[fatealter]

would   you   do   the   favor   of   reblogging   /   liking   this   if   you’d   be   interested   in   interacting   with   an   independent   /   private   /   selective   /   exclusive   MULTIMUSE   -   featuring   muses   from   h.omestuck,   r.wby,   the   l.egend   of   v.ox   m.achina,   h.elluva   boss,   and   more?   as   penned   by   cola,   23.

[meantexist]

hello, new coat of paint, new url (prev. @titanwalled), how are y’all?

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oh hey like this for a starter? specify muse, please!

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LIBARTES.

                        ❛❛       𝚈𝙾𝚄        𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳        𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆        𝙼𝙴        𝙱𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁           ;                 i        didn’t        have        a        choice           ,           carla           .                 i        never        do        anything         𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖙        careful        thought        and        reason           .       ❜❜

@meantexist​

             THERE’S   ALWAYS   A   CHOICE;   her   son   is   no   danger   to   humanity.   ❛   that   doesn’t   mean   you   have   to   STAND   THERE   while   one   of   erwin’s   men   kicks   the   shit   out   of   MY   SON.   he’s   just   a   boy!   he   poses   no   threat!   what   if   he   was   one   of   YOUR   daughters?   would   you   call   for   their   slaughter?   ❜

[meantexist]

just one gay pointing at another

[meantexist]

hello, new coat of paint, new url (prev. @titanwalled), how are y’all?

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« ♚  @titanwalled​  …       /   # 𝐈𝐍𝐓. 𝐉𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐑, 𝐙𝐄𝐊𝐄.

            ❛❛       𝙷𝙾𝚃           ,           &        exactly        right           .      ❜❜

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       “ is that so? ”       who doesn’t like hearing they’re attractive and right? she certainly does, especially from someone who's not so bad on the eyes himself.       “ well --- you’re hot, and often right. ”

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call out post for @gnalliard for misnaming their muse how dare you call him porco when his name is clearly porsche lamborghini  the disrespect??? #cancelnico2k20

[booksqouted]

“Was it harder to die, or harder to be the one who survived?”

— Ruta Sepetys, Between Shades of Gray

[meantexist]

it's the pizza delivery man--- wait no, it's just niccolo. who made a gourmet pizza. just for sasha. // @titanfought, unprompted.

       it smells great --- even before she actually gets a good look at it, her mouth is watering with anticipation and hunger; sasha’s practically dancing on her toes, vibrating with excitement as she moves towards the table. isn’t she so dang lucky? oh, someday she’s really going to pay him back for this... somehow... she’ll figure it out...!

       “ is --- what is that? ”       cheese and vegetables and meat and sauce all on a big round... piece of bread? oh my walls, she thinks, eyes wide as she looks eagerly towards niccolo, corners of her lips pulled into a comedically large smile. she could NEVER get tired of niccolo’s cooking --- the day she does will be the day she dies.

       ( and she is NEVER planning on dying, thank you very much, as long as there’s niccolo’s cooking in the world she has ample reason to be alive. )

       “ this looks so GOOD, niccolo! i could just kiss you! ”       hell, she might well just do that if it tastes as good as it smells and looks! she doesn’t want to be rude and just dig in, not when it’s niccolo --- not when he really just cooked this all for her... she should definitely save him some, right? has to have SOME manners.       “ please please please tell me you’re gonna have some too? ”

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GRISHA (titanfought.)

                ‶  it  would  be ,  but  looking  after  the  children  is  more  important .  ″  he  had  learned  that  lesson  long  ago .  they  were  growing -  they  needed  a  parent  to  watch  over  them  but  sadly  he  couldn’t  fulfill  that  role .  not  with  how  his  work  was .

                ‶  they  need  you  here …  though ,  if  need  be  i  wouldn’t  mind  taking  on  more  cases .  ″

       “ you really don’t need to, you’re already away from us enough. ”       she does move to open the window; turns back towards her husband with tired eyes.       ( it’s hard enough as it’s been with the cases he does take; mikasa and eren need a father figure as much as they need a mother. )

       shoulders relax, fingers lingering on the edge of the counter for a moment.       “  besides --- there are other ways to make money, ysoude reutter’s been trying to convince me to do her laundry in exchange for some herbs from her garden; i'm sure there are other people in the area who might be willing to trade or bargain for my excellent laundering skills. ”

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//  @titanwalled​         # INT. DOK, NILE.

heart        hammered        'neath        damaged        cage           .               adrenaline        keeping        the        pain        at        bay           .               sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍs        &        ʙʟᴏᴏᴅsʜᴇᴅ        drown        out        the        sound        of        his        gear           .               blades        cutting        through        titans        nape        in        swift        motion           .                (         𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛         /         𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗        𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛         /         𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗        𝚏𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍        𝚘𝚗        𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚛        𝚐𝚘𝚊𝚕        )                keep        erwin        smith        alive           .               if        only        so        he        could         𝖒𝖚𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗        𝖍𝖎𝖒        at        a        later        time           .               when        feet        touched        grass           ,           nile        paused        to        catch        his        breath           .               𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭        𝐨𝐟        𝐡𝐢𝐦        𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠        𝐭𝐨        𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫        𝐚        𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭           ,           𝐭𝐨        𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞        𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭           .               it’s        what        erwin        would        do        if       the        roles        were        reversed           .

nile        knew        it        for        a        fact           .               erwin        would        have        let        the        titan        carry        him        off        to        be         𝖉𝖊𝖛𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖊𝖉        without       a        second        thought           .               he        wouldn’t        have        gone        after        it        &        cut       through        mangled        limb        to        free        him           .               so        why        had        he           ?               it        was        a        question        he        couldn’t        answer           ,           not        now           .               hand        is        raised           ,           he        drags        it        'cross        his        face           ,           removing        some        of        erwin’s        blood        from        under        his        eye           .               ᴅᴀʀᴋ        ʟᴏᴏᴋ        is        given        to        the        man        on        his        mind           ,           𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝        to        see        him        unmoving        among        the        slaughter        around        them           .

blades        were        his        last           ,           he        was        low        on        gas           .               𝑤𝑎𝑠        𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠        𝘩𝑜𝑤        𝘩𝑒        𝑑𝑖𝑒𝑑           ?               protecting        the        man        who        led        them        on        a        suicide        charge           .               𝖙𝖍𝖊        𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙        𝖋𝖚𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖉        𝖍𝖎𝖘        𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗           .               in        four        long        strides        he        was        by        erwin’s        side           .               one        hand         𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠        the        front        of        his        shirt        &        dragging        him        up           .                       ❛❛       𝙸        𝚁𝙴𝙵𝚄𝚂𝙴        𝚃𝙾        𝙳𝙸𝙴        𝙵𝙾𝚁        𝙰        𝙼𝙰𝙽        𝚆𝙷𝙾        𝙷𝙰𝚂        𝙻𝙾𝚂𝚃        𝙷𝙾𝙿𝙴           !                 stand           ,           &        gamble        a        way        to        get        us        all        out        of        this           ,           or        the        next        body        part        of       yours        i        sever        will        be        your        head           !      ❜❜

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       he doesn’t think he’ll ever understand why nile stayed; if it was him, he would’ve left by now. forget what erwin would’ve left behind if he ran. forget that leaving nile behind would surely earn him a slap from marie if she ever saw him again; erwin’s no fool. this --- this is foolish. nile’s being a fool, letting their training years blind him, letting shared history paint everything in off shades.

       ( he’s too focused on the carnage around him, the gore and blood and smoke, the screams of the dying and injured. this is hopeless, a lost cause, they’re all going to die and if this is how he dies, perhaps erwin deserves it for everything that came before this. )       erwin hardly notices when a hand grasps at his shirt, yanks him to the feet --- ‘ gamble a way to get us all out of this ', nile’s saying, his mouth’s moving, and erwin just --- he just blinks at him for a moment.

       it hurts. searing pain; erwin would’ve evaluated everything by now, figured out some way out of this, but there’s titans approaching and his comrades --- people he dragged into this mess --- they’re dying, screaming, cursing and he swears he hears his name on their bloodied mouths. that much he deserves, even if it’s an auditory hallucination of some sort. and despite nile lopping off his arm after he’d gotten caught in a titan, well, it hurts like a bitch.

       “ nile, ”       words managed, barely managed, throat feeling like he’s inhaled smoke. this is hopeless, he wants to say, you need to get the fuck out of here, make it home to marie, to your kids, you damned fool. he tries to pull away, but it’s useless. they’re just going to die, might as well die by nile’s hand, right? what a bitter last moment this would be, meeting dark eyes, briefly questioning if there’s two nile doks standing before him or if that’s just the pain.

       and don’t let it be said erwin smith doesn’t try to formulate a plan right here, right now. he does --- the thoughts just don’t quite connect, not like this, not watching survey corps and garrison members die together on the field.       ( and why the hell did nile drag himself into this? why the fuck did he come? he’s supposed to be at home, safe within the confines of the city --- it wasn’t what erwin wanted back then, but it’s what he wants now. )

       but he’s too prideful to ask nile to leave him behind. stands up straight, despite that he immediately slumps slightly over, blearily eyeing the field, the red staining the grass.       “ i can’t use my head if you chop it off, commander dok. ”

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that’s           exactly           right               !

                                      as           expected           of           pieck               !

          zeke jäger & pieck of shingeki no kyojin by sev & cola

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Part of me knows I am no longer a person (was I ever a person?)

Sarah Xerta, from Juliet I (via wishbzne)

[breangry]

I need some more Berthold/Annie… More… Q___Q 

[conesoldstobers]

don’t jokeship with me because 2 hours later i’ll have feels for the pairing.

[titanhearted]

we’ll stand and fight, we’re never backing down — we’ll offer up, we’ll offer up, we’ll sacrifice until our hearts have stopped. with our own hands we’ll take a stand, and carve a path into our future ( and live to see another day! )