[melody505]

I just want my thighs to social distance is that too much to ask for :/

[melody505]

you know it’s getting worse when u can’t sleep anymore.

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[melody505]

I NEED TO LOSE MORE AND MORE AND MORE BECAUSE I AM NEVER SATISFIED WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR who knows if I’ll ever be

[melody505]

I hate when my mother asks why I’m angry all the time like no shit mom I’m fucking trying to get through the day without food and it’s no fun.

[melody505]

I just want to be as skinny as possible because that’s the only thing that I can truly control in my life or maybe it’s controlling me .

[melody505]

I can see that I’m becoming smaller every day but why do I still feel large !

[melody505]

gosh the feeling when I touch my rib bones is something I wanna feel endlessly!

[melody505]

That empty feeling is one of the best controlling yet the worst feelings in the world

[melody505]

literally me when I see the nutrition facts (THE CALORIES) of a simple food product and be like damn no, not worth it

[melody505]

She is such a thinspo

Every time that I see her on my fyp my heart shatters into pieces asking “why not me “ “ why can’t I look like her , WHY”

[melody505]

The thing about starving is that it feels so good while ur keeping it under control but once u lose ur shit it doesn’t even matter , and all u do is ruin it all by eating and then feeling guilty about it the whole night planning that tomorrow you’ll eat nothing and do better