be happy after so many tragic things that happened, but you were proud of them for holding on.
As yous arrived at the bar, took the biggest table that they had, ordered drinks food, messed around, it was already 7pm, time slipped through your fingers faster than you could notice.
Everyone was in different groups depending on the conversation, more people came in and were pulled into their conversations so there was less space, you decided to hop into Natasha's lap.
She held you as her hand rubbed up and down your back, just like she has done many times before whenever yous would sit in silence on the bed.
It was so comforting, especially with so many people around, you never were super uncomfortable but it was definitely reassuring when Natasha was presence, whether that was physically or not.
You were already tipsy, and maybe so was Natasha because she was allowing yous to be so public with the affection. She thought no one noticed the cute giggles that came out of your mouth whenever she whispered a joke into your ear.
A clear blush across both of your cheeks whenever you did something to her, whether that was tracing circles near her cleavage or just staring into her eyes as if you were drowning calming in the green sea.
Clint noticed, Wanda noticed, Carol noticed, everyone noticed, they all shared a look, confused and curious, letting some conversations die as they listened to yous.
Natasha bit her lips as she spoke up a little too loudly not knowing that they all were listening "Well, there are so many things I love about you Y/n/n"
"First, it's definitely that look in your eyes you give me whenever I am in trouble, second would be that adorable laugh and the way you would hold onto me, third would be the care and kindness you offer, it's everything I could ask for and more, and fourth would be the sounds you make in bed"
At the last sentence, everyone tried to keep their laughers, Wanda looked away towards Clint as she nodded and mouthed "Yeah they are totally together"
Clint nodded and everyone knew what they are going to tease yous about the next day. As the bar party finished everyone already had a plan, they waited for yous to go to sleep.
Everyone waited until the next morning to only barged inside the room and stand there with heart eyes at how adorable yous were, the sight of you calmly sleeping on Natasha was never going to leave the teams memories.
"So adorableee" Bucky spoke a little too loudly which woke you up instantly.
You gripped Natasha which only made her eyes shot open and was met with everyone standing at the bottom of the bed "What the?"
You looked up at Natasha, that's when she noticed that you're slightly uncovered and exposed to the team, she was slightly angry, as she reached over and quickly covered you.
"Even me and Bucky aren't this adorable when we sleep" Steve spoke up as he had the cutest smile across his lips which Bucky leaning against him.
You frowned "Get out you perverts!"
Natasha chuckled as she nodded to agree "They are unbelievable but at least we can just exist without hiding now"
Yelena rolled her eyes "Hiding? Please what hiding, yous barely could keep yours hands off each other"
You smirked as you looked at Yelena "If you only knew what your sister did with those hands-"
"No! Stop, I don't even want to hear that" Yelena was quick to stop you as she covered her ears which caused everyone along with you to laugh at how you could always get underneath Yelena's skin.
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