some random blog tbh

life updates from someone you probably don't care about

[maybethatonegay]

i am but a small british schoolboy at heart

[maybethatonegay]

am i allowed to hit people with my cane for disability pride

[maybethatonegay]

being chronically ill is so fun because one day you're fine and the next you can't feel your legs

[maybethatonegay]

i'm the only witness of my dreams

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[maybethatonegay]

Guys I feel powerful again I have obtained eyeliner

[maybethatonegay]

why can't time passing feel peaceful

[maybethatonegay]

i've told you i'm sorry a million times in my head

[maybethatonegay]

do you ever feel empathy toward yourself from an outside perspective

like damn that's someone's baby and somebody's best friend but right now they're barely alive

[poetesc]

being queer is like walking through a hospital hallway. recently born, recently died, have been dead, still alive. coming, came, yet to come, have come and gone. future and past and present in a mutual unspoken solitude. you can not show a baby a dead body, nor can you apologize for it being born the way it was. how does it know where it comes from or where its going? it walks the hallway. you notice down the hall there are children and elders and you. all for the first time understanding that path. we keep coming. we have come. we will continue to come and have come and have gone. you can not stop queer identity like you can not stop the ocean or a hurricane underneath it. like you can not stop the sun coming up in the morning: it has come millions of times already.

[maybethatonegay]

maybe i wasn't a horrible person maybe i was just 14

[longseasons]

does anyone like me and want to understand me

[maybethatonegay]

built different. like not fully correct but close enough nobody cares

[maybethatonegay]

i miss my partner 😔

[maybethatonegay]

i am sick to my stomach with the weight of existing

[maybethatonegay]

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