Sabi nila life begins at 30 daw.
siguro nga... anyway, let me tell you a story.
I was once a shy girl, a loner, a music lover but turned into a monster. lol. just kidding.
This girl wanted to be alone all the time, with a guitar and song book locked in her room all day. she’s always scared of performing in front of many people, she always cry when she performed. She used to write a poem and creating a song. until one day she realized that she needs to show the world what she’s capable of.
I got bullied during my elementary and high school days. I cried alone with no one to lean on. it made me stronger.
I fall in love and got hurt, i cried but this time with a best friends beside me, who always support and comforts me / each other. It made me stronger.
I know the feeling of being bullied, being hurt, emotionally, mentally and physically. and still it made me stronger.
I got sick, no one knows how i feel, no one ask how am i, but my faith in GOD was enough for me to fight and help myself heal. got into an accident that almost made me die but GOD is great he helped me open my eyes and face the reality again. (may pagka cardo dalisay din ako) 🤣🤣🤣
Being a mom is not easy, but the best part was having someone you can lean on everytime while your bestfriend is away. a daughter who will always remind me how much she loves me, how special i am to her, how much she appreciate even the smallest things I’ve done for her. i may not be the best mom in the world, but for my daughter i will always be the best.
I don’t have lot’s of friends, what i have is few but real friends, a friend i can share my craziness with, whom i can laugh out loud even on public places, a friend who don’t care what other people say about us. we are real and happy in a world full of plastic people that surrounds us.
I may not not have a perfect relationship, we may have ups and downs, on and off, hot and cold, but that doesn’t stop us to trust each other, respect each other and love each other the way we wanted it to be. he’s my bestfriend, my worst enemy, one of the coolest guy I’ve known. who laughed at my corny jokes, who got mad when i’m mad with someone, he never stop me fighting for someone’s worth fighting for. he let me do whatever i wanted to do, as long as im okay and enjoying it. he is also now a kdrama fan because me. and that made me decide to stay.
I have learned a lot on my 30 years of existence, siguro masasabi mong “wala pa yan sa kalingkingan ng dinanas ko”, we all have our own story to tell, our own experiences, own ups and downs, we ca not compare ourselves to other person just because you saw them on social media enjoying their happily ever after, their happy life. What we can do is to accept and appreciate everything around us. We have no right to judge them just because you are down today and she’s on top right now. Let’s embrace ourselves and be thankful for whatever GOD’s plan for us. Just believe and surrender everything to GOD for GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.