J’s

Used to be a place where I gawk @ fictional guys but now I post randomly🤍

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i’m proud of you for facing the days you really don’t want to face

[fleetadmiralsengoku234]

I don’t do it willingly

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i’m still proud of you for doing it

[meerathyst]

[meerathyst]

shot using iphone 13

[meerathyst]

One missing window

[meerathyst]

Growing up, I never believed in the idea of "forever" in love or true love. To me, it always felt artificial, temporary.

But it’s not wrong to hope right?

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

may february be good to all of us

[meerathyst]

I’m sorry,

Maybe it's finally time. I have to move on, whether it hurts me or not. I want to apologise, but I don't have the courage to tell him yet. I feel like the worst human being ever. For months, I kept saying I was letting him go, yet I still find myself talking about him over and over again. It hurts to think I was treated like I was nothing and easily discarded.

But I know he is not perfect, he is still growing, just like I am. I am a sinner. I've made mistakes, and I still haven't found the courage to apologise to him. I'm sorry for bringing him up so many times.

Even though I hate and loathe the things he did and how he treated me, I still remember the sweet moments. There were times when he made me feel like I mattered, like I was the prettiest and smartest person on earth. I'll never forget that, and I know there's a possibility I may never experience that feeling again.

After multiple moments of self reflection, I realise I shouldn't speak so badly about him as if he's the worst person everespecially when I'm here, feeling like I've been worse. I've been reflecting a lot and while I know I can't undo my past mistakes, I'm learning to accept them and grow from them.

- Jay

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i’m proud of you for facing the days you really don’t want to face

[jerzwriter]

To all who struggled in 2024 but made it through - I'm proud of you!

[cottaegecore]

Friedrich Nietzsche, for the new year

[meerathyst]

🤍🫧

[meerathyst]

the view of Kundasang, Sabah, Malaysia.

Places I visited in pics I included;

📍Desa Dairy Farm

📍ranau rabbit farm

visited lots of places but I didnt manage to take lots of faceless pics there hehe

📍pekan nabalu sea view

📍kundasang war memorial

📍fish massage at kg Marakau (I was scared)

📍Pasar Sayur Kundasang

📍Jabatan Gantung Taparuli

📍rumah terbalik (the upside down house)

[meerathyst]

Loving the quality of my new digicam🩷

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Richard Siken

[oldwinesoul]

[meerathyst]

Echoes of now

Refreshing my tumblr account

[hisonlywife333-deactivated20230]

Bring back reunions......I literally wanted to see what happened to everyone in s5 after they put mc through hell😭😭

[wardingoffevil]

YES, PLEASE!

I have a lot of things to say, to each islander, with my hands.

[sourpatch-sims]

I love telling Hamish off. Going to kind of miss him when he’s gone.

[sparxaf]

Bunches of half-dressed, attractive people are suddenly following me here on Tumblr. Pretty sure the world has finally discovered how freakin' hot and sexy I am. Took it long enough.

[meerathyst]

😭😭😭😭