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why does one feel guilty about having to say no to something they did not originally have any part in. Is it how the society is shaped to put blame on one single person who did not have a part in the process to begin with but is held accountable for when things fall apart...

the ones who care will find their way back to you,they may take their time but once they get to you,you'll be able to walk through fire to greet them..

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#goes outside after a month #ignore inner turmoil for a day

veriloquentmind

‘HOLLYWEED’ LMAO

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ko ko bop flashbacks!

#shimie shimie

I have sight but I'm blind with my hearing ability there's only silence i find my sense of touch shy of feel my broken heart frightened to heal countless steps on a path to no where bludgeoned by more than i can bear let the world know of my quiet fight im whithering away, im steadily losing might not afraid to lose for i have already lost lost my heart,my mind at what cost still push in air into this skeleton of flesh and blood it's not me you see,I drowned in my grief swept away in the flood

megaburnttoast

#1am thoughts

how do i stop checking my emails for the acceptance letters that have gone far their due dates..

#made of bad luck

galacticpasta

“there’s no way you have a learning disability!! your grades are so good!!” well buddy you see i have this fun little technique i like to call pushing myself to the breaking point

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when people say you dont seem the kind to have chronic anxiety

#i do my crying at night programmed to produce good grades

Your home everyday but it doesn’t feel it, I feel homesick even though i write this sitting atop my bed. How does one find their way home when they’ve never left home, how does one wake up from the delusions of could’ve been while being wide awake. Which corner of my soul has left me feeling all alone.

#usualselfloathingrant

how it started do you remember the first pinch how it spared your life by just an inch

poem i should finish writing

#lazy trying to work

waeyoh

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my reaction to everything these days!

#lifemood #ahwaeefam

how i would give everything to be anywhere but here...

#live another day

The hurt,it’s as real as the air filling my lungs,the tremble down my spine,the pit feeling in my stomach,the quaking in my knees and the jitters in my arms. The hurt is always there whether i paint on a smile or simply sulk in the corner. You don’t get to decide the intensity of my pain and throw your hollow words at me,you don’t get to mock me on my suffering. I’m trying my best to live with this agony,hoping it’ll get along with the rest of my demons. You don’t see me fighting but i am trying my hardest...

#latenightrants #depressing thoughts #whereismylight