Medicated, but sumn still ain't right

losing my mind on the side actually | he/him | 18+ | Minors DNI pls theres so much venting and angst here dont learn from me lmao | I'm medicated, yes

[medicated-kinnie]

I'm full of love and whimsy but I still got that dawg in me (the dawg in question: darkness, despair and self hatred)

[halfdeadwaffles]

Protector of my heart

day 2 and 3 of orufrey week :]

[flanbolt]

[kaihasmoreswagthanyou3]

jerking off is gay because you’re the same gender as yourself

[iiumz]

[sezia3338]

[sezia3338]

I love when people read my mind

[itsbrucey]

Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.

Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.

[thesongofchaos]

throwing up with pics of phainon all over this post bc it's literally him

[keimirochan]

“I would’ve stayed far away from you… The sky's kindest, most radiant star.”

[meanbuddhist]

i will convince my body that we are safe

[thea-spacefox]

I’m dying omg!?

The soft look in Olruggio’s eyes?? The wine? Qifrey’s softness? In Olly’s room????

I think I’ve read a few fics like this.

And Shirahama retweeted this saying this is her wallpaper????

I- I don’t even know where to begin but I’m fucking combusting right now holy shit!?

[anqelsheart]

[ell-hs]

[ourdarling]

insane shit happening over on uquiz right now

[edenemy-art]

if Qifrey ever became curse-free he would immediately jump Olly’s bones but i don’t think it would be good at all because Qifrey would have like 5 panic attacks before they even get to foreplay

[beneaththearcane]

Walk with me...We'll figure out where we're going later

[randomalistic]

Your artstyle is like your gut microbiome in the way its everything you consume and like and it also has all your bacteria up in it. Thats probably how that works

[randomalistic]

SO TRUE

[arekyve]

SQQ self detonating has to be brought up as a reference for everything now on CQM. Just like how binghe's teacher fucker reputation precedes him so does SQQ's so called sacrifice (re: escape) for Binghe has to precede him but no one has any respect for it. It wasn't admirable, it was stupid as hell and everyone will remind him every waking moment.

Hey kiddo why the long face? Your crush rejected you? Aw, at least he didn't kill himself in front of you!

Your students aren't listening to you? You know what you should do, self detonate. That'll show em.

Mingfang is ning yingying still mad at you? You should fake your death, yea she'll have no choice but to live with that forever until you come back that is!

Peak lords meeting, there's a disagreement going on, someone says, "hey maybe if you killed yourself, we might take you more seriously ya know?" "FOR THE LAST TIME-"

anyway, don't let that man forget his dumbass crimes. I especially need Shang Qinghua to constantly remind SQQ of it. It's also the first strategy he always recommends too. "So we need to get the seedling that MQF asked for but we'll have to avoid xyz beast, any ideas?" "Yea let's kill ourselves that way we wont die." "I'm not taking your word for it like last time, we were supposed to die together but u didn't die and i looked like a fucking idiot so fuck you. You want me to kill myself, u first."