[borderlined-up-for-the-slaughter]

[daily-spooky]

[mreme23-deactivated20240626]

Indeed

[sweetnightmareenthusiast]

[bpdruinedme-deactivated20240511]

Why do I always ruin everything?

All I want is for someone to understand me

For someone to love me for who I am

And for someone to take care of me

[staystrong2396]

Yep.

[girls-and-concerts]

i can’t do this dating shit

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I feel so poisonous. Sometimes I swear I can feel the poison snaking through my veins, polluting the air, tainting the water, absorbing into the food... everything I touch feels dirty. Disgusting. Repulsive.

Like me.

[glitchneedles]

ɢᴏᴅ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪ ᴀᴍ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘʟᴇɴᴛʏ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ. ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʜᴀʜᴀ ɪᴛꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴀᴡꜰᴜʟ. ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴋɪꜱꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ.

[cut-n-snared]

‘my trauma isn’t that bad’

has a mental breakdown whenever someone stands even remotely close behind me

[xb0rder-7inex]

He fucking blocked me I knew he'd do this I fucking knew he would do this I believed in him I believed in him so fucking much and I lost fucking everything because I fucking believed in him and he fucking left he left he left me he didn't fucking stay I promised him I'd fight as long as he stayed and he didn't he didn't fucking stay. He ruined everything I emiled crown to tell them to forget it he ruined fucking everything. Everything. I lost my entire fucking life for him and it still wasn't enough he fucking left he left me he left and I have fucking nothing now not even him I don't have anything there's nothing fucking left why didn't he just kill me I wish I was dead I wish he had killed me why didn't he why didn't he

[borderlined-up-for-the-slaughter]

A blank shell of a human who’s only purpose is to serve those who control them? Sounds exactly like me.

[borderlinebaby420]

kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear

[jiraikeibabes]

I don’t wanna live but I also don’t want to die. All I wanna do is self destruct and make myself suffer , but I also want to find comfort and joy in this life.

[addictionisnojokehaha]

[sweet-but-cynical]

I'm worthless. I'm unlovable. I'm a burden. I'm a problem. I doubt I'll ever recover. I just don't want to be alive and in pain anymore.

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is catching yourself in the middle of an episode but not being able to stop because your emotions are too strong to the point it physically hurts to ignore

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[vilea777]

date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me