#1 Zeff enthusiast + G-N8 shipper ^^ 💗

☆Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die!☆ (Sl33p_Depr1ved on ao3)

[melomaniac8000]

Intro post!!

Hello hello! （＾∀＾●）ﾉｼ

♪Name: Call me Alesana/Melo :D

♪Age: One year closer to being a legal adult (17 ok)

♪Pronouns: she/her

♪Mbti: ESTP (somehow changes every 3 months...)

♪Fandoms: Big Nate +Hetalia (Both main atm)

☆Others: BFDI, DHMIS, FNAF, TADC, Trolls, Wall-E, DOAWK, MATM, Abbott Elementary, Peanuts, TTG, Julian and Friends (98xx), Just Dance, and ...(I'll add when I remember)

♪Favorite bands: Picture Me Broken and Alesana :D

♪Music taste: I mostly listen to screamo, emo-pop, post hardcore and pop-punk, but I'm also very fond of Pop, Rock, 2000s Rap, 2000s Hip-Hop, 2000s R&B, 90s Soul, Electrodance, Dance, Scene, J-Pop, and J-Rock

(I love 2000s and 2010s music its like its own genre *drools*)

♪Random fact: I don't really have a favourite colour T_T

♪ Hobbies: (All I can remember) Drawing, Painting, Writing, Reading, Playing guitar, Making stickers, Making bracelets, Mostly diy-ing things and uh yeah!

[melomaniac8000]

Deleted the first post cause i felt like I should add Greece

Also gonna delet tgis in afew days ok

Sketch:

Colored:

[melomaniac8000]

Am i the only one here who only views myself in third person ?

[melomaniac8000]

Im seeing lots of mr rosa fans reblogging my mr rosa art...

Is this a sign i should draw more of him 👀

[isneezalot]

i don't understand myself and that's okay

[melomaniac8000]

I wish to love. Though I know if I ever do, I'll curse the day I was given life.

[melomaniac8000]

I talk and i talk and i talk and i talk and i dont know when to stop.

[thetheaterkidwriter]

can we please normalize saying “I love you” to friends please??? Like no I don’t love any of them romantically but I sure as hell do love all of my friends platonically and would like to share that information with them without it being weird

[starsys-notclickbait]

IT'S TIME FOR A TAG GAME

YOU WAKE UP AS THE MOST RECENTLY SAVED CHARACTER IN YOUR CAMERA ROLL. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DO?

MURDER GENDO IKARI

@marsmindmaze @candy-c0rps3 @bunnieshoshii @cat-found-in-an-allie @stabbythebosscat + OPEN TAGS

[jibberjabberyup]

wasn't tagged in this but it looks fun ... hi

die in a car crash probably

@lizdrinkstea @honeydewdrops333 @kityy-katz @renbugs-copper-crown

[lizdrinkstea]

explode antarctica

@r41nyd4yy @quantumm76 @goofysharklover @mossycereustea + open tags

[mossycereustea]

thank you for the tag!! this is so fun hehe

i guess im getting some daddy issues.. i’d probably be getting burnt alive ngl

@atsecretgardensinmymind @whoskvothe @amidautumnn1ghtsdream @everyfandompossible @dragonclawz2007 @chub-froggy and open <3

[atsecretgardensinmymind]

thank you for the tag cere!!!

uhh well i will be gay with tom ripley but also hate myself for it

npt: @not-a-gay-phangoddess @yourlocalgrammarfreak @centralperkpoet @justalunaticfangirl @quantumm76 @thestorydork and open!

[thestorydork]

ahhhh tysm for the tagg @atsecretgardensinmymind <3333

uh oh i'm barry klemper. first thing i do is have a mental breakdown LOL (not dissimilar to me in real life yayyyy)

uHMMMMMM @kassachilles @proudravenclawbird @holmes7caulfield @asgardianprincess3 and open OFCC and no pressure <333

[proudravenclawbird]

Ty for the tag @thestorydork <33

I'm Hermione!!! Lol. My favourite character and ig I can somewhat relate to her (?)

Anyway @onlyindreamz17 @m0nt3cr15t0 @the-sweaty-toothed-mad-woman @straypineneedle @kassachilles @printer-reads-505

[kassachilles]

thank you for the tag, @thestorydork and @proudravenclawbird!!

(not counting my OC faceclaim)

OH! Uh

Run into a burning church to save a bunch of kids I guess? Either that or kiss Ponyboy

@forestvaleska @pinkysiren @iateyourshoe @hello-stars @theunamericanidiot @starman-davidbowie @miniatureweasel @bear2344 @atsecretgardensinmymind @tallyteatime @fairbubbles @alt3rnatekin

[bear2344]

thank you for the ping @kassachilles !!

got Ray 😬

first thing im doing is kissing pete. hands down.

tags: @ratsinnomanslan @forestvaleska @pinkysiren @tallyteatime @dearbaberoe + any other moots

[tallyteatime]

Thanks for the tag @kassachilles and @bear2344!

Makeout session with Stebbins fast as humanly possible, thank goodness

No pressure to join, but tagging @the-songbird-and-snake @athenaace @deathmybride @jonahinthemotorboatah @cloverfin @cunt-atron-3000 @vinsel-ao3

[jonahinthemotorboatah]

Idk if this even counts but this is my drawing of Amy from The Big Bang Theory 😭

Listen to Neil Diamond with Howard?? Idk

@redeyeswhitelies @poppydoppy925 @rh1nest0neluvvsu @l1m3-b0yy @she-was-a-teenage-zombie @haywillow +all of my moots

[l1m3-b0yy]

Probably get on the bus

Open tags

[the-chatterbox-of-horrors]

uhhh

hi dagan. you're used to waking up in random places right.

probably dagan fronts and then just Never Leaves and becomes the new host or smth

@20thcenturytroodon @thethreeofusalone @nonegender-leftman uhhhhh + open tags

[thethreeofusalone]

Hi! Thanks for the tag!

Picture we took at the proshot, she’d probably freak outtt

if it was US waking up in her body though we’d be a slave to capitalism way down, Hadestown, way down under the ground.

@gayfagqueer @pealumi @loumicrobes @a-beautiful-automaton @collectivelycreative @public-transit + Open!

[luna1nth3mo0n]

Thats already me

Fr though if I woke up in their world.... kiss Silver Vanrouge/silly

@novalunarabem @coathanger-for-pasta @w3ndytheraccoon @heyhellohihowareyou + open /nf

[w3ndytheraccoon]

(That’s Damian)

Fuckk I’m cooked. First thing is finding/petting Batcow and Goliath probably. Or calling Dick. But when it’s patrol time I’m so fucking cooked I can’t do allat

@shiloh-the-shidiot @leporicervidae @just-call-mefr1es @acid-miwi @straightupclownin

[straightupclownin]

GRIFFIN STAGG YAYYYYY!!! Canon wise I’m a ghost so probably haunt people perchance and this specific fanart wise I’m throwing up my guts so maybe sleep😐

@just-call-mefr1es @artimaz1 @acid-miwi @finnmints @briarswoods @ezrathepoet I SWEAR THERES MORE PEOPLE I KNOW SO IF YOU SEE THIS AND WANT TO JOIN JOIN IDK🥀🥀🥀

[briarswoods]

i probably go insane and mourn my father figure. oops. sorry peter. i’ll turn you into your worst self sorry

@irnspdr @twistyquigley @hey--melissa @pauliscallin @antwriterr

[antwriterr]

thanks for the tag shananana <3

chandler bing

i will be fucking his wife. depending on the season prolly playing with Duck and Yasmine.

tags: @archerinthevents @masterofdumbassery @doginthetrees @ironspider-loki @mirakagekoko + open tags!!!

[ironspider-loki]

oh fun, thanks for the tag!!

I’d probably go and cry because wdym my whole life is one never ending traumatic event?! And then i’d stick myself to the corner of a room bc at least i can be sad on the ceiling. If nothing else.

@misswritealot @then-the-sky-blinked @chaoticxsnowflake @thrivingonaspirinandspite @o-birdseed-o @sunny-funny-honey-pants @pinkmourningdoll and open tags!!!

[mourningdollinpink]

Almost nothing changed other than my gender and my surroundings. So instead of weeping alone as a girl in my room due to rejection and cruelty from the world, I’ll do so in a male body in the Paris Opera House. And just like now, I’ll turn to music to soothe my soul and hope for the best. 💔💀🪽

@rosesandtheatre4 @kaylitheidiotic @lunetheweird @elliotsaqueenfan @darkcrimsonrose17 @deadly-n-romantic @leriklover69 @aphroditee222 @unhinged-elegance @waverly-kils @theonlybezo @rei-reiiii @ironspider-loki @theshadowofthephantom @spiderfromchernobyl @beadigitaldiary @mo0nflowers @zombinafonfrankenstein @pinkangelwingsblog @jfklamb @hummingkittiz @mariaportadoceu @4thouglory @sunny-funny-honey-pants @lulu-is-depressed @epiclittlel6dy @choasuqeen open tags

[sunny-funny-honey-pants]

thanks for the tag, Erika and Kai!!

i get therapy @hell-dust @thecryingcl0wn @masaki-komi + open tags

[isneezalot]

does Pickles really count as a character??

anyways, i am going to meet up with an old Clan member.

(i may have a Warrior Cats thing going on in my mind 🤫 i don't have everything ready yet. BUT i have a few details: she was a part of ShadowClan, her Clan name was Bluefire, and she was exiled because of her relationship with Spitsy :D more details probably coming sometime)

@everettiguess @melomaniac8000 @chiyuriiii + open tags

[melomaniac8000]

I honestly dont even know

Call out for switzerland 🥺

@ph4ntom101 @smallplantsstuff @chiyuriiii

[melomaniac8000]

I said there'll be Ginate fanart, AND HERE I COME TO DELIVER!

(Ignore any and all mistakes please I do NOT have the energy to fix any of my drawings)

Scheduled post because I'm busy the week this is posted 🙏🏾

[melomaniac8000]

I unexpectedly remembered 3 out of 6 years of french ...in the shower...

I now can understand french to a specific degree

Hooray...?

[pierrotdoesnteat]

positivity train!

if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@h0neysugarfree @blueberrylovv @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @cherri-bomb-bomb @eg0mechan1c @fatrexicisback

[melomaniac8000]

HONERED HONERED HONERED TO BE TAGGED YOURE SO SWEET AND YOU HAVE THE COOLESt POSTS AS WELLLLLL😭❤️

@ph4ntom101 @smallplantsstuff @chiyuriiii @coconuttyglittersmurf @cherrycupcakezzz

HI MOOTIES YOU GUYS ARE SUPER AWESOME AND COOL !!!!!! I can’t believe i have such interractive and kind hearted mutuals >♡<

THANK YOU GUYSSS !!!

[melomaniac8000]

Someone told me i always respond to people like ive got a stick up my ass 24/7

Dude...

ITS NOT MY FAULT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING ALWAYS PISSES ME OFF ITS LITERALLY WHY I ACT LIKE THAT GRRRRRR 😡😡😡😡

(of course unless its someone who *doesn’t* always pisses me off so they dont really get to see that side of me)

[tr1ckfuneral]

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

[melomaniac8000]

Deadass just gave up there we go im too lazy

[melomaniac8000]

Its kind of crazy how I'm not used to seeing myself in love

I've been lusted over all my life and I physically cringe when I imagine myself being inlove and doing lovey dovey couple things with someone else

EWEWEWEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YUCK OMG

[melomaniac8000]

Maybe i was wrong on what I said

I dont know what I want

[melomaniac8000]

I talk just to talk ...like 96% of the time

My family is TIREEDDDDDD of me 😋