hiya you okay

post on here when i’m drunk or have thoughts

[maybekittens]

i literally had what i wanted and i fucked it all up, i literally fuck everything up for myself

[maybekittens]

god why do i do this to myself. i fuck everything up for me

[maybekittens]

haven’t posted on here in ages! i haven’t been that sad and drunk in a while!

[maybekittens]

I don’t know it’s just like I don’t know like I’ve had a fun time tonight but I can tell the other people didn’t and I feel like it’s my responsibility to make sure that everyone else enjoys and I just wish that I could just be responsible for my own treatment for once and I feel like I don’t have to carry everyone else is happiness in my back. I know I’m so in my room on my floor like sat on my bed just pulling my eyes out because I just miss my mom and I feel like my friends don’t like me.

[maybekittens]

i just feel like i’m a nuisance idk there’s nothing anyone can say that will convince me otherwise

[maybekittens]

I don’t know. I’m using text speech again because I just can’t type right now. I’m kind of worried that my friends don’t really like me like I don’t know. I just I miss my home so much. I miss my mam

[maybekittens]

what happened last night can never happen emotionally again

[maybekittens]

women who like men pmo kinda

[maybekittens]

i want to watch bone temple again

[maybekittens]

i feel SO LONELY i feel like erin kellyman in eleanor the great but instead of my mum being dead she’s just an hour and a half away on the train

[maybekittens]

not even sure what i want really. i think im overbearing

[maybekittens]

maybe i’m just on my period and im missing home too but like. i feel like im different here and nobody actually fw me and they just pretend to because they want company

[maybekittens]

i feel like everyone maybe hates me especially my friends

[maybekittens]

i hope skye is okay. poor baby

[maybekittens]

okkk someone tell me im pretty and that im doing good NOW

[maybekittens]

Oh my God, I get to eat crisps in my flat on top of my clean bedsheets and I can also watch edits on my phone while I eat these crisps. I’m using text to speech right now because I’m really tired but I have to eat crisps before I brush my teeth and go to bed.

[maybekittens]

like yaaaay jimmy pay me on the head and say im doing a good job also jimmy ink SHARE MT SLEEPING BAG