Diary of a Soft Black Girl

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[megamindsecretlair]

Megamind's Secret Files

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All fics are Black/Fem coded. All fics are consensual.

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I do not yuck people's yum, but I will not write anything resembling or glorifying CNC, minors, slavery, sexual slavery, or Master/Slave BDSM dynamics.

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#Megaminds Musings - my unhinged takes on things currently occupying my brain

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The Secret Loki Files

The Secret Bucky Files

The Secret Nomad Steve Files

The Secret Sam Wilson Files

WARNING: multiple uses of the n-word. Coded for Tyrone/Los Angeles

The Secret Tyrone Files

The Secret Isaac Files

WARNING: multiple uses of the n-word

The Secret Franklin Saint Files

The Secret Kane Files

Warning - can turn dark but always consensual. When not stated otherwise, Ghostface is usually anonymous and coded Black.

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The Secret Tre Files

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(Niche fandoms)

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Terry's Birthday Bash 2025

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Thank you so much for being interested. Happy reading!

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[maryijoh7]

grwm fire nation royal couple edition <3

[megamindsecretlair]

I wished on a star for a Matthew lillard, Shawn Hatosy, you threesome. Lemme know if my wish comes true so I can wish for a private island next 😭

I am fn howling 🤣🤣🤣

Ima have to do some research and see. I don't think they've done any movies together 🤔 so im not sure how they would work together in a fic.

And if not, id have to dive into their roles to see if something sparks.

So we'll see! Lemme know if that island come through though 🤪

[academywas]

i don’t think they’ve ever been in something together but here’s a photo of them together, i think from the faculty premiere

[megamindsecretlair]

Omgeeee look how young they look, lil babies 😭😭🥺

Thank you for sharing this with me. They are too cute. @thatssonanii have you seen this pic??

[megamindsecretlair]

I wished on a star for a Matthew lillard, Shawn Hatosy, you threesome. Lemme know if my wish comes true so I can wish for a private island next 😭

I am fn howling 🤣🤣🤣

Ima have to do some research and see. I don't think they've done any movies together 🤔 so im not sure how they would work together in a fic.

And if not, id have to dive into their roles to see if something sparks.

So we'll see! Lemme know if that island come through though 🤪

[thatssonanii]

There go the bat signal again😂😂😂😂😂

[megamindsecretlair]

Ima just start tagging you sister wife!!! 🤣🤣

[megamindsecretlair]

I wished on a star for a Matthew lillard, Shawn Hatosy, you threesome. Lemme know if my wish comes true so I can wish for a private island next 😭

I am fn howling 🤣🤣🤣

Ima have to do some research and see. I don't think they've done any movies together 🤔 so im not sure how they would work together in a fic.

And if not, id have to dive into their roles to see if something sparks.

So we'll see! Lemme know if that island come through though 🤪

[megamindsecretlair]

A very condensed, off the brain version of my Oldboy essay. If you do choose to watch, there’s some pretty heavy trigger warnings to watch out for in the original and the remake. Though, the remake is a lot more graphic than the original. Incest, suicide, SA, abuse, things of that nature. Also, I’m sure I don’t have to say it, but there’s obviously some spoiler warnings.

The OG follows Dae-Su. Dae-Su is extremely flawed. He’s a neglectful drunk that gets himself into his situation because he does something most of us have done at least once in life: see something he definitely shouldn’t have, and repeat it to someone else. It’s how rumors, true and false, start. And like most rumors, irreparable damage was done. He was a jerk as a kid, and an ass as an adult, but he didn’t deserve anything that happened to him. He lost his whole life for doing what kids do, and a minor sin in the whole movie: talk too much. As an anxious kid that couldn’t keep a secret or tell a lie, I was told I talked too much more than once in my single digit ages.

The American remake takes all of that and ruins it. Joe is still shown as neglectful, but through exposition rather than the dialogue and visual storytelling mix. He’s shown as a hard worker, or someone that uses his job as an excuse to avoid his family, not Dae-Su’s lazy character. And the entire twist of the film hinders on the rumor Dae-Su unintentionally started. He saw something inherently wrong and disturbing, repeated it to a close friend without thought, and his friend betrayed that trust by spreading it around. In the remake, the incestous relationship between the siblings, while still a form of abuse, is replaced by the father violently abusing the daughter. The power imbalance is made extremely clear to the point of losing the nuance. Her suicide from the rumors is replaced with the father killing the family due to the truth coming out. The brother’s revenge no longer hinges on the gray area of the disturbing relationship and the loss of his sister-lover-whatever the fuck, but on his father’s failed attempt on his life. Dae-Su is pathetic and flawed, and even at the end, he makes a choice thats inherently wrong but possibly understandable depending on individual perspective. Joe is a bastard that’s given an entire redemption arc at the end. He’s absolved of all faults, and he makes the right decisions no matter what.

Oof thank you for the trigger warnings, I take that back. I can't watch that 😩

BUT, okay these are some excellent points you brought up.

The way American movies intentionally miss the point of what made something popular in order to put their spin on it which only uplifts their straight yt male narrative needs to be studied 🫠🤣

Because american movies miss so much of the nuance. They talk down to their audience in a way thats noticeable and frankly insulting. Smdh.

And it seems like Korean storytelling allows characters to be deeply flawed and 3dimensional, like no one is all good or all bad like American movies like to do.

Smdh. Juss terrible all around.

[megamindsecretlair]

The Odyssey is hands down one of the best movies of 2026 😘😘😘

[megamindsecretlair]

As someone that writes film essays for no other reason than because I can, the Korean vs Western media nuance discourse is the longest standing relationship I’ve ever had. The best example i can give of this is Oldboy and the American remake. I could talk about that movie for days. Literally changed my entire brain chemistry.

Film essays you say 👀

I love learning so do feel free to drop some highlights from these essays 👀👀

I haven't seen that movie or the remake so now im curious. Gonna have to take a gander 😈

[megamindsecretlair]

My thoughts on Trigger so far. Theres spoilers so be warned:

So far, I am really digging it. Now dont come for me, but im usually a dub girlie. But I got curious to see what Moon Baek's crazy ass sounded like. 🫠 lawdt that man fine.

But the story 👏🏽 there is deff a goofy whimsy to western shows that im used to. So the style of dropping us in the middle of the story without too much context took some getting used to. It wasnt bad, juss a different way of doing things that I appreciated.

They keep the action pretty present so I love following the officer while he going rogue and trynna help these people. Lawdt. I expect none of the things! Western tv has some comfort in the predictability of it all, but now with this show. I be like oh he gonna be okay. And then , boom, the exact opposite like oh lordt 😭

They also do not pull the punches with the backstory. Like my fn heart couldnt take it for Moon Baek. Like ...I understand why that mf crazy. I would be too after trafficked and mangled. But the different colored eyes working on me, idk 🥴

It has been *tew* cool seeing more to their culture besides the kpop. Just stuff they eat, or the way they interact with each other.

Im on ep...8 i think, out of 10. And lemme tell you!! I was so focused on the little boy who didnt want to steal his moms ID that I aint even consider his friend would slip a nugget 😭 i couldnt even be mad fr. Like there is no taking sides. Every body can catch hands. Juss the deadeyed stare while he hunting these mfs down. I felt so bad for him even when I was like oh I hope that officer get there in time. The locks on the doors!!!

Thats some diabolical shit 😭😭 he still aint have to run up and hit his friend in the face. Idc idc, that was a bitch ass move.

So far, ive really liked this story and im excited to dive into more kdramas. Mmkay, I see what time yall be on.

[axolotluv]

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[teathattast]

[megamindsecretlair]

I get it. I get the same way about Shawn Hatosy. I can’t be normal about him if I tried

Yall dont know how vindicated I am to find other Black folk that love Shawn Hatosy and think hes hot 😭😭😭

Bby, he can have me ten ways from Sunday and id say yes, sir, may I have more 🥺🥹🤣🤣🤣

Hes such a good actor, its insane.

[karazumamaravilha]

She didn’t become dark. She remembered. 🖤

Instagram: @maravilha.san

[megamindsecretlair]

I just had a Black goth on the brain 🙂‍↔️

[poltergeistdaughter]

if you don’t believe in dryhumping + making out + being handsy before the sex then do not hmu

[megamindsecretlair]

did you know your husband did a criminal minds episode? seems like matthew lillard had a thing for playing serial killers 😂 my sister calls him a sexy sweetfaced perv. not sure how those words fit together but whatevs

Yes 😈😈😈

He also played a killer on Law and Order SVU 🤭 hes always playing some kinda bad role somewhere 🤣🤣🤣

Not a perv 😭 he's the sweetest. I love him to bits. He goes to many cons with Skeet and they call themselves the First Husbands of Horror 🤣🤣🤣

Lawdt dont get me started on that man 😭

[thatssonanii]

Mentioning Matthew is like putting the bat signal up for me😂😂😂

[megamindsecretlair]

Sister-wife!!!!

It truly is the bat signal 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[thatssonanii]

Hiiiiii! 🤗🤗🤗

Is! Lol

I love his SVU episode. I was upset Birdie set him up though😂😂😂😂him and Carol Burnett did amazing!

[megamindsecretlair]

They really did a phenomenal job. Like I was shooketh when I first watched it 🤣🤣🤣

Ugh, hes such an amazing actor 😭

[megamindsecretlair]

did you know your husband did a criminal minds episode? seems like matthew lillard had a thing for playing serial killers 😂 my sister calls him a sexy sweetfaced perv. not sure how those words fit together but whatevs

Yes 😈😈😈

He also played a killer on Law and Order SVU 🤭 hes always playing some kinda bad role somewhere 🤣🤣🤣

Not a perv 😭 he's the sweetest. I love him to bits. He goes to many cons with Skeet and they call themselves the First Husbands of Horror 🤣🤣🤣

Lawdt dont get me started on that man 😭

[thatssonanii]

Mentioning Matthew is like putting the bat signal up for me😂😂😂

[megamindsecretlair]

Sister-wife!!!!

It truly is the bat signal 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[megamindsecretlair]

did you know your husband did a criminal minds episode? seems like matthew lillard had a thing for playing serial killers 😂 my sister calls him a sexy sweetfaced perv. not sure how those words fit together but whatevs

Yes 😈😈😈

He also played a killer on Law and Order SVU 🤭 hes always playing some kinda bad role somewhere 🤣🤣🤣

Not a perv 😭 he's the sweetest. I love him to bits. He goes to many cons with Skeet and they call themselves the First Husbands of Horror 🤣🤣🤣

Lawdt dont get me started on that man 😭