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Well that was fun. You know where to hit me up if you need to.
So long tumblr. Thanks for all the fun times during my teens, and all the bad times in my twenties.
ALBUM OF THE DECADE (Master-post)
1. Kendrick Lamar - To Pimp A Butterfly (West Coast Hip-Hop, Jazz Rap)
2. Death Grips - The Money Store (Experimental Hip-Hop)
3. Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy (Pop Rap, Hip-Hop)
4. Janelle Monáe - The ArchAndroid (Alternative R&B, Neo-Soul, Art Pop)
5. Yellow Eyes - Hammer Of Night (Atmospheric Black Metal)
6. Deafheaven - Sunbather (Blackgaze)
7. Frank Ocean - channel ORANGE (Alternative R&B)
8. Tame Impala - Lonerism (Neo-Psychedelia)
9. BADBADNOTGOOD - III (Jazz Fusion, Jazz-Hop)
10. Carla Bozulich - Boy (Experimental Folk, No Wave)
Albums of the Decade: #1
Kendrick Lamar - To Pimp A Butterfly (West Coast Hip-Hop, Jazz Rap)
Oh wow look, it’s every other person’s album of the decade, how surprising and what a unique opinion. You don’t need me to tell you this album is good and you especially don’t need a white guy talking about the social-artistic importance of this album. You don’t want that. I don’t want that. Nobody wants that.
So, I’m going to tell a little story. Since I’m white and grew up upper-middle class, rap wasn’t exactly something I was exposed to as a kid, so once I started developing my own music tastes, I quickly became one of those pretentious wankers who think hip-hop isn’t music, all that shit. I mentioned in the write-up for Janelle Monae’s The ArchAndroid that I grew infatuated with concept albums and in my never-ending search for more, I stumbled across Kendrick’s good kid m.A.A.d. city. A concept album that’s loosely auto-biographical about Kendrick growing up in Compton and I decided I’d give it a listen, just to hear what it was like. This shit knocked me so hard off my high horse my head is still spinning years later. The layers to it all, the beats, the moods, the voicemail interludes, “Sing about me (Dying of Thirst)”, fucking all of it. It was like a revelation from God, from there on my musical appetite knew no limit and I did all I could to find more rap coming out at the present and deep dive into past classics. I shed my rockist elitism and, as you can probably tell with all of my lists predominantly containing hip-hop, really fucking love this genre now.
So why am I talking about good kid m.A.A.d city and not To Pimp A Butterfly? Because To Pimp A Butterfly is all that and more. It’s such a clear artistic leap-forward from gkmc, it’s better in every way. The jazz beats are fantastic and feature such a fucking all star cast of producers, session musicians, and features that I actually straight up can’t list them all, we’d be here all night, and it’s close to New Years.
Every track flows into the next, with the ever-evolving poem adding a new line or two after a track that creates the album’s frame narrative as Kendrick reading the poem to *SPOILER IF YOU’VE NEVER LISTENED AND STILL WANT THE SURPRISE* fucking Tupac. The dude is so confident that he is the greatest rapper alive, he includes a “conversation” with fucking Tupac Shakur. Jesus Christ, I wish I had that level of confidence and talent to back it up. Thankfully, Kendrick does so their “conversation” feels genuine rather than pretentious.
So yeah, this is the best album of the decade, Kendrick is a living god whose in the top 5 rappers of all time.
Albums of the Decade: #2
Death Grips - The Money Store (Experimental Hip-Hop)
”Now here is some amusing, candy-coated anarchy.” - iTunes page synopsis of The Money Store
We all know what #1 is, but let me just say the fact that it was a tough decision is a testament to the The Money Store. Following the Exmilitary mixtape, this album basically launched Death Grips into the stratosphere of internet music fame and made the group something far more than a Hella side project (although getting the first ever 10/10 rating from Anthony Fantano and the constant discussion by 4chan’s music board /mu/ probably helped too). I included the opening line of that iTunes synopsis as an epigraph because it really does describe the entire energy of the album. Something wild but exhilarating, something with an almost playfully manic edge to its chaos that’s perfectly exemplified by the pitched-up vocal intro to “Punk Weight”. While the quality of the album has aged like fine wine since since its 2012 release, the sheer aggression has been surpassed by a variety of soundcloud rappers (and by Death Grips themselves).
That said, at the time of release this was something else. The energy and abrasiveness of hardcore punk, drumming from the math rock drum god himself, Zach Hill. The beats flirt with everything from the abrasiveness of industrial music (like Dalek previously), the frenticism of IDM, and at times it gets straight-up catchy like on “Get Got”, “I’ve Seen Footage”, and “Hacker”. You can’t sit still to this album. There’s an anecdote by Tyler, the Creator, where he describes the group as “his meth” and says the first time he ever listened to Death Grips, him and a friend put together an entire trampoline in 17 minutes. “I put that on and I can do anything and do it efficient as fuck.” Or another instance where he decided to burn rubber at a red light while listening to Death Grips which caused his car to spin out at 60-70 mph in the middle of a Los Angeles intersection (no one was hurt or anything). This is what I’m getting at, this music forces you to move, to do things, not in the “get up and want to dance” sort of way but rather like you simply can’t sit still. The music makes you restless, forcing you to expel energy because you feel like you’re about to overflow. The Money Store isn’t just a tough listen for the uninitiated, it does so in this energetic fashion that prioritizes speed and aggression, but with the efficiency of technology.
When this album first came out it one-upped most other aggressive rap projects and its beats are sequenced in a way that’s calculated but kinetic it makes the music feel inhuman. Voices modulated, synths roaring, stuff no natural instrument can make. However, the drumming somehow keeps pace with it all, a testament to Zach Hill’s sheer skill and speed, dude’s so good he puts a fucking computer to shame. The music on The Money Store is basically what it would probably sound like if your computer could do stimulants before BSODing.
Many of the song’s hooks are more like mantras, short memorable phrases that are easily and satisfyingly shoutable, like “I’ve seen footage, I stay noided.” repeated ad infinitum, “Hustle Bones comin’ out my mouth”, and of course, “Teaching bitches how to swim”. As The Money Store has become a piece of internet culture, it is, to a point at least, about the Internet and “being online”. “I’ve Seen Footage”, the closest the band has ever had to a pop banger, is about Ride’s growing paranoia from watching videos of police brutality on LiveLeak. “Hacker” delivers probably some of the greatest one-liner rap lyrics ever, and is a celebration of a sort of cyber-gangster attitude, being a badass hacker, all that cool shit. I find that with all the memes Ride’s lyrics have occasionally been quite underrated. Not only in how effective they are in conveying emotions, but in his versatility and his ability to, using the cliche here, “paint a picture with words”. The music may dunk you head first into the madness but the lyrics are what fleshes it out into something far more terrifying and exciting.
The Money Store was a look into the near-future, which might just be the present at this point, of a dystopia obsessed with technology, the Internet, and violence. Something paranoid but also strangely accepting of it all. As if this state of discomfort and unrest brought on by the Information age is the only place one could feel at home in.
This reads more like rambling than an essay. But the point is, album is good, album is smart, album perfectly encapsulates the modern technological age and all of its glorious and terrifying insanity. You should listen to this album.
Albums of the Decade: #3
Kanye West - My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy (Pop Rap, Hip-Hop)
Is there anything left that can even be said about Mr. West? No, really? The ascendency to music critic’s reincarnation of Christ himself, the insane news stories, the greatest SNL performance of all time, the polarized reception of recent work, the politics, the funniest SNL performance of all time, his recent religious epiphanies, we’ve all heard it before too many times.
Everyone has said My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy is his magnum opus, it is. It’s opulent, decadent, and somehow self reflective, with many songs reaching the over the 5 minute mark. The feature list is longer than fucking War and Peace, with the likes of Bon Iver and Elton John, with Rhianna, Jay-Z, and Rick Ross. We don’t need another endless appraisal of this album.
So I’ll keep this short and, with the hindsight of the rest of the decade how large the shadow cast by MBDTF is on rap and pop music. If Wacka Flocka Flame’s Flockaveli was “The Shape of Rap to Come” because of the massive boom in trap music this decade, then MBDTF really heralded the change in pop music from loving wealth, fame, and the club life, to being depressed about wealth, fame, and the club life. Taking this sort of tragic romanticism to the late 00’s pop scene paved the way for hit songs to actually kind of be downers. Popstars still party of course, but now they can feel bad about it, from the likes of Sia with her hit “Chandelier”, or The Weeknd’s “House of Balloons”. Really those types of songs are trying to capture the same despairing self-loathing that only a megalomaniac like Kanye could convey in “Runaway”, his famous “moment of clarity”.
Since this album was released on my birthday, it’s become somewhat of a tradition for me to listen to it on my birthday every year. Each year, I come away appreciating the album more, hearing more and more of the layers in production and at such a high artistic quality that Kanye has only ever come close to it once since then (Kids See Ghosts).
So yeah, whatever you think about Ye, this album still slaps. Also Nicki Minaj’s verse on “Monster” is probably the best rap verse of the decade, and allowed Minaj, not yet a household name, upstage Kanye, Jay-Z, and Rick Ross. Damn.
Albums of the Decade: #4
Janelle Monáe - The ArchAndroid (Alternative R&B, Neo-Soul, Art Pop)
As a teenager I was super into prog rock and thus became a pretentious wanker who thought concept albums were the coolest thing in the world. They still are, but I’m less of an elitist about it. The ArchAndroid was basically a double whammy of shit I was super geeking out over at the time, concept albums and sci-fi. And not only was it a singular concept album, no no no, this album is actually suites 2 and 3 of a planned 7 suite series about a messianic android persona adopted by Monáe with a recurring motif of androids being a metaphor for the minority experience. Now that shit is my jam.
What separates The ArchAndroid from Monáe’s future projects is this psychedelic vibe a lot of the tracks have, like the backmasked “Neon Gumbo”. Would you believe that back in the day Janelle Monáe was the co-opening act along with Tame Impala for MGMT? Man, how the times have changed. Tracks will shift from baroque pop, to neo-soul, to neo-psychedelia, to a section of Clair de Lune. Everything’s fair game, the album is eclectic but cohesive, it doesn’t feel like one of those albums where every track is different so it just feels like a compilation and not a solid album.
I don’t know where to put these bits, but I would be remiss if I didn’t inform you of two things. First, that “Come Alive (War Of The Roses)” sounds like “Rock Lobster”. Second, that “Wondaland” is massively underrated, it could be years without listening to this album but that chorus will still get stuck in my head. It also features Monáe making weird-ass cartoony animal sex noises, great track.
Aesthetically, I’ve always loved how Monáe has updated the visual (and somewhat updated the musical styles) for each new release of Metropolis suites. For these two, she pulled from art-deco (take a look at that album cover huh?) and the vocal jazz of the 20’s-40’s like on “Say You’ll Go” and “BaBopBye Ya”. This would continue on in her next project The Electric Lady, where she adopts the aesthetic of the 50’s-60’s motown groups, incorporated more funk and soul influences, and took lyrical influence from the space age and the Civil Rights movement. While I loved Dirty Computer (and it’s slight synth-funk 80’s retroism), as far as I can tell it’s not an official conclusion to the Metropolis Suite series, ah well next time around.
Albums of the Decade: #5
Yellow Eyes - Hammer Of Night (Atmospheric Black Metal)
As previously mentioned, this decade was one with a lot of projects that experimented with the typical black metal formula. This made some purists angry and they wrote off the whole New Wave of American Black Metal. This is the album you show them to shut them up. Hammer of Night is fantastic, a perfect thesis statement for the group that puts their signature riff interplay front and center. “Light has Fallen” kicks things off with a roar and you hardly have a moment’s break before the sinister riffs of “In This Stillness” begins. This album captures a lot of the appeal of recent atmospheric black metal, where while the songs are aggressive, they have this sort of hypnotic edge to them. Hammer of Night kicks ass, and you really shouldn’t be surprised by that, since every year Yellow Eyes has released a project, they’ve landed on my year end lists. Shame that this is the only album of there’s that isn’t streaming on Apple Music.
Albums of the Decade: #6
Deafheaven - Sunbather (Blackgaze)
Remember when Shoegaze almost came back?
This decade was a pretty crazy one for black metal. With a lot of experimentation with new styles and aesthetics, but more on that later. Sunbather came out in those glorious 8 months where after the world was blessed with a new My Bloody Valentine album, we all thought shoegaze was coming back. The dream died, but what a glorious 8 months it was. And within those 8 months every asshole with a jazzmaster taught themselves how to tremolo pick and started a blackgaze project. But really they were all pale imitations of Sunbather.
Deafheaven’s subsequent albums haven’t really hit me as hard as this one has, probably because they chose to emphasize generic 3rd wave post-rock over shoegaze, but what do I know? They haven’t been able to hit the same balance of intense black metal, epic-scale, and that shoegazey bliss that befits that pink album art. While the riffs are fantastic, my favorite moments are some of the brief moments, the heavy chord gliding when “Vertigo” finally hits, that chord bend on the eponymous track, and when “The Pecan Tree” switches back and forth between metal and shoegaze. This was probably a lot of people’s introduction to black metal so if you’ve never given the genre a fair shake, this might just be one of the best entry points for you.
Albums of the Decade: #7
Frank Ocean - channel ORANGE (Alternative R&B)
Okay, I really don’t have to say anything about this one. Just that not including Blonde is a bit of a sacrilegious take, I know. “Pyramids” is one of the best songs of the decade. And this is really where Frank came into his own.
Albums of the Decade: #8
Tame Impala - Lonerism (Neo-Psychedelia)
Given Tame Impala’s meteoric rise to fame I really don’t feel the need to go into this album as much. It’s good. It cemented the group in the indie music scene after the promising Innerspeaker. And it’s better than Currents, don’t @ me.
What I do want to talk about is what this album meant to me at the time. Back in 2012 I was just actually “getting into” music for the first time. And after blitzing through all the CDs I could get at the local library than rip to my phone, I moved on to searching through bandcamp for any albums that piqued my interest. And while there are plenty of talented people on there, the albums I loved the most were all bedroom projects. Albums made by band’s that might just be one person, who purchased all the gear they use on their own, wrote, recorded, produced, mixed, mastered, and released their album on their own. All of that. When it comes to accessibility this decade has probably been the easiest it has ever been to make and release music. Lonerism embodies that ethos, the back cover is the band’s mastermind Kevin Parker laying down, surrounded by all the gear he used to record the album in his home. Dude’s living the fucking dream.
Albums of the Decade: #9
BADBADNOTGOOD - III (Jazz Fusion, Jazz-Hop)
You have to give props to BADBADNOTGOOD, after their rendition of Gucci Mane’s “Lemonade” was said to have “little musical value” by a panel of their instructors at their college jazz program, their career is one hell of a middle finger. From their first two albums mixing their own original material with jazz renditions of hip-hop songs, they were able to amass a cult following thanks to a notable videotaped jam session with Tyler, the Creator. Following their fantastic sophomore release BBNG2, III is the group’s first album that solely consists of original material. “Triangle” starts the album off in an emblematic way, good hip-hop grooves intertwined with jazz piano that acts as a sort of interlude between the choruses (or the closest thing you can call choruses). You have to praise the musicianship as well, check out the sick bass solo on “Kaleidoscope“ or the song “Confessions” that features fantastic saxophone playing from the groups frequent collaborator-turned-future-member Leland Whitty. While no song rocks as hard as the group’s cover of My Bloody Valentine’s “You Made Me Realize”, this album is the perfect synthesis of all the sounds they had been attempted up to this point.
Albums of the Decade: #10
Carla Bozulich - Boy (Experimental Folk, No Wave)
Boy is essentially the answer to the thought “what if we made a folk no-wave album?” While the instruments of Alt. Folk are here and some of the song structures and chord progressions sound almost Country at times, the entire album is bathed in the dissonance of no-wave. And while those component genres are quite disparate, the album manages to hold it all together in this sort of apocalyptic singer-songwriter style. Over the years, I’ve found that Boy’s subject matter and auditory textures are what have endured the most. More on the former later.
I can really only describe the music on Boy as “disheveled” not in the grungy way, but in a way that the sounds themselves are off-kilter, brief melodies appear but will quickly be transformed by effects or a dissonant noise will fade in and the entire song will take on a surreal quality. Like Bozulich’s vocals on “Danceland” transforming into this warbled whirl that swirls around your head. Effect feedback is used and then looped to help create more textures for the soundscapes that act as little intros and interludes, but beneath the songs themselves, there’s an array of quiet ambiance that helps create the fever dreamy atmosphere that made me fall in love with the album in the first place. “What Is It Baby” features a fantastic moment where harsh noise harmonizes with Bozulich’s vocals, creating this eerie melody that’s somehow both pleasant to listen to but also, you know, harsh. Tracks like “One Hard Man” and “Don’t Follow Me” have this repetitive rhythmic nature that gives the music a ritualistic quality, something concrete to guide you through the constantly shifting and amorphic tones of the album.
As you can probably get through my ramblings by now, a big part of this album musically is the texture to it, the small little sounds and how they color the rest of what you’re hearing on a track. That’s not to say the songs themselves aren’t good or even that they don’t have some melodic moments to them, “Lazy Crossbones” and “Don’t Follow Me” are the biggest examples. It’s just that tracks like “One Hard Man” throw you into this strange auditory nightmare, not something overtly disturbing, mind you, but something abstract that’s filled with enough musical non-sequitur that just makes enough sense that you can follow the little details but everything feels strange and discomforting.
I think the album’s subject matter is best talked about generally and then in the context of one specific song. Boy is an album about coming to grips with settling down, getting older, and one’s own mortality, something many musicians eventually do. Many great male artists have tackled these topics before, but commentary on these subjects from a woman’s perspective is something, well uncommon. I’m not trying to present this as some novelty that discounts Bozulich’s skill or career (far from it, she’s fantastic). What I am bringing up however is there is definitely an asymmetry in what albums about these subjects gain traction. I remember reading a review for Boy somewhere that said that if it had been released by Nick Cave it would be hailed as a late-career high point. That’s what I’m getting at. A new perspective on a topic that’s really universal and then presented in a way that gives Boy a sonic character all its own.
The closing track “Number X” encapsulates really everything that’s great about this album. Guitar notes materialize out of an ether of ambient noise, they take shape before everything goes silent, and this simple but mournful melody is played. This track’s instrumental first half stirs up so much with so little. This is my favorite section of the album and I could listen to that instrumental guitar section countless times and still appreciate the melancholic feeling behind it. This melody ends on a discordant note, the cymbals come in and everything starts building to an anxious finish, Bozulich reads a poem about death and how she desires to live the rest of her life fully, and not die before her time. “Don’t blow me out... before I’ve finished burning...”. Finally she muses, “...wouldn’t it be fine, if at checkout time... I was doing what I’m doing right now?”
I don’t want to build Boy up to be some harrowing listen, because it’s really not, through it’s Lynchian atmosphere and dark subject matter, I find the album oddly life-affirming. It’s not obsessed with death or wishing for it really, more just coming to terms with it and accepting it and that’s something I think is truly powerful.
ALBUM OF THE DECADE: HONORABLE MENTIONS 1. MGMT - Congratulations (Psychedelic Rock, Neo-Psychedelia) 2. Agalloch - Marrow of the Spirit (Black Metal, Folk Metal, Post-Metal) 3. Kendrick Lamar - good kid, m.A.A.d city (West Coast Hip-Hop) 4. Death Grips - NO LOVE DEEP WEB (Experimental Hip-Hop) 5. The Knife - Shaking The Habitual (Experimental Electronic) 6. Tim Hecker - Virgins (Power-Ambient, Drone) 7. Aphex Twin - Syro (IDM) 8. Carly Rae Jepsen - E·MO·TION (Dance-Pop, Synthpop) 9. Kamasi Washington - The Epic (Spiritual Jazz) 10. Tyler, the Creator - IGOR (Alternative R&B, Experimental Hip-Hop)
TOP 10 ALBUMS OF THE YEAR, 2019:
1. (AOTY) Tyler, the Creator - IGOR (Alternative R&B, Experimental Hip-Hop)
2. Have a Nice Life - Sea Of Worry (Post-Punk, Goth Rock)
3. Liturgy - H.A.Q.Q. (Avant-Garde Metal, Glitch, Totalism, Modern Classical)
4. Yellow Eyes - Rare Field Ceiling (Atmospheric Black Metal)
5. State Faults - Clairvoyant (Screamo, Post-Hardcore)
6. Danny Brown - uknowhatimsayin¿ (Abstract Hip-Hop)
7. Glenn Branca - The Third Ascension (Totalism, No Wave)
8. Charli XCX - Charli (Electropop, Bubblegum Bass, PC Music)
9. The Callous Daoboys - Die On Mars (Mathcore)
10. Yazz Ahmed - Polyhymnia (Spiritual Jazz)
AOTY 2019 and Album of the decade posts will be made.
AOTY 2019 will follow usual format. AOTD will include 10 brief writings I have about each album and why I care about them. Followed by the typical gallery post of all their album arts with links to the individual writings I do about each.
Consider them my formal retirement from this website. If you know me and don’t yet have another point of contact with me (like Discord), then DM me. I’ll keep my account up, and DMs open in case you ever need to contact me.
There is not a force in this life or the next that will stop me from going to this concert.
Mark my fucking words.
Have a Nice Life - Deathconsciousness