Chamber of Secrets

A grumpy feline living her ninth life.

[meeoowwcat]

hello are you still active here?

Not active but still here. Hi?

[meeoowwcat]

Tracking something.

[meeoowwcat]

“I want to take back at least half of the “I love you"s, because I didn’t mean them as much as the other ones. I want to take back the secrets I told you so I can decide now whether to tell them to you again. I want to take back the piece of me that lies in you, to see if I truly miss it. I want to take back at least half the “I love you”s, because it feels safer that way.”

— recant, v.

[amargedom]

“Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.”

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[meeoowwcat]

It’s been a month and four days since we said our good byes. And I don’t know if I’m getting used to it because sometimes I still miss you. But when I back read all my rants here every breakup we had for the almost four years of being together, I dunno, there’s this feeling of relief that at last, I’ve let you go. Because I know I don’t deserve how you treat me. But I still miss you. But maybe they’re right, not everything you miss, you wanted back. I’m doing my best to accept things as they are. I’ve loved you before and I’m not sure if I still love you ‘til now. But I know more than you, I’m the one who needs this breakup. To wake up in my romanticizing everything. To realize it’s not anymore worth the pain. To finally let go of something I’m forcefully wanting to work out. To let go of someone I dreamt of spending the rest of my life with but suddenly wasn’t sure anymore of the “us.”

[bnmxfld]

“I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.”

— Ernest Hemingway / The Garden of Eden

[meeoowwcat]

How are you guys this nth day of quarantine? Hope everyone’s doing fine! Keep safe.

[destroymylife]

[meeoowwcat]

I want cuddles.

[water-aesthetics]

[f-u-g-i-t-i-v-o]

[heartshrines]

Waitress (2007), dir. Adrienne Shelly

[neckkiss]

Albert Camus

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

“More often than at times, I think so much in my head until my heart breaks in my hands and I can only watch as it slowly falls apart. I can only look at each bleeding piece and put them back together only to have my thoughts break it all over again.”

— Lukas W. // So many thoughts (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

[especially]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“The greatest gifts you can give someone is your time, your attention, your love, and your concern.”

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

“You’re going to make mistakes in life. It’s what you do after the mistakes that counts.”

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