moved.

— 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑔𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑠. an original independent character.

[meilancolie-aa]

aurora has been moved into a private blog.  reach out if you’d like to interact with her. 

[meilancolie-aa]

OKAY  I KNOW EVERYONE’S BUSY THIS WEEKEND so i’ll be reblogging this post a couple of times.

so i’ve been writing rory for eight years now, and frankly, i think i’ve reached a point with certain aspects of her that, she’s become inflexible for me. she’s pretty established, heavily, and so writing her in the capacity of a brand new original character or a canon character that has little about them established has become increasingly difficult. i tried to freshen her up and reboot her and give her original lore, but that did not work. and so, i’ve made a decision to turn rory into a private muse that i will write with select, close people who i’m already plotting with. i’m not taking her off tumblr, but there’s a chance i MAY move her to become a sideblog on a multi that will 100% be happening now ( the blog’s been finished for a while it just needs quick aesthetic refresh ) 

this decision has been a long time coming, honestly. especially with how much i feel i’ve been struggling with actually plotting rory with anyone. i don’t want to blame anyone, i’m def in part to blame for lack of energy and lack of reaching out. and i know there’s just too many details to go through when interacting with an OC especially so i empathize for not wanting to put the effort. so you don’t have to anymore. 

that being said, i will reach out to people who i feel, hopefully will still be interested in writing with rory at all. i will really, really appreciate that if you’re interested in writing with rory ( whether we had something in the works, or we’ve not written before at all ) , to please like this post. just so know how to structure the blog in the revamp. and honestly it would be nice to know.

[meilancolie-aa]

OKAY  I KNOW EVERYONE’S BUSY THIS WEEKEND so i’ll be reblogging this post a couple of times.

so i’ve been writing rory for eight years now, and frankly, i think i’ve reached a point with certain aspects of her that, she’s become inflexible for me. she’s pretty established, heavily, and so writing her in the capacity of a brand new original character or a canon character that has little about them established has become increasingly difficult. i tried to freshen her up and reboot her and give her original lore, but that did not work. and so, i’ve made a decision to turn rory into a private muse that i will write with select, close people who i’m already plotting with. i’m not taking her off tumblr, but there’s a chance i MAY move her to become a sideblog on a multi that will 100% be happening now ( the blog’s been finished for a while it just needs quick aesthetic refresh ) 

this decision has been a long time coming, honestly. especially with how much i feel i’ve been struggling with actually plotting rory with anyone. i don’t want to blame anyone, i’m def in part to blame for lack of energy and lack of reaching out. and i know there’s just too many details to go through when interacting with an OC especially so i empathize for not wanting to put the effort. so you don’t have to anymore. 

that being said, i will reach out to people who i feel, hopefully will still be interested in writing with rory at all. i will really, really appreciate that if you’re interested in writing with rory ( whether we had something in the works, or we’ve not written before at all ) , to please like this post. just so know how to structure the blog in the revamp. and honestly it would be nice to know.

[meilancolie-aa]

OKAY  I KNOW EVERYONE’S BUSY THIS WEEKEND so i’ll be reblogging this post a couple of times.

so i’ve been writing rory for eight years now, and frankly, i think i’ve reached a point with certain aspects of her that, she’s become inflexible for me. she’s pretty established, heavily, and so writing her in the capacity of a brand new original character or a canon character that has little about them established has become increasingly difficult. i tried to freshen her up and reboot her and give her original lore, but that did not work. and so, i’ve made a decision to turn rory into a private muse that i will write with select, close people who i’m already plotting with. i’m not taking her off tumblr, but there’s a chance i MAY move her to become a sideblog on a multi that will 100% be happening now ( the blog’s been finished for a while it just needs quick aesthetic refresh ) 

this decision has been a long time coming, honestly. especially with how much i feel i’ve been struggling with actually plotting rory with anyone. i don’t want to blame anyone, i’m def in part to blame for lack of energy and lack of reaching out. and i know there’s just too many details to go through when interacting with an OC especially so i empathize for not wanting to put the effort. so you don’t have to anymore. 

that being said, i will reach out to people who i feel, hopefully will still be interested in writing with rory at all. i will really, really appreciate that if you’re interested in writing with rory ( whether we had something in the works, or we’ve not written before at all ) , to please like this post. just so know how to structure the blog in the revamp. and honestly it would be nice to know.

[meilancolie-aa]

OKAY  I KNOW EVERYONE’S BUSY THIS WEEKEND so i’ll be reblogging this post a couple of times.

so i’ve been writing rory for eight years now, and frankly, i think i’ve reached a point with certain aspects of her that, she’s become inflexible for me. she’s pretty established, heavily, and so writing her in the capacity of a brand new original character or a canon character that has little about them established has become increasingly difficult. i tried to freshen her up and reboot her and give her original lore, but that did not work. and so, i’ve made a decision to turn rory into a private muse that i will write with select, close people who i’m already plotting with. i’m not taking her off tumblr, but there’s a chance i MAY move her to become a sideblog on a multi that will 100% be happening now ( the blog’s been finished for a while it just needs quick aesthetic refresh ) 

this decision has been a long time coming, honestly. especially with how much i feel i’ve been struggling with actually plotting rory with anyone. i don’t want to blame anyone, i’m def in part to blame for lack of energy and lack of reaching out. and i know there’s just too many details to go through when interacting with an OC especially so i empathize for not wanting to put the effort. so you don’t have to anymore. 

that being said, i will reach out to people who i feel, hopefully will still be interested in writing with rory at all. i will really, really appreciate that if you’re interested in writing with rory ( whether we had something in the works, or we’ve not written before at all ) , to please like this post. just so know how to structure the blog in the revamp. and honestly it would be nice to know.

[prettyliargif]

Aria Montgomery pink hair appreciation post

[meilancolie-aa]

ofthclight​, luc.

it’s all a bit dramatic ,  by most people’s tastes .  his office is backlit by a wall of windows overlooking the city ,  the furniture itself is sleek dark metal and chrome .  people know where to go when they’re desperate ,  they ask for him by name ,  are led to him by reputation ,  and are guided to this very space by nameless men in dark suits who wait outside the door in case any issue should arise ( although it never does ) .  he’s seen plenty of types over the years ,  people from all walks of life that find themselves across from him .  men in cheap suits and wrinkled ties on their knees ,  blubbering and begging for charges to be dropped .  greedy fucks with heavy pockets trying to escape scandal .  those who wish to remain unknown ,  who want to slip through the cracks and disappear .  and then those like her .  a miniscule slip of a girl in oversized clothes holding herself as if she’s escaped some sort of battle .

luc regards her with the same cold indifference that he does anyone ,  draws a finger over his upper lip as he sizes her up .  she’ll want to escape ,  no doubt .  barter for a new identity ,  safe transport to somewhere safe .  where her husband or lover or boyfriend or father’s fists can’t reach her .  or so he thinks ,  until the request falls from her lips and he finds himself momentarily surprised .  ( a rare occurrence in his dealings . )  it’s not freedom she wants ,  it’s vengeance .   ❝ you know if you wanted him dead ,  there are ways to do it yourself . ❞  but suspicion would fall on her .  he’ll have it done cleaner ,  keep her name out of the mud ,  the heat off her back .   ❝ why come here ? ❞          /          @meilancolie​   +   plotted things ! 

the name trickles through cracks of a city’s broken infrastructure, hushed between those struck with misfortune, desperate for a way out. desperate is the word that rory abhors. what she’s committing to now is not out of desperation. she’s sure to anyone on the outside looking in it would seem this way. the truth is she knows she’s digging herself deeper but she’s owed this. she’s paid her dues, and she’s owed this. she holds herself tall, even when partially hidden inside the hoodie. but she stands to her highest height, the sharp structures of her face peering from the veils of her hood. the sharpest of them all are hardened eyes as they hold his. and then she says those words. i want this man dead.

maybe it’s human folly, the way her voice cracks as the last syllable presses past her beaten lips. maybe he picks up on it, that’s why he asks. if she wanted him dead, she would have done it herself. like she’s opting for an easy way out. like there’s anything easy about selling her soul to the devil.   ❝ he’s taken enough from me. ❞  rory answers after a quiet moment of contemplation. that’s when her head bows, her fingers wring her wrist.  ❝ if i’m going to have to give my soul away it won’t be to him. ❞  though it would be to luc. she hold the air inside her chest as she finally lowers the hood and sweeps the loose hairs into an even looser ponytail sitting limply at the nape of her neck.   ❝ so what do i have to do ?   i can’t pay you. ❞  she’s flat out honest. she doesn’t know what the price is, she never bothered to ask. part of her thought this all might be an act, that this possibly can’t be real. so she’s testing him, calling his bluff even.   ❝ and whatever it is i won’t do it until he’s gone. ❞

[meilancolie-aa]

okay so i’m now officially browsing for a new laptop. which means i will likely only come back to this blog after a MAJOR revamp which will happen once i have a functonining laptop. given that, rory is effectively on a temporary hiatus, and you can find me active on my lara croft blog @ croftborn.

[magneatio]

i wanna know what everyone’s majors are mutuals i want to know i love you and i’m interested

[meilancolie-aa]

hello hello, catch me on ms croft @ croftborn as that’s where any creative energy i have will go to for the next few weeks until rory decides to cooperate again.

[fatedriven]

*  A FANDOMLESS OC & CANON MULTIMUSE   WITH THE CENTRAL THEME OF FATE & DESTINY   FT.  MUSES FROM THE WITCHER , FINAL FANTASY , GENSHIN IMPACT  +  OCS FROM MY ORIGINAL SERIES “  A CHEMICAL ASCENSION  ” .  MATURE THEMES PRESENT .  PRIVATE & HIGHLY SELECTIVE PLOT-ORIENTATED WRITING BLOG .

OTHER RECURRING THEMES INCLUDE :  BIBLICAL HORROR, DYSTOPIAN / CYBERPUNK REALITY, EXISTENTIALISM, MORALITY, SCIENCE + RELIGION, FANTASY / THE SUPERNATURAL .  

[meilancolie-aa]

what if this is rory’s style. what are you going to do.

[gunbasharchive]

NEW  BLOG  ,  SAME  WINE  ASSASSIN

[s-serendipity-deactivated202401]

Things I wish the Tumblr RP comm would get back to or be comfortable with again because I'm rp old and I've seen how much has changed and man the rp comm is not as fun as it used to be.

Crossovers. Just crossovers where we ignore canon cast and it's okay again to have two different muses from vastly different series interact. Like seriously why do I never see crossovers anymore what happened they were genuinely fun.

Reblogging general aesthetics / musing / music about our muses without 'clogging other people's dashes'. I don't know when it became a general dislike when someone reblogged stuff related to their muse, but for whatever reason it's distasteful now and I don't get why.

When we all were stans for familial / platonic relationships and how deep those went.

Promos being reblogged instead of just liked. Liking doesn't do a thing on tumblr no matter how much they try to make it work. Reblogging gets peoples muses seen.

Interacting with people's ooc posts to show interest or support toward other people's muses.

That small window of time when people were happy to give female muses and ocs a chance.

Also that small window in time when multi-muses weren't as harshly criticized but now we're back to that.

Generally just being far more open and nurturing creativity without worrying.

[meilancolie-aa]

if you wanna know what rory is this halloween, she’s lucy from the peanuts.

[meilancolie-aa]

i’m just gonna leave this here before i head to bed i’m - 

[meilancolie-aa]

the night remained young when rory left the stage for the band. there was a freedom in chaos of ill-kept secrets of new york city. she recognizes faces of corrupt law enforcement, crime enforcers, and regulars alike as she flits between them to the bar. the smooth jazz takes over while she rests her instrument. it seemed markus was occupied entertaining an investment, he’s not going to mind that she’s not singing right now. rory taps the bar for her regular sidecar cocktail while she searches the crowds for @beaumortal​ again.

he caught her eye while she was deep in song, and rory immediately realizes something about him is off.  she keeps singing like the good girl she needs to be, recklessness was a thing of the past. it’s been ten years since she left home, thinking she’s finally free. she’s never been more trapped, more alone, more desperate to find her way back to something. his striking hazel eyes hold her gaze from across the room for the remainder of the song, and by the time a gentleman escorts her off the stage, he’s gone. 

rory produces a cigarette holder to sulk once more in her lonesomeness, and searches her purse for a lighter, no where to be found, until suddenly she looks up and the flame is dancing before her eyes, between her and his striking hazel eyes again.  ❝ well, aren’t you a darb. ❞ is the best thank you she can offer as her cigarette burns. she casts a quick look across the institution before her attention returns to him,    ❝ i know every single face in this room. but i don’t know yours. ❞ her statement is both a challenge and an unspoken question. that was the stake of such hangs. everybody knew everybody. but she doesn’t know him. and everything in her tells her she needs to. 

a plotted starter for athan beaumont, 𝟣𝟫𝟤𝟢′𝗌 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗋𝗄 𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒.