It's Only Temporary

may. 20s. italian.

[maydays2]

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Hello and welcome to my humble blog :)

If you've been around Tumblr enough, you'll know most profiles are shaped around hyperfixations. Well, I'm no exception.

As you can probably tell by looking at my profile pic, this is mainly a Supernatural blog, with a shameful Destiel bent.

Sometimes I make edits. It's mostly a randomly-clicking-around-Photoshop process for me, so don't expect anything exceptional XD

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I have a tag for the edits I'm most proud of, so if you want to see something remotely acceptable you should check that out.

Here are my sideblogs:

Destiel-in-dark ⮞ A space dedicated to making Destiel scenes look dark and horrible.

EastEnders Archive ⮞ Find out more about my previous hyperfixation. This blogs features all my early edit experiments, so please be kind (or not, be brutal if you want, I'd be too).

[kcd-quotes]

henry not being the “lord of pirkstein’s dog” allegations

[maydays2]

Hansry guys (gn) I don't know if I ever asked you this but do we collectively believe that the karolina Hans presumably banged in the forest in the second game is made up. Like, Henry himself comments over the fact that she shares a name with the butcher's daughter of the dlc in the first game. like, she doesn't exist

and if she does, hans literally fucked a girl in the forest whilst taking in the scenery, decided he really liked the place and that he really needed to take his squire there

I guess that whatever your headcanon is his level of queer yearning is just off the charts

[toyboy-molloy]

you know what, fuck it: favourite thing about the hansry love scene?

the lancelot galehaut conversation

"if anything happens to you then...then..."

*kiss him*

the hand holding

hans kissing henry

hans' stuttering apology

henry locking the door and matching towards hans

henry kissing hans

henry holding the back of hans' head

the clothed makeout session

the unclothed makeout session

⚔️

Voting ended onApr 5, 2025

[maydays2]

back on my bullshit about the hansry fandom being quintessentially obsessed over implicitness

You guys (it's me, I'm the you guys) picked the door locking moment over the actual kisses and heartwrenching confession. Over the hand holding.

Because what's better than this: seeing the face journey of a man who goes from "I have to leave rn" to "If I don't stay now, I might never have the opportunity to ever again". Then the close-up on his hand locking the door. The determination in his strides towards his soon-to-be lover. He rushes into it headfirst, because if he took a moment to reflect, he knows he might let reason win over his instincts and step back. The rational thought of letting reason go. The long strides he takes to kiss Hans, because he can't stand how distant he is in a moment when all he wants is to get lost in him before he might lose his life itself.

The little things. That's what this fandom experience is about.

You guys actually put the kisses in last place. Because, even in the romance scene itself, what matters the most is the journey. Even if it's just the journey from a door to the fireside.

[maydays2]

You know what I love most about hansry and the hansry fandom?

That we still lose our minds over the tiny moments. The looks and touches, the "I worry about you"s, the lighthearted comments about literally being each other's favorite person.

Like we were being queerbaited and needed to latch onto crumbs.

But, like. We don't.

There's a whole ass scene with them fucking nasty in the background of not one, but two metaphors for passionate knightly love-making.

But still, what we obsess over is "I'd say you're much more than just my minion these days"

I love us.

[maydays2]

if I had a nickel every time the word "despair" brought to the canonization of a queer ship I'd have bla bla you know already

[maydays2]

I love your profile picture. It's like he's on top.

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[maydays2]

no no it's not canon compliant it's canon complaint take that shit away from me i don't know her

[maydays2]

Beauty of Maurice (1987) [1/?] Colors!!!

[maydays2]

Maurice (1987) + ao3 tags - Part 2

[oscarwetnwilde]

First image: Portrait of James Wilby as Sydney Carton in A Tale Of Two Cities. Second image: Portrait of James Wilby and Murial Combeau in A Tale Of Two Cities.

[maydays2]

Maurice (1987) + ao3 tags

(little extra under the cut: oper at your own risk)

[batri-jopa]

Maurice (1914) by E. M. Forster

I just started to read the book yesterday and... I definitelly am NOT disappointed!😍

Just first 3 chapters and it feels like film prequel!!!🤯

There's Maurice's fear of darkness and him playing with his sisters, and the way he treats their servants, and there's that fucking doctor Barry (NOT really a "family friend"), and also there's Dicky...

And there comes the most decent story about how does it feel to be adolescenting boy, and gay, and from hundret years ago, and not realising what's going on, even less that there might be anything "wrong" with him, and it's so innocent in his naivety (there's the "dream about the friend that last your whole life" - aaaaargh!!!😍), and it feels so simple and sincere, and so true - and when you know it's autobiographic novel of actually homosexual writer living hundret years ago - and so it's just literally a first hand description of how did HE felt when being a boy and it' like...

OMG I did not deserve this!!!🥲 My inner psychologist is already drooling all over the floor...🤤 What teen Maurice experienced when reading "Martial" might be similar to what I feel when reading "Maurice"!

But then when I see how author was describing his main character in such cruel way, always emphasing how average, unintelligent and lazy he was, and I'm thinking if that was some kind of fashion to put so much sarcasm into your character description and to lower his personality and motivations so much or could it be just some manner of excessive self-criticism - because I remembered once again it's autobiographic - but then isn't it even more weird if he was so critical toward his own self and then I'm like... Isn't it the way I myself try to underestimate my work and art because it actually feels so dear to me that I'd rather be the most critical so that you don't guess how much it matters to me and you won't bother to criticise it yourself or even if you would it won't be so painful as I already tried to believe that it is worthless anyway or maybe I'd rather hear you laugh about my lame joke than letting you know my true feelings because then you might be sympathising or pity me and that'll make me feel humiliated and bringing me to tears and - I don't want to be pitiful and I want to feel I still have control over my own feelings and I want not to be seen crying and vulnerable - and especially if I was a guy...

So maybe the author was describing his character in such cruel manner just to hide how dear he actually was to him?🤔

Overanalysing? Obviously! I just need to feed that empathetic beast sometimes. Why else would I ever be reading?

[chapeldean]

have you read down to agincourt?

yes, all of it

yes, most of it

i’ve tried

no but i want to

no and i never will

what is down to agincourt?

Voting ended onFeb 16, 2023

answer to the last question: it’s this

[chapeldean]

bathroom, lake house, february 14th 2022. 

[maydays2]

hi. maurice (1987) 2048 anyone.

[maydays2]

😎 tiny deleted scene 😎  (yeah the quality is debatable but i did my best)

[expo63]

Ohhhhh. Beautiful.