"i'll be ok." is that what you want me to say?

I know I won't be, but I have to.

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RANT

I am a catholic myself, i actually do like Catholicism... I like the concept where people no matter who they are, what they did would be forgiven because their God is a forgiving one, that they would be accepted because that’s what good people do... BUT WHAT I CANT STAND ARE MOST CATHOLICS WHO CLAIM TO BE DEVOUT AND THOSE WHO FUCKING COMMIT THE ATROCITIES THAT THEIR RELIGION HAS TAUGHT THEM TO BE SINS... STEALING, KILLING, WISHING ILL FOR OTHERS, RAPE, CHEATING, SHAMING, AND THE CLOSED MINDEDNESS OF THESE PEOPLE ARE SICKENING. You’d think that for a religion that teaches forgiveness and love and openness the people would know how to be so, NO, not even their priests practice this... godfuckingdammit... it’s so stupid that this world is like this... FUCKING PEOPLE ARE FUCKING STUPID

[memeslanding]

Ours is the Fury http://ift.tt/1IRfGL1

[memeslanding]

For a split second there, Ned thought ‘holy crap i’m getting the rose’ http://ift.tt/1LVg6W8

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Knowing Loras, it might’ve been realz

[herochan]

A First Look at Jason Momoa as Aquaman

Posted by Batman V Superman Director Zack Snyder on Twitter. 

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More Ranting

i just remembered yes... true i'm riding the band wagon on the moretz thing, though i'm pretty sure my reasons is not part of what people say... i guess totoo nga na di naman magiging kami if 18 na nga siya... simply put there would be endless possibilities... forgive me if i would put this bluntly, and it would be really offensive but i must say it to be able to defend the side i am on... Possibilities that maybe moretz would do something scandalous and it would result in something that wouldn't be anything underage... or might be even she poses for some adult magazine and it won't be underaged... so no, i am not expecting that Moretz would be suddenly knocking on my front door, nope... I'm just not fucking fine with you saying shit at me and not listening to what i have to say

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Don't say goodbye sung by the amazing Ms. Moira Dela Torre... It breaks my heart every time and well, when I hear it, it reminds me of you... 

It's 3:30 am and Rosa, you're still on my mind

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fears

One of the truest, deepest, scariest things I can think of is people leaving, Separation Anxiety... I really hate it when, people go their separate ways and somehow  i get left behind, alone... I can't stand it... Don't say goodbye really speaks to me... Cause when everything I've hoped for is gone,..

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i dont get birthdays though

i dont know why but i instantly feel sad whenever my birthday comes around,... i know that its supposed to make people feel special, but i just don't... can anybody tell me why? or tell me if they feel the same way?

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What am I doing?

Honestly? I actually don't know anymore, it all just feels like it's going nowhere... I've been feeling down a lot lately, maybe it's because of Rosa, or maybe because of the acads or all the other things that pile up endlessly... And what's worse? When i fall in self pity, it's never easy to get out of it, no matter what I do. I'm stuck... I don't know what to do... It's not easy to just move on...

One thing that's bugging me right now is that, I don't understand why I'm at UPLB... This place is for the good people... I'm not good... This place is for those who have dreams and want to live those dreams, those who aim high, work hard and for those who are intellectually gifted... I don't fit any of those categories so I don't get why I'm here... I don't know why, I don't know what to do... I just feel like I wanna escape... I feel so broken up and I can't think straight anymore... I feel like I'm just trying to kid myself that I can be one of them, that I could fit in... NOPE... I just, can't match anything... I feel so useless and so alone... I feel like nobody cares and nobody needs me... It's like I don't matter... I feel empty every single fucking time...

I thought I could see the direction, or I could find a drive... I feel lost... I don't fucking know... I'm stupid and I'm lying to the people here and to especially to myself... I thought i'd be better when I adjust... But NOOOO, There's no adjusting... I feel empty... I don't hate anyone... I love everyone... But it seems that whatever they have for me is superficial and it will end up in the same way it does every time... People taking me for granted... I feel I myself, take me for granted... I wonder if I could just fade... I want time to freeze for a while so i can just take in everything for a moment and refocus, that is if I can find anything to focus on... I FEEL FUCKING HURT AND FUCKING BROKEN! AND NOBODY GIVES A FUCK

[katyabowserart]

It took me a while to realize he actually WASN’T saying coffee…

[katseallday]

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Forgot i had a tumblr

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WHA?!

so yeah i has a bruise in my finger and i think i've broken my knuckle hahahaha... it's weird hahaha... oh wells... things... are yeah... graduation, everything's mashing.... not going so well... Tomorrow, we'll have the thesis defence for filipino... The timing sucks... hahaha,... so it's been a while since i last blogged, i'm just really not good with saying what i really wanna say... hahaha... you know sometimes you want to say something then you try saying it, but it comes out the wrong way... hahaha usually happens to me... i really suck... hahaha oh well... next time then tumblr

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If i had to choose between loving you and breathing, i'd use my last breath to say "I love you"

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If only you could see you, the way i do...

[bonjourgomez]

We Will Be Censoring All Of Tumblr Tonight At 11:59:59 EST. If You Dont Reblog This Before Then, All The Content On Your Blog Will Be Lost.

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i guess 

[theculturecreative]

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"She's out of my league and she'll never be mine and i know i, never will be good enough for her... no no, never will be good enough for her... "