b u n b u n n y

brooklyn, nyc. singer. writer. bipolar type two. adhd. holistic. hypercreative. all content posted is owned and created by me with the exception of re blogs. instagram & twitter - @iambunbunny

[melanieraemelo]

ONLY FANS COMING SOON 🤑

[aludwick-deactivated20240209]

[suncaptor]

Having bipolar be like *gets high off sunlight*

[a-joyfuljourney]

[queen-of-limbs]

[melanieraemelo]

‪migraine day 5. quarantine day who knows..‬

‪couldn’t wake up out of bed. forced myself up. forced myself out for a walk. couldn’t walk a full block. spent the rest of the day resting in a dark room. ‬

[melanieraemelo]

practicing non-attachment because my soul is craving you and there's nothing i can do about it.

bunbunny

[remanence-of-love]

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[melanieraemelo]

so i googled why does matcha make me happy?

Matcha tea has high levels of l-theanine, an amino acid that contains many health benefits towards the human body. L-theanine has been shown to alter the amounts of dopamine and serotonin that the brain emits. By increasing the dopamine and serotonin in one's brain, it will increase the person's overall mood.

[melanieraemelo]

quarantine & chill

[melanieraemelo]

QUARANTINE & CHILL

yesterday was everything. one of the most calming days. mixed with some wine & intimacy. the level of openness and curiosity was everything i needed. not that i couldn't do without it but once you experience such an exchange you realize you did in fact need it. i had my brain picked in so many ways as if he was making a mental diagram and seeing how everything fits. 

i learned my love language is definitely physical touch not just receiving gifts. his is physical touch as well. i could’ve babied him with affection forever. i could baby him with affection forever. that’s how good he feels both mentally and tangibly. 

i want him to stay. everyone is so fleeting. people are so temporary. especially romantically. sexually. but i would like it if he stood. he kept talking about connections and connecting and bonding and i definitely connected with him intellectually. deeply. when i wasn't able to articulate, he guided me. 

he mentioned a couple times that he hasn’t, in a long time, experienced our level of connection. in my mind i did and still do question it. i think he was being genuine but it’s also so hard for me to believe in something so good. 

the ride home was content despite my hangover. i wanted to hold his hand but he needed the gps. i wanted to tell him.. i think i’ll miss you. i wanted to say “think” on purpose because i knew he’d question it. i like that he questions everything. 

as we were driving he was like ‘you have a bangin ass vibe’. and i was like thank you. but really i was thinking me? i have a bangin ass vibe? he’s the one with all the vibes. 

he’s amazing. he makes me believe in the possibility of loving again because communication was so easy, expansive and safe. im trying to take it for what it is without attachment but its clear i want him to stay. i want to nurture him the way he nurtured me. 

[melanieraemelo]

SWEATSHIRT

this whiskey wont save me from this aching heart of mine

used to sip to relax now im needing more than wine

i still sleep in your sweatshirt from time to time

i stole a few on purpose know you’ve always wondered why

so i can feel you near

black, blue, grey, white

black, blue my heart

it aches for you, i

took down our polaroids

but i just cant destroy

them

in case you’re coming back

know im a fool for that...

[trembeling]

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[melanieraemelo]

love minimal art

[melanieraemelo]

[melanieraemelo]

Post birthday weekend in AC was littt

[melanieraemelo]

Bunny with the curls. I’m cuuuute.

[autistic-bipolar-psychotic]

Shout out to mentally ill people who dropped out of school

- shout out to the kids who were “so bright” and ‘heading somewhere” and had to drop out because school was too much to handle along with mental illness

- shout out to the kids who struggled to get where they got before they dropped out

- shout out to the kids who tried and tried and tried and still couldn’t finish

you aren’t unintelligent because you dropped out of school, you aren’t a delinquent or a bad person because you dropped out of school, just because you did what you had to doesn’t make you a bad person