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Tumblr flagged me for being cute•Wendy• Burnt out•non monogamous• queer

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it feels weird to have to remind myself that I have ptsd and maybe that’s why I react in some of the ways I do? Not an excuse for anything just does help me maybe understand myself instead of blame myself . Though I’m still gonna deal with that desire to blame myself for everything .

I’ve been told I have to “give myself grace” and “be gentle” on myself and it’s been very hard to actually do those things. Even after the year .5 of therapy? I still struggle to understand how one “gives” themselves grace and/ or Whats that supposed to look like?

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dont interact with this post

I will block you

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I’ve never felt so ready to be punched in the face in the middle of a mosh pit at a trash concert. Am I going to one today? NO! But I’m hopefully bringing this energy to the concert in October . Break my jaw, I DONT CARE

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Someone else posted this but also true for me

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15 year anniversary on Tumblr

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Time by John Wieners

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A WALTZ ALONG A RAZOR'S EDGE

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New York City, 1970s

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anyways

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protests in LA against unlawful deportations being called an insurrection after one single day of unrest. martial law is next. the playbook is not hard to read.

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National Guard to Put Down LA Protests

White House calls anti-ICE protests in Los Angeles an "insurrection"

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like clockwork baby. like clockwork.

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Today’s yoga instructor snapped at me (mean old lady vibes) for getting up to try and use the restroom during a time when the door stays open and an additional person comes into the room to give out cold towels . She said I had been distracting class the entire time (what the hell) and couldnt come back in if I left. I stayed because I’m gonna get my whole class that I paid for it. If I had less shame I would have peed on her floor . Or maybe I should have left and asked for my credit back for being discriminated against for having a small bladder lol

I wrote my first “Karen” review on yelp with her name on it. Old lady (probably racist) Bernadette.

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I wish I was tinyyyyyyy