!Bellary

welcome to the secret gardens in my mind 🌸

[maybellary]

Surely I don't know how to go slow, babe. I'm sorry, but I NEED to crawl into your skin already and lock you in my basement so you will never see any other girl ever again in your life but me🥰

[imjustagirlblogss]

Been feeling like Draculaura lately

[maybellary]

'this girl who asked for my Insta...'

[maybellary]

it's finally vacay but I'm soo freaking bored

only a cute, hardworking, funny, gorgeous, taller than me, with BEAUTIFUL eyes, cute smile and sarcastic girl who would come over to my house to watch movies, build lego, idk make out too😝 could save me...

[maybellary]

IT'S BOOKED

JAPAN W MY BESTIE SOON😝🪭

I need traveling tipss!

[skinnyangels-stuff]

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[maybellary]

this me when she takes more than 5 seconds to reply (she's working and already let me know that she will text me as soon as she's free)

[kissmebeforecourt]

[maybellary]

okay soo today I went to my bestie's house. And when we're together we just like turn our brains off and we act dumb asf. And so she sent the girl who I'm texting with a pic of me lying next to her that seemed like we were cuddling and so the girl texted her back: "get away from her. stay 5mts away from her. move" and ofcc i was giggling like an idiot cuz IT SOUNDED SO OUT OF A FANFIC OKK??? and then my bestie posted a pic of us building lego with the caption of "romantic date" and the girl replied saying "no."

girlll she's definitely NOT PLAYING ABT US RIGHT???

[pisces-core]

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[maybellary]

I'm so happy as long as I'm not at my house...

[maybellary]

SHE SAID IT

SHE WROTE ME A LETTER AND SAID THE L WORD

It was absolutely freaking cute guys omggg, she's the best. I can't wait to see her soon, we both have been a lil busy and she said: "I know I'm busy and sometimes take a little longer to reply so I wanted to make you this, something fully yours from me"

[maybellary]

hey so...

my exam was shit.

wtf was that...

[missegyptiana]

SAY IT. ONCE. AGAIN. WITH FEELING. HOW. THE. DEATH. RATTLE BREATHING. SILENCED. AS. THE. SOUL. WAS LEAVING. THE DEFLATION. OF. OUR. DREAMING. LEAVING ME. BEREFT. AND REELING. MY BELOVED. GHOST. AND. ME. SITTING. IN A. TREE.

D-Y-I-N-G

[maybellary]

SHE ASKED ME OUT

like we were chatting and I was rambling abt the three tests that I have this week and how boring it was for me to study then she said to me: "okay if you get at least 80 on biochemistry we'll go on a date, you want to study now?"

AND I'VE NEVER HAD BETTER MOTIVATION. MY TEST IS ON THURSDAY WISH ME LUCKK, GUYSSS

[maybellary]

soo since this is my personal diary.

I met this girl... she's one of my best friend's friends (I told her I wasn't ready for anything yet then she introduced me into her) but dude... when I met her o.m.g

She's absolutely gorgeous, caring, sweet, funny, sarcastic and fuckkk she's so damn cool. I literally had a gay panic the first time I saw her in person and like we got along pretty well. We've been talking for a few weeks now and I'm afraid that I'm caring a little too much over every detail about her and so is she (I think).

And during a drunk talk w my bestfriend she told me not to get my expectations too high with her ---LIKE DUDE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED HER TO ME OMGGG--- soo idk what to think bc every time I try to pull back a little she comes to me 3 times harder w witty comments and sweet words.

soo idk if it's on purpose or if she's actually into me??? (who ever would lmao). I really dont want to rush things and ruin it... but have to say I was feeling so damn NAUSEOUS when I saw her posting pictures with other people when we are NOTHING... I have problems dude...