b l a h

25, MI generally confused. mostly uncomfortable. this is just a place to air out my brain these days

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[valentina-poem]

[cazame]

[loviely]

If I had three lives, I’d marry you in two. In the third life? I’d drink gin martinis, and I would cry often. I would wear my make up to bed and I would wear silk pajamas. My hair would be blonde, and I’d be thinner in that life too. I would show off to my friends with big gifts and grand gestures and I’d buy my mom everything she ever wanted. And I’d travel. I’d go up the coast and sip coffee spiked with alcohol, and I’d wonder sometimes if I will ever find you. - October 2022

[consecuences]

[creatinghelen]

I am a mosaic of everyone I have ever known and loved and touched and I find fragments of them in my playlists and how I make my tea. we may not know each other any more but we will stay connected like this. I hope a fragment of me is with you too.

[bled]

fish tug, batchawana bay, ontario by twurdemann

[c0keb0dy]

[transformaciones]

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[boymiffy]

[tearing at my hair] no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted

[sweatermuppet]

they should invent a myself that isn't at its limit

[molabuddy]

horrors beyond my comprehension more like horrors beyond my articulation. i know exactly what it is but id never be able to explain it to anyone

[melancholicmornings]

so i thought that if i piled somethin’ good on all my bad that i could cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad

[inkedbbg]

compliments about your appearance are cool, but when somebody compliments you as a person, the way you think, your laugh, your personality, how genuine your heart is, that hits different.

[anditslove]

Matt Haig, The Comfort Book

[chillpotato]

- Mahmoud Darwish from 'Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut c. 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi)