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i think i meed to drcide what im feelinv bc idk what m y feelings are and rn i cant tell if i am okay or if it even matters anymore

[melanjoly]

what do you do when what you've always feared is standing right in front of you

[melanjoly]

what do you do when youre ex calls you beautiful

[melanjoly]

he sucked the life outts me alright. i

nothing makes me happy anymore. everyday i was myself and tslking and adventurous in love with the outdoors. and every day you shoved me into your corner. and now i cant find happiness in anything anymore. ill get around it for fucks sake but can you let a girl be sad like jesus fuck

[melanjoly]

[melanjoly]

i feel like im drowning

[melanjoly]

[melanjoly]

[melanjoly]

[melanjoly]

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its all fake and nothing lasts. nothing

[melanjoly]

youve over thought

[melanjoly]

I CAN DO THIS BUT SOMEONE HAS TO BREAK.

[melanjoly]

i feel

i feel like such an asshole. such a tease. i dont know what to do. i didnt mean for it to end this way. i just want to have fun. before i can't. i just wanna go out. i want goober to text me back. i feel like i text him too much. i talk too much. i care too much. i imcest too much of myself into people. but i kind of like him. im not going into anything love wise. bc its not my heart talking.

[melanjoly]

they say love has no limits. but love isnt fights. love isnt arguing. love isnt silent treatment. love isnt apologies and okays. love isnt walking on eggshells. love isnt changing for one another.