"Invisible scars take longest to heal."

KayDee. 19. My blog. My Feelings. My exact thoughts. *Trigger Warning*

[bxartooth]

[thy-devil-princess-deactivated2]

I often imagine, how people would react to my death.

[brickl]

[frodo-baggins]

oh yeah? could a depressed person do THIS ? *replies to one (1) message*

[caelpictor]

Oof

[rbhvleo]

[raw-f00tage]

never make important decisions under extreme emotions (angry/euphoric). extreme emotions usually lead to bad judgement calls

[therelatableimages]

[anthracoceros]

some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

[daglout]

some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

[ratbastard42]

some of y’all have never been surrounded by friends who were considered pretty or attractive by peers from an early age and you being the only one who wasn’t profiled this way so it messed up your self-esteem so now you question every time someone says you’re anything other than ugly and it really shows

[weltenwellen]

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[bpdminds]

Cycle of my emotions

[scrotic]

[thisisalovestry]

fathers be like *emotionally and verbally abuse you for most of your life and then get mad when you want nothing to do with them* <3

[dying-poet-deactivated20200804]

does anyone else w emotionally abusive parents get like,, emotional whiplash?? Like my mom went on a half hour tirade where she threatened to walk out on our family and said i didnt deserve to have children bc im so horrible and then five minutes later made me hug her and is acting like a normal happy person?? I cant process the flip that fast and my head is just spinning now

[fleetnaturals-deactivated202110]

me pushing forward with my life even though i didn’t plan to live past the age of 21

[twloha]

(x)

[mooooriiiitzz]

The saddest thing about recovery is the illusion that you will be your old self again. When you are in recovery, you are in the process of becoming a new person with new set of ways to cope, with new set of ways to recharge and with new set of ways to find happiness. It’s basically starting a new life whether you like it or not.

Juansen Dizon