My Life

Welcome.

[mellyjoi]

My heart hurts so much...

[mellyjoi]

Is there something wrong with me?

[mellyjoi]

I just want to cry...

[purplebuddhaproject]

[mellyjoi]

Fuck relationships!!! Sometimes being single is easier.

[mellyjoi]

Sometimes you just get these thought and moods. I miss you being in my life...

[purplebuddhaproject]

“Move on. It’s just a chapter in the past. But don’t close the book, just turn the page.”

— Brooklyn Copeland (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[mellyjoi]

Day 42.

Well now my life has been something lately. I was a dumbass for talking to Gabriel again. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I know our relationship is toxic but I love him so much. But now the ship has finally sailed. I pushed him hard enough that he finally walked away. Ugh so rough but I’m moving on, I have to. I turned away from the love of my life.

[mellyjoi]

Day 12. I wish I was the Bachelorette.

Group dates sound so great right now. Lol

[mellyjoi]

Day 1. Single again

I have nothing but hatred for Gabriel Wade Ziegler. He strung me along for the past year. 🤬 A year ago I was moving along with my life, getting past the break up with him. Started dating someone. Gabriel then decides he wants to be back in my life. I make the mistake of saying yes. Come a year later he decides that we are not good for each other 😭 what the fuck? Bro you knew what you were getting into. I can change but I won’t become a completely different person. I feel so stupid. I wasted a year of my life. Now I’m back to being single. Let’s see where this adventure is going to take me.

[mellyjoi]

I just want to be with someone that will choose me.

[mellyjoi]

I hate stupid people!!

[mellyjoi]

Jesus this week needs to be over!!!

[mellyjoi]

Fuck you!!!

Just fuck you!!

[mellyjoi]

I’m getting a feeling I need to let you go soon...

[mellyjoi]

I have the stupidest co-worker!!!

[mellyjoi]

I love you so much

But as long as your child is in your life I can never be with you