Randumbness

This blog is really just random. I'm autistic and have an art blog as well. Old enough to have watched Nickelodeon movies on orange VCR tapes.

[melody-silver]

Man, I'm just trying to fucking make pork burgers, can you not wait until nighttime to set off your fucking shell fireworks?

Not a single one all day so I go to grill but the second I'm prying apart my burgers you set off a shell, A SHELL in the brightest part of the fucking day. Just lucky my hand didn't slip bad enough to cut me.

[melody-silver]

I am a stuffed animal person through and through, and since getting into Stray Kids last year, I have so badly wanted Skzoos, but I was picky, then I saw the Teddy Versions and had to have one.

I now have a Jinret! He's super cute and soft and just perfect for hugging and I got so lucky to be able to get one!

Why Jinret? He's cute, and Hyunjin not only makes me think of my best friend, but I keep pulling photo cards of him when I get albums. I love all of the Teddy Versions so I was happy to get any of them, honestly but I'm very happy with Jinret. ^^

To anyone in Chicago who spotted him and I offered to let you hug him, I loved seeing you all smile so much!

[melody-silver]

I did the thing, I've been terrified and uninterested in going to concerts but I'm hoping for another one.

This was my first ever concert and everyone was so nice and sweet! I was expecting to be an anxious mess the whole time but I was not.

Thank you, Stray Kids. Thank you, Stay for an amazing first concert! I hope everyone makes it home safely and had a wonderful time!

[melody-silver]

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow!

I leave for my friends house tomorrow after work. From there we'll catch a train in the early morning and have a full day before we go see Stray Kids!

Oh I'm so nervous and so excited! I'm mostly packed just need to grab more snacks and put stuff i use daily in my bag.

Also, um I know they might not be the greatest but I made embroidery floss bracelets to give out. So if you're at the Chicago show I'll have some!

[melody-silver]

I get my hair colored Wednesday and I get my nails done Saturday.

My outfit is repaired (there was a hole in the shirt that I had to fix), altered (I had to shorten the pants by three inches and added loops so I could have a chain on them), and packed.

I will have met my savings goal for the concert this week.

I am so excited that I can't sit still.

Let's go!

[melody-silver]

Finding a bunch of stuff and going "ohhh that would work for what I want to wear to this concert!" And it all turns out to be cotton candy colors...

Mesh Shirt: light blue

Under shirt: slightly darker blue

Pants: black

Loops I'm sewing onto the pants: pink/purple/blue fabric

Hip chain: light purple

Shoes: light purple

Purse: light blue

Hair: pink/ light blue/ blue

Nails: pink or blue (haven't decided yet)

Even my ear plugs are light blue, and my favorite color is purple!

I don't have anything planned for hair accessories or jewelery either. I just find this really funny! ^^

[melody-silver]

I'm getting so antsy! My first ever concert is next month and I'm the kind of person that has to have things planned out way ahead of time so that my anxiety doesn't get the best of me.

So I'm already trying to get things together, though I still have some clothing alterations to make since my shirt has a hole in it and my pants are like six inches too long. But I've got it! I've finished cosplays last minute before cons in the hotel room so I've got this!

Sorry for just rambling, kinda helping me get some of the anxiety out. ^^

[melody-silver]

I have to share this because I was absolutely in love with this moment!

I was gardening yesterday, earbuds in, when I noticed a ton of small shadows over me. I look up and see what at first looks like a massive army of flies. Step inside just until I figure out that they're not flies, they're honeybees, and it's a whole swarm! They settled in my flowering cherry tree, and one landed on my head for a minute but took off again. I took a few videos and a few pictures before going back to gardening, worried we might have to call someone to get them because that tree has playhouses under it for my niece and nephew, but the bees moved on about an hour later.

Several stayed behind in my tree and I hope they remember, wherever they build their new home, that i have food for them!

I've never seen a swarm before, let alone so many bees at once, so this was incredible, and I absolutely adored it.

[nitashinori]

That post about death note being "everyone's first anime" (untrue statement) made me curious and now I want to gather data for science

Can you reblog this and tell me where are you from and what was your starter anime?

[kosmogrl]

the secret to life is always having something to look forward to

[kosmogrl]

to anyone saying there's nothing to look forward to, I'm not saying it has to be anything spectacular or huge. it could just be a song or a book that will release in a few days, a tv show, anything!! no matter how small it seems it can keep us going

[samwisegamgeeee]

Quick! Put in the tags what you’re looking forward to right now!

I’ll go first: Im gonna go out to try a new restaurant this week with a friend!!

[melody-silver]

I am floored, like absolutely and utterly floored about a response to a fanfic I've been writing for years now.

I've consistently gotten emails, almost daily, from people leaving kudos, bookmarking, or leaving comments on this fic since it's had about 10 chapters.

I just posted chapter 53, just two months shy of it having been a year since I updated.

Today I've been getting emails constantly from someone who has been binge reading my fic and leaving comments on nearly all of them! They read 33 chapters in 12 hours and the comment count went up by 20!

I've been completely overwhelmed by this, and the love that has been shown for this long-ass slow burn Dr. Stone fanfic. I started writing it for myself and ended up apparently making something people liked.

I've even once found someone on here mentioning it!

I know I'm not posting the name of the fanfic, but I want to thank all of you that have read, commented, bookmarked, and left kudos on this self indulgent fanfic of mine and I hope you all know how much it means to me.

[melody-silver]

I feel so weird.

Two years ago if you asked me if I wanted to go to a concert i would say no and start panicking because of how overwhelming even the thought was.

I'm going to a concert in 6 months, I'm planning out how to deal with the sounds since I'm sound sensitive. I have a bag of ear plugs that have served me well at convention raves when I've been right by the speakers, but I'm considering noise canceling headphones too. (For any fellow sound sensitive people what is your input on this?)

This is a band that i discovered at the end of June, and did not hesitate in getting tickets and it throws me off. I went from being uninterested in concerts to "I'm going, I'll even make backup plans in case the person who is coming with me can't go."

I'm so excited!

[rurualim]

drew this based off an edit i saw on twt!!

[melody-silver]

I finally got a new beta fish after having some really bad luck that caused me to lose my others. I picked out a still small giant beta, only to find out how big he's going to get.

Love it, I was hoping to get a king at some point and skipped over that to the next largest so I'm excited.

One of my friends and I are waiting on news about tickets to our first ever concert so I tell my friend that if we get tickets I'll name the fish after one of the guys in the band. Even though it's not my favorite member of the band, I think the name will fit him.

Two days later, my fish now has a name and my friend and I are excited to be preparing for a concert.

Even funnier, the guys nickname that I gave the fish sounds like my friend's name.

Meet Binnie and guess who we're going to see.

[dduane]

A meeting of dragons.

[melody-silver]

I have never in my life wanted to go to a concert. That has changed and I'm currently waiting on news from someone who has extra tickets for sale.

Coincidentally they live a block away from me.

I am autistic and somewhat sound sensitive so I'm considering getting a set of noise canceling headphones. But my ear plugs have worked for me at raves right up at the front by the speakers. Plus I kinda want to wear ear cuffs, like the ones that give you elf ears and i couldn't with the headphones.

I'm curious about what to do, also I'm so freaking excited.

[pantuflahh]

i dunno man, taikyaki bag