Jasmen

26 • lesbian 🌈 • sad girl poetry & late-night thoughts 🌙 • soft heart, loud feelings 💕 • plus-size & blooming 🌸 • proudly out 🏳️‍🌈 • never been in a relationship 💌 • loves being praised ✨ • yes, you can call me cute pet names 🥰 • collecting beautiful words, kind people & tiny moments of joy ✨ • romanticizing life one post at a time 📝💭 No men and no minors please! 🚫

[melancholyghostwriter]

I think it’s about time I made an introduction post here on my Tumblr 💕✨

My name is Jasmen, and I’m 26 years old. My zodiac sign is Libra ♎️, and I’m a baby lesbian 🩷🧡🤍 I’ve never been in a relationship before, and I would absolutely love to make friends with other lesbians here on Tumblr!

I’m a plus-size girl trying to learn to love my 300 lb body 💖 I absolutely love writing poetry and sharing my feelings here, and also writing down funny stuff that happens to me hehe 😂📝

I love being called cute pet names 🥺💕 and some light flirting is okay too 💞✨ but please don’t come on too strong or be creepy/sexual. Also, no men or minors please! 🚫

I will not be friends with anybody who is racist, homophobic, transphobic, or just a hateful person.

My messages are always open to talk 💌 I’m very shy and I take a while to reply back sometimes, but I really do love talking and making friends! I don’t have a job, so when I’m not busy helping my family around the house, I’m usually free to talk 🫶✨

I also absolutely love collecting physical media 📀, cute plushies 🧸, dolls, and little trinkets ✨ I’m completely obsessed with music 🎶, poetry 🖋️, and art 🎨

Feel free to

say hi 💕🌸

[melancholyghostwriter]

Omg. I know this is totally random, but I'm so excited right now! 🤩💀✨ I just found my skeleton hand hair clip that I've been missing forever. 😆🖤 I used to have a matching one, but it broke a long time ago. 💔💀 I honestly never thought I'd find this one again, so I'm ridiculously happy! 🖤🥹

[melancholyghostwriter]

My sister was so sweet! 🥹💖 She literally made me this dot cake that has been trending over on TikTok. 🎂✨ She made it for me for the first day of Pride 🌈🏳️‍🌈 and wrapped it up so cutely with a bow. 🎀💕 She even included a little packet of Skittles! 🍬🥰✨

Also, she even put a candle on it! 🕯️💖 Last night when I ate the cake, I made sure to make my little lesbian wish lol. 😂🌈🏳️‍🌈✨🥹

So thoughtful and adorable! 💕🎂🌈🫶✨

[melancholyghostwriter]

I literally have the best day ever. I finally came out as a lesbian on my Facebook and Instagram, and everybody was so kind and supportive. I took some really cute photos, and my sister made me a cute dot cake that's been trending on TikTok. It was really delicious, and I feel so amazing.

I was so scared, but now that I'm fully out to everybody, I feel this giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It truly is the best feeling ever.

I wanted to write this for those who are wondering how it went today: it went amazing.

Happy Pride Month, everybody! 🏳️‍🌈

[melancholyghostwriter]

I'm kind of nervous tonight. Tomorrow, on the first day of Pride, I'm coming out to everybody on my Instagram and Facebook. I know it's silly, but only my friends here on Tumblr know that I'm a lesbian, along with the family that I live with. So, I'm a little nervous, even though I know I shouldn't be.

[melancholyghostwriter]

I know I haven't shared a poem in a while. I've been feeling kind of down, and when I'm feeling down, it's hard for me to focus on writing poems. Sometimes being sad can actually help with my writing, but lately I haven't been able to write poetry.

I've been trying to get back into drawing since I used to do a lot of painting and drawing. I've been considering sharing some of my old work here, but I'm not sure.

I've also been feeling kind of down because it seems like every time I get excited about talking to somebody here on Tumblr, they just want to talk about sexual things and not really get to know me or be my friend. It makes me feel a little bad. It makes me think that nobody really wants to be my friend.

It also hurts my feelings when girls message me and I think they genuinely want to be my friend, but then the conversation quickly turns sexual or perverted. When I don't want to talk about those kinds of things, some of them get mad at me, are rude to me, call me a baby, or just block me. It makes me feel like people aren't interested in getting to know me as a person.

I know I'm 26, but I can't help it—I'm super shy. I've never been in a relationship my entire life, and where I live, I don't really have any friends. I mean, I do like being called cute pet names, and I don't mind respectful flirting. I do want to be in a relationship someday. I just don't like the idea of people trying to rush things.

To me, it's strange when someone has only been talking to me for a day and they're already trying to turn the conversation into something sexual or asking if they can be my girlfriend. I like taking the time to get to know people. I like forming genuine connections and friendships first. That's important to me, and I feel like I'd need that connection before I could seriously consider being with someone.

I don't want to come on here and complain or make people feel sorry for me, but I want to start being more honest with myself and share how I'm feeling. I used to do that on other social media platforms, but I had some people who I thought were friends be mean to me. They said I was just being a crybaby and that people don't owe me their time.

I know they don't. I just want to be friends with people and know that someone truly cares about my friendship.

[melancholyghostwriter]

Step 1: Accidentally bump into my dream butch 💥🫶🥹💕 Step 2: Skip 6 seasons of character development 📺⏩💖🤭✨

[vanglaggle]

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[melancholyghostwriter]

I usually don't like sharing what I'm feeling down because I've had some bad experiences on other social media platforms sharing my feelings. But I'm feeling down today.

I really do enjoy using my Tumblr. I just wish I could connect more with people and make more friends. I'm grateful for those who have been kind to me here; it means a lot to me.

Especially because where I live, I live in a very small little religious hillbilly town where I don't have any friends. So it's nice to connect to other lesbians here on Tumblr and be friends.

Sometimes I feel a little bad though because I'm very shy, and it makes me a little sad when some people reach out and they only want to talk about perverted stuff or ask me questions that make me feel uncomfortable.

I know I'm 26 years old, but I've never been in a relationship at all, not even a kiss. So when I'm asked those types of things, it makes me feel uncomfortable.

I mean, I do enjoy when people call me cute pet names and when they flirt with me respectfully, but I'm a very shy person and I like to get to know people first and be friends.

I just wish more people would want to be my friend. I know I'm shy, but I think I can be pretty funny at times, and I have three cute cats lol.

[rjejesstuff-deactivated20260530]

I need to live in my own cottage house together with a butch.

[melancholyghostwriter]

Dream job: professionally calling a cute Butch “good boy” all day 🐶💼✨🥹🦴

[melancholyghostwriter]

Do I look beautiful like something you’d see in a painting? Oh, to be a muse and you the painter! 🥺🫶🏻💖🌛☁️✨🖌️🎨🖼️

[forsapphics]

She is the poem

by June Bates

[enby-butch-dyke]

“Butch x Femme” (2025) Bear Davies

[melancholyghostwriter]

Me and my sister got strawberry matcha today, with strawberry cold foam, and it was so freaking yummy! 🍓🍵💕✨

[melancholyghostwriter]

Happy Fat Femme Friday! 💖✨ Today, I had a lot of fun! 😊 I went to Goodwill first, and then I went to Walmart. 🛍️💫 While I was at Walmart, I tried on this cute little cowboy hat 🤠💕 My sister helped me snap these photos of my outfit because she said it was really cute 🥰📸, and I wanted to show everybody too! 💕👗✨ Don’t mind the mess in the background 😂🫶✨

I may or may not show a picture of my treasures from Goodwill and Walmart later 👀💖 Also, I got some sandals from Family Dollar 🩴✨ Just randomly throwing that in there 😂 I might take pictures of that stuff… might not… who knows? 🤭💕

[melancholyghostwriter]

I was wondering if anybody could recommend me some good lesbian movies. 💕🎬 I would love to watch ones that are beautifully poetic, or any that are, in your opinion, must-see movies. ✨

I have not watched a lot of lesbian movies, so I really want to watch more. I would love to see ones maybe from, like, the ‘70s or later time periods than that, or modern ones. 🌈💖 I’m open to any kind of genre, as long as it’s a good movie, because I usually don’t watch a lot of movies or TV, and I don’t really want to waste my time on anything that sucks lol. 😂🍿

But I really want to watch more lesbian media since I have not seen a lot of movies. 🫶🏳️‍🌈