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Redoing my intro post because it's way too chaotic (updated 5/12)

Hi!! I'm Nolan (any pronouns) and I’m aroace (also a minor so don't be weird it's not appreciated nor wanted)

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i realized very quickly right now how bad i am at telling people important things. Like oh shoot i did just tell my best friend I had a partner (we have been together since April and it is July…) and i guess I just never got around to telling her…. Oops, oh well she knows now

#well that’s a lie i did think of telling her but like she lives on a farm… and has a Tesla and i was scared she was gonna take it wrong #but then i also remembered that this was the same person i spent two months trolling a friend with into thinking we were lesbians #for April fools in 2024 #it’s a really really long story and I don’t want to get into it #or maybe it was 2025….#idk either way #uhm so yeah i actually haven’t told her yet… because like oops that’s still really scary #but I will in letter format #im not gonna burn that letter (if confused see previous post)#uhm or maybe I won’t #idk my goal was for this post to silently pressure me into telling her #like it’s not that big of a deal but like I do feel kinda bad she doesn’t know…#I might just mention it very casually #the kid yaps

more people should start writing letters and then burning them. Like I’m sitting in my backyard (I probably look insane) writing letters to people who I’d never actually send them to, and then burning them with a match

this is so insanely therapeutic omg

#i did in fact compose a three page letter to my old best friend of three years and i just burned it all and omg like wow #the kid yaps

armandology

so many unread books on my shelf. unsure which to start first so ill just read nothing

drpeppercreamsodaa

that's the devil talking

unusualeducation

ok guys it's willa talks to people summer i've decided to have friends on here again!!

everyone, if you see this reblog with your third favorite fruit - mine is apples!!

#blackberries!#first is grapes #then raspberries #then blackberries but kiwis are a good close second #blueberries and strawberries are also really good but you have to get them in season #im also so sad cause i got raspberries the other day and was gonna eat them for dinner and they were moldy:(#you know which fruits I don’t like?#melons #i despise all melons for some reason #cantaloupe watermelon honeydew are all bad #well I’ll eat watermelon if it’s around but it will never be my first pick

st-xeniaofgethen

Just going to leave this here

#augh

unusualeducation

"i miss them so much," i say about a musician who hasn't released music since before i was born

just a reminder Nick and Charlie will break up in Heartstopper Forever….

#i remembered this and cried a bit #cause maybe im completely wrong but aren’t they adapting the Nick and Charlie Novella?#or is that just completely false information #idk #heartstopper forever #the kid yaps

lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223

I love an open window and some cool clean air

I had the best day ever

i was working on acting with the girl who plays Bert in Marry Poppins earlier today and we were working on characterization for him.

I had no idea how to characterize him so I give her my letterboxd to choose a movie she’s seen and then id pick a character that matches Bert. Very quickly we found out she has also watched Dead Poets Society (yay!!)

so (we were in a rehearsal room) and I go: “stand like charlie Dalton” and we both did. Then I said “okay let’s walk around like Charlie would walk” and so we did

then I go: “now, Bert is gonna be like if charlie and Neil had a baby”

and she cuts me off and goes “if mpreg is gonna be real it will NOT be with Neil and charlie”

and I go “you are so right, but it’s a hypothetical friendship baby. Bert is gonna be 70% Charlie, 20% Neil, 10% of English chap from the 1910s”

so if you come see my production of marry Poppins, Bert is gonna be a little Charlie Dalton coded and that’s okay

also we did spend the rest of that rehearsal period talking about dps and it was great

#dps #dead poets society #the kid yaps #the theater kid does theater

goodnightbirdy

thinking about the fact that in that scene where meeks and pitts are dancing together, meeks cant hear the music 😭theres only one set of headphones and pitts has them. meeks is dancing to the sounding of pitts' shuffling feet and breathing and he still has the widest grin on his face.

im losing my fucking mind.

my mom: “I didn’t realize how much happier you are when you do theater”

omg no really?!? It’s almost like i walked into a theater and felt my soul come back. I step onto a stage and remembered why life is worth living. I was given a script for the first time in seven months and I genuinely felt so much joy (I’m not even in the show🥀)

#just you wait till fall when I’m actually in a show #im gonna be a little ray of sun I promise #like the past two days I’ve just been so happy and like: why? theater!#god I sound like such a fucking nerd #also it has been only two days #soooo I’ll check back in in 17 days #maybe I’ll have a different opinion #but ahhh I’ve missed this so much #like im home im where i belong #guys remind me next spring to do community theater and punch me if I pull a “but I’ll be burnt out” card #no no theater is more important I PROMISE #like I know it sounds so cheesy but yes! im home this is where I belong! Theater is great! theater is amazing!#i truly have not been this happy since February #im not sure what im gonna do when i have college and adult life and like cant do community theater whenever i want #the kid yaps #the theater kid does theater

trying to convince my friend over the phone to read aftg and here’s how it went:

them: is it a slow burn?

me: a three book one that’s for sure!

them: …. Soooo what happens in the first two books if there’s no romance…

me: sooo that’s aro-phobic but moving on… uh murder. Murder happens

them: I thought it was a sports romance…

me: well yeah…. But like… mafia!

them: why?

me: because mafia! Why not

#rip seth gordon you would’ve loved to see the foxes win #aftg #all for the game #the kid yaps

star-crossed-planet

today I thought about Meeks and Pitts growing old together and cried

thetheaterkidwriter

but… Meeks died in Vietnam…. Which was from 1956 to 1975… and the most “popular” times to be deployed was in 1965 and 1969 so let’s just say Meeks died in 1970. And dps takes place in 1959… Meeks was 17….. he’d be 28 in 1970…. He and Pitts would never get to grow old together………

#I’m deeply sorry

daily affirmations:

I will get out

i will build a life for myself

i will have a life for myself that i love

i will surround myself with people who love me

people won’t yell

people won’t be mad with each other

i will not turn into my mother

#the kid yaps

nolan....i know i've already sent you many songs to rate...but....what if i said i have more? would u rate them? (you don't have to of course!!)<3

why yes I would lol

Eventually I promise

i miss Neil Perry

#dead poets society #dps #neil perry dps

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