afraid to live, yet afraid to die

what a miserable way to exist. — BLOG DISCONTINUED — PLEASE DO NOT REPOST, COPY, OR TRACE MY ART use of my works as an icon / background ok with credit only.  do not use my art for RP claims or tag my OCs as your own.

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Editing this pic for the Nth time…  Xero Ouroboros Nikolas Flamel Shi Nocturne Jabberwock Lacrimosa etc the [redacted] that you are…

The original is from December 2023 (and will be backuploaded as such), but I edited it in May 2024 and then again now in September 2024 to add tendrils and some type…  mihlen helped me add some info on them in Korean so I could share the reference with a KR artist, and I thought it looked nice with the blurb so uploading as-is :D

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bad end (80s scifi episode gone wrong gone horrific) also on twitter !

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girls when they realise why they just had an unspeakably horrific salmon moment

(ANTE almost fucked Zion to death with its arms in his guts as he was zonked out on a drug cocktail post-merc-job, but it realised it might actually kill him from bloodloss and had to do impromptu surgery… Reflecting on its actions 😔💔)

also on twitter !

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repo! au

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ocs are fun

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vent

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squelch

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what tablet (+ program) do you use to draw your art?

i use a wacom intuos pro medium and paint tool sai!!

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he wasn’t lying when he said he was God i guess,

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ive been thinking abt them lately & i think i want to better portray their moral ambiguity… i feel like i make them seem too nice but like, they’re dating captain asshole dimitri noskov for a Reason,

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well he kinda had it coming

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demon possession 101

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pakitoparklee replied to your photoset “hey yall did you miss me (context: they got super hella drunk at the...”

Is he gay or hetero can someone tell me please

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honestly impalement wherein one character literally shoves their arm through the full expanse of another’s abdominal cavity is one of my favourite fuckin things

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they’re good friends (not)

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hey yall did you miss me (context: they got super hella drunk at the club and it just Escalated)

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𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯’ 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥-𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 — 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦

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not gory but it's necrophilia so it qualifies,