Ang lungkot lang kasi ...
Ang lungkot lang kasi, alam mo 'yon, ginagawa mo naman 'yong mga bagay bagay for good, gagawin mo for good at walang halong negative or selfish intentions.
But, iba pa rin 'yong dating sa ibang tao, you're being sincerely swearing those things tapos hahanapan ng butas.
It's like "dots on a white paper"
While those dots are my flaws and holes on my words and the white paper itself is all my good deeds and intentions, yet those dots again will be the one to be notice first. Makakalimutan na 'yong white paper, focus na doon sa dumi na nasa papel.
Alam mo 'yon, alam mo flaws at katoxican mo sa buong katawan mo pero palagi sa'yo ipapaalala at isusumbat, while you're trying your very best para baguhin mga 'yon kahit paunti-unti.
You're asking for a hand para may karamay ka sa mahirap na pagbabago pero wala, nag-doubt sa'yo. It's not being dependable, it's asking for at least support.
At least be understanding enough, wag daanin agad sa init ng ulo at sumbat or what.
Someone who's willing to help you fix your broken rotten self, not that one who will just always say you need to fix this and this. While you slowly fixing yourself, tatabunan ka pa ng iba pang kung ano na dapat ayusin pa, ipapamukha sa'yo na hindi ka naappreciate or nakikita 'yong bilang ikaw. Sinisikap mo magbago, sasabihan ka ng puro lang salita, nakalulungkot lang.
"I can't paint you with the colors I desired, I can only just here help you paint and give opinion what color is the best for a certain thing"
I don't know, for me it isn't being dependable.
Ang lungkot lungkot lang, nakakapaghina.
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