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Megan Blithe | 19 | 'Single' I guess Your working girl! "I didn’t really speak to her much… she wasn’t my friend."

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Neither do I…

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I hope you'll end up happy.

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It’s true… I was so screwed up about Brooke and whatever else but I was starting to feel like I could.. be with you properly. But I messed it up so… I don’t know. Maybe we just weren’t meant to be..

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I don't know if I'll ever get over you...

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You remember the day I told you I.. took your money? I was… I felt like I was ready then. To tell people.. but then we had that fight and you left.. and it all went to shit and I’m sorry.

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Huh...?

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You’re not going to be here… we won’t find out.

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You always have excuses.

I'm so sorry we fought so much instead of enjoying out time together.

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I’m… I’m not actually sorry. I just… can’t.

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Will you ever?

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I…

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I'm so sorry.

I'm not really, but I'm sorry.

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—I love you too.

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I… I’m not going to be married for much longer. And… if you want me to be honest… I thought about you all the time. I just tried to.. pretend I didn’t care. I don’t know what the point of any of this is, though, you’re just going to leave again. I guess it is.. hard seeing you, um.. I don’t know. I feel awkward saying this stuff.

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I wrote it down, and it's still true. I love you, Imogen.

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…so?

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I shouldn't stay here, fighting against the feelings I still have for you. You've been on my mind everyday I've been gone and now seeing you, imagining you with someone else... I don't know...

Sorry.

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Um… no, you’re not…

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Imogen you're married.

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Tell me.

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I'm messing it all up for you again.

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Oh. Okay..

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Yeah... uhm... look I'd still like to.. nevermind.

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Are you okay though?

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Yeah... no. But I shouldn't talk to you about this.

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Seriously? That’s.. that’s pretty crappy.

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It is. But as long as he's happy....