my heart belongs to a girl named ryuuko! @maydazey - Tumblr Blog

before i descend into my depths of my essay i just want to say that @maydazey-art exists now if anyone is interested in just seeing my art (rbed and sort of organized) and not me yapping. mostly it's an archive for myself but! it's there for anyone who wants it

#may speaks #don't mind the layout it's all temporary

i couldn't get this out of my head i'm sorry

#i haven't been drawing for a while... i just recently started trying to get into the habit again but do bear with me...#remielle dan #sunbringer #zzz #zenless zone zero #may art #zzzero #uuuuu hoyo why did you have to make them messy exes i wanted to hate remielle

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kill la kill is one of those things where it's just like. yeah ok there's things to be said about the sexualization of high school girls and the rampant imagery of such a thing in otaku culture and that's probably not a good thing, i get it. i am not going to act like the show was made out of pure benevolent feminism either; there are a lot of bits where trigger very clearly tried to have their cake and eat it too, and while i don't think this is necessarily a bad thing because sexualized art and horny design is just as artistically valid as more strait-laced storytelling, i could not tell someone they're wrong for being made uncomfortable by all of the gratuitous ass shots of satsuki.

but if you change basically any single "problematic" facet of the show i just feel like all the intended themes don't work nearly as well. you can't make the characters not high-schoolers (the fascist imagery of japanese school uniforms is brought up by satsuki herself in the second episode) and you can't make senketsu and junketsu more modest (proud bodily autonomy and free-spirited nudity is thematic empowerment against the fascist antagonistic forces that want to garb themselves in clothing and only use sex as a nonconsensual means of humiliation and control). like it's so embarrassing to say "no dude you don't get it they look like that because of the story" but in kill la kill's case that's entirely it. they can't not look like that or else it's a completely different show thematically! ryuuko and satsuki are some of the best characters ever and are so refreshing for women in any sort of action fiction. please watch kill la kill.

#reblog #klk #my thoughts exactly

i will draw soon i will draw soon i will draw soon i will d

#i need like a week to decompress from the semester but you know what happens after that? i have a week left until the next semester.#not fair #may speaks #IT DOES NOT END

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Promeia sketches

Favourite ones

#WOW #gosh she's so beautiful....#reblog #zzz

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another thing about kill la kill. the show is so fucking sneaky. you're watching it and it's all high strung, lightning paced, balls to the fucking wall action and comedy. and then you think back on an episode and you're like "woah one of satsuki's earliest memories is her father telling her she will wear Junketsu (purity) on her wedding night, a garment that can only be activated by the spilling of blood. and this act of blood being spilled will give her a unique form of power that necessitates her being naked and unashamed of her body. but she is being told it can only happen on her wedding night. and then she sees another teenage girl using HER garment, Senketsu (fresh blood), and becoming empowered in her own body without being married. and it infuriates her so deeply she spills blood on her own purity in order to reach higher levels of power. and then she beats that other girl to a pulp. because unlike that other girl, she actually fully embodies what it means to be naked and to be unashamed. this is actually the first step of that character reclaiming her own body after a lifetime of sexual trauma." and that all happens in episode TWO. and it looks like THIS

#i understand fully why some can’t get through this show but uuuuuoouuhhj #gosh it’s so good #my favorite anime forever and always #reblog #kill la kill

unfortunately i am that easy to sway. because all it took was them giving remielle and sunbringer a messy exes breakup plot and now i have brain worms

#may speaks #may’s gacha rambles #i have a lot of thoughts about them but i really should wait until we even SEE sunbringer #in the story #zzz 2.8 spoilers

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how it feels spending money on something i wanted

#reblog #maycore

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recruit

#oh i love this #reblog #hsr

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ultimate cutie

#LOVE #she’s so cuteeeeee #reblog #danganronpa

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PLEASE ONLY TAKE THE RECOMMENDED INTERNET DOSAGE

#reblog #nso

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#the visuals have been soooo good… uooowwaahh #i don’t know how i feel about the anime currently but it’s very pretty #i think i just need to divorce it from the game and enjoy it for what it is #reblog #nso #gif

i am already kind of 'whatever' about the obsession with drawing trigger without her blindfold (call me '''''too woke''''' but it is technically a disability aid) but ultimately i understand the desire from, like, a design standpoint. HOWEVER. i better see some actual scarring under there okay. you're on thin ice already but why would u ever think she WOULDN'T be pretty severely scarred. her eyes are decaying. she was hit point-blank with coagulated radiation i think that would do some damage

#this is an ambiguous 'you' for humor purposes #let me clarify #i think it's silly to want to see her without it SPECIFICALLY because you think it makes her ugly #may speaks #may's gacha rambles