[medbgirl]

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[medb-like-grave]

I'm not proud to.be transsexual. Its a matter of great shame for me. Ever since coming to terms with myself and coming out, my life has got worse with each passing year. To cope it with the constant "thinkpieces" and "serious concersations" from my family, the uncomfortable looks when introducing myself, the not-shared photos if they feature me, I've had to numb myself to the point where I can't feel excitement, and every time I laugh it feels forced and feels like everyone knows it. I am utterly ashamed to exist in this world, to be seen as an object of immense shame, constantly belittled and disbelieved, people constantly thinking the worst of me in their head, forming what they think I think before I have a chance to do anything about it: that I'm a liar, irresponsible, sexually perverse etc. Putting myself out into the spotlight leads to he/himming - or worse - they/themming because its the reality of my situation. As long as I live transsexual I live with this shame, and as long as I live with this shame my life gets worse.

[plumslices]

VINTAGE SCANDINAVIAN RYA RUG

[lonelysummerbreeze]

2009

[madatmost]

Two girls asleep on the Feve

11:30 AM, 08/07/2001

Traslaviña, Spain

[havingapoemwithyou]

Not This by Olena Kalytiak Davis

[boringangel]

Faye Webster Invitational Chess Tournament 2025

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

sometimes the only closure you will get is knowing that everything you did was done earnestly and out of love

[mismedleym]

toward the sun, from the sun

[faithschaffer]

[michaelnordeman]

A father and his kid. Blackbird/koltrast. Värmland, Sweden (7 June 2020).

[wisphunt]

My final for the first year of my fashion and textile course :] fossils cardigan featuring living fossils like coelacanth and lots of dinosaur bones. Big love letter to palaeontology and natural history. Got super into my knitting machine but I wasn’t very adept with it yet so I sort of crocheted around the edges of my pieces and sewed them all together, and crocheted some edges/ribbing. The buttons are handmade from polymer clay. Used some second hand gold yarn I found in a charity shop and a whole bunch of mixed variegated wool together. My most ambitious project yet I completely just did not speak to people for that final month I was working on this 😭

Some close ups:

And my watercolour paintings this piece was based on:

[erotic4e]

[castielchitaqua]

im never serious but I always mean it

[ferncloud]

im here for you

[kosmogrl]

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

[pngblog]