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Dating seguin and being insecure and trying to push him away and break up with him but he won’t let you

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Okay so Im pretty sure you just wanted thoughts on this, but i had this idea and it just took form into a full imagine… SO ENJOY!

You Can’t Get Rid of me | Tyler Seguin |

Pairing: Tyler x Reader

Dating someone in the spotlight was never easy. Whether it be the constant comparisons between exes or self-doubts in general- often times You found yourself searching for reasons that explained why someone like Him, could like someone like you.

In your eyes, Tyler was everything- How could he not be? He was kind, funny, honest, loyal- not to mention his rockin bod- everything about him made you feel small in comparison.

It had been one of the main sources of your fights.

Another night of loud voices and slamming doors had ended with you sleeping in the guest room- Not because Tyler had asked you to, but because you were too stubborn to join him, Cash, Marshall and Gerry in the bedroom.

Tonight, the fight had been caused by Tyler asking you to go with him to a banquet- It was more or so a dinner with a few awards being handed out to players across the league, and as his girlfriend, he was expecting you to be in attendance.

In your mind, attending meant that you had to get dressed up in a fancy dress and heels- hair done and makeup perfect as you walked with Tyler as his arm candy for the night.

It wasn’t that you didn’t want to go, It was just that you felt as though you didn’t belong. You were never apart of his world, Hell you had met him at the gas station- the most average and mundane of places.

One of your biggest fears was making Tyler look bad, or him finally realizing that you just weren’t the effort or that you weren’t his type. You weren’t rich, you weren’t a model or the housewife type.

You hadn’t spoken to Tyler since the fight. The two of you were going on 7 days of not interacting and if you were being honest- you didn’t know where your relationship stood.

Had you two broken up?

Were you on a break?

Was this the end?

Swallowing your pride, you had gotten into contact with Katie- Jamie’s girlfriend and asked her to help you out. The two of you spent the entire day getting ready for the banquet, you were going to do this for Tyler, even if it meant bruising your ego.

As you stood at the entrance of the banquet hall, your whole body was tense- you hair was styled just the way you liked it and a red satin dress covered your every curve- perfectly complimenting you figure. Nude heels carried you towards the area where Jamie and The rest of the team was standing-

You had on a gold necklace and bracelet, both of which had been anniversary gifts from Tyler- holding your clutch against your stomach- you spotted him, His hair was slicked back and he was wearing a beautiful suit- It was grey and had soft intricate detailing along the sleeves- his dress shirt hugged his chest perfectly, but you could see the stress he was under-

From the furrow of his brows to the clenched strain against his jaw, his hands were typing furiously at his phone- his chest heaving from heavy breaths. As your own phone dinged- He looked up and spotted you.

Seeing you standing there, Tyler felt his heart clench. He got those sam butterflies that he first had that afternoon at the gas station and he sweared that you looked just as beautiful pumping gas as you did right now- dolled up for him.

“Tyler…” You breathed out heavily as you finally walked towards him. he hand immediately found your waist and he brought you close- kissing the top of your head and his free hand pressing against the side of your head.

“You came…” he spoke softly, his tone was drenched with an emotion you couldn’t quite place- it was somewhere between gratitude and shock.

Through the night, you had done your best to keep up with the mingling, talking to people Tyler introduced you to, and sticking rather close to him the entire night- his hand barely leaving your waist.

As you took a quick break from Katie and the other girlfriends to head to the ladies room, your eyes landed on Tyler and his teammates. He looked so happy and pleased, he fit in perfectly and as you looked around the room- you realized how out of place you were.

You were wearing a costume, but these women and men- this was their life, their environment. You were thriving. feeling yourself starting to become anxious and choked up, you snuck down a hallway and grabbed your phone.

“I need to go- I’m sorry, I cant do this.” You quickly texted Tyler.

As you tried to make your escape, Tyler quickly caught up to you- you were barely halfway down the street when the backdoor of the banquet hall opened and Tyler was jogging out.

“Y/N!” he called after you, quickly jogging to you and grasping your arm delicately, he noticed the tears in your eyes and the redness spreading across your face.

As you raised your hands and tried to step away from him, he placed his hands on your forearms- keeping you from taking off. “Tyler please let go- I can’t do this right now.” You spoke weakly.

Shaking his head, Tyler clenched his jaw. “No- you’re not doing this to me again- Why can’t you just come in and pretend that you’re enjoying the night?” he asked frustratedly.

your bottom lip trembled and instantly you felt all your emotions boil over. “Because thats what i’m doing Tyler! I am pretending!” You snapped.

“This is not my life! This is yours! I love you so much,,, But i cant do this- its over… You deserve so much more than me!” You protested. As Tyler stood there taking in your every word, you found yourself finally cracking.

“I can’t keep acting like somehow this all makes sense! I’m nothing Tyler- in comparison to all those other women in there, to everyone on your team with their fancy cars and their fancy clothes- in comparison to you…”

Your voice broke as he pulled you close- refusing to let you go as his arms wrapped around your waist. “I am nothing…” you breathed out.

Tyler gulped, you could feel him letting out a sigh- and it was in this moment that you thought everything had finally ended. He had finally given up and let you go. “Y/N… I don’t care if you’re rich or if you’re a model-” his own voice started to break and you cursed yourself for causing him so much pain.

“Hell… I would take you in sweatpants and in a grease stained shirt any day over someone so fake that I cant tell the difference between them and plastic.” he reassured you.

Pulling away just enough to cup your cheeks and look you in the eyes, Tyler smiled sadly. “I am nothing without you Y/N… and that might sound cliche- but i am tired of you pushing me away because you think you’re not good enough.” he spoke firmly.

“Y/N, You make me wanna be a better man- and i am so in love with you… So you can yell at me that you wanna break up and stomp away- but just know that tomorrow I will be at your front door- begging you to take me back until you finally do.” he chuckled softly.

You could help but lean into his touch as he wiped one of your stray tears- the two of you must have looked like a mess- standing on the street and pouring your hearts out to each other- but neither of you cared.

“You really mean that?” you asked him, a soft smile finally making It’s way onto your lips.

Tyler laughed and hugged you tightly, his head resting upon yours as he had you smothered into his chest. “Baby… You couldn’t get rid of me if you tried.”

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Tyler Seguin - Sleep Without You

Summary: based on the song ‘Sleep Without You’ by Brett Young. You had gone out with some girlfriends and Tyler didn’t like the thought of having to be home by himself all night while you were gone.

You exited the bedroom, completely dolled up and with your best party dress on. Your makeup was more glamour than your normal natural look and you were proud you had made it work.

Tyler was sat on the couch playing the PlayStation when you stepped in between him and the tv in order for him to pay attention to you. He paused the game and threw the controller on the couch, motioning for you to walk toward him.

“Mmm mmm,” you shook your head smiling. Tyler continued motioning you over smiling mischievously.

“Come here,” he said playfully.

“No, Tyler. I have to go. I just wanted you to see my outfit,” you smiled proudly. You completed a full spin, making sure not to lose balance in your heels, before coming to a stop facing him again. Tyler stood up off the couch and approached you when you didn’t comply. He grabbed your waist and pulled you in for a long, hard kiss, his hands moving up and down your hips the whole time.

You pulled away, saying, “Tyler I really have to go.”

“Babe cmon. You can’t do this to me,” he whined. His eyes looked you up and down before they met yours again and he was sure to give you his infamous puppy dog look.

“I’m not doing anything to you,” you laughed. “But I have to go. The girls are waiting for me. I’ll see you some time tonight and I’ll call you on my way home.” A soft kiss was planted on Tyler’s lips before you made a dash for the door.

“Bye babe!”

“Yeah,” he groaned earning a laugh from you.

Closing the door, you darted for your car and immediately began heading toward where your friends already were.

It was about 7:30 when you left and close to 1:30 when you got back home. Time had slipped by and you had no idea it was even so late. Tyler had and he was sure to remind you of it.

Besides the numerous texts he had sent while you were out, asking if you were having fun, if you were drinking, if you needed a ride/uber, he was still up and on the couch in the same position you had left him. Marshall and Cash were next to him but both ran to you the minute you stepped through the door.

“Hey boys,” you smiled petting both dogs behind the ears. Directing your attention to your half asleep boyfriend, you laughed out, “Tyler, what the hell?”

“Don’t what the hell me,” he frowned.

“What’s wrong? Did you do anything while I was gone?”

“Yeah…..wondered what was taking you so long to get back.” At first you thought it was Tyler being playful, but the longer he stared at you the more serious it felt.

“Tyler you know I was out with my friends. I’m sorry I came home late but I hardly get to see them. Time flew by. But I’m home now and I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize to me,” he scoffed followed by a yawn. “Apologize to Gerry. He’s been in the bedroom on your side of the bed for about an hour now, padding at the same spot. The spot where he sleeps at the end of your feet. But you’re not there so he kinda took over your whole side. I don’t have the energy or will to move him so good luck.”

“God you’re so grumpy,” you laughed kissing his cheek. “Okay I’ll apologize to Gerry tomorrow. But for now, I’m tired and worn out. So can we go to bed?”

Tyler shrugged his shoulders and kept his focus on the tv. He truly was upset with you for being gone so long but something about his pouting seemed hilariously adorable.

“Excuse me, Seguin, but think of this as payback,” you grinned, crossing your arms.

“Payback?!” He shouted turning to look at you.

“Yes. Payback.”

“For what?!” he was exasperated now. But you couldn’t keep a serious demeanor and ended up giggling.

“Let’s see, how many road games did you have this season?” You rose your hand to your chin, pretending to count in your head the nights he’d been gone and you had the pillows and dogs to make up for the lack of his body in bed. Tyler’s cheeks flushed and he sank back into the couch. “And how many of those road games were road trips? Road trips that lasted longer than a week sometimes a week and a half? And how many of those nights was I left here by myself?” Your eyes finally met Tyler’s and he was bashfully sitting as far away from you on the couch as he possibly could.

“I’m just saying, Seguin,” you continued. “Consider this payback.”

“If it’s any consolation, you had the dogs during the road trips. I, had no one.”

“Boohoo,” you teased, finally forcing a smile on Tyler’s face. He suddenly lunged toward you, knocking you onto your back on the couch.

Hovering inches above you, he said, “Well you’re home now.” He lowered his head, kissing your lips, then your cheek, then your neck before making his way back to your lips. “You looked so damn hot earlier I didn’t even want to let you leave.”

“I know you didn’t,” you grinned up at him.

“Why are you so mean to me?” he frowned playfully.

“I’m not mean. But even if I was, you’d still love me.”

His eyes shut and he hung his head chuckling slightly. “Damn straight I’d still love you.”

A big yawn caused a moment of brief silence before you finished, exhaling loudly. You hummed and looked up at Tyler who had the same sleepy look on his face as you did yours.

“Somebody’s tired,” he teased poking your sides causing you to jerk away.

“I’m very sleepy. I know you’re tired too.”

Tyler removed himself from on top of you and stood up off the couch. His arms extended toward you and this time, you gladly embraced him.

Squatting ever so slightly, Tyler gripped your thighs, hoisting you to straddle his waist. Your arms wrapped around his neck while his hands stayed on your thighs.

As he carried you to the bedroom, he whispered, “Gerry really is asleep in your spot, though. I was being serious about that.”

You sighed and said, “Well if he’s not moving then I’m taking your spot.”

“And where do I go?”

“The couch. The place where you’ve been content all night.”

He squeezed your thighs making you laugh again. “I don’t think so. I waited this long for you to come home, and I’m going to sleep in the same bed as you.”

“No one asked you to wait up for me.”

He sat you on the bed before removing his t-shirt and sweats, tossing them to the floor near the closet. You slipped out of your dress and into one of Tyler’s worn out t-shirts before climbing into bed, nudging Gerry in an attempt to get him to move.

“No one asked me to,” Tyler stated, walking around to your side of the bed. He picked up Gerry and managed to place him at the end of the bed without waking him. He climbed into bed next to you and shifted so that his chest was against your back, his arm wrapping around Your waist and his fingertips buried in your side. “But I can’t sleep without you,” he finished, kissing your neck one last time.