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sweet mourning lamb she/they

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i am vampire trapped in teenage girl' body

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nor the boy I’m seeing (my older coworker who I know for 2 weeks) with her long black hair (girl I’ve been making out for a year now. A YEAR.)

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can we talk about the fact that when shauna realized tai and van were playing cards, she probably knew they had chosen hannah [they wouldn't have chosen anyone from the team] and that's why she stood before mari and not somewhere else. then she got mari's card and mari drew a queen [which was supposed to be drawn by hannah]. not only did shauna wanted to ruin tai and van's plan she also wanted mari dead and she knew exactly what she was doing.

sorry if it is obvious just with each day I hate shauna more 

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i always kiss people but people never kiss me (just pretend I’m the person they want to kiss fr)

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symphonia IX by grimes changed the way my brain works.

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everyone saying jayvik is jegulus but they’re literally WOLFSTAR??

like be fr- viktor is remus. remus is viktor.

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vi is sirius.

jinx is regulus.

that's it.

now i'm killing myself.

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i am watching mizumono for the first time… i just know I will become a different person when i am done

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SIRIUS 'WHAT. IF. MY. LITTLE. BROTHER. THINKS. MY. LEAVING. WAS. WRONG????????' BLACK

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fucked my life so bad. i need remus lupin to be alive and real.

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'how am i supposed to say new album' name??'

ethel cain did NOT die for this.

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questioning my sexuality at 12 feels like questioning my gender at 17

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The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or imprisonment or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.

It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.

However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.

Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.

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thinking about my wolfstar x cowboy like me edit all the time

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to marry an emo boy

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sirius 'i feel when i question my skin starts to burn.' black and regulus 'why does my skin starts to burn?' black.

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reg- GUNSHOT